it wasn't the gods that saved us, it was you. ||| this is primarily a tes blog now i guess ||| sometimes ffxivposting ||| background kotor/swtor oc posting ||| occasional other sw/bioware content ||| pfp by stellorc, header by victorianasshole ||| Lia/Lee, 18+, they/them, queer, proship ||| AO3: aetherius (tes), azems-familiar (ffxiv), revanchxst (star wars)
My name is Liadan or Lee, but I'll respond to various shortenings of the urls I've had over the years, so don't feel fussed to change how you think of me in your head if that's the case. I'm in my mid-20s and have been on this hellsite since 2016. I use either they/them or xe/xem pronouns and am a trans, bigender, ace butch, happily engaged to my qpp @ipreferfiction. I am proship, anti-censorship, and not afraid to use the block button if you start causing me problems.
I don't have sideblogs so all content I find interesting or relevant will be here on this blog. Ask to tag if there's something you'd like to filter out - I can't guarantee I'll remember it, but I do my best. All politics go under #politics. Big current events will usually go under #current events if I remember. I try to tag fandoms but that doesn't always particularly work. My personal textpost tag is #ramblings. For things I create, look under #my edits (screenshots/virtual photography), #my writing (snippets and whatnot), and #my fic (full-length fic posts or links). My ask tag is #asked and answered; my tag game tag is #things i'm tagged in; any ask games I reblog will be tagged with #ask me thiiings. Ultimately, this is my own personal space; I will do my best to adjust for other people's comfort but I won't completely put myself into a box for it.
If we're mutuals, I will politely ask you to tag posts with bug pictures/etc in them with #bug - I have a bug phobia and while I do my best to curate on my own, sometimes i still get images on my dash and that's definitely not the most enjoyable thing.
My current main fandom is a mix of TES and ffxiv, but there will be occasional posting about star wars (especially swtor and kotor), dragon age (especially with the new game coming out), mass effect, and other various things I find interesting. I have ocs in most of the above fandoms, and tag them all as #oc: [name here]! Just in case you'd like to go looking for them.
There will be Lalafell/Non-Lalafell shipping on this blog. If that bothers you, unfollow me/block me/hit the back arrow now. I will not tolerate harassment for it. This is your only warning.
ADHD affects how I experience time, not how I experience attachment. I love you. I miss you. I just don't realize how long it’s been since I last said that, let alone messaged.
I understand that most normal functioning brains need regular engagement to maintain a bond. Absence doesn’t diminish my affection. My silence isn’t neglect or disinterest. It’s time blindness and object impermanence. The contact gap is purely neurological, not emotional. Thank you for being patient with my inconsistency and holding a seat in your heart for me.
I wasn’t going to derail the disability pride month post for people with peanut allergies but in relation to that topic
I have never seen another allergy that has been so viscerally hated and mocked by people working in education like nut allergies. I’ve seen fellow teachers cringe that their classroom was the “nut free” classroom that year. Support staff that are trained and willfully don’t follow cross contamination protocol in the lunchroom because it’s too “tedious” or “time-consuming”. Full preschools + childcare centers that refuse to accommodate nut allergies. Schools where the only free lunch is a PB&J. Before/after school programs and summer programs whose food curriculum has nuts and doesn’t provide an alternative activity.
Allergy discrimination is so so insidious and prevalent. It’s happening behind their back and it is everything from the exposure joke to possibly causing someone to go into anaphylaxis from willful ignorance.
Also other parents in the classroom are guilty too. The “not my child not my problem” brain rot means that those lunchboxes are like bombs for airborne exposure allergies
I was not downplaying this. The stigma is real, and people are 100% willing to let people with allergies die.
This woman was laughed at for asking for allergy accommodations at multiple points in her trip, and was denied to the point that she was practically told she’d be refused care in the event of anaphylaxis.
I work in healthcare. I cannot get my coworkers to consistently change their gloves after handling a PBJ. They literally do not think of it, and I don’t understand why. I also don’t know how to make it stick in their brains that this is a thing they need to do.
I grew up in the early 2000s with severe allergies to not just peanuts, but ALL nuts as well as beef, pork, shelfish, seeds, kiwi, and some food dyes. The resistance that my family faced from educators in the early 2000s is frankly bananas, not to mention the shit other parents and kids got up to.
When my mom tried to enroll me in preschool, the school principal refused any basic accommodations like asking everyone to wash their hands after lunch before re-entering the classroom, not bringing straight up peanuts to snack time, etc. There was no such thing as a nut free classroom at the time. The principal told my mom and me (I was 4 at the time and definitely in the room when this happened) “if she’s so sick, she belongs in a bubble, not at school.” THE FUCKING PRINCIPAL! My mom had to threaten legal action under the ADA to get them to comply.
Look, I was on a 504 accommodation plan under the ADA for the entirety of my formative education (elementary thru high school). That’s all 12 years!!! And yet I have had teachers hand me items I’m allergic to as a “reward”. I have had other kids intentionally try to send me into anaphylaxis. One girl in 3rd grade asked me why I “wasn’t dead yet” when she had put on a lotion with almonds in it and then held my hand. I’ve had other parents write letters to the school saying what a terrible inconvenience it was to them to not be able to send their kiddo to school with PB&J, demanding I be Removed to a special education only class if my “needs” were such a “burden” to others. During elementary school “parties” held in the classroom on holidays and for student birthdays, I was always sent to sit out in the hallway or go to the library, because even though parents were only supposed to bring safe foods into the room (they had a list of all my allergies) they never once got it right. Administrators fought me tooth and nail for the right to carry my epi pen and other meds on my person at all times. Why they thought I would start dealing benadryl on the playground, I do not know. At lunch, I was always sat at a specific segregated table labeled the “Nut Free Table” alone because who the fuck is going to sit there with the literally segregated outcast? But ONCE notably I was sat on one side of a line of blue masking tape down the table top with the rest of my class on the other. One side was the NUTS side!!! As if allergens would respect that tape barrier. (Spoiler alert: they do NOT!)
Literally from preschool to my senior year of high school, I was “the peanut kid”. Other parents gave my mom books about how to “cure your child’s food allergies from HOME” by micro dosing with things they are allergic to (please never ever ever even attempt anything like a food challenge with a known allergen outside of the care and supervision of a medical professional, holy shit that’s so dangerous). My mom joined the PTA in my last year of high school so that I could maybe participate in all the senior-focused events like pool parties and breakfast at school on the first Friday of the month. The number of times another parent either (a) decided it wasn’t worth it to care or (b) intentionally brought peanut products to an event to spite either me or my mom??? I literally could not count. It happened constantly.
