gary/pids/xx3gbertslayer669xx/absolx190
We have tried our very best to, but it is with no doubt that we absolutely have not covered everything that this man has done. Information about him actively continues to come out, and he continually finds new victims. He has self-reported that at the moment he has 8.
We are aware that this document is a bit jumbled at parts, and may read as incomplete, but we’re certain the message gets across, and are frankly tired of him and his behavior being watered down to TikTok drama for rant accounts to post about.
We have been working on this document for a month now. It’s becoming strenuous trying to squeeze everything he’s done and continues to do into the document whenever misinformation about him is constantly being spread and he is only garnering more support from misguided children who think problematic = good. Please, do not contact this man. Do not give him your time of day. Cybertip him and block him. Do not let yourself fall victim to his behavior. He is nothing but evil.
We also ask that you please keep in mind this document does have some unfinished aspects and minor errors.
Most of this is now inaccurate and has since been changed. This was all at the time of the document initially being written.
Aside from these links, please keep a look out for his god awfully ugly trollsona. He switches users like clothes, but this character is his main OC and that’s consistent throughout all of his social media.
Other common themes on his social media are overtly sexual discussions about Glisten and/or Shrimpo from Dandy’s World, discussions of necrophilia, and drawn pornography of all of the previously mentioned. On his twitter, he posts this content to the main SFW Dandy’s World tag.
this document is not meant to be an inflammatory argument about proshipping or ship discourse. the inclusion of the drawn pornography is because this is a grown man exposing minors to sexual content. whether or not you are profiction or antiship, you should have enough rationale to post your art to a strictly 18+ audience with the proper warnings.
ages of miscellaneous individuals will only be clarified if it provides additional context
Gary, also known as pids (xx3gbertslayer669xx on tiktok/absolx190 on tumblr/trickybangbanggooberblat on discord) has groomed multiple minors, aged 17, 14, 16 and 14/15; he is 21 years old. He has spoken sexually to many other children in a similar age range. he struggles with paraphilic disorder and faked receiving treatment/a diagnosis for such, specifically raptophilia and necrophilia, and frequently expresses his struggle with this to his underaged (now former) friend who is 17 years old.
he posts cropped pornography, usually depicting rape and/or necrophilia, to his tiktok where his following consists vastly of minors. he posts the uncropped and uncensored versions of these drawings to his tumblr and twitter.
In June of 2025, for the entire month, Gary would groom a 17 year old girl- Luna. the two of them became friends because of their mutual interest in dandy's world- specifically glisten and shrimpo. Throughout their friendship, Gary would consistently attempt to push Luna's boundaries in various ways, such as spamming, suddenly talking about characters explicitly, sending explicit art, amongst other things.
There is no way that Gary was not aware of the age gap between the two. he would make his age very explicitly known and emphasized it in a server that the two of them had shared after Luna invited him
“Gary: im 20”
Likewise, Luna's age has never been any sort of secret.
“(a screenshot of Luna’s discord at the bio at the time, showing that they’re 17)”
“Gary : you’re a minor and i’m an adult. like yeah you may be 17 turning 18, but that doesnt mean that this was your fault and responsibility”
eventually, Luna cut contact with him for his behavior, in which Gary would proceed to post vague things about her on his tumblr, instagram and tiktok stating that he didn’t regret it and tag these posts with “bunny” because the species of the girls’ fursona was a rabbit.
“(an instagram story of Gary's stating that he doesn’t regret what he’s done)”
“(an instagram story by gary mocking Luna for viewing his story, ‘funny funny funny i see you’ with a bunch of bunny emojis)”
“(a tiktok caption of one of Gary’s posts saying ‘i don’t regret what happened’)”
“(Censored screenshot of what's suspected to be inappropriate art of Luna’s Persona, with the tag “bunny”)”
“(a comment on his own video, saying ‘sweet little bunny’)”
Gary would continue to stalk her until august. eventually, garys at the time long term partner Anon 3 found out about this, and Luna would confide in Anon 3 what happened between her and Gary. The two of them would break up, and Gary would go on to attempt to groom Val, who is 15 years old. in mid october, Gary would confide in multiple of his friends what happened between him, Luna, Anon 3, and Val, detailing his thought process whenever he was grooming Luna and Val.
here’s screenshots of one of these conversations with an Anon,
“i sent pornographic drawings and talked about explicit subjects with a 17 year old in june, that only lasted a month because i got intoxicated and started telling them stuff like “you remind me of when i was 14 and vulnerable and bad” and how i missed being groomed. she cut me off after that and i ended up stalking her accounts and making vague posts about her with the tag “bunny” because her sona was a rabbit and how i “dont regret it.” but i felt that way because i went as far as to convince myself that. that is who i am now and that i shouldnt feel guilt or shame for hurting someone younger than me, and that it was “ok” since she was gonna be 18 soon. the stalking, the posting, and interacting with her posts went up until august when Anon 3 found out. between those months, the consequences of me doing all that got worse until it got bad enough where she told Anon 3. thats why Anon 3 left.
when me and her first met everything was fine, we interacted normally and like. i didnt have any intention of going as far as repeating what my groomer did to me. then one day i drew porn of glisten and knowing she liked glisten too. so i impulsively told her something like. that would make her curious into wanting to look at it too. at first i was like “i shouldnt be doing this why do i want to though” but then i just started thinking like, “i want to see what [Gary's groomer] felt like when she hurt me”. i wanted a sense of familiarity to her because i was so awfully attached to her and when i finally cut her off last year it just felt like i couldnt live without her. ive known that person since i was 14 up until 19.”
