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>>1001462i feel drained right now, in a physical and mental sense
▶ №1001464[Quote]>>1001465
>>1001463i feel you its been rough and finals are soon
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>>1001464not that (though that is something i have been preparing for)
i was on the shroom recently and i just got so pissed off i just decided to quit. people would keep posting stuff about me, and it pissed me off because i know they kept posting it to get attention from me, and i just couldn't take it, and frankly its for the better.
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>>1001465i bet they are going to come on here and just act mindless like they always do i just feel drained after doing that.
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>>1001465>shroomngl bro thats on you. ive been on that site since may 2025 and honestly it fell off so hard.
<i wish they werent all circlejerkers and that they went back to actually being a funny forum. the shroom vs schlog era was their pinnacle.
>>1001466tbf you kinda were like "that gegbull" for a while. you should stop namefagging it might help you
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>>1001467im saying like you should just try to be forgotten. leave the mikobowl stuff behind its obviously not healthy for your mental health
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>>1001467i quit the site for a year and i come back and people STILL want to get something out of me. i just want to talk to others on there and just be me, but it seems like i can't because of some retarded thing i decided to do also
>oh but you did it to yourself! it's your fault!this is what these retards always tell me, sure this may be true, but they are contradicting themselves BECAUSE THEY STILL BRING IT UP AS IF PEOPLE DON'T FUCKING CHANGE. I HATE IT
God, I don't even want to bring up me questioning my own gender and identity. jesus I fucking hated how they treated me there, they acted visceral as shit and it pissed me off, i tried, i really tried to tolerate it, but my god, every time someone would post stuff personal about me, i'd get offline just to avoid it, I JUST WANTED IT TO STOP. i ignored them, avoided them, but these fuckers just drain your mental state just by looking at them, it's fucking awful. i don't plan on coming back there because of how they act. i bet they will come on this thread and find it and act the total dumbfucks they are.
>>1001468i have, i have been questioning my own identity, and to be quite frank, i don't really talk to many people, really i only have one person personally that i talk to on a consistent basis, and my god i don't tell them as much as i've said in this very thread. i think the soysphere just makes people go insane, i wish i could just wipe my presence off this site and its existence, but it seems like that is simply impossible
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they're genuinely making namefags in ohio who is ts
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oh my good god it's mikobowl
▶ №1001472[Quote]>>1001542
god and these retards think i somehow got groomed into thinking this way, i don't talk to people on a consistent basis to even get involved in that. god damn these fucking faggots, i just feel drained emotionally and I CANT SHAKE THE FEELING, I FUCKING JUST WANT IT TO END. seriously, i just want to talk, post dumb shit, and this is what i get! oh but you did it to yourself! BUT YOU FUCKING RETARDS BRING IT UP I FUCKING HATE IT SO MUCH WHY DON'T YOU RETARDS THINK THAT PEOPLE CAN CHANGE, YOU LITTLE FAGGOT ACT LIKE THE TRANNIES YOU HATE SO MUCH BY BRINGING UP RETARDED SHIT PEOPLE DO YEARS AGO, AND KEEP PUSHING IT AND PUSHING IT AND PUSHING IT. TWO SIDES OF THE SAME DAMN COIN, AND MY GOD YOU PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SEE IT.
▶ №1001473[Quote]>>1001474
>>1001469>i quit the site for a year and i come back and people STILL want to get something out of me. i just want to talk to others on there and just be me, but it seems like i can't because of some retarded thing i decided to do alsomy borreboid chum if you just didn't namefag and returned for gegs I assure you it won't be that bad
>i have, i have been questioning my own identity, and to be quite frank, i don't really talk to many people, really i only have one person personally that i talk to on a consistent basis, and my god i don't tell them as much as i've said in this very thread. i think the soysphere just makes people go insane, i wish i could just wipe my presence off this site and its existence, but it seems like that is simply impossiblePlease for the love of God don't troon out
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>>1001473>my borreboid chum if you just didn't namefag and returned for gegs I assure you it won't be that badi did, i really did, but there was these 2 idiots on there, who would keep posting shit, knowing they would get a rise out of me, i tried avoiding it, butt i just couldn't take it, i had to put my foot down on this and stop tolerating it.
