[–] ▶ №15792091[Quote]>>15792281>>15794163
>>15791923 (OP)>now blue collar workers can get paid noticably higher than some white collar workers, given xey play their cards right.yeah but they also die at 55 from alcoholism, physical health problems and opiod addictions and they have nigger tier work environments where half of your employees are either shitskins with 0 english or faggots who think being a dickhead is top tier banter, at least from what ive heard.
>meritocracy died the second uni and higher education became next to mandated here in canucktopia.meritocracy never truly existed anywhere, but its been getting phased out just like every positive aspect of the 20th century has in the past few years. its hard to even want anything when you feel like its already over and you're just waiting to be killed by death, at least for me
▶ №15792281[Quote]>>15793833
>>15792091doomposting… le bad.
<obsessed>i can always stick to myself. Thats pretty much what I intent on doing. a hecking lone wolferino or something of the likes. Modern culture is effectively the worship of vice, ayn rand villan type bullshit.
▶ №15792392[Quote]>>15792441>>15792449
>>15791923 (OP)100k in debt with no post graduation job locked in, good golly OP, I’ll be praying for you.
Do they have many scholarship opportunities in Canada? Here in the U.S. we have something called Bright Futures, which basically pays for public tuition as long as you get a high enough SAT / ACT score and keep your GPA up.
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>>15792392I forgot to say ive only done 1 year. the debt seems to come from food and housing costs, rather than actual education. Education here is like 400 per class (five classes per semester, two semesters per year, four years total) which isnt much.
▶ №15792449[Quote]>>15792516
>>15792392i intend on working my way out of debt, as grants are for niggers
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>>15792516I dont have a debt,… yet.
▶ №15793655[Quote]>>15793822>>15793834
>CS
youre cooked, switch to some more real electrical engineering, i started CS myself and then i repeated a year in order to switch to power engineering and i think i did the right thing
▶ №15793695[Quote]>>15793799>>15793997
>>15791923 (OP)I swear I've seen this copypasta before
Study pure mathematics instead, you'll at least have an opportunity to go into graduate studies and go into academia instead of compete with a million jeets over who can vibe code the next nigger web app
▶ №15793799[Quote]>>15794055
>>15793695i made it today. i fucking hate university and the path my parents forced onto me makes me sick of them
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>>15793655i fucking hate these cucked intellectual jobs. sit all day jerking your micropenis and have insufferable faggot coworkers that id rather not have. workers are aryan. id rather be a plumber, as every drop of sweat, tears and blood show my growth or however strength is symbolized as vitruous.
>>15793807true. working is hyperborean.
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>>15793655im gonna try taking a year off. I need funds eitherway. Im also considering doing a van life because its cheaper and i transheart being cheap.
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accidental sagerino
▶ №15793916[Quote]>>15794076
>>15793833> too much of an emotionally reactive coward to willingly neglect being agreeable in the presence of others in case they insult or ostracise me and that extends to usually sitting with other people even if i don't enjoy it or their presencemarge ion geddit mane.
i literally just FUCKING hate people. was treated poorly now these untermench expect me to pay for their welfare? if it werent for my other beliefs i would've been some No Lives Matter shooterfaggot. but despite my hate shooting nohponos is immoral, and i will not be doing that.
▶ №15793939[Quote]>>15793973
Imagine needing to take a loan out for university t. Finland
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>>15793939your nation is flooded with welfare nigger undermench who hate you (evandoe canada has the same with jeets).
▶ №15793997[Quote]>>15794055
>>15793695'fraid i failed a few of my classes. i might get kicked out. probably not because nothing ever happens, but you never know.
▶ №15794055[Quote]>>15794185
>>15793799>>15793997Don't worry too much nusoi
Are you studying for finals and just stressed out right now?
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>>15792091>yeah but they also die at 55 from alcoholism,I don't drink alchohol, it tastes like dookie.
>physical health problemsWorking out and practicing validating self-love (that is, the literal opposite of the hatred of the self) will work o algo.
> and opiod addictionsi dont intend on doing drugs. there is likely a book or literature on how to deal with this and whatever its cause is.
>and they have nigger tier work environments where half of your employees are either shitskins with 0 englishThats why the KKK was formed. But in all seriousness, just making fun of their prolapsed-anus-tier ESL should be enough. Especially if they are from SAARland or a paki.
> or faggots who think being a dickhead is top tier banter, at least from what ive heard.These are the white collar jobs I do not want to risk being in. I loved math more than i loved CS. Math is the peak of human merit.
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Cs is cooked, switch to applied maths or electrical engineering
▶ №15794185[Quote]>>15794219
>>15794055>Are you studying for finals and just stressed out right now?The former, yes… mostly. the latter? not really. I am more stressed at what my leaky parents would do, as I never had positive feelings for high school and the shit that preceded it. always found it to be more of a lame and gay indoctrination center for goycattle.
▶ №15794219[Quote]>>15794286
>>15794185I see, university in many ways is basically just a big high school and it's felt like that for me all throughout my years
It's made more difficult when you have to study a topic you aren't interested in, for me I found that I'm happy studying mathematics and enjoy programming as a hobby though, it's probably different for you
Do you have non-soyteen friends at school?