“since Anon 3 left thats all thats been on my mind and xe was the only one i really talked to about it (other than my therapist) its really helped me like, reflect on stuff and just talking it all in even if its so hard to do.
its hard to do because never in my life did i imagine myself doing that. especially since ive always been so strongly against it.
it quite literally felt like a very fast downward spiral leading up to that moment. because i was already making myself worse and worse by indulging in rape and necrophiliac fantasies also talking to people that are in their 30s and 40s just to see if i could get a sense of being with [Gary’s groomer] again
not to mention i started drinking which made everything so much worse
i just didnt care anymore because i felt so useless and unlovable without the person who hurt me in my life anymore”
Gary outlines a myriad of reasons for his behavior throughout their friendship, from his alcoholism, to his own pining for someone who he was groomed by himself, to a poor lack of impulses and feeling like he was going down a “very fast downward spiral”. I wouldn't call this sugarcoating, but it is clear in the way Gary speaks about it that he feels some level of disconnect from his actions, that still emits a clear sense of guilt. It is clear that Gary struggles with some level of narcissistic grandiosity, as before he feels the need to discuss his wrongdoings and how his victims were affected, he feels the need to explain his thought process. It's not inherently justification, but it’s a tactic of looking for pity commonly seen in people who have a severe martyrdom complex.
here is another conversation that Gary had with Anon 4, in which Gary admits that he went on to attempt to groom Val:
“dude it sounds stupid as fuck but ever since blot came out thats when i started getting worse again, so so fast. making me do all that shit, i didnt want sympathy or pity for all that. and it was getting fucking terrifying because i started trying to move onto Val who is 15 after Luna cut contact off with me because i drunk texted her creepy shit. like, yeah i didnt fully do anything but its the fact i still wanted to hurt Val that is still terrible.”
Once again, mind the way Gary speaks about his own actions- he states that ‘it was terrifying’ as if he wasn't the one doing these things, only to go on to downplay them by saying that he “didn’t fully do anything.” Even though he can still acknowledge that this is a terrible thing to do, his grandiosity prevents him from fully acknowledging the extent of what he had done, even though he claims not to want sympathy or pity.
Gary mentions that around the time blot was released in dandy's world, his mental health took a decline and he started behaving predatorily. blot was released on may 23rd.
This would be accurate to the time he started to groom Luna. the timeframe of his relationship with Val is currently unknown, but if we were to hypothesize, we can assume it would’ve been around mid-to-late June or early July whenever things between the two of them became predatory. This is two children, back to back, that he has admitted to behaving extremely predatorily around. it only makes it even worse that the individual he was having this conversation with, Anon 4, is 17 years old.
please mind, throughout all of this, how adamantly he downplays that he did anything serious and how he speaks very vaguely of his actions, only describing what he talked about as “explicit subjects” and doing everything he can to make it seem like he was misled or misguided into grooming two children.
his behavior is far, far more vile than he let on in any of these admissions of guilt. The following screenshots are all explicit things that he’s said and/or pornographic material that he’s sent to Luna:
“Gary: i want to fuck glisten
im so attracted to glisten
imagine groping glisten as he keeps pushing your hands away but like you overpower him and keep touching his body and stuff and he just looks so annoyed and defeated knowing whats
glisten is my bitch
random but imagine fingering glisten and feeling inside of him i mean what
tomorrow i swear to god i will start on glisten gooner animation
i need to be inside glisten really bad
lets ALL touch glisten inappropriately”
“Gary: unless there was glisten gay sex simulator then i would
luna im sorry if i make you uncomfortable about the way i talk about glisten i just have bad self control when it comes to my favorite characters”
“Gary: ive come to accept that my art is absolute shit and nobody can convince me otherwise all i will draw from now on is glisten gooner art and maynnj probably idk”
“Gary: ok these are definitely the best drawn ones i love them im #1 glisten gooner you cant compete
(a drawing of glisten being raped, a drawing of rodger raping glistens twisted form/corpse)
i just realized i can make a gooner animation of glisten if i wanted to hold on”
“Gary: im sexually attracted to glisten
i need to draw maynnj doing things to glisten”
“Gary: Luna i love it so much maynnj x glisten real
i want glisten
i need to use glisten as a fleshlight
i need to dream about bottom glisten bad
this is literally the only good glisten porn ive ever found and i love it i dont care
(the same drawing as before, rodger raping glistens twisted form)”
“Gary: i want glisten real bad
my coping mechanism is porn consumption and glisten gyatt
what glisten sees before i touch him”
(just a lot of nsfw related things about glisten)
“Gary: this one was like.. like something glisten said after having his way with shrimpos corpse
(a drawing gary made of glisten holding shrimpos decapitated head, saying ‘he made me feel beautiful again, he couldnt fight back this time’)
i love my shrimpo x glisten hc”
“Gary: anyway i love necrophiliac glisten and my trollsona is a necrophile and i project onto him”
“Gary: i mean i can show this one i drew it a few months ago when i was still developing a way to draw glisten
(a pornographic drawing of glisten gary made)”
“Gary: i found this on twitter and i hate it because they made shrimpo look like a shota, i wanna remake it
(a drawing parodying the ‘i depend on you’ artwork with glisten and shrimpo)”
“Gary: i look at these like a dying soldier sometimes
(two pornographic drawings of glisten, both of which depicting glisten being raped)”
“Gary: g-g-g-g-guys?
(A drawing of Gary’s trollsona and Glisten where Gary drew discharge over it trying to be funny)”
Keep in mind he’s making suggestive jokes like these with a 17 year old at the time.
“Gary: ok im done
(a drawing that Gary made of Glisten, presumably post-rape)”
“Gary: i drew more but they are on my laptop somewhere
(a drawing of Glisten using Shrimpos decapitated head to perform oral on himself)”
“(a drawing of Glisten having sex with Glisten’s decapitated corpse, saying ‘you’re so much better cold, my dear Shrimpo)”
This disgusting behavior of his wasn’t new in their friendship, either. Even whenever they first met and spoke on tiktok, Gary’s humor was extremely crude throughout their conversations
“Luna: I didn't mean to lay a baby (in reference to starting a tiktok streak pet)
Gary: it’s okay i don’t mind having an extra baby to add to my collection
i already had one with midori (yttd), glisten dw, and NiGHTS
i had 4 with glisten though i made him give birth to them
Luna: WOW
pooping babies out like it ain’t NOTHING!!