>Please for the love of God don't troon outlook, i've been experimenting with it, i don't plan on doing any sort of drugs or surgery (especially as in my current situation) i am simply seeing if it is something i am confortable with being seen as one, you don't have to agree with it, or really support it. the only thing i ask is to not act viereal and actually be rational and not just spout "TRANNY TRANNY TRANNY YWNBAW" god i think i am just desensitized to seeing it, yet these retards who say it can't actually have a reasonable discussion about why it is bad.
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>>1001474>look, i've been experimenting with it, i don't plan on doing any sort of drugs or surgery (especially as in my current situation) i am simply seeing if it is something i am confortable with being seen as one, you don't have to agree with it, or really support it. the only thing i ask is to not act viereal and actually be rational and not just spout "TRANNY TRANNY TRANNY YWNBAW" god i think i am just desensitized to seeing it, yet these retards who say it can't actually have a reasonable discussion about why it is bad.mikobowl are you not self-conscious enough or are you so self-conscious that you're looping back around into delusion that you can't see this is obviously negatively affecting your mental health
no man acts like this
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>>1001461 (OP)hola mi amigo
▶ №1001478[Quote]>>1001491
It's obviously this website and it's failbait culture that even makes you think like this. You deride it for it's constant "le bullying and harassment o algo mi braps signore i wanted attention" but don't even realize that the whole reason why you think like this is because of this website
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>>1001461 (OP)can you join the booru
▶ №1001480[Quote]>>1001483
>mikobowl are you not self-conscious enough or are you so self-conscious that you're looping back around into delusion that you can't see this is obviously negatively affecting your mental health
i'm a pretty self concious person, it's just this pisses me off so much, i just feel angered by this, i think i might sleep on this and see how i feel.
▶ №1001482[Quote]>>1001491
>>1001469people never forget. one of my close friends on this site did something stupid once and theyve been dragging the same meme for a whole year now
>BECAUSE THEY STILL BRING IT UP AS IF PEOPLE DON'T FUCKING CHANGEreal as fuck
>i don't plan on coming back theretheres nothing on that shit site anyways i just use /qa/ for fun
>i have, i have been questioning my own identity, and to be quite frank, i don't really talk to many peopleyou ok bro? if you wanna talk more feel free. im usually on the IRC if you wanna talk more
>i wish i could just wipe my presence off this site and its existence, but it seems like that is simply impossibleits whatever honestly. i cant put myself 100% into your shoes since like my face wasnt put in a bunch of online soyjak edits but ive had a similar experience of doing things that people wont stop bringing up.
<you should do what i said and distance yourself from the mikobowl identity. stop namefagging and just embrace anonymity. become a new personality if you want to namefag.
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brap
▶ №1001487[Quote]>>1001488>>1001492
>>1001485like real talk it's not even that hard to just man up
I get that this is the baiting website but you can genuinely tell he's being bullied into faggotry especially if he has low self esteem for his fats disguised as him wanting attention for it in 2024
ironypoisoning is a very real thing that is almost never acknowledged on this website
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>>1001487true i was talking about the edit tho
▶ №1001491[Quote]>>1001495>>1001496>>1001499
>>1001478i think this site have done irreparable damage to my state of mind, i used this site for about 4 years or so, and it still lingers in my mind even after all this time in some shape or form even not directly.
>>1001479No.
>>1001482i was just going to separate everything here but i don't feel like doing that here since i'm lazy. I just can't get out of that mindset everytime i come on this site or anything adjacent to it, i start thinking of stuff and i end just just fueling my own strange thoughts and ideas. I don't care much about the videos, i just sort of got used to them after awhile. I have considered coming back under a new identity, but i've gotten so attatched that i simply don't know any other tricks so to say
>you ok bro? if you wanna talk more feel free. im usually on the IRC if you wanna talk morei don't use irc, but i can give you my email if you want
▶ №1001492[Quote]>>1001497
>>1001483larp larp larp sahur
>>1001487real. miko seems like he got buckbroken over time i dont blame him though bc he basically got laughed at for 2 years straight.