College was better, but I still occasionally had people BALK when I asked them to please not eat a Nature Valley bar with whole nuts in it right the fuck next to me in lecture, thanks. Work parties and catered lunches were always impossible. A few conferences I went to as an undergrad were SUPPOSED to be nut-free, but always fucked up the catering. At one, they set up snack tables by every exit of the conference auditorium so that when people left after the talk, they all congregated around the exits and opened macadamia nut cookies and granola bars. When I had subsequently had a massive allergic reaction and needed help getting home (I’d walked) after taking like 200mg of benadryl, the staff offered me a stack of napkins and a lukewarm apology.
Food allergy is a disability which touches literally every aspect of a person’s life. Everytime I share with someone new about what it was like growing up with my allergies, they have never heard anything like it in their lives. They’re always like “holy shit, seriously??? People did that??? Kids tried to kill you??? Parents wanted you kicked out of the classroom????” Yeah, man. Yeah. My own brother (who doesn’t have any allergies at all) doesn’t understand why I don’t “eat more adventurously” and why I won’t travel internationally. So, saying it REALLY LOUDLY for people in the back:
FOOD ALLERGY IS A DISABILITY FOR WHICH EVERYONE SHOULD BE ABLE TO ACCESS ACCOMMODATIONS AND HAVE THEM TAKEN SERIOUSLY.
I don’t have food allergies, but I do have food intolerances, which can kill slower, via manutrition and dehydration.
I can’t digest legumes or alliums. Period. End of. It isn’t an immune response, it’s a poison response. Those are not foods, to my body. Those are poisons.
Alliums include: garlic, onions, shallots, spring onions, chives
Legumes: peas, beans, soy
These are some of the most common foods in the world. They are in every ethnicity’s cuisine. They are in everything.
I too have had people say I should kill myself rather than live with the inability to have garlic and onions. I have had the “we should all stop eating meat” crowd tell me that I’m “throwing a tantrum” and that they’d rather have me die of malnutrition than let me eat the only protein I can digest. I was punished over and over and eventually kicked out of a homeless shelter for having “too many dietary restrictions”, even after getting a doctor’s note from the doctor that diagnosed me.
IBS is not uncommon, it’s so common that a lot of people assume common adverse reactions to FODMAP foods are normal when they are signs of IBS–and it’s a continuum. Some people, like me, absolutely cannot eat what their triggers are, but there are other FODMAPS they’re fine with. Some people have milder responses to FODMAPs. Some people, like my mom, basically can’t eat ANYTHING triggering or they are violently and dangerously ill for sometimes weeks on end. And sorry to talk about gross body stuff, but diarrhea can kill you, particularly if you do not have ready access to sanitary toilets and water and the ability to lay down (I was homeless on the street when I was diagnosed with IBS, I did in fact almost die).
Imagine having food poisoning all the time.
I am not in any way saying it is as sudden in its lethality as anaphylaxis.
But it wears you down. It takes away hundreds of sources of nutrition. I struggle with things like vitamin D deficiency, iron deficiency, scurvy, and on and on. The list of triggers is as long as my arm and it’s mostly vegetables. It isn’t just one food that makes me sick, it’s hundreds. Whole chunks of the food pyramid are just poisonous.
The prejudice is the same. The danger of someone else poisoning you on purpose, out of spite, is the same. The inability to eat adventurously is the same. The inability to engage in the most basic of human social behaviours, sharing food, is the same.
Because to many people, we are both the same thing: A Picky Eater.
And being A Picky Eater is apparently a capital crime, as in the punishment is death.
You are cut off from a huge source of sensory play and enrichment. You are cut off from doing anything but cooking from absolute scratch. You are cut off from a huge piece of human social experience. You are cut off, as illustrated above, from education. These are not small things. These severely lower your quality of life every second of the day. They isolate you from having friends or meaningful social interaction or an education. They force you to pick between not eating at all and using up all your energy on cooking from scratch; guess which choice I usually end up picking when I’m too depressed!
All because other humans will not accommodate you.
Because food allergies and intolerances don’t HAVE to be a disability. It doesn’t have to be this way. Abled people MAKE it one, for no good reason than laziness and cruelty.
And dietary restrictions are seen as something of a luxury, I can tell you that right now. Hospitals, asylums, shelters, group homes, schools, charities, rehabs, and other institutions simply will not accommodate anyone with food allergies or intolerances in my experience–like at all. Period. They would rather you die. I actively dread the idea that I might end up in one again someday, because I know I’ll starve to death while being blamed for it and mocked the whole time.
I don’t even bother asking for accommodation anymore, I simply tell people I will not go out to eat with anyone, I will not accept food gifts from them, if they want me to come over they have to let me cook, and the isolation and depression are the price I have chosen to pay for my safety. But I can only do this because I’m no longer homeless and have the luxury of a kitchen and a private home. That is not a guarantee for many, and it wasn’t always for me.
People are extremely, extremely cruel about food. Extremely cruel. Food allergies and intolerances are my big example of the Social Model of Disability, because again, these don’t have to be disabilities. Abled people MAKE them so.
