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Adventures in Publishing Outside the Gates

On the industry’s gatekeeping

15 min readJan 30, 2020

Illustration by Carmen Johns

InIn March 2020, a book will come out with the praise of Stephen King. The book will garner praise from other big names, and articles about the book have already pointed out its seven figure advance. The publishing industry has been hard at work since last year to make sure you know about this book.

To those familiar with the controversy around American Dirt, this may sound familiar. A white woman has written a book that fictionalizes a story many people have survived and the book is receiving tremendous backing and promotion. The book this time, though, is titled My Dark Vanessa. The book I wrote, Excavation, is a memoir with eerie story similarities, and was published by a small press in 2014.

The road to publishing Excavation began in 2012, when my friend, author Emily Rapp, suggested I write a Modern Love column.

I had never heard of Modern Love. I had no idea what its cultural significance was, that it had millions of readers and fans. I knew it was in the New York Times, which I didn’t read. Emily said, Hey, you should take a shot at this! and I took her advice, because at the very least, I could treat it as a writing prompt. I could find a way to write about love in a fresh, interesting way.

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Wendy C. Ortiz

Written by Wendy C. Ortiz

Wendy C. Ortiz is the author of Excavation: A Memoir, Hollywood Notebook, and the dreamoir Bruja.

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Thanks for this essay and for Excavation. I can see how you might have given up on your memoir, and am glad you didn’t. Having read and taught Excavation (and vowing to pretend the other book doesn’t exist), I believe another factor is at play…

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Just ordered your book.

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Thanks for this important essay, on your experiences with Excavation, and on this wave of bs with American Dirt. We who write all think at some point that this is us, that the industry doesn’t want us, that we suck so bad as writers that they don’t…

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