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i thought church people were more serious but apparently they conveniently alter their scripts based on modern age mental illness. so, when before it was an unmovable truth that any whore who decided to deceit the gift god gave her of using her big tits and meaty lips to vigorously suck and pleasure the dicks of her human brothers, she decides to kill herself, she would burn in hell for all of eternity. but apparently since she could've had a "mental illness" it means she couldn't "consent" the sin. not shitting they say she couldn't "consent" the sin cause she wasn't in her right mind. and ofc WHO TF DECIDES WHO IS IN MENTALL ILLNES?. WELL YOU CAN'T BECAUSE SHE NOT BEING DIAGNOSED DOESN'T MEAN SHE WASN'T SICK. 
jesuit fucks trying to cockblock tonight's fap by coping about this bitch not getting passed around like a communal cumsock in hell. 

also this should've been a post in general. nobody gave a fuck about this whore until her death was confirmed. 
maybe she starts a trend where egirls wannabe kill themselves in mass as the evolution of attention whores. maybe she did something good...
also HI FILLY if you're reading this no hard feelings sorry for your friend














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the only stuff that shows when looking up her name
the pics are screenshots of a video so definitely there must be more






































This is extremely sad and I just hope she massively was trolling everyone with this. Why would a young girl want to kill herself and do it? And how would she even do it? This isn't the USA where you can just use a gun. And getting pills and stuff, one must be pretty distraught to ingest bleach or whatever. OR even cut wrists.


 >>/184149/

if she really did it, i'm betting that there is so much we don't know like broken home, abuse, you name it. This is the UK, we know what happens to distraught good looking young girls on the streets.

Almost all the people at that young age who want to kill themselves have been raped or abused sexually, and want out of life.

I hope it's not that but yeah.


















 >>/184280/

Dying in a stupid way (like walking on a train track) is very different to sitting in your room and self consciously deciding "I'm going to off myself" and putting the head in a noose or taking meds or whatever. But in her case if she had psychosis episode, I can believe it. After all a family member of mine did it.


















Literally no proof she's dead other than Vampjunk claiming she is, I have a hunch this is just attention whore shit and a way to escape her slutty reputation.
Vampjunk being the notorious drug addicted clout goblin who also claimed to be besties with Bianca Devins after her death but the only proof being a couple DMs and a shitty drawing, weird bitch. Everyone involved in this is a shit person.






 >>/184419/

I honestly think this is a possibility. Her entire persona is being a jester. I refuse to believe she offed herself. She's a mastermind who orchestrated her disappearance off social media with a bang and got her friends to approve of it.

At least that's what I'm telling myself because the alternative is too tragic to believe


 >>/184440/

There's definitely something fishy going on with all these e-girls claiming this happened. At the same time, Jester's own sister and best friend also confirmed she died. Honestly it would be pretty crazy if they went along with such a crazy story. But if it's to disappear from the internet? Maybe? Still, seems convoluted. She could just...deactivate her twitter and everything?

I honestly fear that she did it. But I find it insane that a girl with a history of mental issues had access to the means of suicide. Killing yourself isn't easy. Most women swallow a bunch of pills and it doesn't kill them. But Jester in her posts seemed ultra serious about it. But what the FUCK drove her to literally off herself? Something extremely radical must have made her so desperate. And I literally talked to her days before (messages) and she seemed fine.

I honestly hope this is all a sick joke on her end and entourage, but holy fuck why.

 >>/184496/
I´m a bit suspicious that this is what happened too, like they deleted every channel or account that could lead anyone to her true identity but left the rest here.
 Does anyone have acess to her other Instagram account or to that so called super secret discordo or X account ?






Lmao larping, I am from the UK, idfk why it shows the American flag next to post, unlike you guys I’m not terminally on message boards berating young women for kicks and this is my first time posting as I’m sick of seeing my little sister get shit because her best friends twitter post blew up


 >>/184558/

I've seen this and it makes me believe it happened but at the same time I find it weird to post about it on IG? But I guess that's what people do these days, just post about it? Also I see her friends' stories just living their normal lives as if nothign happened. People really don't give a F or something, or they're coping by going on. It's all crazy to me. I just hope Jester is just jestermaxing but I fear she really did it.



 >>/184615/

The only interactions I had with Katie was that she was awesome. Yeah she had some mental issues that led to her passing, but I'm very sad that it happened. I know people in my circle just like her. She just needed more help. I'll never forget Katie. She sent me very cool and kind messages. Also, sry I'm not chronically online, I have no clue who ciara is (hopefully not another deceased girl).















 >>/184784/

I talked to her close relations and apparently it really happened. Honestly I wish I never had social media and didn't talk to Katie in weeks before and grow attached because this completely destroyed me and made me suicidal (as I'm already vulnerable to such things). I just can't believe she was so positive with me and other people days before doing this. But apparently it's what people do. I honestly wish I was gone too now.






























 >>/184968/

Yes absolutely. The family especially must be going through so much. Privacy is so important

 >>/184967/

Yeah. Thinking about suicide, it's quite hard and I can't imagine anything else than pills. It's just baffling to me that a vulnerable person would have access to meds with a dose that can end her life. You'd think doctors would be mindful of that? Maybe I'm just overthinking but holy f***.



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 >>/184967/
> based on her tweet about being "vegetable" should she fail, it implies two things. She was either overdosing her antipsychotic/adhd meds or jumping off the cliff. 
or hanging

 >>/184968/
> People have the right to privacy even in death
Dead people do not have any rights under the law in most countries (incl. US and UK), however their next of kins do. In the UK you can request a Form 2 picrel once the coroner's process is over but it requires you doxing yourself to the city council



















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 >>/185079/
Just a few questions
If your twitter was made to reach out other Catholics, why put secular music in your interests
Why put games about cannibalism, hedonism, rape, filthy
Why some months ago you were writing swastikas and saying pro nazi things
Why are couple of years ago you were actively race baiting



 >>/185015/
I was one of the people doubting it, but i found her death record as well. I did not share it publicly, but I assumed that someone would also find it and post it. And of course they did, please do not harass anyone in her family I can only imagine how hard this must be for them. 