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hai-resdayniaReblogged spell-cleaverkuttithevanguFollowEvery work of art says things the creator hasn’t considered, but if you’ve really thought about what you’re trying to say then generally the additional dimensions you didn’t know it had are in alignment with your purpose, whereas if you think you’re making no cultural comment at all you are actually making a LOT of cultural comments, most of which will be unflattering to you kuttithevanguPorn is one of the most culturally rich types of media imaginable so the answer is: you cannot do this rockshitty“I don’t want to make anything with cultural dimensions. That’s why I only write within the genre that is legally sequestered away from every other kind of storytelling because of my culture’s attitude towards depictions of sex.”19,14113,846
hai-resdayniaReblogged derinthescarletpescatariantricktsterFollowI ever tell you guys about my ethically dubious radio show back in college? The Mad Dad Hour?tricktsterit was an entire radio show built around perpetuating a very simple joke, but it was uniquely powerful in its capacity to prompt the reaction I was looking for.so my slot was at the tail end of rush hour, and i got a fair number of listeners/callers who were on the way home from the office. And like, I had a lot of callers, who almost all wanted to request songs that really didn’t fit with the aesthetic. I had pitched a power pop show when i got my slot, but the callers were not having it; they invariably wanted classic rock. this made sense in a way. if you think about the demographics of the people who listened to the radio for music in 2010 instead of their ipods or cds or whatever, you’d expect them to skew older right? accordingly, i quickly realized that almost all of the people who called to request songs were Dads of a Certain Age. It was honestly annoying at first - I’m all for most classic rock, but that wasn’t what the show was supposed to be. And so one day, when i was feeling particularly annoyed with requests that just didn’t fit thematically, i came up with the joke that rapidly became the only reason I kept the show going. Per station rules, I had to play a certain number of pre-recorded PSAs during my show, and before I cut to one I was supposed to read out the song titles and artists for all the music i had played before the break. So this one day when i had to inform the world before the break that the song they just heard was, per a listener’s request, Hey Jude by the Beatles, I decided to do a goof. I said:“and finally, that last song you heard was Hey Jude, which was of course written and performed by the Rolling Stones.”I barely had time to get the ads going before the phone started ringing. See, I had been assuming people would realize i was making an obvious joke by claiming one of the most well-known Beatles tracks was a Stones song, but i had failed to consider that my listeners were mostly 55-70 year old dads who were irritated from a long day in the office. And when those dads heard me, a millennial woman, get the artist of an extremely well-known beatles song WRONG???! they HAD to call in to correct my ignorance. never in a polite way either, it was condescending and annoyed or nothing. and like, they were just SO personally insulted by my inaccurate reporting that it took a massive amount of effort for me to avoid cracking up during the call. I had never understood why some people would enjoy trolling random strangers on the internet before, but in that moment, I understood the appeal entirely.obviously i did it again right before the next commercial break, immediately after playing Don’t Stop Me Now by Queen David Bowie. the phone immediately began to ring.“ARE YOU AN IDIOT?” one of the callers began, “DAVID BOWIE???? THAT WAS QUEEN!”“I thought David Bowie was the lead singer of Queen though?” I replied with as much innocent earnestness as i could conjure. I could hear an intake of breath as the infuriated boomer on the other end of the line struggled to figure out where to even start.And thus, the Mad Dad Hour was born.tricktster@eduards-stuff I kept doing the same joke for an hour a week for an entire year, and the dads NEVER caught on. After episode 1 of the new format I started taking the angry dad calls on air, which added another layer of hilarity to the whole concept.My friends on campus knew that hay I was doing and enjoyed tuning in, but only one actual listener ever figured out what I was doing, and he was literally a random 30 year old guy from the netherlands with access to an early internet connection radio service. He was possibly my only actual fan. I only know about him because he went to the effort of making a skype and paying for international service so he could call in, and while I got a few calls from him, the first remains my favorite:me: hi there, you’ve got TST-him: *strained, wheezing dutch laughter*me: hey, is everything o-him: pfffHAHAHAAH YOU MAKE THEM SO MAD. THEY THINK SO LITTLE OF YOUUUUUUUU BUT THE MEN ARE THE ONES WHO ARE FOOLISH! HA! HA! HA! YOU HAVE DUPED THEM!me: sir i do not know you and i have never even seen you but i am in romantic love with you.7865,60775,268
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hai-resdayniaReblogged eluvisensikoiFollowme looking up the definition of a word i totally know the meaning of i just have to make sure it didn’t change for some reason or i made it up #and then. as soon as i stop looking at the definition. i have to go look it up again.#because What If it changed in the last 5 seconds. what if I'm remembering it wrong.9020,14436,813
hai-resdayniaReblogged bunjywunjycurlsandstemsFollowHave you ever seen a violinist going APESHIT?!Be sure to check out IAmDSharp!thegreynightskyGO OFFFbabydollbuckyOk so I’ve been playing for 18 years and i’m a string teacher. Can i just say how IMPORTANT it is for young kids to see a BLACK, MALE-PRESENTING PERSON playing, nae, SHREDDING on a violin? I’ve know maybe 5 black people who played stringed instruments throughout my schooling and teaching (predumably because i’m an upper middle class white woman). In districts where the population is predominantly black, funding is always low, so the instruments are crappy. Kids quit, or the program is dismantled. I’ve seen very few professional string players who are black. Obviously there are black string players. We just don’t see them because they “don’t look like” string players. This person is the real deal. They were clearly classically trained, and seems to have some fiddle training as well. How cool is that? lil-tumblesBut also… RAD PLAYING MY DUDEEEEladyofspoonsthis is the coolest guy alive actually creepymutelilbuggerI think this might be the coolest thing I’ve ever seen in my life that involves a violin#need to watch this later162,510175,186
hai-resdayniaReblogged alakeeffectgirltlirsgenderFollowThey don't tell you this but besides the Beloved Mutual there's also the Longterm Follower who you don't follow back but they're always in your notes and you're kind of watching them. Checking on the longterm follower's bio every so often like turning over a log. She's trans now good for her tlirsgenderLongterm followers I am putting fresh leaves and hrt in your enclosure tlirsgenderRealizing I'm somebody's longterm follower who they don't follow back but check in on every so often. This is what's happening when you see the [Following] in your notes #i love all of you#I'm not sure if i am this for anyone but i know who mine are and i am thinking about you18,76325,436