<he needs to realize that the shit online isnt his entire life and theres more to it than some autists who werent even there for when he posted those videos to bully him
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>>1001490Need I not even mention how he acted in 2024
▶ №1001495[Quote]>>1001498
>>1001491>i think this site have done irreparable damage to my state of mind, i used this site for about 4 years or so, and it still lingers in my mind even after all this time in some shape or form even not directly.Well mr. Borreboid I would like to give you a lot of information about why self-harm disguised as jewish liberation is really a bad thing!
I just want to preface this by the fact that it is a slippery slope. You might think you "don't want chemicals or self-mutilation" but down the line, inevitably, you will want to feel the dysphoric need to snip your cock off. You will want to change the fact that you have an Aryan Y-DNA marker and substitute it for only an X marker, but you will never stop being a man.
Skeletally, you will be male.
Autosomally, you will be male.
DNA wise, you will always be a male.
Accepting this fact instead of deriding yourself into further mental delusion will lead to a much, much happier life instead of what you're heading downwards towards.
>>1001491>i think this site have done irreparable damage to my state of mind, i used this site for about 4 years or so, and it still lingers in my mind even after all this time in some shape or form even not directly. ▶ №1001496[Quote]>>1001498
>>1001491>No.why not it has a forum now
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>what made you start being a tranny please dont do it its literal self harm disguised as liberation. please bro like i just dont want you to experiment with that stuff just speaking bro-to-broi haven't done anything medical as i said, i am simply experimenting, i haven't even considered that stuff viable.
>>1001495>Accepting this fact instead of deriding yourself into further mental delusion will lead to a much, much happier life instead of what you're heading downwards towards.To be honest, i don't really care, i don't have much to lose even if i decide to do anything medical.
>>1001496i have a booru account, but i don't really know how to use any image editing program besides basic stuff, i can't even draw that well
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>>1001490brutal
>>1001491>i think this site have done irreparable damage to my state of mindcalm down brother its just a meme website. we are here to have fun. dont take it so seriously.
>I just can't get out of that mindset everytime i come on this site or anything adjacent to it, i start thinking of stuff and i end just just fueling my own strange thoughts and ideas. like what type of stuff? OC?
<if you mean just like discussing different topics then you are more than free to do that. just dont be such an attentionwhore abt it
>I have considered coming back under a new identity, but i've gotten so attatched that i simply don't know any other tricks so to sayyou should bro i think the main issue is that you are clinging to a past that has baggage. you are bringing your own agony just saying
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>>1001498i only use the booru for the forum section honestly
▶ №1001502[Quote]>>1001504
>>1001499>like what type of stuff? OC?sort of, but i don't really want to get into it, i'd rather just keep it in my own mind
>you should bro i think the main issue is that you are clinging to a past that has baggage. you are bringing your own agony just sayingyou've got a good point here, i think i need to start anew, but my reluctance is what holds me back.
>>1001501there's a forum section?
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>>1001498>To be honest, i don't really care, i don't have much to lose even if i decide to do anything medical.It's literally just a meme website bro. It isn't your entire life. Instead, by becoming a tranny, you're obviously going on a downwards mental spiral that will inevitably ruin your life.
This is literally a website dedicated to making fun of soyboys, it's really not that serious.
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>It's literally just a meme website bro. It isn't your entire life.
i know, and i'm just using this place to vent.
> Instead, by becoming a tranny, you're obviously going on a downwards mental spiral that will inevitably ruin your life.
even if i do, atleast it would impact anybody but me (atleast not directly)
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>>1001504i think i have my booru account info somewhere, i'll go check it out
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>>1001497ok bro
>>1001498>i haven't done anything medical as i said, i am simply experimenting, i haven't even considered that stuff viable.then wdym? are you just like crossdressing or taking bbc dildos while watching sissy hypno or sumn? in any context this is just worrying bro please just speak out and dont groom yourself
>To be honest, i don't really care, i don't have much to lose even if i decide to do anything medical.dont think like this
>i have a booru account, but i don't really know how to use any image editing program besides basic stuff, i can't even draw that wellyou can use the booru forums bro
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>>1001505>even if i do, atleast it would impact anybody but me (atleast not directly)It wouldn't. Like it or not, there are people that care about you. Family, Friends, Acquantainces. Your absence and continuous suffering would put a void in their lives, a very noticable one too if you ACK.
