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March 4th, 2026: I still feel sick today, my throat hurts. Breakfast was oatmeal with a chopped up banana and honey added. I took the bus to work and made coffee today. It somehow just keeps tasting worse and worse but I grab the same exact bags and open them the same way. I wrote an email to Joy asking for clarification on procedures for Friday. She never responded but it said she was in office for a while. I was pissed. The older Ukrainian woman’s issue was fixed as the Ukrainian man found out the issue arose from her not having the premium version of the Adobe PDF editor anymore. Raya’s back and there’s more confusion over laptop usage. Raya told me she’s volunteering for a class and will graduate in December. Tia said she still didn’t need help with her printer. Fives wasn’t here today despite Raya needing to ask her something. I got sauerkraut for lunch and ate half of it. I had to depend on the Ukrainian man to be a good tech person. I wrote Joy an email asking for clarification on entering the convention. She never replied. I took the bus to class and walked to the busy building. I spotted Chloie in front of me. I saw Markus’ brother and then went downstairs to find soup. I went down again and got peanut butter and chocolate protein milk. I was back upstairs and the guy heading TPUSA told me as a joke to drop down and give 20. I took it seriously and did 10 before giving out; however, when I saw the video Markus’ brother recorded, my picture was so bad because my head was leaning forward so much. Like I had a severe neck issue I need to fix this somehow, maybe readjusting my pillows or paying $20 for a guy who went to a week of medical school to become a chiropractor. Chloie was sitting all alone which made me a bit happy. I walked to my creative writing class and saw people doing a sap boil with a stew cooking at the fireplace. I got there in time for the stew to be made. It had no shitoko and was as bland as could be. I walked up and completed the annotation. Our freewrite was based on describing an image from The Last of Us with the dinosaur museum. I went crazy and copied a Terry Davis copypasta:
>The old museum had let 15 years of non-maintenance get to it. The displays which once were fake representations of untamed nature became the real deal with all the grass and vines growing around. Only the dinosaur skeletons and the walls showed signs of death, both artificial things. Or that’s how it was programmed. Rob realized that The Last Of Us actually fucking sucks and Neil Cuckmann should be deported back to Israel. He turned off the pirated game and then opened up his Linux laptop running Ubuntu 22.04. He opened the email and scoured the internet for information on Neil Druckmann’s email. Finding it and started writing:
>“I am King Robert the Righteous
>Naughty Zog studios will be executed with an A10 gun, the fist of God
>Maybe, individuals (not including Neil Druckmann) will be spared through extreme repentance and humility."

I felt like it. I got partnered up with the woman from Richland Center again to discuss our writings. I told her about Holdfast and even got added on Snapchat. I will be calling her Richie. Naruhito was in class today. I went to my second class where the teacher fangirled about Donald Knuth for 15 minutes. He’s born January 10th, 1938 in Milwaukee, Wisconsin but now lives in California. He created the TeX typesetting that all the computer assignments use plus the still being written The Art of Computer Programming. Donald Knuth was mentioned to be a Lutheran organist still active. He doesn't use email but wrote the professor once congratulating her on a paper she wrote which she describes as her most prized possession. I actually knew what to do for the quiz today and it felt satisfying. Like I took joy in math. I walked home and I hopped on the call. I posted from May 1st to May 31st, 2025 today. I got some beef bone broth ramen and then got called by my dad to see what’s up, I said I wanted to go skiing with him and he gave me his idea for the app he wanted which tracked where you went, how much you traveled, your altitude you traveled. It’s kinda like SuperLocalMaps. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Cassandra - Greg Kihn Band (2017)
 
Adobe's been really greedy with this shit. I used to get CC for free, now I have to pay 40 bucks to get it.
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It didn't happen because of an upgrade, it happened due to her accidentally getting logged out of Seth M's premium account. I did reccomend the libresuite equivalent but that never came to fruition.
 
