ZEAL IS NOT AT FAULT HERE

Introduction

ZEAL IS NOT AT FAULT HERE, AND ONCE YOU SEE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, YOU WILL AGREE.
This document was made before Zeal’s response document was posted, which you may see below
(Additional Context and Clarification Regarding Recent Allegations)

If you would like to make a video about my document, you may reach out to me on twitter through DMs and we can work something out. (@ZealisInnocent)

Below is the link to Zeal’s video that was published after the first 3 tabs of this document (Introduction, Before RDC, At RDC) were written, which you should watch after reading this document.
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Below is the link to Ren’s document, which this document exists to counter-argue.

(What Zeal Did to Ren / NoLongerNull at RDC 2025)

This document will only cover the “Before RDC” and “After RDC” portions of Ren’s document, as those are the sections that are garnering the most attention.

This is coming from someone who experienced this same exact situation with another girl in real life, and almost had their life thrown away because a nobody with mental illness just woke up one day and chose chaos. I am talking as someone with first hand experience in relationships like these. Not as a supporter, not as a bystander, but as a victim to women like this.
I have not played Pressure in many months, nor have
I even known who the staff team behind it was until the drama. I am not just blindly siding with anyone. I’m sharing what I can see after what I went through myself.

Things like this happen way more than you think. Don’t throw out the possibility that Zeal is not at fault, especially considering that Ren (Null) has BPD, is unstable, and had nothing of value in life until Zeal. Her instability is the truth no matter how much she tries to deny it. She has mood swings and that was shown in the screenshots she provided in her document of their DMs in full action.

This is all just an innocent relationship twisted to seem manipulative and one sided. This will prove that to you.
Here are some things I wanted to mention about Ren’s Preface before proceeding.




You have to remember that
Zeal wasn’t the only person that felt that she was in the wrong for quitting. The whole team did, which she stated at the very beginning of her document. How is any “manipulation” possible if she was blocked by the team and “exiled from all servers”? That means multiple people felt the same way about her, not just Zeal.

Zeal had things of value. One of the most played games on Roblox, a community, a group of staff, friends and family that looked up to him, and offered to lift Ren up by giving her a foot to put in the ground by hiring her to work with Pressure, which kickstarted things for her. They had a "personal relationship" according to Zeal and Ren, which would completely validate the events that happened on September 3, yet Ren constantly tries to argue in her document that what happened is invalid.

She also goes off topic a couple times during the document, including when she turned it around and made it seem like the players are a part of the issue.

It’s a personal relationship with Null, not the playerbase. Whatever happens is completely separate and irrelevant to the playerbase.

She is trying to inflict as much damage as possible without going overboard, and that is something that people do when they don't 100% mean to do things. and the only reason she wouldn't want to go 100%. You can guess why.
THAT is the definition of DAMAGE CONTROL, not whatever she said it meant.

Her making that part also goes to show just how unstable she really is as a person.

The next tabs will prove to you how this is not 100% Zeal’s fault, and why you folks should look at the bigger picture.

Before RDC

Before RDC
I will only post the parts I feel are necessary to bring up since most of the screenshots in this section of her document show innocent playful banter between the both of them. The full “Before RDC” Section is in her document for you to look at after reading this.

Here’s the first thing I found off about her evidence.
In her document, she calls this “gating access to my own relationships”


The screenshot above shows Ren asking Zeal how Zerum is doing, to which he replies “not good”. She then asks if it’s bad timing right now for her to apologize to Zerum, to which Zeal simply says “yes”.
If Zerum was genuinely feeling off that day, that is not gating access, that is simply saying that now is not an appropriate time to do what you want to do. Nowhere in the screenshot does Zeal say she cannot speak to Zerum ever. This is not gating access, this is just Zeal informing her that apologizing to Zerum right then and there would be inappropriate, yet she calls that gating access, making him look manipulative.





Leading up to the event, Zeal says he will physically “pick up” Ren, to which she states she actually enjoys being picked up and thrown around. She will go on to state how she likes being picked up in other screenshots you will see here.


Here, she says that it’s nice that she and Zeal are friends again, and that she finally feels “normal” about Zeal.
In her comment about the screenshot in the document, she says she endured an
abusive workplace which she successfully escaped, despite never mentioning or going into detail in her document how her workplace was abusive at all. She just calls it abusive without further context.
She was told she was too unstable and was a liability to be around in the first paragraph of her document, but doesn’t show the situations that would lead to the team thinking that.
Calls her workplace abusive, gives 0 context as to why she thinks that's so.

