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February 23rd, 2026 (Continued): “I like I like what is here, that is. The brain is a machine. It's an organism that we know is always functioning, whether we like it or not. It's going to function. How it functions is really a factor of how we choose to save it and the awareness that is so much that is beyond our control, especially if any politics and procedures being changed all the time, what we control becomes more difficult. And yet, our clients who requires us to organize, get reassured that the kills they're living with is going time something better. It's going to be meaningful. So there is a necessity for us as providers to remain organized, present, appear to be in charge, believe that we are in charge, I can imagine that everything is fluid because those that are looking at us count on us to be very confident. In a way, if you look at those of you who are parents, a child, depending on what age they are, a child is going to look at their parents so that adults around them to help them manage, how their days are going to go. ‘Dad, Mom, what are we doing today?’ If the kids want to know, where are we going? We want to know that they can understand how the day is going to happen. Yes, things may change if you let them know that, you know what? Between now and 10 o'clock, this is the plan. Between 10 and noon, we are going to be creative, or we are going to be waiting to see what we do next. So that way, we are helping the children know that the day is going to be organized. You don't have to give them all the details, but they won't know that it is an assistant or a sensible order. So in a way, when you elevate that to us as being providers, working with clients, or different groups, different ages, who have different needs, they too, need reassurance that given what I know, this is how I explain to you, and this is how we are going to achieve it. And you achieve that by, number one, showing up, you want to show up, comfortable, dressed well, present, attentive, and the attention part, which is going to be our next phase, is crucial. Because our clients read our emotions. The read our words, they look at us, but they also get reassurance that you are preparing. The caring element is very difficult to define, and yet plants will let him know, or we don't talk about it. They say, you know what? So-and-so came in today. themselves today. Or so-and-so came in, they're doing a very good job, even though they may not be so sure of how things are going to go. They need- they're always monitoring us and we need that a lot. I get so pleased when I send referrals here, and I wear the clients call back they’re saying: ‘you know what? I got help. I feel like I was being listened to.’ That makes a huge difference. And allows people who are living with a lot of pressure to feel that, yes, I'm being supported, I'm being respected. That's very important. So, the next piece is mining our attentiveness; focus. When you have so many thoughts and emotions going through your mind, I in this case, I think of the exercise of driving, we all leave our arms, and we have a pattern of where we go. Most vehicles now are smart vehicles. There we know where you are going. Are you going to the office or are you going to this destination? The machine knows those following you, because you are the operator. So if you have a difficult route that you take from home to the most frequent destination on Monday, machines will remember. But so is the brain. As you're driving, this becomes so crucial. As you're driving, you're a driving machine, but you're going through traffic lights. Especially if you're going through our city where traffic lights don't necessarily mean green you should go. Green means you should go, but your brain tells you wait. Stop and look at all sides. A stop sign tells you you want to do a full stop, not a roll stop, but a full stop. intended to make you be alert on what's going on, because somebody else whose mind is somewhere else, will run through that sign, okay? When your mind is preoccupied, especially worried. And you're finding yourself unable to focus. You're gonna walk through or ride through a stop sign. You may end up riding through a red light. You may end up stopping the full stop on the green light. Those moments, hopefully they're not happening to you. But I noticed them a lot, especially with my clients. I noticed them with my own stuff that I tried to make sure we are coaching ourselves constantly. So be attentive on the roads because that's a reminder of how your brain is self organizing, number one, most importantly, how it is staying in control. Even as it's being flooded with emotions that are difficult to manage, because they are throwing you off. So let me get some feedback on examples again, how you keep yourself focused. Especially under stress.” - Doctor Roberts