My deepest condolences to the family and anyone who knew her.
































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proof because the person i bought them from is a fucking retard, dont worry theyll all be leaked eventually. there are 5 tit vids 1 ass vid and about 20 plus pics in my collection. but some pics are screencaps from vids that it looks like i dont have and now never will.

theyll all be leaked eventually but fuck that guy trying to upcharge them just hold your dicks for a few more days or weeks








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Just keeping this thread alive for remembrance and discussion/mourning. About BPD and black & white pattern thinking, this is so sad if this led to what happened. I also hear rumours of so called leaks/videos (mentioned here) being part of her reasoning. But I press X to doubt on this, I have a feeling she wouldn't care about stuff she willingly put out there. BPD is truly a bitch. I'm not a psych but probably anyone with BPD shouldn't be online on toxic places but for some reason we all find ourselves in those spaces. Anyway, keeping the discussion going because threads (also on R9K) get archived instantly or something.





 >>/185258/

F* drugs istg and f* drug dealers and whoever thought it was a good idea to sell her that shit. Istg the UK scene is f**ked because I see nearly everyone in that age group going to these parties and popping pills left and right. Bad environment all along unless you're somehow strong minded. What a fucking waste, equally sad and angry.

 >>/185253/

This is the real her. I love these videos. Please guys share anything you can. Hopefully I can go to England one day and pray for everyone.



 >>/185250/
> Just keeping this thread alive for remembrance and discussion/mourning
Pretending like most people wouldn't care if it wasn't for her tits, prettier and kinder chicks die by their own hand every day and nobody gives a fuck. 

Of course it's tragic that she offed herself and grieving for someone is something that will follow you for life, but ultimately she had free will over her decisions and considering how fucked she was mentally it was just a matter of time.


 >>/185264/
>  Pretending like most people wouldn't care if it wasn't for her tits, prettier and kinder chicks die by their own hand every day and nobody gives a fuck.

Everyone is different. Personally I care about everyone of worth that dies in such a tragic manner, especially someone I connected with. People you don't connect with, you care less about which is most people online when it comes to deaths of people they don't know. That's fine.

>  Of course it's tragic that she offed herself and grieving for someone is something that will follow you for life, but ultimately she had free will over her decisions and considering how fucked she was mentally it was just a matter of time.

Lots of what you say is correct and I've been told this argument a lot by people irl (not about her but in general). Still I'm a person with lots of empathy for others, and when someone dies due to mental issues and being connected to drug use, I can't help but think that the environment played a huge role. Obviously maybe it's her entire fault, but I can't help but suspect bad stuff happened. "considering how fucked she was mentally" - what do we know of the causes that led to this? Also, she also had a very intelligent creative positive side. I know many artists like this and they learn to manage their mental issues and get therapy. I feel that she was failed. And maybe I'm alone here saying this but even if it was a 18 year old incel guy that I knew or an ugly girl, I'd say the same thing.

 >>/185266/
> Personally I care about everyone of worth that dies in such a tragic manner, especially someone I connected with.
I can understand how much worse it can be if you knew them, but yeah personally I didn't know her so I am very disconnected from this.

> Still I'm a person with lots of empathy for others, and when someone dies due to mental issues and being connected to drug use, I can't help but think that the environment played a huge role. 
You are right and you probably are a better person than me, and maybe it comes down to how people were raised. I think the Internet plays a big role when it comes to environment, for example until the 2000s self-harm in the form of repeated and uniform cuts with a razor was basically unheard of for instance and it was spread through Internet and media. In this case it serves as an amplifier, whether good or bad.

> what do we know of the causes that led to this? 
For 90% of BPD women I have seen it's a combination of: dad is gone or absent, mom is a whore or negligent, sexual abuse as a kid, and some form of grooming. Maybe there some a genetic factor to it but idk. I cannot speak about her personally because I didn't know her 

> I know many artists like this and they learn to manage their mental issues and get therapy. I feel that she was failed. 
Therapy is not a magic solution that fixes people's inhibitions though, it requires commitment and consistency (both things borderline people struggle with) and may take years of cognitive-behavioral therapy and tinkering with medicine to see some real meaningful progress. 
On the other hand, drugs (and hedonism in general) are quick dopamine hits and can distract from the misery very easily, so it is easy to see why they would fall into addiction. Maybe she was failed, but you cannot help someone that doesn't want to help themselves, regardless of how many times you put them in a psych ward or lovebomb them.

> even if it was a 18 year old incel guy that I knew or an ugly girl, I'd say the same thing
I don't doubt that, but would there be a thread about an 18yo chud incel who overdosed to death? I very much doubt it. This is less about you as a person but rather the overall reaction to this.



















 >>/185272/

i thought she was britsh? she has alot of talent and tbh could have made it in hollywood. most chicks in hwood are like katie. from her other vids, she talks like shes american, but i supose she wanted to be. 

anyway, out of the million who saw her on twitter, 999,990 people have already moved on. its crazy how betabois form a connection to a dead chick. that in iteself is a mental illness.




























Paying for any of this stuff online seems like a fraud. You know she didn’t do anything crazy. And we already saw her topless. Also I don’t want my soul further tainted by this, how am I gonna tell at confession that I paid for a dead girls videos just showing her body? Embarrassing lol








if you guys have never met her, why do you hold such attachment and fantasie about a imaginary connection with her? its undeniable she is hot and would have been eventually swept up by a chad once she ditched the egirl/emo phase. she had a lot of potential no doubt. 

im just trying to understand the social dynamics of all this and if there is a spiritual aspect. in the sense that there are multiple people for everyone around the world. in this case, anons who never met kaitie, develop a connection/bond?whatever and perhaps in a different life, cross paths with her or were ment to be with her? schizo talk but shit is interesting.


 >>/185401/

People who hold attachment without forming any kind of bond are just lying and being temporarily infatuated just due to beauty or whatever. Typical guy thing.*

That said, if you connected deeply with a person (without meeting them IRL) online, as in, shared voice messages, long convos, planning to meet, etc. Then it hits much harder and (according to psychiatry) you are like a co-dependent to the person (nearly like close family and friends). 