hai-resdayniaRebloggeddratheFollowRAIN YCH
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#find later#i want to get one of these i just have to decide WHO#will think about it over dinner....220121
hai-resdayniaReblogged prismatic-bellhypoelFollowposer culture made people think that they cant like things or be a fan of something unless they know all trivia bits or seen/experienced the whole thing.you can be a fan of a franchise that has 11 movies 3 shows and multiple comics even if you have only seen one or two movies. or maybe only read the comics. or watched one show.you don't have to pass some sort of pop quiz about every side character in the lost episodes in order to say its your favorite media and you enjoy it. because if thats true then theres no lie. youre not a poser if you genuinely enjoy something, even if others have seen more of it than you.98117
hai-resdayniaReblogged bookish-bimboracketghostFollowevery time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).1566,38678,862
hai-resdayniaReblogged thatswhatsushesaidscribefindegilFolloweveryone who is not currently in the process of moving please pause and take a moment to be grateful that you're not currently in the process of moving#so so true#after i ran away from home i had to move 4 times in 4 years#which isn't counting the two times i was living in hotels in between those moves#it was awful. horrible. so stressful. never again… See all7411,19317,497
Mature contenthai-resdayniaReblogged rat---kingsuccubusboyfriendFollowme at any given time: can we just buckle down and focus on the task at hand please???my brain:my brain: ……….ranibow sprimkle……………succubusboyfriendranibow sprimkle……..cr0wswithkniveskepchup.cosmicyeehawSPINCHoli-nerdB A N C Hscoobertdoobertlovechichen nuggestyondus-wifeb R o G L eborzboystrawbebbies..sprayed-cheesethis post almost moved me to tearswere-owl-deactivated20241025Tag yourself, I’m spinch or rainbow sprimklejustnick612-deactivated20210723I’m kepchup lmaofysticalmorestBrogle and rainbow sprimkleatlinmerrickThis is so charming I feel punched in the solar plexus and I’m here for this sort of gentle, sweet violence.kristiemewisstansome additions from my own collectionweepingwillo-deactivated2022071worldheritagepostorganizationWorld Heritage Postdreamofbecomingmallomiai have been blessed by ranibow spimkle, may the world heritage posts bless thee aswelldecoysenderNo Smorking. Parma Jawntrippleacute@hellsite-hall-of-fame ciel-of-vault-111Why tf is this mature contentMature contentThis post may contain content not suitable for all audiences.View post717351,682303,893
hai-resdayniaReblogged bidet-of-evilmoonshoesmargoAn opinion without 3.14159 is just an onion.moonshoesmargoGuys this isnt even funny. Please stop.#sorry op this is hilarious2221,983150,060
hai-resdayniaReblogged insomniac-arrestwyrmicelliFollowme tongue-deep in a sandalwood candle: 🤤the tjmaxx employee loading a fourth tranquilizer dart into their blowgun: i need backupsnowown#contender for post of the year i think3722,46832,262
hai-resdayniaReblogged kaasknotcoffee-khaleesi-deactivated2020When I was training to be a battered women’s advocate, my supervisor said something that really blew my mind:“You can always assume one thing about your clients; and that is that they are doing their best. Always assume everyone is doing their best. And if they’re having a day where their best just isn’t that great, or their best doesn’t look like your best, you have to be okay with that.”Any now whenever anyone in my life, either a friend or a client, frustrates me, disappoints me, or pisses me off, I just tell myself They are doing their best. Their best isn’t that great today, but I have days where my best isn’t that great either. bogfoxOp I’d like to thank you for sharing this. Ever since the first time I’ve read it I’ve held it in my mind and it really has helped me to be kinder to others and to myself.73140,779135,147
hai-resdayniaReblogged cyle0x1-deactivated20220826Anonymous asked:dick makes people mentally ill. dick havers, dick wannabes and dick lovers are all insane. it's like toxoplasmosis, you have compulsive need to defend and push and worship dicks all the time and spead your dick mania to everywhere you go. 0x1-deactivated20220826 answered:this seems rational and grounded in empirical evidenceafloweroutofstone#lost in a fugue of penis deleriumcrapsciclesister-hawkreblog to spread your dick mania to everywhere you go#you just don't get this on any other site6368,44673,489
hai-resdayniaReblogged bidet-of-eviloodlyenoughFollowa thing about me is i basically never notice a wig or other kind of hairpiece in tv/movies. it has to be party city territory for me to even twig it. people will complain about characters' wigs looking bad and i will nod along but there is like a 90% chance i did not notice for a second while watching. i consider this mostly a blessing. #seeing Tumblr posts about the wigs in cql and meanwhile i was like. they had wigs on?689,34815,536
hai-resdayniaReblogged littlebirdofpreymesseretrevelyanFollow#dragon age#this is delightful73,0985,130
hai-resdayniaReblogged asokatanosdivorcedwifeFollowlook at the republican calendar and see which animal/plant/item is associated with your birthday ok. if you're born january 14 you get the day of the catdivorcedwifesolidarity for everyone who was born on the day of the cistern or the watering can or something like that#borage. apparently some really pretty little flowering herb#i like it62926,55119,004
hai-resdayniaReblogged strangesoulmatessprucestairsFollowperks of writing:its funi can do literally whatever I wantcons of writingi just forgot the word "passenger" and had to search for "cargo synonym referring to a person"63,3236,296
hai-resdayniaReblogged wrennettefoodffsFollowThese Lemon Meringue Thumbprint Cookies are a fun twist on the classic dessert. Soft, buttery lemon cookies are filled with bright homemade lemon curd and topped with fluffy toasted meringue, giving you that perfect mix of sweet, tangy, and creamy flavor in every bite. They look beautiful, taste incredible, and make a real showstopper for any occasion.https://familycookierecipes.com/lemon-meringue-thumbprint-cookies/#find later#these look delicious help144112
hai-resdayniaRebloggedprismatic-bellFollowherearedragons asked:need you to know I very briefly misread your laptop sticker as "Gondor is a social construct" and spent a couple seconds trying to figure out which common LOTR joke that was playing off of. that being said: Gender Needs No King ?prismatic-bell answered:I am only just now seeing this, and friend, I cackled so hard I'm glad I'm out of the house and can't scare my cat.Go crazy, LOTR fans, I feel like you'll love this one.#faramir captain of gender because he's transition goals?2562