They discuss physical interaction mutually multiple times throughout all of the screenshots she provides in her document, and show little to no uncomfortability before, and during the events that transpired. You will see more instances of this further into this documentAt the top, Ren states in her document that enthusiasm is not consent. How else was Zeal supposed to know she was uncomfortable with anything when she would comfort him and tell him what he’s doing is okay and almost never express discomfort? Throughout her document she denies ever consenting to anything that occurred, but never explicitly states she doesn’t consent in her DMs with Zeal, which seems like context added in post to make what happened sound worse.
You will see more instances of this further down.
And again, Ren agrees to being picked up.


This comes back to that apology with Zerum.
Ren asks Zeal if she may apologize to Zerum, to which Zeal replies that she’s unwell.
Zerum is stated to have a medical condition. Ren calling Zeal manipulative and “gating” for stating facts is very inappropriate.



In the screenshot above, Zeal states she can sit on top of him (referring to a bunny picture that was sent by Ren prior), to which Ren inclines and asks if Zeal can really do that. He confirms, and Ren asks him if he can do it at RDC unsolicited, which then prompts Zeal to ask about her height and weight.
This makes her earlier comment about “enthusiasm not being consent” contradictory. She added that to prove that her consent to being carried is invalid, yet asks him to carry him unsolicited in the screenshots. If she really was uncomfortable with him or did not want him to do it, why would she explicitly ask him to carry her unprompted?

At RDC

AT RDC
Just like the last tab, I will only post the parts I feel are necessary to bring up since most of the screenshots in this section of her document show innocent playful banter between the both of them. The full “At RDC” Section is in her document for you to look at after reading this.



At the beginning of the next tab on her document, she claims that Zeal has done this with multiple women he works with, yet doesn’t provide any evidence about this in her document. Just like how she said her workplace was abusive, she says it, and doesn’t provide proof.
At the bottom, she states that what Zeal does is a “method”, and that he “manufactures” this, but again she doesn’t provide the chats or proof prior to all of this that would prove that statement true in the document.

She states that he approached her and picked her up without saying anything.
She requested that she be picked up like this in chat, and now she’s claiming that he’s acting on her body as if she were a plaything, despite saying she wanted to be lifted.
I can’t find anywhere that points to Zeal having a similar relationship with another woman. This could just be because he’s unfamiliar with relationships, but it's wrong to call him bad and point fingers for being new to such things.

The screenshot above is after Zeal and Ren went to a suite with a group of friends and Zeal cuddled Ren in front of one. This again could be because of his inexperience with relationships, but as I said, it's wrong to point fingers at people who are new to things.
Zeal opens with a “hii”, tells Ren goodnight, and says she’s cute and fun.
Ren replies with a goodnight, and says Zeal gives the “best hugs ever”, calls him cute, and says “ILY”.
If she was really uncomfortable with it, why would she say such things unsolicited?

Here, Ren deliberately hides 3 messages from Zeal, and does not provide information as to what those messages were in the description or anywhere else in the document.

Here, Ren expresses how “cozy and comfy” Zeal is, and Zeal asks if they can cuddle again the next day without the group because of how awkward it was. Ren doesn’t show her reply to his message.
At the bottom, she claims that him suggesting to do it with less people wasn’t because it was awkward, but because he wants to isolate her and remove witnesses.
People almost never cuddle in  public because of how awkward it really is to the people around them. It’s genuinely because the people around them felt uncomfortable watching them hold each other, not to remove witnesses. Everyone likes privacy.


Zeal expresses how he would like to hang out with Ren again, and Ren tells him to come over, even sending him her location. Zeal doesn’t drive to meet them, and Ren and her friend feel bad so they pick him up. This is not something someone who felt uncomfortable would do.

Zeal inquires about Ren’s new job, and she starts crying expressing how she felt like he was scary and did not want to work for Zeal because it intoxicated their friendship.
Zeal then places her head on his lap and consoles her.
The paragraph Ren wrote at the bottom twists this innocent moment of comfort into “manipulation by Zeal”. It’s as if she’s allergic to being comforted, but yet again she doesn’t inform Zeal in the moment.
She tends to do this a lot throughout her document.
She will be fine with it during the time it happens, show 0 signs of discomfort, then say it was all just manipulation by Zeal in the document.

