Wow! 5 million subscribers. I want to take a moment to let you guys in on a little bit of where I came from.
Four years ago I was a nerdy programmer. (I’m still nerdy, by the way.) It was decent money but I was…bored. Not bored in the sense of, “this job sucks, I wish I was playing video games right now,” but bored in the sense of, there’s something greater calling me. I felt this powerful, inexplicable sense that I had a mission in this world.
For some people this is a religious feeling, but for me it was weirdly…cultural. It’s hard to explain, but I guess I felt like I wanted to connect people from different countries to one another in a way that made people feel good. Like, to bring a little bit of my own joy and positivity into the world, from one culture to another.
And so four years ago I quit my job.
And yeah, maybe this all sounds stupid to you. “Get a real job, hippie!” And I get it, because sometimes I think this way when I hear this kind of stuff from other people. But that’s honestly how I felt. Like, how else does one get the motivation to leave a six-figure salary and a promising career as a software engineer to…become a full-time YouTuber? It literally doesn’t make sense. It’s not a rational decision unless you’re driven by something that’s frankly a little bit out there.
And I doubted myself constantly. For the first year or two of making videos I was earning below the federal poverty level, and by the second year I was ready to quit. It was so depressing making videos that no one watched. It just felt like no one cared. I remember dusting off my old coding interview books – my plan was to start studying for another software job.
And then something…just clicked, and my videos started going viral in a way that felt like, hey, maybe there’s something here after all. Ironically, the video that finally took off was something I almost didn’t post, until a friend encouraged me: “why not post it? Just one last time, and *then* go back to the software job.”
And fast forward to today, and this whole thing has succeeded beyond anything I could have ever imagined. Thanks for helping me on my mission to make the world a little smaller!