>>77157069Here's the /SIG/ part though.
Usually, I would just get giga sad and go straight home. Instead, I didn't skip my daily walk. Went on it and made it double in a hilly area, burned about 800kcal. Then I went to another store to buy some cigs and some other young lady there was all smiles, which also made me nervous for different reasons but you can't win everything now, can you?
I just can't deal with bratty women. Its shit from school all over again. I can deal with male aggression fine, just a few months back I even fought off a bunch of teenagers that that tried to bully me and while that was extremely stressful it felt good that I managed to act like a man. Perhaps it could even be called hilarious, since you rarely see people go from acting like gangsters from a black rap cover to suddenly making themselves look as small and unthreatening as possible within seconds. That said if I could choose, I’d rather not deal with stuff like that at all.
For context, I live in the white nigger part of former USSR. We call those lil niggas "one-shotters". Very aggressive but they go down with one shot.
But I digress with my schizo babble.
What I wanted to say is bratty women, can't 'ave them. Women are kweens, my single mother made sure to hammer that into me.
I've been thinking that in the future, I should channel my inner rapist energy. It would be really good for my own mental health. However, as of now I lack confidence to activate the ugly bastard mode. Ultimately, why should I care about what some random women that has nothing to do with me, think of me? Its not like she would fuck me anyway. I don't need to be liked by people who don't like me, yet even when understanding that, I lack the courage to be disliked.
I know I will achieve inner peace. It just takes time because when ghosts from the past appear to show their ugly teeth, you cannot really silence them during their haunting. It needs prep and I am doing my best.
Thanks for reading my blog.