One more thing about Katie. It's clear to me, understanding a bit more, that she was very lonely in life. She had clearly serious mental illness, it wasn't just the drugs. So lots of people in her circle (uni, parties, whatever) who got to know her, many parted ways immediately. She seemed to have a couple (single digit) close friends and ofc her family but alienated others because of weird/extreme behaviour. 

Reading comments by her sister, it's pretty clear to me that her mental illness was very tough on her sister and family. Father seemed to have no connection to her (fatherless home maybe?) which IMO probably made it worse. No authority figure in the house. Due to mental issues she took risky behaviour. Meeting low level guys, drug use, parties with drug use, and ofc spamming twitter with too much info and visuals (most people in comments seem sympathetic but let's be real twitter also has tons of predators).

I know another girl just like her with same symptoms, and thankfully the parents intervened and cut off her internet and social media, and had her interned in a closed hospital. That's how you protect these people.

Honestly with Katie's symptoms (clear BPD, levels of paranoid schizophrenia, propensity for risky behaviour and drug use), this WAS NOT a child I would have allowed to roam free and go to uni. She needed to be in a closed hospital and put under therapy. I also see in her last tweets that she stopped taking anti-psychotics. As someone who knows people like that, I can tell you that's a recipe to have an episode and commit suicide.

I call this entire episode a systematic failure of the system and family to properly care for an extremely vulnerable person.

I communicated with Katie a bit online, and I didn't realise all this shit (i didn't really care too much about her or others online) until I researched it all.

It's absolutely tragic but part of me thinks that with her symptoms, she would have a very very hard life to keep going for years and years. I think suicide or institutionalisation was inevitable.

Just speaking out lout about this subject because psychology and psychiatry are of interest.



 >>/185422/

Yes there clearly are countless factors at play but often absent or failed father is a problem especially for girls who then don’t have the authority figure to calm them down and stabilise them. And mother is doing her best but can’t stop her daughter taking more and more risky behaviour. Lived it myself. On the other hand her sister seems strong and well adjusted. Maybe she developed a stronger self as a coping mechanism and I applaud her


 >>/185440/

I was just reading her tweets again and in the last days she was clearly off her medication (antipsychotics) and having an episode. Being at home alone making crazy videos and posting on twitter. Even the comment section seems understanding and almost trying to help. 

It just breaks my mind that a single episode where she was somehow alone and off her meds in her home led to this. Surely people in her entourage must have noticed red flags. Like you say, there is strong blame, she should have been hospitalised right there and then, medicated, and supervised. I know for sure that she didn’t even intend to die seriously, it was psychosis and would have passed. Lord in Heaven.

 >>/185441/

Very sad.

I can't say I know the research/statistics, but I feel like missing a father figure is in 99/100 cases going to be EXTREMELY detrimental for your entire life.

People notice the red flags but if it was me I'm not even sure I would know what to do. Call the authorities on her? Seems extreme. Tell her closed ones? They already know.

It's kind of inevitable as you said.


 >>/185422/
>  People notice the red flags but if it was me I'm not even sure I would know what to do. Call the authorities on her? Seems extreme. Tell her closed ones? They already know. It's kind of inevitable as you said.

Let’s just say I know someone in my closed circle that had this type of stuff. Paranoid schizophrenia, etc. Well the parents in case of an episode like this immediately called an ambulance which would transport her to closed psychiatric hospital where she could be stabilised, given proper meds, and allowed to be normal and far from any suicide tool.  But yes it’s very hard to treat and they will often keep having episodes. 

But her saying that she stopped the antipsychotics cold turkey? You can read about it online, that is extremely dangerous. 

It’s just making me angry because I see people just like Katie who are taking their meds, doing their therapy, and surviving. Something slipped up in the system or family for this to happen and they’ll never forget it. 

And for her to even publicise it on twitter, I can tell you many people reading all this had second hand PTSD because we witnessed a suicide. It’s so bad man.

 >>/185443/

- Self harm behaviour (cutting the body, etc)
- Paranoid schizophrenia symptoms (thinking she is monitored, that people wish her harm, etc)
- general BPD symptoms: wild emotional swings from day to day. I chatted a bit with her and she could be extremely smart and intellectual and balanced one day, but next day sperging out completely. 
- Lots of things like her behaviour online showing emotional unbalance. 

I can almost tell that her friends invited her to stuff to make her feel included and try to help. Not that rave parties involving drugs are a good idea for a person with BPD.

Beyond that only the family knows but her sister says she kept having arguments with her and that she has many psychotic episodes.

 >>/185414/

yeah a lot of bad combinations happeing all at once. im sure having access to social media 24/7 and being in a nich that draws negative criticism by randoms and bots didnt help. even if she saw 20 "your so beautiful" comments, one negative one would send someone spiraling if they are not mentally tough.

 >>/185444/

It's just so hard for me to imagine. 

I've never been close to anyone that has went through what you're describing.

Even though one is going through therapy and taking the correct medications, is it ever possible to recover from? I feel like you'll always fall in no matter what. But again, I don't know a lot about the subject matter.

 >>/185446/

It’s difficult because these types gravitate towards these spaces and I think Katie used twitter and TikTok for creative expression. But yes I wouldn’t have recommended that environment for her, I tried to warn her and be kind at all times but I don’t think she listened to anyone. Also she was an empathetic “the world is beautiful everywhere I don’t judge anyone” type of person. Very kind but naive

 >>/185447/

Medication and therapy and (very important) a loving good circle can help teach the person to manage the symptoms and understand how to deal with things like psychosis but a total cure? I don’t think so. Anyway it’s very difficult to deal with and I’ve hard scary moments with the person I know irl. It’s exhausting for the family.