Gary: I FORCE HIM TO LIKE LIKE”
“Gary: luna_buna, I’ve been meaning to share something with you for a while now, and I hope you can understand how important this is to me. You’ve been such a wonderful friend, and your presence has brought so much joy and warmth to my life. Over time, my feelings for you have grown deeper, transforming from friendship into something more profound. I cherish every moment we spend together, and I find myself constantly looking forward to talking to you, sharing jokes and fun times with you. This isn’t easy for me to say, but I want you to know how much you mean to me. You are a very kind person, and I love everything about you. You’re funny and kind, no matter what your feelings might be, I treasure our friendship and value you deeply. I just felt it was important to be honest with you about how I feel. I love you, banal, and it’s completely fine if you don’t like me back, I will respect that decision as long as it doesn’t affect our friendship afterwards. But what I’ve been meaning to ask is will you be my partner?”
“Luna: Eggbertplant John slayer taveo I will whip you with my iron fist
Who’s banal. are you CHEATING on me???
I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS.
AFTER FIFTEEN YEARS.
Gary: glisten cuz he’s better in every way
BUT I SENT THAT TO ANOTHER ONE OF MY FRIENDS THE OTHER DAY AND THEY THOUGHT I WAS BEING SERIOUS”
“Gary: NO I HAVE A BETTER IDEA
WE TAKE SHRIMPO AND GLISTEN TO A HOTEL
AND WE WATCH THEM HAVE GAY SEX ON THE CUCK CHAIR”
“(Gary giving his discord to Luna)”
No matter what you may think, it’s completely unacceptable to talk to someone who you have a near 4 year age gap with in this way- especially while they are underaged, and especially whenever you know their humor is crude as well so they’d be more likely to play along. It’s EXTREMELY inappropriate to talk to someone who you haven’t even had the personal social media of (aside from TikTok) before you even get that. Before you can even establish boundaries. Before you can even really know their name.
But as you can see, Gary is no stranger to behaving inappropriately and overstepping boundaries. Here are some of the conversations that Gary would have with Val, notice how they’re extremely one-sided and Val does their best to dodge his advances or ignore his texts:
“Gary: isn’t it funny
Val
Val: hi
Gary: hi val
Val: hey
Gary: :3
Val: ^_^
Gary: hi
Val: i had a nap
Gary: thats good that you did
thats very nice
Val: what up
Gary: :))
thats funny
Val”
“Val: yes?
Gary: thank you
Val: i love you friend
Gary: :3
Val: ^w^
Gary: thats silly and cute of you
:3
Val
Val
Val
we should call again soon
Val: yes!
sorry i am animating so i couldn’t see the dm
Gary: you’re fine, val
what are you thinking val
Val: many things
gary: spill me Val”
“Val: well…i am thinking about having to plan out the meet up me and Anon are gonna have in december
im gonna have to save up money in september just for him
Gary: thats cute
i hope it goes well for you two, val
Val: thank you gary
Gary: yes val
val
val
Val: yes?
Gary: :3”
“Val: (^w^)
Gary: :3
Gary: LOL SORRY I LOWKEY GOT EVIL LAST NIGHT AND STARTED BEING WEIRD
Val: ITS OKAY
i got a bit concerned but its fine
Gary: i did wanna say more but thats for another time maybe
giggle
hehehe i get weird with certain people when im drunk, my bad
Val: dont worry dont worry i could tell you were drunk anyway so i didn’t dwell on it
Gary: you’re cute
val, in response to a video gary sent: THIS WAS SO FUNNY
gary: yeah
hi val
:3”
“(Gary constantly spamming Val over the span of ~14 days)”
Talking to someone underage while intoxicated, especially in this manner, is EXTREMELY inappropriate, and even when sober, he implied he’d like to continue some other time. That is legitimately just filthy behavior.
The following screenshot is Gary acknowledging how young Val is:
“Gary: I MEAN ANON DID TELL ME YOU’RE LIKE
16 SO LIKE
I GUESS I DID? IF THAT COUNTS
Val: IM 15 TURNING 16 SO ITS GONNA BE TRUE
Gary: OMG MY LITTLE MILES IS GROWING”
And here’s him trying to see if he can get this 15 year old to draw pornography for him:
“Val: MESSAGE ME ON DISCORD WHEN YOURE DONE THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DRAW SO I CAN GET THE STUFF YOU ASK FOR LIKE REF SHEETS AND STUFF
i literally dont get notified on here at all i dont know whys that
Gary: literally trying so hard to think of something safe for work
Val: a little suggestive is fine but not too much
Gary: draw maynnj digging in glistens butt with his finger”
He’s making an active effort to gauge how well he can overstep Val’s boundaries. Luckily, Val would shut down his advances quickly, and as far as any of us know, this commission did not come to fruition.
The following screenshots are Gary adamantly messaging Val on instagram after
Victim 3 is the youngest of the victims, having been 12 when they met and 14-15 at the time of these screenshots.
I truly, honestly, do not have much commentary. He is explicitly sexting a 15 year old at 20 in these screenshots.
The following screenshots consist of Gary discussing how he’d rape them, attempting to pressure them into sending nudes, attempting to re-contact them on art fight, and drawing pornography of their sona with his own.
“Gary : Me in real life (image of Gary's sona holding a mutilated, and headless corpse, and gary replying to Anon 6 with a voice message)
Anon 6 : hes such a creep i love him OKAY thank you gary
Gary : He’d be such a creep towards you HAHAHA”
“Anon 6 : I used to when i was 11, its why i made my name anon 6
Gary : I know that silly, i love (???) but other than that im so fucking hard again how many times do you gotta make me cum
Anon 6 : its not intentional
Gary : Just means more anon 6 x hatty drawings LOL
Anon 6 : oh, well yay !