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OC Ask MemeAre they afraid of losing their memory with age? Are there any memories they'd like to forget?Do they believe humans are inherently selfish, or inherently selfless?Do they believe in fate or free will?Do they believe some individuals are inherently more important than others?Do they believe some truths are better left buried?Do they believe suffering is necessary?Do they believe that humanity is alone in the universe (whether that pertains to God or extraterrestrials)?Do they fear being forgotten?Do they fear death or what comes after it?Do they feel like their life is one they chose, or one forced upon them?Do they have any recurring nightmares?Do they possess a secret that would destroy them if found out?Do they see more value in individualism or collectivism?Have they ever done something that made them feel like they couldn't recognize themselves?Have they ever doubted their own sanity?How do they cope with intrusive or impulsive thoughts?How do they cope with the knowledge of their own mortality, or the mortality of their loved ones?How do they handle long stretches of solitude or silence?How do they react to the concept of eternity?How do they react when confronted with something they can't explain or don't understand?How would they react if they learned that some of their memories were not as they remembered them?If everything they loved was gone, would they still be the same person?If no one pays something any attention, do they believe it truly exists?If presented with the opportunity, would they accept omniscient knowledge?What are their irrational fears?What do they believe is life's purpose?What do they consider real? Do they only believe in things they can see and touch?What do they think about dreams?What is their breaking point?What would they do to uncover a truth they desperately need to know?When do they consider someone no longer a person? If someone remembers nothing, are they still themselves?When do they feel the most alone?When do they think survival becomes pointless?When thinking about themselves, are they a soul, a consciousness, or a body? Do they think as I, we, or you?Which do they fear more, the deep ocean or the reaches of space?Would they behave differently if they knew they were always being observed (but not judged) by a higher power?#these look fun#ask me thiiings8131,417
hai-resdayniaReblogged spell-cleaverfrownyalfredFollowme, quietly whispering to the ao3 page of an author who doesn’t even know I exist: I am obsessed with you newskyillusionme, whispering to the ao3 page of an author who hasn’t updated anything in four years: I think about you often and I hope you’re alrightazrielgreenme, whispering to the ao3 page of an author who wrote one life altering banger and nothing else: I hope your pillow is cool and your skin is clear and you find money in a forgotten jeans pocket jezebelgoldstoneme, whispering to every single person on this post: please leave one singular comment saying literally any of that#you can in fact literally whisper that. it's called the comment box. please do19449,20471,247
hai-resdayniaReblogged thebisexualmandaloriansexygaywizardFollowThings are happening on redditcandleseartraegornLimitless (2011) dir. Neil Burger#his BACKYARD???65489,307114,504
hai-resdayniaunbreakable-oaths asked:8 & 24 for the SWTOR question ask meme? :)8. Preferred class+spec for gameplay?oh, deception assassin, without hesitation. it was my first spec i ever played and i've loved it since. the only reason i switched to a different spec to main while i was raiding was because no one would take deception into nim raids, so it was either pick up a more meta class or not raid at all.my favorite healer is definitely operative! and my other top dps specs to play are vengeance jugg and marksman sniper, i think.24. One title not in-game that you’d love to see?hmmmmm. i'm having a hard time thinking of this precisely, so i'll say instead that i wish you could get the specific class titles as titles, instead of more generic ones. like [name], Darth Nox/Occlus/Imperius, or Legate for an agent who takes that ending. but most specifically the inquisitor titles have been bothering me. like the Darth title is cool but (using my current inq as an example) Asa isn't Darth Asa'vani, she's Darth Occlus. you know?#asked and answered#swtor#thank you!113
hai-resdayniaReblogged fashionablyfyrdraacastrawberrycamelFollowwe really should be calling it fanworks, not contentstrawberrycamelI'm here for fun and community not to rp a mega corporation's underpaid social media intern4012,16417,090
hai-resdayniaReblogged prowlingthundercuttlemefishwritesFollowLet’s play a game. Send me a potential AU and I’ll tell you five fun facts that would happen in a story.#sure#specify fandom and characters obviously i have too many otherwise#also if you sent me other asks i will be answering them i promise#ask me thiiings323,5262,652
hai-resdayniaReblogged uldahstreetratestrogenpatchnotesFollowI don't think there's ever been a funnier piece of lore in a video game then the etymology of the word "gun" in FFXIVestrogenpatchnotes@wibbley-wobble So in XIV lore there was a queen named Gunhilder who ruled a country that was conquered by the big bad guy nation, galemald, and she had a royal guard called “gunhilder’s blades” who fought with swords that had triggers on them and were used for channeling magic, and these were called gunblades after the royal guard, When garlemald conquered bozja they copied the design of their swords but garleans can’t use magic so to adopt their fighting style they switched to a mechanical design that used black powder. Later on firearms were developed off of this concept and since they were “gunblades without the blade” people started calling them guns.bogleechmasterpiece world building actuallyparanoir-antaresyou know what's even better? that lore is a magicalized remix of the word's irl etymology and i think that's brilliantbogleechOh. it’s just real. It was really that silly.estrogenpatchnotesSeeing this going around again for the umpteenth time I’d like to reiterate that I know about the real world gunhilder and about allagan siege weapons. To me the funny part is that in eorzea, gunblades were invented before musketsbadaxefamilyGiven how many weird things in FFXIV are based on real world crazyness, I imagine the Gunhildr thing was intentional. The lore team are big nerds and do that all the time.Except for cellphones being thousands of years old technology that nobody uses anymore. I think they did that one on their own.badaxefamilyI think it's because the lion furries are kinda the most normal thing going on here. Like, most of the time a character's race won't ever be mentioned by other characters unless it's relevant, and it's very rarely relevant. The mysterious hypercapitalist that actually isn't that evil and funds a lot of important stuff is a lawn gnome and everyone respects him, at least to his face. The Aztec king has three kids, of which two are different species from him (and each other) and the only one anybody says anything about is the trueborn because the king was supposedly sterile. All three kids have equal claim to the throne and no one ever questions that. There are multiple times that literal aliens from outer space come down and everybody is just like Oh hi, nice to meet you.#ffxiv#i think it's important to add to that last point that the dragons are aliens2124,71430,448
hai-resdayniaReblogged bookish-bimbofairycosmosFollowthe issue with growing up in the 2000s and 2010s was like there was this really big push toward "accepting your weirdness" overall but they meant like idk wearing mismatched socks or something not being tangibly beyond the norm in any way shape or form 21624,88663,506