 >>/185451/

It's a combination of environment/parents but there's probably a genetic aspect too. Regardless of the past trauma, you might have a loving parent trying to help/deal with his/her daughter and when she has these afflictions, you constantly have to make sure she takes her meds, is supervised, etc. It's really not easy at all. I'm gonna be honest in those cases it's usually best to put the people in closed hospitals for a while and do intense therapy where they re-learn behaviours to function in the real world. IE: Katie would be taught to not be chronically online, maybe focus on art and drawing more, etc. Anyway it's all for naught now and she's with the Angels.

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 >>/185449/

It's so sad that this happened to her. Judging from her behavior, she seemed to be on social media 24/7 and showed a clear propensity for self-harm. I really wish her family had stepped in and done something. Based on my experience, someone dealing with that level of crisis and dangerous internet behavior needs a highly structured environment to keep them safe.

In my college days during my psychiatric clinical rotation. I saw all kinds of mental illnesses there, including individuals who had to be secretly admitted due to the toxic, 24/7 impact of social media. It made me realize how crucial strict management is for people facing these intense struggles, especially since the free world can be so dangerous when every single second is a crisis.

I had a classmate with eupd, anxiety, and adhd; while she wasn’t trapped online 24/7, these conditions are highly unpredictable. Seeing how severe they can get makes me believe individuals facing such high risks require strict, continuous confinement and supervision for their own safety.



 >>/185455/

Completely agree with everything you said and it echoes what I wrote above. I just don't want to judge further and too much out of respect for the family. But yes I do believe Katie needed full institutionalisation, at least in the short term. At the same time I know it's very difficult to put people in some kind of therapy or rehab without them giving full approval. And she was I think an art student and fully out and about. Difficult to control and parents probably hoped she was taking her meds and managing. The online component DEFINITELY didn't help though.








 >>/185827/

We won't find out how she did it until the full inquest begins, and that likely won't be until Christmastime or thereabouts.

I live about thirty miles away from where she lived. Coroner's inquests in England are open to the public - you don't need an invitation; you can just turn up on the day and sit in the public gallery.

If her memory hasn't faded to nothing by then, I could make a day of it. See how she died and under what circumstances she was found, and all that stuff.

 >>/185828/

didnt she just have a inquest according to that website? i really dont understand how things are done in europe and why it would take months for results. do they keep the bodies for that long? this whole process in the usa is pretty fast and doesnt take months to processs

but that would be cool if you could do that man.

 >>/185829/

Yeh, the opening inquest was heard at the coroner's court on 3rd June, but that was just a five minute formal procedure so that the interim death certificate could be issued and the body released to the family.

The full inquest usually takes place months later and that's the one that will last a few hours and go over questions such as what, why, and where.

Right now, Katie is likely in a local funeral parlour getting made presentable for a family viewing, or something. The funeral will probably be in a week or so. I'll keep an eye out for obituaries in the local news.






 >>/185830/

It's all such a harrowing process. I hate it. Anyway if you can get some news, that would be great.

 >>/185827/
> any new news on how she left us?

I have a hard time believing that it would be anything else than pills because it takes insane strength of will to do anything else. Probably swallowed a bunch of them and they found her too late to pump it out of the body. I mean she has scars but bleeding to death is tough so I can't imagine that.

I feel so sorry for the family, really. I couldn't imagine finding my sister literally dead. I'd rope.












 >>/183957/
> im leaning 60/40 rope over pills

I've thought about roping before (or using a belt) and even when I was desperate, it's so scary and painful, its tough man. With pills, she might just swallow an entire box on a whim but then even if the feelings of fear take over later, it's too late unless they pump out the stomach. She was typing during the attempt which really makes me believe it was that.



 >>/185893/

They definitely found her body late. She tweeted around 2pm BST. Her last tweet before 23rd was around 11pm of 22nd, she probably took a sleep and woke up around 11am-12pm as she was always active between 1pm-2am.

Her last tiktok reposts was also May 22 (so she probably asleep by 12am) So there was a chance that she already OD her meds and took huge dose of illegal substances at the same time at 2:16pm and around 2:31pm she replied to one user "su*vide" so she had like some consciousness left. she was just waiting for the meds/substances she OD to kick in. 

Her sister commented on her last tiktok posts that she took her life on 24th morning. That was probably the time they finally found her body. So there was a chance they found her for like 14-15hours late.

It will also take days for cats to started tearing your skins if they are really starving.




 >>/185948/

How the F do you find a body "late" if she is probably just in her room doing it? They probably found her the next morning or something. And for the people mentioning the cat stuff, FFS stop making insane shit up, you're disturbing.

Anyway I'm guessing she was in her room, as she usually is, and ODed on her meds (and maybe other drugs) and her family thought she is just sleeping overnight as usual, then found her the next morning but gone.

I can't imagine she would do this anywhere but her trusted room in her house where she felt safe. Also don't think she locked her cat with her inside, be for real.

 >>/185950/
> That's BS. I have clinical experience in psych ward. Our patients are dignosed with shizo and bpd. These patients are required to take their meds on time as their behavior are unpredictable. You might get into trouble if you go to their cell and ask their names without their meds taken.

An inpatient hospital would have saved her man. When she tweeted "I'm not taking my antipsychotics", as someone whose close family member has paranoid schizophrenia, I was already fcking worried. 

It was so fcking avoidable. Clearly had a psychosis/episode. I have one family member that jumped out of a third floor building during such an episode, "thankfully" only fractured her hip bone but didn't die. They don't even know what they're doing.









 >>/185950/
Not to powerlevel but I used to work in the third largest emergency service in the world (BSPP in Paris) so we often had to refer to some people who were at their lowest to the psychiatric unit or emergency unit. 

You guys are doing a good job and I can't imagine doing this work in a country like Philippines, I remember hearing on the TV about a schizo who beheaded two of the nurses in a psych ward in south of France so you better treat them good. 

Something that surprised me when working there is that we did not have anyone specialized in psychiatry on the ground, we had a link where we could have a specialist at the local hospital over the phone and nothing more than that.