“I worked better under stress. You know?” - September 10th birthday
[laughter]
“Umm I guess at that point, just know what you got to do and just give it your all. I know that that's not the way a lot of brains work. I blame my undiagnosed ADHD for that. But yeah, I think that just managing those type of things, when you were talking about driving, I do know instances where I have stopped when I shouldn't have stopped or I didn't run the light that I shouldn't have. And then, but I'm watching it happen, and I'm seeing it, and it's not, I passed it, I'm like, ‘I already passed it.’ And And then so that's when I'm trying to like really, that's when I do like the heart reset, and I'm just like, whatever it is, you know, it's either the music is off, the kids are quiet now, you know, or whatever it is, but I think it's, like you said, the reminders of what you should be doing, and but there's also the instances where you do get to work and you don't even know how you get to work because you' you're obviously paying attention to the road, but you know, once you get here, the whole trip is not there. I don't know, that was a whole bunch of rambling, but there you go.” - September 10th birthday
“I am at your stress and a fear or something, and your brain, how you can do your emotion. So for instance, like we are angry for thirty seconds to one minute when we say this thing to that person. When we see our inner voices say don’t say that, but still, at the verge of anger, we said that. But after thinking that, we feel that again, that we should not feel that. So in that moment, it’s our duty to control that emotion, even if we are angry because the brain is like a machine. You can control it. It motions not as the one that controls you. If your brain is not controlling this, then emotions are high one.” - the Indian lady
“Excellent.” - Doctor Roberts
“Yes, please. I actually believe the complete opposite of that. I actually think we are 100% motivated by emotion. I think everything we do is tied to some sort of emotional effect. Basically, because, you know, we desire to stay alive and preserve ourselves and we use emotions to do that. But it's the… It's my belief is that the emotion that you, you have to be careful what emotions that you indulge yourself in the most often, and then because if you if you engage yourself in bad emotions most of the time, you will live in those states of emotion. So if you engage yourself with positive emotions, you will be more positive in everything. You do. If you engage yourself in sad emotions, you will, you know, be depressed most of the time. If you gauge yourself in anger, you will be angry most of the time. So you have to pay attention to, you, how much time you are spending in these states and what you're doing that puts you in these states. That's my belief too, if you spend your time doing positive things and good things, you will feel more positive and feel better.” - Edgar
“Thank you.” - Doctor Roberts
[POST SPLIT INTO MULTIPLE PARTS DUE TO CHARACTER LIMIT]
 
February 23rd, 2026 (Continued): “You can. Just to add something as an Asian eldest daughter, I don't think our emotion will be like, how do you say, recognized? Our parents take the emotion for us, you, emotion is nothing. So I don't know what this emotion to life inAmerica. But for being a woman, I think our brain is always thinking. Even though we want to stop, when we 5 second later, it’s thinking again. So good thing I don't drive. I don't. I don't drive, being a passenger princess I don't. I don't. I don't hear it sometimes when my husband is talking. I was going and I was thinking something else, this week or this week or something. And also, as September 10th birthday mentioned. When I was stressed, I work more competitively, because stress motivates me, ‘Oh, I have to finish this, I have to do this, I don't do that.’ So until I don't finish, my stress level increas. As I mentioned, in the stress time, for example, if someone is talking to me beside me, I don't hear. I'm listening, I'm not there. So I mean my focus always why I'm stressed and what. So until it's finished, I don't know.” - Threes
“Doing the task?” - Doctor Roberts
“Yes.” - Threes
“I love the vision you were making about culture.” - Doctor Roberts
“Yeah.” - Threes