hai-resdayniaReblogged thebisexualmandalorianthe-pen-potFollowThis is your semi frequent reminder that there is no official AO3 appAll those are unofficial and available on the Google play store as of August 13th 2025. They mirror AO3's content and insert ads, for which the developer gets paid by page impression (that's every time the ad appears in the fic you're reading) not just clicks.No money goes to AO3, nor to the fic writer. It goes to the person who did the bare minimum.Many of these apps have poorly worded or non existent privacy policies, so they may also be mining as much data as possible and selling that on to unknown third parties.Please, just use the official AO3 site and the browser.master-hentaifanfiction-2As a guy who does Cyber IT as a living PLEASE USE THE MAIN SITE ON THE BROWSER! Do not use unofficial apps. You are opening yourselves up to a multitude of cyber threats, especially when there is no privacy policy or agreements. punk-jaskierThe site is mobile optimized, and you can download the fics as PDFs or epubs if you need to read offline like on a plane, there is no reason to use a third party app.9716,59319,821
hai-resdayniaReblogged cacodaemoniadogpuppyFollownineteenyearoldmeblogim fucking cryingdoppelgangerleaveritei just really feel seen on this website#good for him#but also yeah i too am just now discovering that is a real alive gay man86544,04683,916
hai-resdayniaReblogged oaky-dokeyinnerchildabortionclinicFollowinteresting kink assortment on the dash21,42451,228
hai-resdayniaReblogged verbose-vespertinevaltsvFollowi hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i knowvaltsv"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of#idk man I'm adhd i already forgot it136146,291137,251
hai-resdayniaAnonymous asked: Because I’m always curious how others feel about some of the ✨themes✨ - 6: Favorite BGM/song?20. Favorite title?-@afragileflamewithout HESITATION, my favorite bgm/theme from the song is the kotfe main theme:with the Darth Revan theme a good second, and Tython's bgm probably third. idk what it is about the kotfe theme that i like so much but i just really love it, it always pulls me way into the scene whenever it plays.as for my favorite title.....so the thing i hate most about swtor is that rare achievement titles are single-character bound (same with rare achievement mounts). on a game that's explicitly made to be played with multiple alts! anyway, my favorite of the titles i've ever earned in this game are probably Revanchist (from defeating hm Revan) and Dread Master (timed nim dread palace clear), and i desperately wish i could use them on my alts. instead all my super cool timed run titles (Dragonslayer and Dread Master both go SO HARD) and my brontes wings that i spent forever working to get are locked to one toon i don't even play because it's a raid-exclusive toon. ;-;#asked and answered#swtor22
hai-resdayniaReblogged hai-resdayniathefrostflowerFollowSWTOR question meme. Put some numbers in my askbox!1: What was the first class you played?2: Who is your main?3: Republic or Empire, and why?4: Favorite feature of the game?5: Favorite planet quest?6: Favorite BGM/song?7: A class you haven’t played (much) yet?8: Preferred class+spec for gameplay?9: Favorite planet?10: An NPC you love to hate?11: An NPC you hate to love?12: Jedi Order or Sith Order, and why?13: Favorite storyline?14: Favorite attack?15: Favorite color crystal?16: Least favorite color crystal?17: A quest(line) you loathe doing?18: Revanite or Black Bisector?19: Bonus Series quests, yay or nay?20: Favorite title?21: Favorite planet?22: One feature not in-game that you’d love to see?23: One item not in-game that you’d love to see?24: One title not in-game that you’d love to see?25: One species not playable that you’d love to play?26: Weapon of choice?27: Favorite companion?28: Least favorite companion?29: Companion you wished you could’ve romanced?30: A companion from one class you wish you could’ve had on another class?31: Best class storyline finale?32: If you lived in the SWTOR verse, what would you want to be?33: Strategic Information Service or Imperial Intelligence?34: Satele Shan or Darth Malgus?35: Thoughts on Revan?36: Your worst in-game pet peeve?37: Who do you think the Voss should side with?38: Should SWTOR get an achievement system, why or why not?39: Single saber, twin sabers, or dual sabers?40: Favorite world boss?41: Favorite warzone?42: Favorite flashpoint?43: Favorite operation?44: Favorite mount?45: Your Legacy name(s)?46: What do you think of the world events so far?47: Your greatest moment in-game to date?48: A bug/glitch that annoyed you?49: Favorite pet?50: One hope for the future of SWTOR?#ask me thiiings#swtor#I've been playing again lately. anyone want to ask me questions#it's been years since i was a swtor boy#*blog I'm not rewriting that tag360134
hai-resdayniaReblogged shadow-pancake9tiktoksthataregood-ishFollowchilewithcarnageten-and-donnathe utter ecstasy of “is that lavENDER?” is what sells it for mepulling-aggroa level of appreciation for charcuterie the likes of which has never been seen before149113,391133,104
hai-resdayniaReblogged bookish-bimbogaymolegamingFollowI wish irl grinding was as fun as in videogames tbh. Like yeah i need to go to work a thousand times but after that i have enough materials to buy a house. But alas, houses arent real17630,56668,759
hai-resdayniaReblogged couriers-milescribeherselfFollowthe absolute devastating intimacy of a forehead rest. when you are both just so tired from existing in a world that demands you to be a rigid, functional individual, and you finally collapse into each other and just lean your forehead against theirs, or against their shoulder. it’s the physical equivalent of dropping your shields. it’s saying i am entirely heavy right now, and i am trusting you to bear a piece of that weight. and the most beautiful part is that the other person doesn’t even flinch. they just adjust their stance, tuck you a little closer, and absorb the impact. we were designed to divide the burden of being alive.#yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah32,0213,659
hai-resdayniaReblogged mylordshesacactusclytemnestraaaFollowhi this drives me crazycanon is what happens in the text. e.g. merlin tries to poison morganaa headcanon is a fact that you have personally made up as an elaboration of canon. it is your invention. e.g. i think morgana and gwen had a teenage lesbian situationship before the events of canon. or, i think modern morgana would love evanesence. an interpretation is how one reads the existing text. it is not an invented fact nor is it a headcanon, it is a reading. e.g. i think merlin tries to poison morgana out of misplaced self-hatred. or, i think that one line was delivered with suppressed malice and shows a nuanced relationship. fanon is the general fandom’s accepted headcanons and interpretations that elaborate or recontextualize canon. e.g. merlin is a badass waif and morgana is a bitch. these are all different words with different meanings. justdecadentcollectiondestiny and a cannon is a large mounted gun, usually on wheels, that uses explosives to fire projectiles. 18,77714,728
hai-resdayniaReblogged commander-krioslux-scriptumFollowNo, you see, I wish to be an author. Not in marketing. Or an influencer. I wish to tell my stories, be told I did a fantastic job, and then go back to my hovel to scribble some more. I am delicate of constitution and awkward in crowds. 137,69912,887