March 5th, 2026: Shitty day at work. I bought cereal for breakfast and had it. I got in early as usual and I clocked in. We had a brief power outage at 8:31am which knocked out the wifi, causing people like Zarith C, the older Ukrainian woman, Mauer, Shima C. I didn’t have the key to access the router so at 8:46am I texted Seth M:
>There was a very short power outage and now the Wifi’s out 😢
I was told a bit later that Seth M absolutely didn’t want to be texted so there’s that. The WiFi naturally turned back on after a while but I got to the Indian lady and she said the Thursday intern would be getting a computer. The Indian lady mentioned something about this porcelain doll uncanny valley looking intern was going to be working from home so I said:
“Well if she’s working from home then we can give her laptop to the Thursday intern.”
And she never brought up any problem with that. The computer the Thursday intern got wouldn’t turn on but my magic touch got it working. A bit later I was called over by the website guy to discuss the intern tracking. He said he’s integrated my style and mentioned an intern tracker I didn’t have access to. The Indian lady started saying that I was the one who told her that the porcelain doll lady was working remote when that’s not allowed for interns or volunteers, the Indian lady kept saying I told her that and trying to place the blame on me. I got louder, frustrated with her Indian incompetence and then straight up told her:
“I didn’t say that.”
Which made the website guy get so angry that he started saying drivel about not talking to coworkers that way. I went silent in a gesture of submission because money’s on the line. He accused me of acting like a kindergartner and then we resolved it. I got lunch a bit later and then stopped talking to him for almost the rest of the day. Except for when I had to leave by the elevator to head to class. I stopped at the library and did my reading of Cantos VI through XI of Dante’s Inferno. I went in after Magdalene and Nash joined us later. Bakhita arrived as I got water, I asked her why she was gone and she told me she had the stomach bug on Tuesday. I heard that Bakhita’s dad was going up to Minneapolis every weekend to protest, AKA chimp out. To make matters worse, Bakhita actually supported the anti-ICE chimp outs. While talking with her, the topic of cousin marriages was brought up because she repeated some meme that Alabama was inbred. I pulled it out and it showed how the Islamic world had severe issues with inbreeding. She then said some dummyed shit:
“It’s probably due to the negative effects of White people colonialism.”
This was dummyed. I told her:
“No it’s because of Islamic colonialism. Literally.”
She just brushed it off and went back to talking with Seraphim. I found out Kristi Noem got fired, apparently for cheating on her husband on the job, which instantly made me support her firing. We did a discussion on the readings. There was a mention of Ciacco the Hog, who has been lost to time save for being recorded in the book. I enjoyed all the reading and especially a note about gluttony which was written. Pointing out that the punishment in hell was about the punishment where they’d be eating slop alone. Also the term apocalypse as an unveiling rather than the world getting nuked or something. After I told Bakhita I got volunteered by Father Palmer to read at mass and she got a bit weirded out before I told her that I just went there. She said she sometimes goes there. I left and went home to drop off my backpack. I took the bus in and heard some Limp Bizkit playing. I got there by 4:55pm. I got in with my ID card and saw the people there. I got a drink which was some Spretchers cream soda. I went back in line to get my coat checked when I saw Khadija’s brother’s nametag, turns out the woman volunteering Monday through Friday was Khadija’s brother’s wife from Germany. Lol. I talked with Edgar and Raya came in later. There were people here from Malaysia, Indonesia, Cambodia, Hong Kong, South Korea. Also a lady from Argentina who was senior year in high school in 1976, the 200th year anniversary of the United States, she got a husband from New Zealand. The website guy was here and so were the Indian lady, Lillehammer, Zarith C, Shima C, The Polish lady, and Portia. I answered a question by a guy from Malaysia who asked:
“Can you name where we are from?”
I replied:
“Planet Earth.”
There was a good amount of laughter. We broke out into eating a bit later with falafel wraps and this super good rice. I talked with a Vietnamese news reporter named, he’s been a news reporter for 10 years after a gap year upon graduating college and he asked me a lot but I could hardly hear him most of the time. I went over and ended up talking to this lady from Hong Kong. I talked about an article about a “Life in Venice” article by Associated Press about a half-abandoned apartment complex in Qidong (an hour and a half from Shanghai) where the average apartment went for 800 Yuan (or 116 USD) and she was slightly wowed, commenting on the vast difference in costs. I got her number through WhatsApp. I went to talk to Raya a bit more when she told me more about her life, she has a noticeably more present southern accent then others like Table #8. She told me she had kids, I asked how old and she said 2 boys, 10 and 12, I got super confused because she looked like 25. I asked her age and the website guy joked with me that I don’t ask women their age but he guessed as a joke she was born in 1990. He was correct and she told me she’s not ashamed of her age because she looks so young. I had some desserts. I spoke with Khadija’s brother and his wife for a bit. He's not continuing to learn German but later I saw them in Islamic prayer facing northeast. I was confused as I thought Muslims prayed towards Mecca and Mecca is not to the northeast. At 6:26pm, I saw the I-cable news woman interacting with Zarith C and Shima C. While I was leaving, I went back to ask Portia for Joy’s number but the Polish lady gave me her number. I texted Joy and she told me we’d go at 9:00pm to the booth. When I got back home I walked to campus for the Turning Point USA meeting. Markus, Markus’ brother, Mahdi, Salvation Army girl, Seraphim, and a new guy whom I will be calling Rosen, the guy who made us do pushups. Markus told me he’s not dating Table #2 anymore but he mentioned that he’s 5 for 5 when it comes to asking out women he’s interested in on dates to the coffee place by the lake, it’s always first dates and it never progresses to a second. The exception to his 5 for 5 record is women already in relationships, mentioning Agaw and Hedelweis. Markus’ brother also asked out Hedelweis. There was discussion on a virtual Q&A with representative Tom Tiffany and our activity for today was we took the role of acting as the president’s advisors for different solutions, there was much discussion of bombing Iran but Seraphim said something different like being more reasonable in our attack on Iran. There was Kristi Noem’s firing and also a hypothetical Myron Gaines visit to campus. We said let it go on. We left at 8:00pm and I got home. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Take A Look Around - Limp Bizkit (2000)
 