Online she seeks Zeal again for comfort unsolicited, asking if they can continue talking about the stuff she was crying about in the lobby, and Zeal happily agrees. He was willing to help her through whatever she needed, yet she frames everything as if he was selfish and did not actually care.



In the next 2 screenshots she provides, she is shown sending him similar bunny pictures, one even being on top of the other, which she implied in her document was “sexually suggestive” when Zeal did it, yet she’s doing the exact same thing herself without being asked.

The night of the so-called “assault”

Ren messages Zeal, saying she’s crying due to her BPD switch. Zeal
asks if he should come over, and she agrees before giving him her room information.

Zeal comes to her room and as soon as he enters he immediately holds her and comforts her like she wanted while she vents her problems to him, even saying that “You’re safe”. He calls off their dinner with the group for her to further comfort her and give her peace.

This is when the so-called “assault” begins. This seems more like make-up sex than actual assault. She was having a breakdown, and began to have make-up sex with her which she did not refuse.
He pulls her pants and underwear off to finger her aggressively, and after she yells “IT HURTS” he stops for a moment then slows down the next time he does it. She says the same thing, and he actually stops and lies down. Throughout this entire interaction,
you will see him stop every time she expresses pain or concern. That is not something that someone who really wanted to sexually assault/rape you will do. He genuinely cared and wanted to have good and enjoyable sex, not sexual assault.


When she expressed pain, he stopped. Him not checking on her or asking  if she was okay was most likely due to his inexperience with such situations, but he still did the right thing by stopping. He knew what was right and wrong, and made sure to do the correct things he knew how to do.
She claims that him expressing that they’re not into each other is him taking advantage of her abandonment issues. How else was he supposed to disconnect without it seeming like he was “taking advantage”?
Just because she has an issue herself does not mean the whole world can/has to adjust for her. He said that because he wanted to see if she was okay with anything further. Which again, isn’t something that rapists do. He constantly asks.
She then began to comfort him and tell him that she was “trying”, to which he got up and undressed himself.
She says “NO NO NO”, and again, he stops, and redresses.
He stopped immediately after she expressed discomfort. She then takes it back, saying she didn’t mean it and that it was okay. That okay told him it was fine to do, which is why he continued.
Again,
unsolicited and completely on her own accord, she suggests touching his penis. He agrees, but dislikes it and tells her to try it with her mouth. Again she does the same thing, twisting an innocent sex session into something darker without providing credible proof that what she’s claiming about Zeal is even true.


After ejaculating on her belly he paused and immediately tried to correct his mistake by cleaning her up.
If Zeal was really a rapist, and if Zeal really intended to sexually assault Ren that night, he wouldn’t have given a single care in the world about her concerns. He wouldn’t have stopped every time she expressed pain, and he wouldn’t have attempted to fix what he had done out of guilt and regret.
Rapists take pride in what they do. Zeal was the opposite. Zeal was very careful and listened to her. It is wrong to call him a rapist for what he had done, especially when they were both discussing intimate actions with each other prior to this moment. Zeal is not a rapist, he simply attempted to comfort Ren with what he knew, and what she had suggested she wanted leading up to that moment. He tried his best.

If she really didn’t like what was happening at the moment—any time during this entire interaction she could’ve said no, yet she didn't. Regardless of what she has, there's no other way he could’ve known that she didn’t like what he was doing if she did not say it with her own mouth before it escalated. Her illness isn't to blame for this. Her lack of responsibility is. They are both fully grown adults. She should know how to express herself freely and be responsible, not put on a fake smile and pretend like she enjoys it. That's what little kids who are still maturing do, not adults who know better.


She then proceeds to comfort him over text without being asked, and admits to fantasizing about him multiple times before, and implied that she would masturbate while doing so.

Is that what someone who didn’t want to have sex would do?
If she had simply told him she never wanted this from the beginning, he would’ve never had sex with her. Yet she continued to “lie” and comfort him, making him feel like what he was doing was good and was something she wanted. Doing that to a guy who has never been in a relationship like that before makes you look like
the manipulator. He’s not going to read between the lines for you because he doesn’t know how to. He doesn’t know what to do, he doesn’t know how to act, and he doesn’t know how to feel because this is all so new to him.

If she really didn’t want what Zeal was doing at all in the moment, she would’ve expressed it before it had escalated. This is not manipulation by Zeal, this is purely irresponsibility by Ren.