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>then wdym? are you just like crossdressing or taking bbc dildos while watching sissy hypno or sumn?
no, i haven't done anything like that, solely just thoughts and ideas
▶ №1001511[Quote]>>1001512
just logged onto my booru account, i am going to see if i can change my name
▶ №1001512[Quote]>>1001513
>>1001505trust me bro becoming a tranny affects a lot of people around you. people see you differently if you go through that
>>1001508tsmt
>>1001509i cooked though
>>1001510think about the good things in life. get rid of your AGP thoughts like what the other guy said its def just taking a toll on your mental health
>>1001511no name changes unfortunately
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>>1001512>get rid of your AGP thoughts like what the other guy said its def just taking a toll on your mental healthi've been having them for over half my life in some way, and recently i decided to give into my own curiosity
>no name changes unfortunatelyguess i'll make a new account, probably for the better. it will be a unique name i never used also
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i'm gonna try being active on the booru forums and see how that goes. i'm not going to be using an account with any of these names i've used so far
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>registration is no available on this network
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When the devil whispers false senses of security in your ears, you don't listen.
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>>1001513i used to kinda be like that where id just smoke/drink and jerk off all day when i was 15 but then i started doing self-help and my mental issues went away over time. if i didnt i probably wouldve become a sickening homosexual.
>>1001514do whatever makes you have fun dont just do it because you want to be active
>>1001515dm an admin on the IRC for an account. id ask mustard since hes kinda the head honcho. quote helped give me an account so maybe ask him too
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you know i don't think i need to sleep on this, i think i'll think about it when i have had my rest. goodnight
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>>1001524Don't ignore it, be a man and confront it. Realize they're wrong.
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>>1001469>>1001472You know life is infinitely greater and bigger and nicer than some rnca forum on the internet right?
Just think about how great the world is, like take walk outside, the silence, no one bothering you, you alon just walking under the sky and clouds, the birds, just take a walk and remember thats reality and everything here is just an illusion
▶ №1001543[Quote]>>1001627
>>1001542>in fact, one thing you definitely should remember is that this fantasy world is in your own head, in reality you are just typing words on a computer screen, just keep telling yourself thatThe mean words you see are simply words on a screen typed from a person who means literally nothing to you, its all in your head
I struggle alot with what you struggle with too, getting sad and mad over words on a computer screen
▶ №1001627[Quote]>>1001635
hello again. i am awake from my sleep. and i thought of everything you guys told me in this thread (for better or for worse) i had difficulty falling asleep because i felt depressed after talking on here, it just kept creeping into my mind that night
>>1001543it's not necessarily about that per se, it's just i wanted these idiots to get off my back, and just leave me alone to my own devices, it felt annoying because i didn't want to deal with this, nobody would. That's what made me get so pissed off over this. I had enough of tolerating it.
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also, on the topic of what was said about being trans, i'll think on it today. but i realized that i don't really need to do anything medical in order to be considered trans, i can simply think of myself as such, and move on. and i think that's for the better because this plaguing my mind isn't going to make me feel any better if it's just contained inside of me.
▶ №1001630[Quote]>>1001635
one last thing, i am just going to just distance myself from anything associated with the soysphere as i already have been doing, maybe i'll come back under a new identity, but i'd need to do some extra planning for that among other things. i likely won't respond to anything after this either.
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what a faggotry thread
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>>1001627what i mean is just leave all of this. The internet is just words on a screen, a complete waste of time and a delusion. Have like long term vision and goal in life and you will realize how useless and meaningless all of this internet raisin is compared to spending time and energy doing something in real life.
The only way to defeat trolls is to not feed them. Just dont care, dont reply and move on with your life.
>>1001628No, i dont think this will grant you a happier life as trannies entire existance and purpose is trying to achieve the unachievable while disconnecting from reality to convince themselves they are real women. You're a mentally vulnurable sperg, troongroomers target people like you
>>1001630good thinking, this tranny shit and the internet as a whole are lies just like thv soysphere is, its all fictional imaginations on a computer screen