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March 6th, 2026: The anime convention is today. I woke up at 6:30am and had coffee with cereal. I took the bus to the office all dressed up and gave the Ukrainian man my number. I had some hot water to drink, taking a page from the Chinese. I heard from Joy that I should meet there by 9:30am instead of meeting up at our building and driving over. I walked over at 8:45am while it was raining hard. I had my coat on thankfully and waited under a nearby bus stop. I thought the event started already as I thought she might be trying to make me wait more as punishment. She came at 9:35am and let me in to walk up. Joy told us we had a very chatty neighbor from a cat rescue place. We had a sign with one end failing with the tape. Kiana came here while I was working on rubbing off the tape with my hand. I finally re-taped it and waited for a while until the woman in the booth next to us took our pictures for our organization. I had to leave to get Joy’s business cards once and grabbed outdated ones. I went back again to get sreal womanger tape and at the time Joy was leaving so I got in her car and went to the infamous Walmart with her, I don’t think she’s gone to Walmart before and absolutely not this walmart, we bought snacks for Kiana (Lay’s sea salt and vinegar chips), her (regular Oreos), and me (Rold Gold pretzel twists) plus coca-cola. She got on a call with someone who spoke Japanese while in the checkout line so I paid for it with my money and threw in an almond joy for myself (total was $19.25) and she continued the call. What it was about was something comparing the November event we did that the manga artist was on call with, she said the November event had to have more . When I got back it was like 12:30pm and I was allowed to bring snacks through. I went back upstairs past the long line of people dressed as characters from Japanese media and back in. At 12:48pm, the mermaid woman took the photos of us three to send. The crowds officially came at 1:00pm. And our first guess was actually a Japanese woman and her entourage of a Japanese man, a White woman, and another Japanese woman, she described herself as being a former manager of a bunch of maid cafes in the Akihabara district of Tokyo. This happened at 1:08pm. At 1:19pm a Genshin impact fan came over and took a picture with Kiana. At 1:30pm a guy dressed in a renaissance faire outfit talked for a while with Kiana and Joy. I asked him if he knew Table #7 but he said he didn’t know, so I found a picture of her and showed him. He said he knew Table #7. Joy showed her the Hinamatsuri set to the guy. A cacay dressing person came over at 1:39pm. I spotted a Bobby Hill cosplayer from King of the Hill. I informed James where I was located, and at 1:51pm he came over here. I told him Joy’s from Japan and he started practicing his Japanese with her, he was actually quite decent. They got along really well and he got a picture of me with him and I think with Joy. It’s quite endearing seeing someone who is interested in the culture interacting with someone who has it as her job to spread it. At 1:58pm, Pinky and her 4 friends came over so I got a picture with them. At 2:01pm I saw Kiana and Joy kind of dancing to the song Butterfly but they stopped doing it when I went to take a picture. Ehh, I still got what my coworkers wanted for pictures. At 2:19pm, Kiana talked some more to more cosplayers as characters from Hazbin Hotel. The worst person that visited our booth at 2:32pm was a disgusting dude wearing elf ears and a skimpy maid outfit. I had to take a picture of him with the two. Kiana had a friend come over here dressed as the Marionette from Five Nights at Freddy’s 2. I went for my lunch break far away. I got potstickers for 8 dollars and then I got taro (the purple stuff you see at boba tea shops) tea without the boba. I was waiting for my tea when this Dio Brando cosplayer with her friend, the Jotaro Kujo cosplayer, started talking to me, we talked a bit and she asked me for my Snapchat which I gave her. I went to a table and wrote to her at 2:55pm:
>House I have found you
The Dio Brando cosplayer replied a minute later:
<Hahahaha yes you have
<You said that Japanese culture thing is also happening tomorrow right? I should def stop by if you there hahaha
<Right now we eating and we gonna go to a already planned events