hai-resdayniaReblogged prismatic-bellahsoka-in-a-hoodFollowApparently some people still need to hear this so: using an 'ai checker' is still using ai. If you are feeding someone's fic to one of these checkers, you will still not be sure their fic is ai because they are not 100% accurate, but you can be 100% sure that you are using ai. For fic. Furthermore you are doing the work of an ai scraper for them. You are, personally, feeding the machine. There is no actual excuse for using an ai checker on fanfic as a hobby. YOU are the problem.If you think a fic is ai, mute it and move on. That's it. That's all you do.ahsoka-in-a-hoodUm. Yikes7912,05015,092
hai-resdayniaReblogged eorzeanpagesmedi-melancholyFollow"oh how did you come up with that new lore or quirk or dialogue for your wol--" they just did that#Lelesu becoming a wolidibus ship was done entirely without my consent314497
hai-resdayniaReblogged spell-cleaverstephenrootFollowI hate cigarettes so much I hate that smoking is becoming cool again I hate that we're becoming contrarian hipsters about this disgusting habit that has literally killed so many people and destroyed so many lives I'm so serious we need to become absolute killjoys about this again it's time to go 90s scolds on cigarettes until the scourge is wiped out entirely.stephenrootGenuinely I just don't think people younger than 35 know how good they have it. I distinctly remember the year in my childhood that it became illegal to smoke in restaurants, I remember what it was like when people used to smoke indoors everywhere, you all think it's cool because it's this illicit fun thing people are doing drunk outside bars now, you don't remember what it was like when fucking everything reeked all the time and you couldn't get away from it and how life changing it was when you could suddenly go out to eat and everything didn't taste like ash and all your clothes and hair didn't stink for days when you got home. 73,7204,899
hai-resdayniaReblogged prismatic-bellstorm-of-feathersFollowa severe thunderstorm warning that doesnt follow through is worse than orgasm denial myfootyrthroatNobody's got a "storm denial" fetish.120,04227,524
hai-resdayniaRebloggedapolladayFollowAnonymous asked:Favorite type of pie?* apple* cherry* key lime* lemon meringue* meat* mince * peach* pecan* pumpkin* strawberry* something else* see results apolladay answered:Favorite type of pie?applecherrykey limelemon meringuemeatmincepeachpecanpumpkinstrawberrysomething elsesee results4,946 votes • Remaining time: 2 days 5 hours#rhubarb!!!56536296
hai-resdayniaReblogged melyzardcanthaveshitingotham-crucifiedFollowi hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the pointcanthaveshitingotham-crucifiedyou get it. you get the themes. i dont have time to do it justice. just look at it its on the ceilingbrennateabootwheresmyphonemp3fadingponycookiedreamGIF by dailypaulsonandsorrowsendwerefeathers#i love this post187213,432190,362
hai-resdayniaReblogged wrennettehometoursandotherstuffFollowhms-no-funso i feel the urge to add a bit of context here because i find the vague on-screen text deeply underwhelming.this is not just "a picture", it's Pale Blue Dot, one of the most famous works of astrophotography ever made public. and it was not just "a dying spacecraft", it was Voyager 1, a probe launched in 1977 to study the atmosphere and moons of Jupiter and Saturn, among other things. both Voyager probes carried on them a golden record meant as an introduction to humanity for any alien species that might discover them (if you saw Kane Parsons' Backrooms, you've heard the contents of that record coming out of a cardboard caveman standee). they did this because NASA planned to sundown these probes by letting them drift out of the solar system to parts unknown. Voyager 1 is currently 16 billion miles away, the farthest any manmade object has ever traveled from earth. AND it's not even dead! despite supposedly being a "dying spacecraft" all the way back in 1990, Voyager 1 is not expected to be fully out of commission until 2036. to keep the probe alive they've switched off unneeded tools, adjusted its trajectory, even essentially updated the firmware, and through all that time it's basically never stopped sending back priceless data for scientists to analyze.this is the original Pale Blue Dot, by the way:it's relevant because "a single point of light smaller than one pixel" makes a lot more sense in the context of the original than it does in the heavily corrected version up top, where our pale blue dot looks more like a vibrant dwarf star. the difficulty of spotting earth in these waving curtains of space IS the entire impact of the picture! the blue dot is "pale" because it's hard to see! by making earth stand out so brilliantly, Terribly Interesting have inadvertently created the impression that earth is this vibrant glowing pearl, bright for all to see for billions of miles around. and it just isn't! the point is not that we can see earth from far away, but that we almost can't, because we aren't the center of the universe! when science educators past have used this image they often referred to one where the earth is circled in bright red, which only further emphasizes how small and fragile our home really is.but hey, if you DO want an improved version of Pale Blue Dot you don't even need photoshop:this is Pale Blue Dot Revisited, released by NASA in 2020. this is a reinterpretation of the original data using modern image processing techniques to create a more realistic or at least more high-definition rendering of the scene. it's important to understand that this is not the original image dropped into photoshop and airbrushed. strictly speaking, there isn't an "original" Pale Blue Dot the way there are negatives of traditional photography. astrophotography is almost always the product of raw data being deliberately interpreted by scientists, so the same data can produce many different images (ie if they want to emphasize the infrared spectrum vs visible light). similar work was done by Don P. Mitchell in ~2005 to enhance images taken by Soviet Venera probes of the surface of Venus to be less noisy.here's an original:and here's Mitchell's version:i'm not here to argue which is "better" (and i highly recommend you read the source for this one because it's quite fascinating), just to give another example of the process in action and hopefully clarify how it's distinct from editing a jpeg in photoshop. also i just think it's neat!which is the real reason i went to the trouble of making this post. Terribly Interesting may indeed find all of this to be terribly interesting, but it appears to be interest for the sake of a vague transient feeling of having been interested and little else. it doesn't name the probe, the photo in question, nor does it give historical context for the mission it was part of. the only substantial thing it says about the probe, that Voyager 1 is a "dying spacecraft", is so frustratingly oversimplified it may as well just be a lie.so what's actually learned here, if you're someone who knows none of this history? that one time there was a thing and it did a thing? earth tiny from far away?? obviously it's just one image macro but i see this kind of thing making the rounds SO often, a screenshot with like two sentences on it explaining the image with as little descriptive text as possible. it's like there's a space-themed inspiration-posting rulebook that says you can't imply the existence of information not contained within the image. mention NASA? mention Voyager 1? mention Pale Blue Dot? nope! "a dying spacecraft" took "one last photograph", and here's a photoshopped version to make earth more visible.and it might not even get to me nearly as much if this was