At the top, she discloses that the message she sent in the Discord screenshot below was untrue, and that she's disclosing it so he doesn’t twist the narrative and say that she wanted all of it, but her messages thus far indicate no sense of discomfort. All of them seem very much voluntary and intentional.
It’s very easy to say that such things happened in post, and people seeing the situation should understand that. Things like this happen all the time, and this is one that stands out to me the most, not because it involves a popular Roblox dev, but because the chances of this simply being persuasive comments added to something so innocent and consensual in the moment are very likely, especially with how it's written. Nowhere in her texts does she express uncomfortability.
If you had seen all of the screenshots by themselves without the document and its text, it would look like a completely innocent relationship between 2 adults.

All in all; this all seems like an innocent relationship that was twisted into something dark in post with words on a document, not credible evidence.

Ren’s comments are changing what this all looks like, and that is the point I'm trying to make with valid arguments, on top of bringing to attention the things that the internet never saw.
She then mentions in her document how the screenshots past that point is her simply “fawning”, but that's the point. You could call any innocent and honest relationship fawning. They’re comments made in post and are never implied in the screenshots provided. You have to remember we are talking about 2 adults here, not 2 irresponsible children.


Again, Ren is shown comforting and complimenting Zeal after what had just happened on her own accord. She was never asked to compliment by Zeal, she just said it. This goes for the rest of the screenshots in this tab.

She even admits here that they are both “dumb” and “inexperienced”, before again comforting him,
making him feel like what he did was right and that he should do it again.
This is when her manipulating Zeal starts to become apparent.

Even the comment she added sounds manipulative, comforting him to make sure he doesn’t feel like someone who hurt her.

Here she mentions wanting to sleep in his arms after what had just happened unsolicited, which would not be necessary if she was simply “fawning”

Here and in a few other screenshots after this that you can see in her document, she gives Zeal advice on how he could have sex better, suggesting he do research.
Again,
 this was not necessary. This is starting to seem less and less like “fawning” by how extra she’s being and by mentioning stuff on her own accord.

She even offers to give him her card so he can enter her room whenever he’d like.
Why would she offer that unsolicited to someone that just “SA’d” her unless she enjoyed it? It just seems very extra, and not like fawning.


Here, she asks for a “mwah” herself, after complimenting him herself voluntarily as well.
She is being very extra for no reason.

Here, she tells Zeal that she was “thinking about him non-stop”, which again makes him feel like what he did was okay.



Here, Zeal apologizes for what had happened that night. He really didn’t mean to cause any harm, and wanted a chill sex session despite not knowing how to do it properly.
Then her previously introduced “Mwah” comes into play and becomes the new normal.



Ren invites Zeal over to sleep with him, and Zeal seems very submissive and laid back in these messages. If you notice, it’s all Ren asking questions, and Zeal just agreeing. If Zeal was the manipulator in the relationship, why would he be the one sending the least messages in this relationship?
It’s wrong to assume he took advantage of her abandonment issues. He could just genuinely be socially awkward when it comes to situations like these and not know what to say.
Not knowing better is not taking advantage. Those are 2 vastly different things.


Here, she sends the bunny image again, with one on top.
The same thing she claimed was wrong of him to do, yet she did it herself and it’s okay.
She starts to become more kissy and intimate on text after what had happened that night.
If this really was fawning, her extra attachment and implementation of kisses in their everyday conversations would not be necessary, yet she did it anyway, even sending bunny pictures which she knew he liked.
If she was really the victim in all of this, it would be Zeal asking all the questions and her answering dryly and agreeing, yet it’s the other way around.


She was excluded from Zeal’s server, and was told she could not speak to Zerum because she was unwell.
The same person Zeal was keeping her from was really unwell according to the people there, yet on text she framed it as Zeal keeping Zerum away from her, as if completely disregarding the fact that Zerum may just genuinely be unwell.

She then inserts herself despite being given multiple signs and warnings that Zerum does not want to speak to her, with some people there even trying to get her to leave kindly. Zeal didn’t manage any narrative. The team knew why Ren quit, and told her themselves she was unstable and a liability, not just Zeal. Whatever opinions they had were independent and completely theirs, and they just happened to be negative. Whenever a situation comes up where it's multiple people against one, it's probably because that one is the problem. If they hated Ren, it was probably for good reason. And to save both them and her. Her calling her workplace abusive without providing proof proves that. As far as we know, nobody has ever come out about the job being abusive besides Ren herself, and out of everyone in the space, she's the only one with known mental issues and mood swings.