I replied a bit later:
>Yes, but the problem is I might not be there. There’s a 3 person limit and they got people for tomorrows
>Joy said she’s gonna be gone but she’ll notify me if I can sub in.

I went back and took note of more people who came here. Like some visitors the lady at the other booth told me to come over for a better shot of them at 3:29pm. And at 3:31pm a lady dressed as a more catlike maid took a picture with Kiana. I had to watch over someone’s lantern before going home. I had it happen twice where a Mitsuri Kanroji (pink and green hair woman from Demon Slayer) was at our booth and then another Mitsuri Kanroji person came by and I pointed it out to them. At 3:38pm the Marionette friend came back and I noticed another Marionette cosplayer and pointed them out to her. I watched over a guy’s lantern and then left at 4:00pm. The Dio Brando cosplayer replied with:
<Alright let me know :3
I continued my I took the bus up to my campus after filming a bunch of ice sheets floating off. I took the bus up and got there for the photoshoot at 5:01pm and was the second one there. Good Logan came next then A10 and finally the girl in our group. We talked a bit while I accidentally stained my glove with a red energy drink. We debated a lot and tried to take a photo until we finally got it. I walked home, took a shower, and I transcribed from June 14th to June 21st 2026 onto the Booru. I noticed some red mold floating around in the new humidifier so I took it out and washed it. I filled it again with a small cap of bleach. I also had James the Great’s fan blowing air out of my closed room to clear out the stuffy air. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Butterfly - SMiLE.dk (1998)
 
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March 7th, 2026: Another boring day, I woke up at 7:00am and walked to the kitchen, it smelled so much like a pool with the tiny cap of bleach I poured. I actually liked the smell, it was refreshing. I took my roommate’s fan and used it to blow air out of the room so he wouldn’t get mad at the bleach smell. I had this conversation with Joy over the day:
>How’s the booth holding up?
<It’s going pretty well! The booth is quite busy, so no worries. Thanks again for your help yesterday
>You didn’t get dragged off to lunch?
<No that was breakfast
So the trio is Joy, Portia, and a manga artist. I went to the laundromat at 9:00am and had to deal with a Hispanic mom and Black dad with their two untamed iPad baby kids. I was irritated but I transcribed my blog more and went back home. I missed the bus for going to the grocery store so I just walked there. I bought a bunch of stuff like milk, eggs, sausages, coffee creamer, shrimp flavored ramen, and other snacks. It cost me quite a bit and I took the bus back home. At home I cooked the ramen with an egg in it. With the Dio Brando cosplayer she said she didn’t go to the booth yet but she told me she doesn’t like Japanese food, mostly American food. I continued playing a lot of Holdfast with their new naval update coming out last Thursday. They added two new factions: Spain and the Privateers, and a new accordion option for the musicians, although all the nations have the same English language accordion songs. Dinner was some bread and at 8:16pm I got a call from my mom. She said hi and then asked me about how the resume was going along and I said I’d get it to her by tomorrow. I asked what dad was doing and my mom said dad was watching the original 1963 The Outer Limits in the living room. My mom remembered watching it growing up. I then had her talk to me about an idea for a websife which she described as being like Amazon but an alternative. I asked why not eBay and she told me this story about dad finding a $300 Kubota tractor on there. My parents were interested so they contacted the guy and he said that it was in New York and they needed to ship it. My mom told them dad and Programmer uncle could go to fetch it but he then said it was in Spain and needed to be wired money. My mom checked his profile and noticed before all he sold was dolls. Mom contacts eBay and the account is reported plus it’s found out the doll seller’s account was hacked and taken over by a malicious actor. My mom then ended by telling me to call her more often. I took a shower and gamed a bit more before going to sleep.

