Holy Fuck I'm a burnt out Old Man.

I just realized how work heavy my schedule, and the fact that I'm drinking scotch before my Lit final, at 0730 in the morning, just getting off an 8 hour shift of security, where I mostly wrote 10 more pages of my novella, and did some brainstorming for art.

I think I may have a problem, a work problem. D:

Well the good news is today is the last day for Spring Semester, and in a week I fly to Germany to be with my beloved Jula  (World's longest Mulligan EVER).
But that is not even relaxing, because the entire time I have to budget out, and plan out the walking details since it is too expensive to rent a car, and figure out the hotel plans, and the packing plans, and the cat sitter plans, what money to allocate towards transportation, and what money to allocate towards food and other nesscessities, but then I have to budget time as well since I'm only there for a week. And in that, what time can I seriously dedicate to a woman on a technical first date? And how can I go about giving her what she wants and needs from a man, in a timely, yet polite manner?

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



Hey Juli, if you are reading this, please help me relax when I come over. I can't stop thinking about all the work and money shit... I need a vacation that is relaxing for my mind.

TELL ME NICE THINGS AND FLUFFY CLOUDS AND RAINBOWS AND SHIT.

XD