“Gender. Never cultures, don't encourage being a lot to our emotions. In fact, they discourage acknowledging or showing emotion. When the truth is real life that did not happen like that. And so, we are learning, we learn continuously that the American culture is forcing us to be a lot of emotions by labeling them, understanding them, understanding how they manifest in control of us, and most importantly, how they environment around us responds to the emotions. Now, there are some gender differences as well. You're right, as women, in most cultures, we know that you work more, you work hard, and you always want to you as a multitasking. because of the different tasks. So you may be here at work, but you’re also thinking about work, how do I want to go? Who is being taken care of? If you have the parents, I need to get attention on how all of that is organized so you’re constantly, under demand to perform well, multitasks, and yet are you only one person, one mind. But thankfully because we're in a new culture, being aware of what she can do, even a the woman or the man for that matter, as couples communicate with each other, they can help each other. So this goes to the role then many of you who are made parents, or in relationships, where you're running, how many, you're no longer alone. You're managing other people while at the same time, being a leader in your household can become an interesting task indeed. Let me go to sleep. How many of you last night were lucky to be in bed by 9 or 10 o'clock and slept until 6 o'clock this morning?” - Doctor Roberts
“ I want to bed at midnight and woke up at 7:30am.” - Edgar
“Ooh!” - me
“Midnight, 7:30?” – Doctor Roberts
“Yeah! 7 hours. I really rushed to get here, I didn’t get a lot of sleep.” - Edgar
“Typically, how many are able to get eight hours of sleep, meaning that at 9 o'clock in the evening, when in bed until 6? How about five hours? Meaning midnight, and by 6 o'clock, you're up?” - Doctor Roberts
“Somewhere around here!” - the younger Ukrainian lady
“It is Ramadan right now.” - Mauer
[laughter]
“Some of you are fasting and are up at three, four?” - Doctor Roberts
“4:30am.” - the Afghani man
“And then you try to go back to sleep or not.” - Doctor Roberts
“No.” - Mauer
“That's it. Some people, yeah, if they want, they can go back to sleep at least one and a half hours or two But yeah, we have to go to mosque and then pray and recite holy Qu’ran and then take care ourselves for work.” - the Afghani man
“So maybe that's just to minds question is to be qualified. Because right now because of Ramadan, all those of you who are fasting under lent, things are a bit different. It's not known, but still the plan should still be thought through. Understanding the role of fasting, how that changes the brain, especially in this fast first week. So come come this week Wednesday will be the first full week of fasting. So the body is now remembering how to act for the next three weeks, but for normal life , it's a little bit of still, the gift of good sleep, eight hour, seven hours is important. For all the right reasons, because we know very well, for example, for me, If I don’t sleep my eight hours a day, and the tend to run very long days, and run typically 14 hours a, 14 hours an hour. I schedule. I need my good sleep. I still practice, and my staff allow me to do this. If I’m feeling very tired, I would take a 20 minute nap. Let's close my office door, take 20 minutes and sleep well. But that means that my brain has to be able to shut down, shut the Indian door. Make sure that there are no other Indians that are working, programs in the background, like a computer, because if you try to shut it off and any other programs running, guess what? The machine is still busy. So we need to be kind with our brains, then how we think, but most importantly how we engage in meaningful rest. How many over you are a young parent or how many have kids at home.” - Doctor Roberts
[Elon, the Ukrainian woman, Mrauku, Threes, Edgar, the Afghani man, September 10th birthday, the Polish woman, Zarith C, website guy, and the Latinx lady raise their hands]
“What's a young parent?” - website guy
“We can be parents, but we're not young” - the Polish lady
[laughner\
“In fairness, all of you have some responsibility back home.” - Doctor Roberts
“Correct.” - the Afghani man
“Taking care of funds, taking care of your loved one, taking care of a child, taking care of a neighbor. Constantantly, with this make a responsibility that we have, which make our life very meaningful, are the pain, the challenges that drain our batteries. So how do we encourage our house forces to have a moment in the day or in the evening sorry, when the household shuts down? So for example, if you are organized that you have dinner, 7 o'clock, 8 o'clock, if you're, if you're breaking the fast around 6 o'clock, and you go into the evening. At what point exactly do you turn the TVs off, you turn your phones of the phones, especially if you have young people and children, the phones go to another room to sleep. so the kids can also sleep. So we have to have a creature in our house, when we things shut down, and allow the things to be able to rest. Yes, sir!” - Doctor Roberts
“Like a meditation of sorts? Like, just like, just turn everything off and just sit or like have conversation or just…” - Edgar
