Labyrinth
I can't die masturbating
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- Joined
- Aug 7, 2024
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I devoted myself to her stupidly, as if she were more important than my own life. I expected to lose my virginity to her. I trusted her, and I never thought she would abandon me. And after 1 year and 8 days of talking, on voice calls, through audio messages, exchanging photos every day, sharing our routine, she decided to block me in a completely indifferent way. I developed an emotional dependence through our relationship, I supported her many times, I sent her money.
And yesterday, I cried, humiliating myself, begging her not to abandon me, begging her to stay, saying I would be traumatized if she did, and without empathy she left me. I said I would kill myself, and even then she didn't even reconsider, didn't even console me. She betrayed the trust of the very person who only wanted her around. AND NOW I FEEL ABANDONED AND I'VE LOST THE MEANING OF MY LIFE, THE MEANING OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF. The person who made me feel so special has now discarded me like trash.And the worst part is that I suffered and gave up so much to maintain this online relationship. I would travel from state to state just to meet with him.
And yesterday, I cried, humiliating myself, begging her not to abandon me, begging her to stay, saying I would be traumatized if she did, and without empathy she left me. I said I would kill myself, and even then she didn't even reconsider, didn't even console me. She betrayed the trust of the very person who only wanted her around. AND NOW I FEEL ABANDONED AND I'VE LOST THE MEANING OF MY LIFE, THE MEANING OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF. The person who made me feel so special has now discarded me like trash.And the worst part is that I suffered and gave up so much to maintain this online relationship. I would travel from state to state just to meet with him.