Gary : thats what gets me going
You yourself make me cum so much “
“ Gary : where are you sweetie
Anon 6 : (censor)
Gary : awwww i wish i was there with you
Hehe can i tell you something
Anon 6 : sure
Gary: Id hold you down and rape you if i was there with you
Anon 6 : oh okay“
“ Gary : maynnj is a purple blood cause i love clowns
Hey (anon 6)
Anon 6 : Maynnj is so cool i love him
Hi gary
Gary : im throbbing talking to you like this
Anon 6 : oh okay“
“ Gary : whats on your mind anon 6
Anon 6 : hattington
Gary : what about him
Anon 6 : hoping i dream of him again
Gary : Image if you had a wet dream of him “
“ Anon 6 : were you lying when you said you dont like underage people in your list of paraphilias? Im curious now i guess
Gary : im not sure
Anon 6 : ok!! Was just curious
Gary : but you anon 6
Your innocence and naivety makes me second guess “
“ Anon 6 : i mean you technically fit the line of being a pedo ha
You’re 21 and im 15, that fits the 6 year age gap thingy
Gary (Previous message that anon 6 replies to) : you’re innocence and naivety makes me second guess
Anon 6 : i see
Gary : yeah you are right
But it's you anon 6
You
It's only you“
“ Gary : it turns me on so much that youre only 15 and im 21
I want to rape your cute 15 year old body
I want to to rape your 15 year old body hard “
“Anon 6 : i think my trollsona would get in trouble a lot for hanging with yours since maynnj is a highblood
Gary (Replying to anon 6) : I agree
Bro maynnj would be constantly touching him and shit giggle
Anon 6 : haha
Gary: hehe i may be projecting
Definitely projecting“
“Gary: i hope you’re having fun dear
Im having fun with myself thinking about you
Anon 6: euh
Gary: you’re so fucking erotic
Tell me your’re my good boy
You’re such a good boy Anon 6
(making fun of a typo)
You love older men taking advantage of you dont you i love taking advantage of you
It turns me on so much that you’re only 15 and im 21”
It’s completely obvious Anon 6 is uncomfortable with the things Gary was saying. There was no initiation or even any kind of engagement from Anon 6, regardless Gary persisted in his disgusting behavior.
“Gary (Replying to an image anon 6 sent of themself) : i wanna bite your neck
You should show me more pictures of yourself silly
Anon 6 : LOL ok
(Replying to a drawing Gary made) this is so good i cant stop thinking about it
Gary : That turns me on so much
Anon 6 you’re so fucking hot holy shit”
Again more examples of Gary being persistently gross after Anon 6 shows no interest in his sexual comments.
“Gary : you’re such a good boy arent you
i love you so much yay
(Anon 6 replies with an emoji)
Gary : tell me you are Anon 6 come on silly
Anon 6 : euhhh
Gary : Anon 6 dear
Anon 6 : i am a good boy, are you happy you creep
Gary : Pretty please
Anon 6 : tehe
Gary : Fuck yeah i am“
“Gary : Anon 6
i wanna fuck your young body so bad Anon 6
i came so hard to this just now dear”
“Gary : hey Anon 6
wanna try something new with me
Anon 6 : uh
tell me what it is and i’ll decide based off of whatever you’re thinking about
Gary : send me pictures of your body
im fucking throbbing right now
Anon 6 : im gonna put a firm no on that one for now, sorry
im too old to be doing that and i dont know
its different, you know me personally
i dont know what you could do with those in the long run
Gary : i can tell how scared you are
Anon 6 : yeah”
“Gary: Anon 6
Anon 6: I'm just being paranoid
It happens
Gary: just send me some pics buddy
I'm fucking throbbing here dude
don't leave me blueballed
Anon 6: it's my one exception i don't know man
Gary: i won't blackmail you, i promise
Anon 6: I know, but I also don't know that
Gary: Anon 6
Anon 6: sorry gary :(“
“Gary: the biggest thing I'd do with it is jerk off to it
your beautiful young body
Anon 6: I know, it just kinda fucks with everything in the long run
Gary: god I'm so fucking horny again
Anon 6: I'm fine with what we're doing now but I don't want to do the picture stuff just cause. again you know me personally
and you know people i know
Gary: Anon 6
Anon 6: I'm just being paranoid
it happens
Gary: just send me some pics buddy”
“Gary: Say it
tell me you are
Anon 6: im a good boy
Gary: I'd grab your crotch and caress it if I could anon 6
Anon 6: euh
Gary: I'd make your first time feel amazing
come back my little shotacon
Anon 6: I don’t know what to say
Gary: that's ok
you get me harder and harder each time”
“Gary: even after cumming so much I'm so turned on by you
Anon 6: is that a good thing
Gary: yes it is
it just means your partner loves you very much if so silly
Anon 6: yeah, I guess. I'm just trying to adjust to this
Gary: god.
you're such a good boy aren't you”
“ Gary : make a hole in him “
“Gary : hay is for horses!
Anon 6 : true!
Gary : just wanted to let you know that
Anon 6 : thanks mr. garreth
Gary : that i love talking like this to someone as young as you you cutie pie
Anon 6 : oh ok!! it’s fun talking to someone older than me and cooler
Gary: it’s thrilling
and erotic”
“ Anon 6 : kind of
Gary : hehehe
does it make you shy or nervous
or both
Anon 6 : nervous i think
i can’t tell
Gary : it’ll be alright
Anon 6 : okay thank you
Gary : just keep it a secret
our little secret
ok?
Anon 6 : ok”
“Gary : you remind me of when i was 15
Anon 6 : funnily i’m 15 next month
Gary : that’s so ironic
i wish i was 15 again
Anon 6 : ill try to make the best of my shot being 15 in your honor“
“Anon 6: im sorry for messaging you goodbye im conflicted on you
Gary: i mean, if you still want me then i don’t mind if we kept it up LOL”
This message was quite literally sent by Gary on the 19th of December, despite claiming he’s seeking help and no longer engaging in this behavior he continues to attempt contact towards Anon 6.
