/hikki/ - Hikikomori

Hey BOfag, is a battlestation/room thread ok? Or is it a strictly japanese thing to make it nice?

>>1012
It doesn't matter.

>>1030
It does. You matter.

>>1063
nuh uh none of it matters

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>>733
I keep seeing this whenever I load up this board, and want to join the ICO talk, but can't really think of anything to say...

test

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>>959
Start yourself.

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Jello, please add my banner for my CRBA shrine fansite. It should go to https://crba.dedyn.io

>>1111
nice bump you drunk faggot kys

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>>1110
Perhaps "the religion of egalitarianism" would've communicated the sentiment better. Also interesting perspective, it haven't occurred to me it might be just a convenient pretence, rather than the lack of understanding.

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idk what schizophrenic drivel this is, i just think rumia a cute

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>>1114
>anime has no proper dialog
>kids grow up not being able to think deeply if they live in anime
>they end up calling critical thinking schizophenia 
A long time ago halfuck's advice board realized, and I mean many years ago as I have not used halfcuck in many many years, that any OP with an anime image or pepe/wojak was basically retarded. Is it always true? No, but it will attract retards regardless and I for one know why. Anime is shallow and attracts shallow people. 2hu is itself may not be an anime but so much fanmade stuff is made due to the girls being simply pretty without regard to the actual original bullhell games that literally none of the posters of such 2hus has likely ever played. The music is what was interesting with Zun and nobody ever posts that, just his loli fetish over and over and his actual original drawings were shit. He only was talented as a musician. 
>>1112
And yet the comment you link is saging? Is my bumping just once a bad thing? Why would I not bump? May you be cursed with a long enough life to realize how retarded you are. 
>>1113
You should always assume they are lying. Most humans are liars by default. They think it's a good thing too, using 

And no that is not AI; I just combined two images together and blurred them mostly, also changing the eyes and adding the text. I would have made it look like the baby was inside something but realized it was not worth it as I'm just going to get a one liner insult most likely anyway.

>>1071
Fuck two threads for one topic, reposting here.

>What music do you /hikki/'s like?

All sorts of stuff, mostly metal, rock, and a bit of punk but mostly the really loud and heavy stuff like grindcore. But I'm not too keen on goregrind as much as I am on black and death metal.

But I also enjoy a bunch of j-rock, j-metal, and even some j-pop and synthpop if it's catchy and quick enough. Yes, this includes some k-ON and Love Live tracks. Love me some Guilty Kiss and Yohane character songs.

And video game OSTs, especially of games that have a special place in my heart like the entire Morrowind, C418, Amnesia, and Doom collections.

I don't know what genre (hardcore industrial ambient?) musicians like Goth Von Core and Lights Out God Help Me are, but they sound like what you'd hear in a vampire night club in a Bladerunner film. These are also great for mindlessly mindful aggression.

But it can be good more often than not to chill out with no-music ambient like from MyNoise as well as dozens of channels like Sword Coast Soundscapes, Michael Ghelfi, Kevin MacLeod, and other more 2spooky music like OSTs from Silent Hill and Amnesia and musicians like Lustmord and Ahasverus. The latter two I think are called dark industrial ambient or darkwave or something, don't know and don't really care that much except to identify the kind of music so

This will either piss you off, or...
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>>914
I was tortured by tinnitus after shooting a gun without hearing protection. It went away after around 3 years. It got me into a cannabis habit which helped because of the effect it has on blood pressure and muscles near the ears. I stopped smoking and now I'm dealing with the negative side effects.

>>1036
>The current state of my life is so precarious that any change will mean I'll have to end it.
Same here, my plan is to leech from my parents for as long as I can and when I see the writing on the wall that they're going to kick me out or when I just feel like the humiliation is too much to bear I'll hang myself from my childhood room's balcony in the middle of the night when all the lights are off so nobody will be able to "save" me

>>86 (OP) 
suffering from severe schizophrenia, at times it becomes bad enough that i see death as an escape from the psychological torment it brings me.

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>>86 (OP) 
Haven't wanted to KMS in a long time, but I do fantasize even edgier things which I don't want on my mind and hate the sudden flashes that refuse to leave for even hours even drowning in junk food binges (my go-to for when in a foul or depressed mood) or blasting music into my ears at eardrum-busting volume to make the badwrong thoughts and badwrong feels go away now now right now.

But I'm looking to exit plans out of NEEThood and escaping being an abuse victim of hateful elders who claim to want to support and nurture me but their actions prove the opposite and I believe they just want me around so they can continue to use me to be psychic vampires of my well-being and because they like to torment the weak and dependent.