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>>15794076>what im trying to get across is that if people insult me for preferring to be on my own and not a part of the group, which is common for loners, i will react very poorly internally due to my sensitivity. it often turns out that the path of least resistance, at least for me, is to just tolerate being a background character for other people instead of voluntarily making myself an easy target by sticking to myself, even if i prefer it that wayOh my goodness, thats not good at all. Do not concern yourself with what others think… is probably advice you've heard but never found a way to actually implement, right? I know, my parents are the king and queen of such advice. Try asking yourself why you react in such a way, then try finding solutions to those results. Just be sure to actually try and be careful to not use faulty logic to get to illogical conclusions or something.
▶ №15794227[Quote]>>15794286
you are a pajeet cacuck kys
▶ №15794286[Quote]
>>15794219>I see, university in many ways is basically just a big high school and it's felt like that for me all throughout my yearsIt's made more difficult when you have to study a topic you aren't interested in, for me I found that I'm happy studying mathematics and enjoy programming as a hobby though, it's probably different for you
Lucky you. It would seem that I have problems that make hobbies challenging because when I do them i feel (yes, feel as in feeling, not opinion) terrible, as if I am undeserving of any happiness derived from them.
>Do you have non-soyteen friends at school?Yes, but thats not the issue. the problem is my self esteem is in the shitter. i am too afraid of doing anything because then some internal voice will eat within me about how i dont deserve anything. In other words, doing things becomes harder due to this. Additionally, instead of feeling good when I even complete these tasks, i get these pangs of stress that prevent me from simply enjoying the things i do. fortunately, i think i have an idea why these happen, and i should try to do something about it.
>>15794227low tier bait. try again.
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>>>15794219
>>I see, university in many ways is basically just a big high school and it's felt like that for me all throughout my years
>It's made more difficult when you have to study a topic you aren't interested in, for me I found that I'm happy studying mathematics and enjoy programming as a hobby though, it's probably different for you
>Lucky you. It would seem that I have problems that make hobbies challenging because when I do them i feel (yes, feel as in feeling, not opinion) terrible, as if I am undeserving of any happiness derived from them.
>>Do you have non-soyteen friends at school?
>Yes, but thats not the issue. the problem is my self esteem is in the shitter. i am too afraid of doing anything because then some internal voice will eat within me about how i dont deserve anything. In other words, doing things becomes harder due to this. Additionally, instead of feeling good when I even complete these tasks, i get these pangs of stress that prevent me from simply enjoying the things i do. fortunately, i think i have an idea why these happen, and i should try to do something about it.
>
>>>15794227 (You)
>low tier bait. try again.
▶ №15794309[Quote]>>15794330
>>15791923 (OP)>Doing everything is harderReduce screen time because the internet is a constant stream of dopamine.
By reducing the baseline level of dopamine, it'll be easier to focus on tedious work
▶ №15794330[Quote]>>15794378
>>15794309true. but this is a relatively small thing. its a good habit, no doubt, but i fear if i do then the feelings from self loathing will wash over me and kill me from inside.
▶ №15794378[Quote]>>15794496>>15794704
>>15794330Try immersing yourself in whatever tedium you're doing to simply drown the self-hatred.
When you have nothing else on your plate, only then you can get on the internet, after all work or studying is done during the day.
▶ №15794422[Quote]>>15794496>>15794704
bumping this gem so its not buried in dust
▶ №15794496[Quote]>>15794708
>>15794378>Try immersing yourself in whatever tedium you're doing to simply drown the self-hatredI tried, I cannot do it due to the way I was specifically raised (internalizing the notion that i NEED to do what my parents deem best, specifically because my parents said so, not because the act itself is meritorious or of virtue). Besides, I don't like leaving problems unresolved, and this is a MAJOR issue.
There's this book called "The Six Pillars of Self Esteem" by an aryan named Nathaniel Branden
It was recommended to me by TIKHistory (anti-lie truthnuke of a channel BTW).
>When you have nothing else on your plate, only then you can get on the internet, after all work or studying is done during the dayDefinitely. Ill be doing that now.
>>15794422Thanks, chuddy.
Thanks for the talk, /soy/teens
▶ №15794704[Quote]>>15794708
>>15794378>Try immersing yourself in whatever tedium you're doing to simply drown the self-hatredI tried, I cannot do it due to the way I was specifically raised (internalizing the notion that i NEED to do what my parents deem best, specifically because my parents said so, not because the act itself is meritorious or of virtue). Besides, I don't like leaving problems unresolved, and this is a MAJOR issue.
There's this book called "The Six Pillars of Self Esteem" by an aryan named Nathaniel Branden
It was recommended to me by TIKHistory (anti-lie truthnuke of a channel BTW).
>When you have nothing else on your plate, only then you can get on the internet, after all work or studying is done during the dayDefinitely. Ill be doing that now.
>>15794422Thanks, chuddy.
Thanks for the talk, /soy/teens