At the moment, this is only alleged, but it is confirmed that the two of them, at the very least, had sex. Anon 5 was made to watch Gary have sex with an online friend that he met up with, Tez.
Gary has been known to abuse alcohol, which has led to multiple physical altercations with their ex partner, Anon 3. Gary was aware his ex was uncomfortable with his drinking, but continued to do it behind their back without their knowledge. When Gary engages with alcohol he has been known to harm his ex partner physically, committing acts such as biting, choking, punching, and even assaulting his ex partner. All of this behavior on top of his creepiness towards minors while intoxicated.
Gary has been aware that his drinking is a problem, but rather than bettering himself, he attempts to use it as a justification for, not just grooming children, but physically abusing Anon 3 as well.
“Anon 3: he told me he was mad at me and he kept trying to choke me over and over and i was panicking and begging him to stop over and over and i felt really scared
and he said he didnt remember until i told him he did that
he said he was sorry
Anon: oh my god Anon 3 im so sorry
jesus christ
im so sorry. you should never have to go through that
i cant imagine how scary it must have been
oh gosh
Anon 3: hes never ignored me like that before, i felt really scared
this was like, 3-4 weeks ago
when it happened”
“Anon: did like…he do it while intoxicated?
Anon 3: thats why i brought it up to him
Anon: yeah
Anon 3 (in reply to anon’s question): i don’t know
he still does it behind my back so i don’t know sometimes
Anon: why the hell does he even do that
i had no idea until you told me
man
Anon 3: i have no clue
his excuse last night was ‘i don’t do it in front of you’
i couldn’t help it”
On top of attempting to justify his alcoholism and use it as an excuse to physically assault his partner, he would constantly verbally abuse them, and if they weren’t complicit in it, he’d become even more aggressive.
“Gary: i hate you
youre the reason i cut myself
i shouldve never been in a relationship again
you dont even wanna talk to me
Anon 3: i do i just dont know how to reply to that because it hurt my feelings
i just keep staring at it because i dont know what to say
Gary: i hope it hurts your feelings bad
i still hate how you left me
i hate you so much for that
Anon 3: i dont know how you want me to respond
Gary: i hate that you said you would give me away
i hate you
i hate you
i want to hurt you
i love hurting you”
“Gary: YOURE THE REASON I CANT STOP CUTTING MYSELF
Anon 3: IM NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
Gary: BECAUSE YOURE STUPID AND I HATE YOU AND I WANT TO HURT YOU
Anon 3: OH
Gary: YOU BETTER NOT LEAVE ME
Anon 3: I WONT
Gary: I HATE YOU
Anon 3: I DONT
Gary: CAN I STRANGLE YOU”
Anon 3 has a severe trigger of clowns. To spite anon, Gary would frequently mention clowns and go out of his way to make his sona a clown.
“Gary: let that be the last time you see my face because i am so attractive and hot and sexy and ngh clowns
Anon 3: i did absolutely nothing to you
i dont know why you get so much enjoyment out of hurting me”
“Gary: i think [gary’s groomer] liked grooming me
i know now
Anon 3: what do you mean you know
Gary: i think she liked it but was only scared of people finding out
Gary, in response to Anon 3’s question: i know
Anon 3: yeah, most groomers are like that. i know [anon 3’s groomer] was
Gary: i know
i know now
i know how she felt
Anon 3: you’re kinda scaring me can you be more specific”
“Gary: why am i scaring you
Anon 3: because if you word it like you know how it feels now it makes it sound like you’re grooming someone
Gary: she knew that i wanted her to love me sexually and i think she did
Anon 3: yeah. she knew it was bad. she’s disgusting for that and everything she put you through
you were a kid, a lonely one, and i’m so sorry you had to endure that pain, it’s weighing you down so much
i love you, i’m here to help you through it
Gary: i know how she felt now
i want to hear it from her
Anon 3: for closure?”
“Anon 3: i can’t call
but what’s up
Gary: i don’t think i can talk to you anymore, for now at least or until you decide on things, i know you do want me around but still you don’t show that and it hurts. i’m sorry i choked you out, hurt you emotionally, hit you, groomed Val, and groomed Luna. i don’t need forgiveness from you, i just wish you can find peace from all this and you can actually believe and trust that i’ll be somebody different from then.
i’ve talked to anon, anon, anon and my therapist about this and they all think its for the best for both of our sake, and i honestly see it.
bye bye, i’ll see you around maybe”
“Gary: do not interact
i love alcohol bitch”
“Gary: dude, literally quit trying to drag anon into this shit its retarded
also if this is about the drinking, just know i don’t care, i only didn’t for your sake but you’re not in my life anymore and sorry for sending you clowns and calling you randomly AND YOU KNOW SHIT LIKE THAT but i don’t want you in my life and i am trying very hard NOT TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE BUT OF COURSE I’M GONNA HAVE SLIP UPS AND CONTACT YOU I’M NOT FUCKING PERFECT DUMMY”
“Gary: you’re expecting way too much out of me and it’s actually frustrating I DIDN’T WANT TO TALK TO YOU LIKE THIS BUT YOU’RE LITERALLY TRYING TO DRAG ANON INTO THIS LIKE OH MY GOD DUDE
i’d rather you block me then sending anon to talk to me, or how about you talk to me you’re acting like i’m a fucking serial killer”
“Gary: i’m too hung over for this shit man
AND THE ONLY REASON I’M TRYING TO SHOW YOU CLOWNS AND SHIT IS SO YOU DON’T COME BACK TO ME AND I DON’T WANT TO GO BACK WITH YOU AS TEMPTING AS IT IS BUT I KNOW YOU DON’T ACTUALLY CARE
leave me alone and i’ll try my best to leave you alone, you already know my past with this shit so just block me on anything and everything so i won’t go crawling to you”
“Gary: and literally please fucking give me time CAUSE I’VE BEEN DOING THIS SHIT WITH PEOPLE MY ENTIRE LIFE IT’S NOT LIKE IT’S GONNA GO AWAY IN A FUCKING INSTANT
at least i’m not straight up batshit and PHYSICALLY GOING TO YOUR HOME AND WATCHING YOU FROM THE FUCKING WINDOW OR BLACKMAILING YOU OR EVEN DOXING YOU”
“Gary: also i fucking hate anon so much and always have that was really retarded trying to get him to talk to me, you know damn well i’d listen to you better than someone i despise
i’m not a fucking pedophile i don’t want to be and i don’t want to be a fucking abuser, i’m trying so hard to move on from that, and if that’s all you want to see me as then so be it”
“Gary: dude, i need closure from you genuinely
i need to know why you groomed me but freaked out when i did to Luna and so much more, Anon 3
can you or someone please talk to me for closure”
“Anon 3: you lied to me about your age and we’re barely even a year apart where’s the grooming
leave me alone. stop acting like a victim”
“Anon 3: when i was leaving him in real life he was grabbing onto me and tugging me telling me not to go and he told me ‘how do you expect me not to do it when i went through it’”
here is a continuation of Anon 4’s confrontation to Gary, unrelated to Doma:
“also you have got to stop posting cropped pornography on your tiktok especially since you know doma follows you + multiple other minors. please invest in a private tiktok for only adults, i kind of hate being flashed with your cropped necrophilia art man”
please remember, Anon 4 is 17 years old. Doma is a 16 year old. These are only two examples of children who have immediate access to the pornographic material he posts. rather than communicating with anon 4 about this, he decided to ghost and block anon 4 without a word.