All my friends have either moved away or live in other countries (real friends, not anons) so I don't have any friends anymore in a sense. I have no one to call or hang out with at the moment (it's been like this for 2 years now).

I rarely get out of bed.

I don't have fights with my family, we get along.

they are the only people I have substantial human contact with

>>22 (OP) 
After the first few years she stopped caring. Although she still views me as a parasite and takes her frustration out on me and gets very short with me a lot.
All I can hope for is that God kills me soon.

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>>22 (OP) 
Wish I could've had a family like in an american family show (like 7th heaven or whatever).
Seems like most "parents" are passive, which is wrong. You should ALWAYS be active in everything.
But I've grown past the need for guidance.
Now I just try to stay on the right path and hope that something clicks to make me immune to sinful things.
I'm going to try to completely avoid all temptations, but it'll be hard, since I don't have much(healthy things) to occupy my time with.

mom sometimes yells at me, tells me i'm a failure, morally bankrupt, and a leech and how i should 'grow up' and get a job and stop wasting my life and time on useless, childish pursuits
otherwise barely acknowledges my existence, and typically only to yell at me for not immediately washing dishes and shit
just waiting for the day when risk/reward ticks over to show murder as advantagous and imprisonment an acceptable loss

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>>22 (OP) 
Guilt that I am the way I am because of their failure to raise me.

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When you realize there's nothing you can do to fix yourself, that is liberation. Can you understand a negative statement in a positive way? You can't self-improve or be better: you don't have to. If you see yourself in the correct way, you realize you're perfectly imperfect as you are, as you were always meant to be. You can see you're just as much extraordinary natural phenomena as the shape of a fire, the song of a bird, the wind echoing across snowy peaks and valleys below, all the stars above, the arm of the Milky Way you see in the dead of night -- you are just like that, there's nothing wrong with you at all.

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>>1038 (OP) 
RIGHT WING BASICS
http://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1pi20Rr9_BxBbMIfcZUTTGslfZTifEiCm
google drive easy to use interface
download the whole blob or pick and choose

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>>1094
INFO BLOB MEGA PACK
http://drive.google.com/drive/folders/13gNcyzC7QvfTbXcVSqorj1pZmFb-csP6
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>>1095
book charts

>>1081
Naw he's just new, of which is funny because it's hikki of which implies that likely people that are neets and hor hikki are very young aka still k-12.

*or 
not hor
obvs

But then somebody up there says they're 33 and yet they also say they werk. It being 'funny' still stands. Like /r9k/ wanting kids hikki has jobs. Such normalfag. Wow. You are now cursed to notice how often people type normie also on this site. The only hikkis that will be on here will be retired men with children that simply don't wanna be jewed by shit like facebook so they eventually find their way over on to imageboards, or at least come back to them like a kid does go back to church once older. Some may program at home for werk but you don't sit there on dank imageboards learning their culture and be successful at the same time as addictive behavior prevents success, or rather a workaholic does not have a life at all if he also has kids especially. 
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>>273
this nigger right here says  he works 3 days a week: >>242

Like with the /r9k/ your ilk sucks at gatekeeping.

>>1084
>You are now cursed to notice how often people type normie also on this site
The fact that the term "hikikomori" has garnered mainstream media attention makes it inevitable that we will see quite a few pesky normalfags around these parts, but if you look at the state of most anonymous imageboards currently you'll find that this one is much better (when it comes to lack of normalfags) than most. I'm not exactly sure as to why, but I'm glad that we can at least have this place to talk with each other no matter how slow it is.

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>>1082
If you really think crypto is anything more than a trap bait, I have penis enlargement pills to sell you.

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>wake up whenever
>check chans
>check jewtube
>check email
>maybe make something easy to eat while watching whatever
>lurk on chans while playing vidya or watching anime or whatever
>read for 15 minutes when i can work up the focus, if friday read outside
>work out when i can work up the focus
>feed pet
>make dinner
>smoke if i feel like it, usually dont
>drink
>fap
>lie awake thinking about things
>sleep

i like breakcore mostly, it keeps me sane! my friend also showed me aphex twin's songs recently; its really calming ^^

irrelevent but I'm glad there's still a sign of life here

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We have a music thread already.

>>1059
I think it's because there's no place quite like this (to my knowledge at least). There's a few imageboards/textboards that haven't been (fully) infiltrated by normalfags quite yet, but none of them focus on the hikikomori aspect as much as this one, although that comes with the obvious drawback of appealing to a very niche userbase, which leads to the general inactivity that can be noticed here. This isn't inherently a bad thing for me, since I generally prefer slower boards, but I have to admit that it is a bit disheartening how there are only a few posts every month.

>>1041 (OP) 
become a TRUE hikkikomori and listen to loli ripe....