Every new recruits (they recruit anyone fit enough with a HS diploma) responsibility is to look over everything as a helping hand, then since you are "new" you do the shit that nobody wants to really do like recover bodies from metro tracks etc. You have to put them in a bag and bring them to the medical-legal institute or funeral home, it really is not pretty. There is a team member that takes pics and vids of it too for the "retex" (feedback) for each call, so I wonder if any of these have leaked on the internet.

Something that also surprised me is how much this truly happens, a lot of people are suffering from the same thing, it was maybe 7 suicidal calls every day and someone jumping onto the subway 3 times a week (and that was just my casern).

I cannot speak for England so maybe the system did fail her, but of course during my experience we knew we couldn't prevent all of these things. Aside from the stress, it was a good job, especially since we had a military rank and privileges

 >>/186042/
> I cannot speak for England so maybe the system did fail her, but of course during my experience we knew we couldn't prevent all of these things. Aside from the stress, it was a good job, especially since we had a military rank and privileges

You cannot prevent 100% something like that unless the person is really forced into a closed hospital where suicide methods are taken away. What I question more (with respect to her family of course) is how they didn't notice sooner that for the past days she clearly was off her medication and being not normal. Then again I have a family member like that and they could off themselves at any point like that. You literally can't do anything if they are not locked in a hospital for the time of their psychosis. You can't force someone to take their medication outside the hospital. For whatever God forsaken reason she stopped taking her anti psychotics. Gets me so fucking angry when I read some twitter MAGA style idiot telling her "meds are invented by Jews, don't take them". I hope this didn't correlate with her stopping everything. Feels to me that in 2026 she started being more and more into right wing beliefs, which was fine by me, but there's also schizo American science denial stuff in there that's legit dangerous.


 >>/185444/
 >>/185414/
it's easy to swindle UK mental health, I know someone with psychosis that treats their medical meetings as an exam she has to pass. it's not about getting better but whether she meets weekly objectives. so a day before the meeting she will walk up a street. maybe cook a meal and turn up saying "I did this". the medical professionals in charge of her care have since taken her off anti-psychotics, and low and behold she's declined. but because she does a couple tasks a week they supposedly think she's okay. in the meanwhile she sees medical staff once every few months because she keeps cancelling meetings, the reason being deterioration in mental health caused by her psychosis. I do wonder if they even care. maybe they're written her off. either way I'm going to try and put a foot in and hopefully she can get back on meds

poor Katy, I saw in twitter replies a person agreeing with her skipping her anti-psychotics. it's a mystery what DMs she was getting her way and if they were encouraging her anti-med streak

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 >>/185881/
perception I got from Katie's penultimate twitter video was that she was just cringing at herself. I do the same thing when talking to myself in a moment, telling myself not to do silly shit or cringe a bit. I've had people overhear and wonder who I'm talking too. in her I case presumed it was related to racing thoughts cause of she was high and her being an aspiring actress just regulating the bit. I get racing thoughts but I prescribe it to self diagnosed ADHD. but admittedly I only started or maybe I just noticed I was talking to myself after my friend developed psychosis and talked to the "voices". from personal experience I wouldn't call her giggly yap a sign of psychotic breakdown alone

her final joker themed vid is very ominous in hindsight, the poor girl

 >>/186180/
> it's easy to swindle UK mental health, I know someone with psychosis that treats their medical meetings as an exam she has to pass. it's not about getting better but whether she meets weekly objectives. so a day before the meeting she will walk up a street. maybe cook a meal and turn up saying "I did this". the medical professionals in charge of her care have since taken her off anti-psychotics, and low and behold she's declined. but because she does a couple tasks a week they supposedly think she's okay. in the meanwhile she sees medical staff once every few months because she keeps cancelling meetings, the reason being deterioration in mental health caused by her psychosis. I do wonder if they even care. maybe they're written her off. either way I'm going to try and put a foot in and hopefully she can get back on meds

A close family member of mine is doing exactly this in France, so trust me, I know what you mean, friend.

>  poor Katy, I saw in twitter replies a person agreeing with her skipping her anti-psychotics. it's a mystery what DMs she was getting her way and if they were encouraging her anti-med streak

I saw that exact comment. It's all these right wing weirdos saying that "meds are Jewish" and so on. And looking at her arc/thoughts in the past weeks I saw right wing influences. I'm right wing myself but I would never have pushed her to stop her meds or other un-scientific belief. In every message I tried to encourage her to be healthy and stay grounded with common sense responses. But she had so many bad influences especially on this fucked up app (X).

 >>/186187/
>  perception I got from Katie's penultimate twitter video was that she was just cringing at herself. I do the same thing when talking to myself in a moment, telling myself not to do silly shit or cringe a bit. I've had people overhear and wonder who I'm talking too. in her I case presumed it was related to racing thoughts cause of she was high and her being an aspiring actress just regulating the bit. I get racing thoughts but I prescribe it to self diagnosed ADHD. but admittedly I only started or maybe I just noticed I was talking to myself after my friend developed psychosis and talked to the "voices". from personal experience I wouldn't call her giggly yap a sign of psychotic breakdown alone. her final joker themed vid is very ominous in hindsight, the poor girl

Her last vids were often done without music like her tiktoks, and kind of like acting bits. I remember watching them laughing and smiling, but now I can't stop watching them as a cry for help and it makes me tear up.

The worst thing is I was taking a break from twitter in this exact moment and preparing for summer, and kind of ignoring her responses. And when she posted those last suicide tweets I was weirded out but I though "she's just typing this".

I will seriously never get over this shit my friend, it ranks as top traumatic thing I ever witnessed and I swear to God, in the last messages I got from her she seemed fine and so relaxed, but I wonder if she was literally preparing to die. My feelings are a mix of incomprehension, grief, and anger, I can't explain it.

 >>/186187/

And thanks for sharing your experience. I don't know why but it feels good to hear someone from Britain reply because that's where Katie is from and you actually share things (about the system, etc) that is pertinent to everything. I also wonder about Yorkshire and what is the social setting there, it feels like drug use is so common. Sad altogether. I'm just trying to think out loud about what failed her.

 >>/186107/
> Also congrats on working for BSPP in Paris, I wish I had done this when I was way younger but I missed the boat. One of the hardest toughest thing to do ever in France besides foreign legion.