“Gary: ANON 4 ALSO I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING SUPER DUPER IMPORTANT ITS A LITTLE MATURE THOUGH BUT I NEED TO LET YOU KNOW
Anon 4: WHAT IS IT
SORRY I WAS SLEEPING
Gary: okay so the other day i came to the realization that i actually have paraphilias for rape and necrophilia so i talked about it with a therapist and was told that i cant really get rid of them but theres nothing wrong with indulging in them fictionally and its okay as long as i have no desire to offend but yeah thats been happening and ive felt like, way better but its very conflicting and im just letting you know because, YOU KNOW ABOUT STUFF I DREW
like IVE BEEN INDULGING, I DONT HAVE ANY DESIRE TO ACTUALLY OFFEND sorry for the confusion there. along with that i remembered with how i was exposed to a bunch of rape content and such during my childhood”
it doesn’t take rocket science to see that this is completely unacceptable to share with someone who is underaged. it is one thing to confide to your peers your age that you are learning more about yourself and your mental health, and that you are exploring unconventional coping mechanisms, it is another to introduce that sort of thing to someone who is 17 years old when you yourself are 21.
in the above message, he even expresses having a therapist. journaling this somewhere where you can keep and later show to your therapist to keep track of your mental healths improvement would have been far more productive and way less creepy.
paraphilic disorder is usually not diagnosed by itself. paraphilic disorder is most commonly comorbid with a more complex condition like obsessive compulsive disorder or post traumatic stress disorder, and/or as a result of sexual abuse. gary has clearly expressed that he is in fact a victim of sexual abuse in his childhood, so it makes sense why he would develop a paraphilia into his adulthood.
i, one of the many people writing this, am someone who was medically recognized to struggle with and had to be treated for not just one paraphilia, but two- i was diagnosed whenever i was underaged after experiencing a severe case of sexual abuse. i, too, was told that there are ways to healthily cope with your paraphilic disorder, because it truly never will go away, but the way gary speaks about it seems very vague, and less like he heard this from a therapist…and more like he heard this from a post on tiktok.
The way he is discussing this method of coping is extremely misinformative and is a talking point I see tossed around very frequently in profiction spaces to excuse extremely harmful things like the negative impulses that come with conditions like CSBD/hypersexuality and sharing pornography/discussing fantasies with minors. I'd like to take a second to share my own experience with paraphilic disorder and why this way of thinking is so harmful.
In my personal experience, my paraphilic attraction stems from cPTSD and is worsened by my schizoaffective disorder. Because I was diagnosed underage, more extreme forms of therapies were not accessible without my parents' written permission (which they usually did not give), so it was mainly a type of psychotherapy. Mediums of art have always helped me work through my emotions whenever I am especially struggling with arousal if I were to be reminded of/in the same vicinity as my object of attraction, so I completely understand utilizing art depicting your negative fantasies to try and work through them.
however, no therapist in their right mind would suggest that you confide this with someone who isnt a professional or who you arent in a sexual relationship with, no therapist in their right mind aware that you struggle with grandiosity (it can and will greatly affect the way you conduct yourself on the internet to have an altered sense of self) would tell you to post it where the public can see it, and ESPECIALLY would no therapist tell you to confide this sort of information to someone who is underaged whenever you have a history of doing so previously.
he repeatedly mentions how he has no intention to offend, but i think given his pattern of behavior towards children, this is quite the opposite- its him expressing that he is actively experiencing impulses of wanting to offend, but trying to use fiction as a scapegoat to make his behavior seem better than it truly is- like its coming from a place of trauma, and not because he is creating this content (allegedly) with and for minors.
mind the date of this screenshot. this would have been a few weeks after he commissioned Doma- i feel like it’s safe to hypothesize that at this point he was most likely back in contact with Doma and trying to justify it to the people around himself so that they wouldn’t think anything of it…even if that meant justifying it to a child.
after information from an anon who was a close friend of gary came forward, it turns out that what i suspected was true, he was not actually told any of this information about paraphilias from a therapist, as he would have quit therapy before discovering any of this about himself.
