Even if I were to find someone, the fact that she'll be turned off because I have no experience really haunts me. Even if I "succeeded" I'd still fail as she'd leave. It's even worse that she's probably not even a virgin. I am plagued by painful memories of undeserving people in my highschool experience getting a gf while I didn't get anything. I am also completely inexperienced. Normies have things like snapchat and the like and I've never used it or anything.