Yeah it was not easy, but if you are fit enough you can sign up to be a reservist. You get good perks and it was good when I was a student, however if you are too empathetic it can wreck your mental. You need to see these people as patients you help rather than get involved with their problems personally.

 >>/186105/
Medicine is only one part of the solution, yes if nobody around her gives a fuck then meds will not do much. If you have a shit life and you take antidepressants, you will still have a shit life but you are just going to be numb to it.

But even if the family was trying their best (which I doubt), there is just not enough psychiatrics or space in hospitals to cater for everyone...

 >>/186208/
Rejecting meds because "they are Jewish" is very performative and stupid in my opinion, I do believe that SSRIs like Prozac are generally not very good and overprescribed and there are better medicines out there (like atypical antidepressants & spravato etc...) But I built an informed opinion based on studies rather than just blaming it all on "tha jooz". 

 >>/186210/
From what I know (and it can be wrong), most of England outside of London is riddled with poverty. Yorkshire was prosperous in the 70s due to coal mining, steel production, etc... until China started dominating these industries and the 1985 miners strikes and Thatcher's retaliation dealt the final blow. 

Most of the county's workers became unemployed and dependant on government benefits with no prospect of finding new work, many fell into drugs and prostitution, child grooming in the care homes (imagine the ASE scandals in France but worse), etc.

London was largely spared from that due to their shifting towards the financial sector. I have been all around the UK for travels, and maybe this is bias but there is a clear gap in human development between France and the UK. I think even the health system here is better. Even Ireland was better than many cities.


 >>/186244/
To the extent that she was even capable of believing in anything or having genuine thoughts and feelings I would say she maybe disliked Jews but that's safe edgy these days. Too mid and fucked up to get attention from normals so she resorted to shucking and jiving for chuds. Then she died kek


 >>/186244/
It depends on what you mean by right-wing.

She was anti-woke, used 'liberal' as a pejorative, and 'go back to reddit' as a dismissal, and wasn't fond of Zionists or Zionist figures like Trump.

I remember her old tiktok account back when she was 14 or 15, making fun of George Floyd (and kicking up tiktok drama by allegedly 'fat shaming).

She was Catholic too.

 >>/186208/
 >>/186225/
Parachuting in to add that, regardless of whether a specific medicine is right or not for the person, stopping its use cold turkey can be horrible and even dangerous for their mental health.

Sadly it is common for people to recklessly and suddenly stop taking prescribed medicines on a whim and that may be the cause for many mental health issues.

For whoever wants to stop taking psychiatric pills and is genuinely ready to do so:
> as the body and brain chemistry have become accustomed to the substance, the ideal is to do a gradual decrease in dosage
> it is best to work with the guidance of one's doctor (even if they don't agree, they will help one wean off until one can safely stop with the substance)


It’s time to move on, everyone. I never followed this person until I saw a tweet that said they killed themselves, and I, like many other people, projected this image that they were only a severely depressed, autistic, unemployed loser with no real friends and struggled to find a romantic partner.



However, it turns out she actually had many real-life friends, a job, and a boyfriend up until her death, which suggests that her tweets about 'needing to find a woman’ were just her roleplaying as a loser. This answers the question, ‘Why did no one help her?’ when she, in reality, had everything a normal person would want. Unfortunately, she was just severely depressed and killed herself anyway.

 >>/186269/
> I, like many other people, projected this image that they were only a severely depressed, autistic, unemployed loser with no real friends and struggled to find a romantic partner

Guess no one ever thought this about her on here. She was an attractive big boobed foid ffs, far from being a female counterpart of an autistic incel loser.








I don't believe there are any more nude images of her. And videos of her likely don't exist.

I don't know what was happening over at Simpcity, but she never had an only fans. There were only ever half a dozen nude images of her, which her ex boyfriend leaked out of spite. These same images were doing the rounds on various leak sites long before she was dead. If there was anything else, don't you think they'd be already out there?

Honestly, anyone saying otherwise is either trying to scam you or troll you.




 >>/186295/

Exactly. Also I wonder if the ex bf is the same guy being active on X. Apparently very short term relationship (she didn’t connect with him too much) and he seems legit tarded at times to the point he has no problem leaking pics. 

Poor girls really fall for tarded types 

Also I don’t buy the whole nudes or OF stuff, unless she really was manipulated by some guy which is sad af.





 >>/186315/

Students in Europe often have mini jobs or side jobs, I wouldn’t be surprised if she did that on the side. Don’t know why people here obsess over that, like what level of Incels get angry that a student had a job and wasn’t unemployed, that’s probably most European students. I often see such girls doing staff/attendant jobs at venues where they stand around and welcome people. Through student union she maybe found thst easily.





 >>/186319/

Interesting. Where I live there's definitely a special category of jobs (student jobs) made just for students, you don't work insane hours. I have a feeling that's what she did.

If she sold nudes for cash that's pretty sad though. I'll never understand a girl degrading herself like that but considering how mentally vulnerable she was, I doubt she knew wtf she was doing.

 >>/186208/
I hope your family member gets the care she needs mate. It's bloody rough out here in the world


Just recently my friend has been talking about the "group of people" she hears being Jewish and she's a leftist. I feel my anti-zionist stance and the gazan war rubbed off on her psychosis symptoms. I can imagine her, that twitter replier and Katy encouraging themselves. There's an infamous website for suicidal people that got bad press last year, I forget the name but it's those fringe doomer communities that are driving the panic push for nationwide under 16 year old Internet restrictions

 >>/186209/
I'm sorry friend, I didn't know her
I just liked her banter and found her cute. Even looking back at her last clips I still smile. Despite the grief and mental hurt that over took her, Katie was still in her groove. It's grim, we just got to do our bit here and wait our turn to meet our Maker

So sorry friend, it's right to wish you could do more, want to go back and fix this tragic mess but please don't punish yourself too hard




 >>/186334/

One day I’d like to visit the area and just talk to people who knew Katie more, and pay my respects at her grave. I don’t know why, I just have a burning desire to understand something that may just be simple. I just can’t understand why a charming intelligent girl would do this, I know, mental illness, but it bothers me. 