“around the time that me and gary started talking, he said he was in therapy, but only stayed in it for a little while before deciding he wouldn’t go anymore because he said he’d be fine without it. i see in the doc about him saying his therapist was helping him through his paraphilias, this is incorrect, from what i was told, he was no longer in therapy at this time. i’m wondering now if he was ever in therapy.”
said anon would go on to admit that they are the one who told gary that it’d be okay to cope with it fictionally, and state outright that they are no therapist.
with all of this said, if you are experiencing a hard time with sexual impulses, whether it’s an addiction to pornography, thoughts that won’t leave your mind, or something otherwise on that spectrum, please- do not turn to strangers online for help. please stick to searching up coping mechanisms recommended by real, genuine professionals, and if it is within your reach, do not be scared to seek a therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, or whatever other sort of professional help you need. it’s disgusting to lie about something like this, especially whenever he was actively offending at the time of talking to anon 4 like this, and this sort of thing only creates more unfair stigma against individuals who struggle with conditions like this.
even if you aren’t someone who struggles with a paraphilic disorder, i implore you to research them. do not let genuine predators like gary aid in fueling the stigma against sexually disordered people- stay informed, stay cognizant, and beyond all else, stay safe.
“okay we may have gotten rid of EVERYTHING LIKE THE NECROPHILIAC GLISTEN AND RAPIST SHRIMPO BUT WE CANT GET RID OF MAYNNJ HES SO FREAKING AWESOME BUT INSTEAD OF BEING A NECROPHILE HE WILL BE A NORMAL PURPLE BLOOD (serial killer clown freak) AND DOESNT DEFILE CORPSES AND HAS A BIG FAT CRUSH ON GLISTEN”
He continued to fake ‘recovery’ in conversations with Anon 4. Once again, no one cares if you are changing your AU or OC lore. Clearly, what he’s saying in this screenshot though is not true as he’s continued to indulge in necrophilia AND his sona is still a necrophile after all of this.
Anon 7 and Gary gained contact through a commission and a mutual friend of them both, prompting a brief friendship. As of late December Gary posted a video of Anon 7’s oc, this taking place on December 25th. The video shows art of Gary’s trollsona and Anon 7’s jester oc. The art clearly depicting sexual acts between the two characters.
Gary then tagged Anon 7, showing Anon 7 was aware of the posts and the content of them at first. After Anon 7 was notified about Gary’s behavior Anon 7 very quickly blocked Gary, ending all contact between the two.
Despite Anon 7 blocking Gary he has continued to obsess over Anon 7’s oc, changing his profile picture to the oc, and continuing to post cropped nsfw. He also went on to post the uncropped art on twitter.
Despite Anon 7 blocking Gary, he continues to post content of the two engaging in sexual intercourse. I don’t need to explain why this is disgusting behavior. Gary is 21 years old, and Anon 7 is 14, despite it being an oc, there absolutely no reason to create nsfw of a minors oc.
The following account shown, maynnjblatbrfanpage, is an account that was formerly shared between Gary and a now ex-friend of his, Yuri.
after Gary started posting content of Anon 7’s oc and Anon 4’s callout post on him was made, he used this alt account to start boosting his own content, pretending to be the ex-friend that shared access to the account:
“the fanpage: SENPAI WHY MUST YOU DRAW MAYNNJ WITH OTHERS AND NOT ME :(((
Gary: WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME“
“the fanpage: NOTICE ME SENPAI NOTICE ME
Gary: HI YURI HI YURI HI HI YURI”
Luna would go onto ask Yuri about the situation:
“Luna: do you think it could be gary?? i’m not too sure because in past comments gary has said hi yuri too and it’s really confusing
i’m trusting you lots right now
Yuri (will now be referred to as Rory for the remainder of the screenshots): yeah i don’t know why he’s being weird that’s weird as fuck. okay listen
me and Gary shared that account, we posted together on it before i knew about him being a disgusting pedophile, but after i blocked him he kicked me out of that account
i don’t know why he’s posting the ‘hi yuri’ i’m so confused on why that’s recent because i have not interact with him at all
NO WAIT
Luna: WAITS
because this comment to me is definitely him roleplaying with himself”
“Luna: and like these (showing the previous screenshots)
Rory: i went on my other account to go check that fanpage to see if he took my posts down because i hate that my sona is on that page, he probably saw me viewing his page before i blocked him again. oh my god i’m so sorry i’m taking so long to reply i’m literally fucking tweaking that this freak is pretending to be me
my piercing fell out because i’m rambling to my best friend about this i had to fix it hold on
Luna: no it’s okay, i knew something was fishy that’s why i came to check
no please take your time
he’s been pretending to be a lot of people lately so it’s just like ‘is this really rory????’ especially with like roleplaying with himself it’s fucking gross. and on top of that gary is the one who told you never message him again
Rory: i’m tweaking oh my gosh yes exactly”
“Rory: oh this really irks me so fucking bad this asshole
first off, i don’t even go by ‘yuri’ anymore, i started going by rory/harpie right before i cut him off
Luna: anon 3 is just having a lot of trust issues right now especially because someone who was supposed to be close to xem literally still chooses to talk to gary despite hating them for years and lets gary draw gore porn of their fursona
YEAH
Rory: BRUH okay listen
i get it but i jolted out of my bed so quick bruh anon 3 lat least let me explain before you block me after sending a message assuming im interacting with a PEDOPHILE. i honestly, i’m not sure how to prove that’s not me especially considering all the things i’ve already come to you guys about?? i USED to share that account with gary but he changed the password so i can’t get into it anymore
not only that but i am actively sending you guys screenshots of everything i can??”