Song of the Day: Idol - YOASOBI (2023)
 
gemerson I need to take a shit rn
 
idk if you are still sick i hope you get better if you are[wholesome]
 
March 8th, 2026: The Lord’s day today. I woke up and had 2 softboiled eggs, toast, a banana, and some coffee with it. I played some Final Fantasy IV for the DS until 9:30am when I got dressed for church except for a tie. I walked over to Goodwill and bought this blue and orange striped tie. In line this Black guy ahead of me asked if I knew what I was doing. I said yes and did an example of how to tie a tie and he said I was good. I wrapped up the tie and bought it for $2.99 and walked over to the Catholic center at 10:01am and then got in. I saw this one woman I recognized previously who would constantly troll me, Olivia. I tied my tie and asked Olivia why she started coming, she said she was religious but wanted to put it to practice. There weren’t many people here as they were on retreat but Henry was playing the Piano while Ava and Nephri were here. A Dominican priest was presiding today. I did the first reading from Exodus 17:3-7:
☛3 But the people thirsted there for water, and the people murmured against Moses, and said, “Why did you bring us up out of Egypt, to kill us and our children and our cattle with thirst?”
☛4 So Moses cried to the LORD, “What shall I do with this people? They are almost ready to stone me.”
☛5 And the LORD said to Moses, “Pass on before the people, taking with you some of the elders of Israel; and take in your hand the rod with which you struck the Nile, and go.
☛6 Behold, I will stand before you there on the rock at Horeb; and you shall strike the rock, and water shall come out of it, that the people may drink.” And Moses did so, in the sight of the elders of Israel.
☛7 And he called the name of the place Massah and Meribah, because of the faultfinding of the children of Israel, and because they put the LORD to the proof by saying, “Is the LORD among us or not?”

And as I went down, Henry motioned for me to go back up as it turns out we weren’t doing the sung psalm today but rather the spoken version of Psalms 95:1-2, 6-9 where I would raise my had to signal to repeat after me.
☛1 O come, let us sing to the LORD; let us make a joyful noise to the rock of our salvation!
☛2 Let us come into his presence with thanksgiving; let us make a joyful noise to him with songs of praise!
☛6 O come, let us worship and bow down, let us kneel before the LORD, our Maker!
☛7 For he is our God, and we are the people of his pasture, and the sheep of his hand. O that today you would hearken to his voice!
☛8 Harden not your hearts, as at Meribah, as on the day at Massah in the wilderness,
☛9 when your fathers tested me, and put me to the proof, though they had seen my work.

And I stayed up again for Romans 5:1-2, 5-8:
☛1 Therefore, since we are justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.
☛2 Through him we have obtained access to this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in our hope of sharing the glory of God.
☛5 and hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.
☛6 While we were yet helpless, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.
☛7 Why, one will hardly die for a righteous man—though perhaps for a good man one will dare even to die.
☛8 But God shows his love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us.

The homily given by the young Dominican priest was a bit disorganized but he looked quite well combed. There was no brunch when we left. I said bye to Sophia. I walked home and made nothing for lunch. I gamed a lot more and spontaneously decided to beg Claude.ai to adapt Betrayal at House on the Hill to RPG maker. I matched with this woman from Iowa City, Iowa on WooPlus and we connected a lot. I told her that I didn’t have lunch and she told me to eat. My roommate James came back with his friend, I got introduced to him before he ended up leaving. I ended up making ramen with an egg at 6:00pm which the Iowa girl was proud of. I talked with the Dio Brando cosplayer over Snapchat some more. I played a ton of Holdfast once more. I transcribed from July 1st to July 15th, 2025. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Jingo - Santana (1969)
 
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