Also I will say that some of her friends rub me off the wrong way online. Her supposed best friend seems so self absorbed and narcissistic, I wonder if she truly liked Katie as a person. So weird. 

I’m just praying that she didn’t commit because of some blackmail or someone fucking with her online, I really don’t think so, but if that’s the case I want to crack skulls man



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 >>/186353/

that maddie chick who defends her in her tik/x comments?

 >>/186354/
i think its more of finding closer of what happend and how can this happen.  mental illness is no joke and it doenst matter how attractive you are. and i think katie had a lot of potential after she snapped out of this egirl phase as a actress or model or even just a normal chick. i mean lets be real, if a chick is past 20ish yrs old and still doing the emo egirl thing, its cringe. you dnt see alot of them past 25 unless they blew up with millions of followers, they kinda have to keep the gig going. i really dont care about the nudz if its just boob pics taken from a video like we have now. she looked tall af in photos


 >>/186356/

Katie was always clearly a weirdo and Im saying this in an extremely endearing way. She was quirky, artistic, and autistic with various issues. She happened to be hot. That’s secondary. And yes she would have grown up to be some quirky person in the art scene or whatever, she’s not a “it girl”, and that’s totally ok. I’m just angry that she’s fcking dead. 

And I’m not making assumptions about that Maddie chick but one look at her TikTok, she just seems like this “Im the girl” person who only cares for herself. For example doesn’t answer any comment, etc. Katie in comparison was humble af and talked to everyone if they were decent. Unfortunately many people were trash to her because of her appearance. I just get the feeling that Katie was a girl that went around friends groups a lot and was misunderstood as she wasn’t the usual British party it girl. But idk Im just making guesses here.

TLDR: life is hard for neurodivergent people. Katie literally kept reposting stuff like autistic people being mistreated and misunderstood. Feels to me she was living a night mare with daily basic socialisation and nobody noticed. That’s what pisses me off

 >>/186366/

Didn't she deactivate her twitter after getting many disrespectful replies to her tweets? I don't think responding to people an obligation. We don't actually know what a person is like compared to their social media image. I have known many people who are like this, but are cordial. 

I agree with you. Katie was sweet and a great companion. Personally, I don't care if people act a bit weird by showing their true selves. I'm like that too, but I'm really careful about who I show that side of myself to because I also get judged for it. I don't really care about the judgment myself, but in her case, I think she was highly self-conscious. It actually made me sad to scroll through some of her tweets about being left behind or people being mean. Those tweets were so genuine. It feels incredibly painful to think that she had to suffer like that.




The French stalker dude obsessed with Katie is @Balder998(X)/@Nikolaos9998 (TikTok). I’m tired of seing his comments everywhere on KT and her relative’s accounts, making her death about poor him just because they exchange some messages. He even reposts KT sister’s own reposts about losing a sister/loved one to suicide !
+ He @ her on of his repost on the topic to invite her to talk if she wants to meanwhile she doesn’t even follow him. He’s SICK



Someone on Twitter who followed her on Instagram wrote that some of her 'friends' stole money from her for drugs and then bad-mouthed her live. All these fuckers have their accounts private now, of course. It's kinda easy to see how an emotionally sensitive girl like Katie would feel about such a betrayal. Honestly, her friends always came across as self-absorbed lowlifes.












 >>/186382/

No offense but who the fuck are you? Showing empathy for someone’s death is normal. What’s not normal is all the weirdos on here asking for lewd pictures of her. Most of you people are anons and are the weirdos, not someone who is public and asking clarity about what happened. You obviously have some kind of beef to be making this post and are the one personally invested in this.














 >>/186439/
C’mon Nico, you’ve been busted. Your pathetic obsessive OG orbiter ass is the lowest. Imagine throwing the stone at fappers who’ll move on with their life to excuse trying to insert yourself in an dead girl’s IRL life by reaching to her relatives. Wanting to talk to them IRL and going on her grave. Get help that’s some Joe Goldberg dangerous type of shit, sicko



 >>/186442/

In a normal society that's a completely normal Christian thing to do, and there will be many people at her funeral. It's called empathy. Not something you weirdos on this forum (likely to be closed by EU regulations at some point) would know about. You're a gooner online and a mental case hiding behind anonymity whilst stalking people online.

 >>/186442/

It’s funny how long I’ve been replying to you, Nico, and you still don’t understand that diverse phenotypes exist outside of social media stereotypes. I could be Mestizo, Sangley, or an expat but hey protect your feelings and stick to your stereotypes

What’s actually wild is your social media behavior. You’re completely obsessed. You're overextending your digital "bond" with Katie by policing her friends and mimicking her sister’s reposts just to insert yourself into her life. I wont call you a total creep just yet but you're definitely doing a fantastic impression of one.


 >>/186448/

You're an extreme weirdo for stalking my social media and somehow finding my tiktok. Extremely weird to know me on twitter, and never come forward. It's completely normal to feel grief over a person that you talked to for 6 months, and I would extend that to any of my mutuals. 

Now keep writing your stuff and going as far as you want, I'll get police involved and signal for real life harassment. You're clearly a mentally ill person that's been monitoring me for some reason for a while online.


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> I'll get police involved and signal for real life harassment. 
A thought experiment for you:
1. on what basis will they take your report?
2. do you think the police will be able to go after some dude in the Philippines?
3. do you think the same police officers that did nothing about recidivist pedrophile Jerôme Barella would give a fuck even if he did harrass you?