any other space photo. i could accept that space stuff is complicated and this kind of fast-food image can only say so much if we were talking about Cassini or JWST's role in helping us find exoplanets. but this is Pale Blue Dot, the brainchild of arguably THE science communicator Carl Sagan! he wrote a book about Pale Blue Dot, he was on TV to announce the image personally! it's arguable that no astrophotograph exists whose context has been more digestibly packaged for laymen than Pale Blue Dot, which just makes it that much more egregious when someone doesn't go to the trouble.so much of what i love about astronomy and studying the past & future of space travel is that everything you can learn is a doorway to learning more. you can't earnestly read about Voyager or Cassini or Venera or any other mission without finding some odd searchable detail and going "wait, what is that" and immediately falling down an hourslong rabbit hole to find an answer. and you'll never reach the bottom! i love reading articles about cutting edge astrophysics written for people in, like, early grad school, because i fully comprehend maybe 10% of it, vaguely understand 20% (on a good day), can kind of wrap my head around 30%, and find the rest totally inscrutable... but that's still a solid 60% scrutability rating even at the lowest-quality end of the spectrum! i'm no expert and i never will be, but in scouring the written expertise of others i almost always find one or two ideas that end up sticking with me forever. and it starts, every time, from questions about a photograph.the sin of the above image is that it's solipsistic. it doesn't give you anywhere to put your curiosity or interest, doesn't invite you to leave their website and learn more than they have space to share, it doesn't even tell you anything useful about its subject! it reduces the entire history of Pale Blue Dot down to a vague and nondescript wonder that's just a pale imitation of the highly specific and ideologically driven wonder that Carl Sagan wanted us to feel.here, feel it for yourself:----[P.S.: before you lament that this is an "AI" problem, while yes "AI" has radically increased the volume of low-value (often negative-value) inspiration bait like this, know that this has been a problem in online science education for a LOT longer than chatgpt's been around. this example isn't extraordinary, just close to my heart. nothing new under the sun and all that] hms-no-funlmao someone else got their knocks in on this post before i could finish writing mine. clearly we are hand in hand re: Talk About How Cool Voyager 1 Is You FucksReblog by @katjohnadams · 1 image💬 0 🔁 109 ❤️ 245 · Okay, I need to add some clarification and correction to this.
This photo is known as The Pale Blue Dot. It was takeTumblrtotallybemusedgolden record.com to explore the contents. If at least one thing from the record didn’t make you cry, you’re a dirty liar. cacodaemoniaAnd if you're wondering where Voyager 1 is right now:Note that the orbits of the inner planets are barely even visible inside Jupiter's orbit. That's how far Voyager 1 has gone.It's really fucking far. You can see Voyager 1's live location, as well as that of Voyager 2, here on NASA's site.They're the only spacecraft to travel beyond the heliosphere, the "protective bubble of particles and magnetic fields generated by the Sun. Voyager 1 reached the interstellar boundary in 2012, while Voyager 2 (traveling slower and in a different direction than its twin) reached it in 2018." [NASA]#this is so cool i love space27,54210,610
hai-resdayniaReblogged jasperskywalkerprobablyasocialecologistFollowView on TwitterStudy finds nearly every pre-2010 video game is unavailableGames from older consoles are being made less and less available to the point so much of the industry's history could easily vanish without Game DeveloperSource: twitter.comgay-jesus-probablyVimm's Lair: Preserving the ClassicsPreserving classic videogames from consoles past.Vimm's LairI'm just gonna slide this on in here for anyone that is interested in preserving old games. They take it very seriously too, they want an archive of every single game. Like, they have lists of every game ever released for a system, and once that system gets old enough, they add it to their archive and start collecting. Their latest addition was the Xbox 360, they opened that vault up in September 2022, and proudly announced they'd finished their collection of games for it back in April.Also, while their game archives are almost entirely complete, they've got another project of archiving the manuals that came with those games, and that is... considerably less well filled out. Their collection of Xbox 360 manuals is especially rough, they've only gotten manuals for three games. So if you've got some Xbox 360 games kicking around, and the manual's still with them, please consider scanning them and submitting them to the site!Game preservation is important, but people rarely consider preserving the manuals as well; I really respect Vimm's Lair for being so thorough in their archival work.anachronic-cobraI've been using Vimm's Lair for years, I have yet to see a single bad link or virus on the entire site. It's arguably the safest and most comprehensive archive of video games in existence. Preserved history#find later61,15458,699
hai-resdayniaReblogged derinthescarletpescatarianshubbabangFollowits not funny but i do think about it a lot dikdikpronouncedxylophoneThis made me think about this panel from Calvin and Hobbes:But unlike the adult in this strip, Calvin’s dad actually APOLOGIZED for yelling at him when he saw how guilty his kid was:6746,19555,611
hai-resdayniaReblogged voidsentprincesdeliverancefromfearFollowmarxistmandalorianLessons from the 90s that children today need 8559,43865,988
hai-resdayniaReblogged elaphaemourraohcornyFollowfolks, you'll never believe what generated naturally in vintage story tonightskrambledohcornyactually it's abugbeast3925,84232,748
hai-resdayniaReblogged ktiseospapayajuan2019Followone day, i hope to be moved from your downloads folder into somewhere more deliberate#imagine if i ever did this12,60317,306
hai-resdayniaReblogged daggerfallcandycoatedroxFollowgetting characters into world-endingly intense codependent queerplatonic relationships is literally what life is all about. it is literally what we were put here on this earth to do#LIA AND J'LIMA!!!¡!!!#qpr: loved hard enough to shake the heavens#oc: lia vhoss#j'lima tag#the original qpr who did it so hard my fiance and i realized we were also a qpr73,8676,110
hai-resdayniaReblogged daggerfallcandycoatedroxFollowgetting characters into world-endingly intense codependent queerplatonic relationships is literally what life is all about. it is literally what we were put here on this earth to do#LIA AND J'LIMA!!!¡!!!#qpr: loved hard enough to shake the heavens#oc: lia vhoss#j'lima tag#the original qpr who did it so hard my fiance and i realized we were also a qpr73,8676,110
hai-resdayniaReblogged commander-kriosmournfulrosesFollowAlbert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959#Andy and Theron.....306718
hai-resdayniaReblogged firelxdykataraeurobeatbeetleFollowbring out the rotating tigerfivehoursofscreamingso youre telling me that some asshole can just throw together meaningless shit and get notes and attention yet when i put actual thought into the things i say nothing happens i am so fucking done with this bullshit god damn fuck59204,789121,334