“Rory: and i literally saw a post last night right before i went to bed of someone calling out gary I REPOSTED IT
i dont know i thought you guys knew about the fanpage? i dont know, i dont know why i didnt mention it? i sort of forgot about it maybe i guess after i blocked him? OH AND
(replying to luna discussing anon 3’s friend) I KNOW! I KNOW WHO THIS IS I HAVE SCREENSHOTS I CAN FIND SCREENSHOTS GUYS DONT JUMP ME
i just haven’t been sending screenshots lately because of the holidays and my bff is still over here
Luna: I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND. i was so confused myself too especially because you’ve been contributing so much and even reached out to me concerned like to me it didn’t make sense at all”
“Luna: and i’m sure that maybe you don’t view yourself this way but i kinda see you as a victim so it feels in my right to at least hear you out before making any opinions on you, i’m glad that i asked because i was like ‘this doesn’t make any sense at all’
please don’t worry like genuinely. i’d rather you live your life than worry about this bullshit and spend time with your family or bff like genuinely i mean this so much
Rory: thank you i don’t know why he’s fucking doing this but it’s pissing me off and making me look like as much of a freak as he is guys that is NOT me but thank you for letting me explain?? because he’s giving the fucking impression
i can’t even type this is irking me so bad
pretending to be me
Luna: I KNOW
it’s a pattern i’ve been noticing especially with like
people who have left his life
it’s irking the fuck out of me too
and the other day i found an animation that was very much of me and my friend val (like we were his first victims) and it just AAAHHH rips my hair out”
as they mention, they have been actively helping on compiling information for the document and correcting some things that we didn’t have full clarity on. it would be insanely weird for someone who has had such a big part in bringing the victims justice to so suddenly turn on us.
Gary blocked them after Anon 4’s callout post came out and it was public that he’s 21 years old.
He also has an alternative Discord account that he uses to prey on people. Here is a statement from Anon 3 stating such:
This is for individuals affected by Gary who:
anon victim: “he talked to me sexually about fictional characters and encouraged my bad behavior and bonded with me over family issues and past trauma”
anon victim: “so, on november 15th, 2025, i began to interact with gary (egbert). we weren’t close, and didnt talk very often, but it was becoming a casual friendship. i included egbert in my moot appreciation post on december 7th, reasoning that i liked his art and oc. personally, i think this is where he first saw an opportunity to really befriend me. when i published the aforementioned post, a moot of mine came to my dms (dec 8) warning me to be cautious because of egbert’s history of grooming and his age (“grown adult,” “he interacted and is friends with other adults” (paraphrasing for the latter)). even though said moot could not fulfill my request for visual proof, they did try to persuade me with the textual information they could provide (sorry if i sound pretentious, im just like this 🥹). i unfortunately didnt listen, dismissing their claims with skepticism and almost fully believing egbert was indeed 14 as he claimed. egbert and i had a few, albeit brief, sexual conversations, and made sexual jokes with each other. i expressed worry over my own morality regarding my dark fantasies and jokes, including those id make/discuss with him, but he dismissed them as being “alright” and something permanent, and therefore something i shouldnt brood on. unfortunately, i listened, and felt comfortable to joke/talk about those things despite not knowing him that well, not even having his discord (which he said he didnt really give out) and only talking through tiktok dms. even when he sent me his rape porn, nonconsensually, i didnt object, and in fact joked about him being a bad influence, not realizing that that genuinely was the case. i think he knew he had some sort of power over me, i was clearly vulnerable.i perceived him as someone i could be comfortable with, who’d love me unconditionally (though those specific feelings went unsaid) despite my immoral jokes and confidently voiced fantasies, and when he entertained and contributed to them, i didnt feel anything but — albeit superficial — happiness. on dec 16th, having conversely grown more and more dreadful, with the thought of egbert secretly being an adult looming over me, i consulted people in an old server of doma’s (the specific setting doesnt matter, really, its just that specifying makes this easier to phrase) that had regrown in activity over the past few months, asking, with a screenshot of his profile, whether he’s an adult with no other context. doma herself confirmed my worries with a simple “yes,” and i was mortified to find out that my moot had been right all along. when i woefully mentioned how egbert lied to me abt his age, doma seemed mortified as well. she then angrily (as egbert was her “buddy” (i feel so bad for her despite not liking her cus egbert’s relationship with her itself was evidently harmful)) confronted egbert in dms, and afterward told me he said “he only followed me cus of my stories” (my stories around the time of november 15th 2025 consisted of a whole truckload of vents (prompted by relevant drama (in fact, i vented to him abt the drama and he allowed me to joke that someone involved that was against me groomed me) and overall poor mental health) aside from normal videos). when i asked her to elaborate on what they discussed in that confrontation, she didnt, likely not seeing my request in the first place. i thought of dming egbert, but i had to do homework, and decided to prioritize my mental health and sanity for the time being. a few hours later, when i finished said homework, i noticed i was blocked by egbert, likely because he knew he’d gotten caught. after that whole thing went down, i just didnt know how to feel.even now, on dec 27, im still processing everything that happened. i regret not listening to my moot the first time, and i regret the fact things could’ve gotten so much worse if i didnt listen at all or didnt mention egbert at all. ever since i got blocked, ive been personally labeling myself as “almost groomed,” as my relationship with egbert never did go deep, but i now realize that i have indeed been in denial. for several months, ive been reflecting on my vulnerability, especially emotionally, caused by and observed in my excessive sexuality and openness, and obvious poor mental health (which is highlighted by the several mental breakdowns ive had and almost constant venting) and with this reflection came thoughts regarding how easily i could be groomed. i never thought about this with full seriousness, and even when my friends voiced their own opinions on the matter, i didnt take them seriously either. in fact, when an acquaintance of mine said i had been groomed by egbert, i denied such a concept specifically, still somehow thinking that despite everything i was invincible or something. but now i realize that things have become so fathomably terrible, and that my initial concerns were never just a hypothetical, and that i could truly be — and was — endangered. i hope that my testimony may show readers that blissful ignorance is not the key; ignoring the concerns of my moot allowed things to escalate. and i hope that readers can see that its truly important to take your own safety, and your associates’ and your own concern for such, seriously; being in denial for so long, and mindlessly joking about the danger ive been in for so long — for so long — seemed to lead to what i fretted coming to light, regardless of the strength and length of my friendship with egbert by the end. please remember, readers, not to feel like you’re invincible, because that allows harm to gradually creep into view, and snatch you up.the fantasy of invincibility is fatal, and i learned that firsthand.”
This section is still a WIP. Please bare with us, thank you!
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This is a list of individuals who are in active support of Gary despite his behavior and their social media so that you know where to find them and to steer clear.