Just swallow your pride and let it go man it's not that hard


 >>/186454/

Wild how we had a nice conversation days ago and now you’ve devolved into racebaiting and whining about VPN

Seriously, just get out of here. You’re mourning her loss, but your coping strategy is staying in a toxic thread to debate creeps asking for nxdes??? We get it, Nico. You two had a 'digital bond.' Just leave. Honestly, as someone who actually works in healthcare, watching you navigate your grief on an anonymous forum is just sad. This isn't therapy man

 >>/186454/
I’m curious to know what la police would do about giving your pseudo that you confirmed yourself, dumbo. I didn’t doxx your identity nor menaced you. What would they do against someone telling you to stop harassing KT’s relatives ? LOL. If anything, they’ll give you a restraining order. What will police do about your racebaiting and nazi larping on your socials ? Now get off my dick, pathetic snitch. Can’t stand hypocrites like you. Don’t forget that you’re the sicko who started to write novels here because of your obsession for Katie. Now you try to call out people and involve police ? Please, do.









SEND HER NUDES ALREADY WE DONT CARE IF SHE’S I WANT TO JERK OFF NIGGER STOP TALKING ABOUT HER MENTAL HEALTH NOTHING GONNA CHANGE SHE‘S DEAD AND TO THE FUCKING GATEKEEPERS WHO READ THIS FUCK YOURSELF SHE AINT GONNA CRY BC YOU SHARED HER VIDS SHE’S DEAD NIGGER




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here is a lore drop for you, the details are a bit hazy but i am for sure directionally correct at least
katie has been spiralling ever since she got leaked about a year ago. the leak caused her boyfriend to break up with her or sumn. she left da internet and privated her accounts for a few weeks/months cuz of it. the bf in question is @asapgeorgi (she made toks with him etc, and on her @pixilers account she still follows him)
 >>/186382/
> The French stalker dude obsessed with Katie is @Balder998(X)/@Nikolaos9998 (TikTok)
yeah he is a proper weirdo, he is prolly SEVERELY mentally ill and overall insane, i see him following every agatha2 egirl. but i guess being a weird parasocial subhuman simp works cuz he is followed by canthinky and a few more







 >>/186495/
I don’t think that’s her. The name of the poster is Cassie and she posted this pic x4 three years ago. That doesn’t match the timeline of the supposed leaks in 2024.

 >>/186488/
You’re right, she’s on a slide of one of his videos. Where are her other tiktoks with him ? Is there anything else ? I remember seing a message of him right after her death blew up. I don’t remember if it was in the TT comments or X.

 >>/186441/
i dont know whats up with euros and crying about not being anonymous and wanting trolls to be punished. maybe in America we are used to valuing privacy and anonymity, considering what we saw over the last decade of the left AND right, doxing those who they dont agree with and getting them fired from their jobs. you are on a spinoff of a anonymous themed 4chan board where the very things you are against (trolling) originated. also trolling is considered free speech, even on X 


 >>/186451/
no one was stalking your shit. it pretty obvuious connecting the dots of how you speak here, your flag and seeing random post on tik & x (where ppl can see your gen location) carrying a similar theme. but no hate to you, just seemed to be whiteknighting a ton for her on every platform. you seem like a good person who cares a ton




 >>/186280/

Apparently, there are 3 people who are claiming to have known her but the poster of this photo still insists that she had a boyfriend. 

User G4sp3r8 is claiming to be the guy in the picture. He was not claiming to be her bf, just someone Katie used to talk to. And now asking the person who posted him to take down the post.

User kuromikillz2 claimed that she was her bff (maddie). She said that Katie had no job or bf. She replied a picture with her and katie but that picture was all over the maddie and katie's account so she might probably just took it.

User fadingdoomed, who claims to be her online friend, disagrees with the guy in the picture. the user apparently spoke with Katie's bff (likely maddie or another close friend) who confirmed that Katie didn't have a boyfriend and actually held a job.





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 >>/186488/

(gay voice) drrRAAAMAAAAAAAA

i just read that x shit. the guy claiming to be in contact with her "bf" and who posted that picture of the necklace is really putting in the work. what he says seems plausable HOWEVER strange that these other accts claiming to be katies irls pop up doing damage control. sounds like 2 friend accts are the same person.

I also checked out the aspigergo guy that was posted earlier. if you look at his ig, hes kinda a chad with long hair and lowkey kinda looks like the guy in the photo. he also has a tiktok and according to comment exchanges, kaite is in one of his tics but just the back of her head is showing. coulld be the bf, could not, idk, dont care but if the guy on x doing the research is legit, we might have real answers to questions we have. 

the peach guy crying about the photo is so fucking retarded.

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you guys are such bad detectives smh
tvrth nvke: anybody who cares about her job or bf status or whatever and needs to argue about it on X is a schizo. she 
she was never going to be your gf, cuz you are all ugly and retarded and pretending to be her close friend to get private pictures from her actual friends is just soooo cringe
 >>/186508/
> Where are her other tiktoks with him
deleted after breakup, dont have them, someone might post em dunno, it was a video of him standing next to her in her room












 >>/186488/
I'm just posting this to clear by conscience but.. 

I shouldn't have checked, there was a friend of Katie's who uploaded quite a few duo cosplay tiktoks of themselves. I didn't view any of them and dipped. But the account has since gone private. An unwanted account view notification from my end at least. Feel a bit scummy tbh. I assume Katie's close circle has caught onto the twitter kerfuffle and are privating their old accounts. Not going to bother checking











 >>/186731/
Yes, she was Irish. Her family were likely part of the massive post-WW2 wave of immigration from Ireland to Britain. Her father was an O'Sullivan and her mother was a Foley. If you know anything about the Irish diaspora, you'd recognise those names as being extremely closely linked to the Munster area in the south west of Ireland - and as a side note, just look at her: she's pretty much the archetypal Irish woman, phenotype-wise.

Anyway, during the mid-20th century, you'd get entire networks of families from Cork and Kerry moving to the industrial North of England for work.

The Catholic Church and Irish social clubs created a social ecosystem that kept alive their Irish identity, and that's why even Gen Z like Katie still have this active cultural consciousness and say they're 'Irish' rather than English.






























i really dont know why her insta bio is 2 of katies tiktok accounts. thats strange. if only because she had like 3 or 5 of them. @katiekittymeow is one of the lesser known ones, shes got some good vids on that acct. i wonder if her sister knows about that. i wish i could remember the names of her other accounts. maybe i did and they've just been banned.

















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