There was no fault. Regardless of whatever intentions she had, it was probably best she kept her distance, probably because of her mental issues. Which is why not only Zeal kept her away, but the team themselves. Despite what she’s saying, it really isn’t just Zeal, and her own retelling of the situation proves that.


She claims that Zeal made her uncomfortable and couldn’t tell that, but neither could she tell when other people were uncomfortable around her. Zeal couldn’t tell because she kept up a facade, yet the Pressure team in public made it very clear they were uncomfortable and kept dismissing her, but she kept insisting. That seems more manipulative than whatever Zeal did, and it's a common thing amateur manipulators do. They insist.
She sees everything that's going on between her and Zeal as a “trauma bond” and that she has to “fawn to survive”, but what is she fawning for? Zeal was very careful with the sex and listened to the best of his ability–stopping every time she expressed discomfort, cleaning up his semen after ejaculating on her. That is a very caring man, yet she says otherwise behind a screen.

She starts to feel unwell from a fever she claims she caught from Zeal, yet he attends events and dinners completely okay.
She again sends her bunny and cat pictures and claims it's to “be someone he likes”. That is no longer fawning, that's craving attention for her own self-gain.


She again compliments him, saying “I wish there were more men like you”.
More men like the guy you are currently accusing of SA’ing you?
As I said earlier, this seems like an innocent relationship turned twisted through a google document made in post. She could’ve said no any time, yet she let it happen, and strengthened it, insisted it was okay, and comforted him all throughout.


She even clearly enjoys it and tells her friends that it was an amazing week, but she sits here now behind a screen claiming it was hell for her. If she was really fawning, she would not need to be this extra.
She proceeds to send even more animal pictures that I will not provide anymore unless necessary, since I’ve already made my point about them.

Again, she asks to meet the team again. The same people that were visibly uncomfortable with her presence and wanted her to just go away.


Zeal was aware she had BPD, but there was no other way to get things across kindly then to tread through that muddy field. He did not use it that night, he was very much open to a “no”, yet she never expressed it, and then continued to reassure him through text that everything that happened was okay. He’s not experienced enough to understand that was fake. No situation was engineered. We are not talking about a playboy here. We are talking about a Roblox dev that “gets no pussy”, and doesn’t know how to act in such situations. Nothing was done deliberately because he wouldn’t have known how to. She admits to saying things she didn’t mean, and those very things are the reason why something she didn’t want happened.

Here she mentions “Every friend I believed hated me”.  This further reinforces my saying that if there's multiple people against one, the one is most likely wrong. Even her friends were starting to hate her, and she blamed Zeal as a coping mechanism without looking at it objectively.

Her attempt at suicide show just why the team was being distant from her. She was mentally unwell, and they couldn’t just straight up tell her that, so they tried to push her away as kind as they possibly could.

She believes that Zeal, Zerum, Kat, and Cyborg (the guy that witnessed them cuddling the first time in the suite) called the police on her all together, and she wouldn’t be wrong to believe that. While yes, they probably saw her as someone to “manage”, that was for good reason. Good reasons like these. No matter if they kept her or not, it would be bad, and it would be safer to disconnect Ren from the group and manage her separately than to keep her and  potentially harm the entire group as a whole.
Despite writing she wasn’t a threat,
she was very much a threat to herself, she just couldn’t see that because the real enemy was herself.
Zeal did try to control the situation by fabricating a story with this X friend, but that was for her own good. She already couldn’t tell that she was making the Pressure team uncomfortable. How could she see that she was making her friend uncomfortable?

Her friend X quickly left his meeting after hearing about the situation, and went straight to her to comfort her. She then updates Zeal and apologizes.



In her apology, she admits she does the dumbest shit, and that she’s a confused 22 year old adult that acts like she’s 17.
 She’s still an adult regardless, unless you believe “age is just a number”. Everyone around her at this point is comforting her, managing her, and keeping her in check for this very reason. It’s not Zeal, it's her, and that's a fact. Her document distorts Zeal, and makes him look bad, while her texts say otherwise, and it clearly wasn’t fawning from the beginning. That was something she added in post to make an innocent piece of text look bad and to invalidate any consent she gave. But that consent is the reason why Zeal came onto her in the first place. From the way she put it, she wanted him, she wanted it. It doesn’t matter that she's saying her consent is invalid now, what matters is that she didn’t say it then and there. She knew Zeal was inexperienced, could not read between the lines, and did not say anything. For what? To actually produce a google doc now? Or because she is blackmailing?
But so far, this whole relationship is really just innocent. No unjust or manipulation was done on Zeal’s part from what is known. People just watch YouTube videos or skim through docs and assume “wow zeal is bad because this has thousands of words against him.” That is not correct.
Read it, look at it objectively and then give a logical opinion.

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Nobody is controlling the story.
This is all coming from a woman who is mentally unwell, and needs to get help. I’m also not alone in thinking that she is unwell, as her friends, the team behind Pressure, and countless other people on Twitter see that.
The people closest to her saw it first before us, saw she was wrong and attempted to manage it first and keep it under control, not because Zeal told them to, but because Ren is objectively in the wrong here. And now that it has reached the public and is in Ren’s words, people are just acting without giving proper insight. I picked this up solely based on Ren’s retelling of the story. People just need to understand the material they’re reading properly.

Before you comment anything, make sure it’s logical and not a load of BS that’s completely irrelevant to this document. It will not help anyone.

About Zeal's Video

About Zeal’s Video

Below is the link to Zeal’s video that was published
after the first 3 tabs of this document were published. They will remain unchanged.
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In the video,
 he confirms that this was the first ever romantic/sexual relationship he has had, which explains why he didn’t communicate some things properly. He was simply an inexperienced man who tried his best to do what he saw as correct. It is not his fault Ren failed to communicate that in the moment. She claims she was “non-verbal” during the sexual interaction, yet managed to tell him to stop a few times–which he did. She easily could’ve told him to stop the whole interaction entirely. She was chasing him on her own accord, not because she was being manipulated.

Though she has BPD, that doesn’t validate her faking emotions and responses. Zeal shouldn’t be blamed for her inability to communicate how she was feeling directly towards him.

He even expresses in his video that he was “confused” and  “did not know what to do” multiple times. Ren would allow him to touch her, comfort him afterwards, give him positive advice and compliments, then say something completely different on a document.
There was absolutely no way Zeal could’ve known she did not want this.

He states that after comforting Ren, she asks to kiss him first, and he saw this as consent, which Ren did not mention in her document.

Zeal also states that Ren told 6 people about their sexual interaction despite him telling her not to.
He was embarrassed and felt awkward after the events that took place the night of September 3, while Ren visibly did not at the time.
He also confirms that she was being hostile to the Pressure team, which is why they were distant and tried to “shoo” her away.
He states that he was in the process of writing a document, but because he had no friends left, no team left, and no one to work for him, he stopped because a response would be meaningless and “nobody would read it”.
Despite all of Ren’s wrongdoings, he still apologizes to her, and almost everyone involved one by one.
That is not something a “rapist” would do.
Stopping every time concern was expressed during the moment is not something that “Epstein” or “Diddy” would do.
It is very wrong to call Zeal such things.
He is not a rapist, he is not a pedophile as they were both of legal age, and he most definitely isn’t the “second coming of Epstein/Diddy”.
He was a man with no experience whatsoever who tried to do good to the best of his ability, and had the story twisted against him on a google document after he thought everything was okay.
Ren claims he may attempt damage control, but her document as a whole consists of her clearly trying to control the amount of damage she deals.
You should not see Ren as a little child that was manipulated. You should see Ren for what she actually is; a fully-grown 22 year old woman who had every right to say no, yet did not. And claimed she was “fawning”
 on a google document after it had already happened and they had parted ways again.

It is very easy for someone to say that the messages they sent were untruthful, especially months after it had happened. 

She is a fully grown adult who should understand that people are not going to keep asking you if you’re comfortable when you give absolutely 0 signs of discomfort ever.

It is very unfair to automatically perceive Ren’s document as truth without hearing Zeal’s side first, and to just assume and call Zeal names that are blatantly false.
Zeal’s video confirms a lot of the things I have mentioned in this document, all the while providing further context about the scenario and bringing to light the details that Ren left out in her document.

As of right now, Zeal is reportedly in the hospital.
We should not call someone names and send them death threats just because 1 person made a complaint against them. Analyze both sides objectively first, then form an opinion. That is what this document is. An unbiased look into the situation at hand.
And do not watch a summarized YouTube video about the situation and think you know it all. It’s best to gather as much information as you can first before saying anything so your point will make sense.

Ren said herself in her document that she did not want Zeal to harm himself for any of this.
Sending him death threats and calling him names is not what Ren said she wanted.
If you are pro-Ren and are continuing to spread hateful words about Zeal, it was not her wish, and you should stop.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Wishing death upon those who feel that Zeal is innocent is wrong.