Those are the different routines that people have. Some people, when they come home, normally it is 6 o'clock or 7 o'clock, they take your dinner, they do some house chores, they take they change, change into comfortable clothes. Either end up watching some news or a comedy or a program that makes you relax again which is what I would recommend. You want to have your mind relaxing in a very comfortable way. Or engaging in prayer. So meditation, reading scriptures, reading a book that you like, intention and allowing your brain to stand off to stand down from being super alert, being much more comfortable. Yes, for you, those of you are mothers and fathers. You're going to say: ‘I have a lot of things I need to prepare.’ If I go to bed, I want to make sure that it is safe, and then at the table, I know how the day is going to go. All of that becomes part of your routine. but name a time when you share off, it's nine o'clock or 10 oclock, you until then you wake up in the morning at six or seven o'clock. My homework from you, what I need to keep thinking through my next time around? I'll reinforce someone with sharing that we have done now.” - Doctor Roberts
“Can you repeat that last part? What's that a question? I'm sorry?” - September 10th birthday
“I am asking you what homework. Do you want to give me what I need to think about? To help you, help your minds help your person be and take care of yourselves, Number one, even as you may leave in a chaotic world around us you want to have for me to think about.” - Doctor Roberts
“Convince our higher ups to have 20 minutes naps.” - September 10th birthday
[laughter]
“The problem is not having it. They won't wake up after their 20 minutes.” - the Latinx lady
“How to prevent the new generation, they're stopping their engine to shut down with the Red Bulls. Our generation, when they have a lot of works or they are whelming, they're drinking a Red Bull, you know. So they boosted their energy with Red Bull. So how we can stop those heavens. red. Energy rain.” - the Afghani man
[POST SPLIT INTO MULTIPLE PARTS DUE TO CHARACTER LIMIT]
 
February 23rd, 2026 (Continued): There was a bit more in the speech but I went to my desk for a bit and then went over to Seth M’s branch. I saw Joy talking with the Polish lady and informed them my Eton jacket arrived, the Polish lady said she hopes it fits and then I went to work, I had to unlock Wun Wun from his account before I went around collecting intern computers and giving them elsewhere. I had to get Zarith C’s intern a new computer and I ended up clocking out at 1:15pm. I took the bus to class. On my walk to class I passed Hedelweis and the Salvation Army girl and helped Hedelweis with her Excel assignment. I read about the propagandist Carmen Maria Machado. Her image on Wikipedia was a very angry liberal slop woman. She is 39 (born July 3rd, 1986) with no kids and is separated from her wife. There was yet another comedic passage that made me silently chuckle. She didn’t convert to Judaism in 1993 but:
≫Machado grew up in a religious United Methodist household, which, she says, led to a sense of guilt for several years about her queer sexuality.
I know that the United Methodist church wasn’t always this hecking affirming and validating but it’s so funny complaining about the United Methodist church of all churches being too queerphobic. And this passage:
≫Machado is bisexual. Until 2022, she lived in Philadelphia with her then-wife Val Howlett. The two married in 2017 and maintained a non-monogamous relationship, living with their partner Marne Litfin in a throuple. Machado and Howlett separated later that year.
Malthus said his wife talks about her brother in a tone as if he’s an idiot but he’s not. A passage which I saw was:
<If you read this story out loud, please use the following voices:
<ME: as a child, high-pitched, forgettable; as a woman, the same.
I wish people would forget about Machado’s elephant-footesque writing. The world would be a better place. Now let me get this out of the way. I would NEVER request a husband stitch on my under-anesthetics future wife. The goysounds shat out of Malthus’ mouth:
“Not all men but it’s always a man and sometimes it’s all men.”
Pure drivel. Rokuhira wasn’t here but Naruhito and Chloie were. I went over to my second class and found out I got a ⅖ on my last quiz. I walked home afterwards to meet my future roommate whom I will be calling Hamin. He was there first and we went in to show him the place. He was from Wheaton, Illinois and found out the yearly parking pass at night was $55. He said his girlfriend sometimes comes and he’s an architecture major. Hamin’s born on August 27th, 2004 from my calculations. He left after half an hour and talked a bit to my roommate James. I continued failing to program and then went out to a nearby restaurant to eat for dinner. I had a steak gyro and spotted Nash and Drawmija and asked for Nash’s fries (was refused) before eating alone. I went back and took the advice from Horseradish’s edits to my Microsoft word document. I completed that and at 9:15pm I walked all the way to the campus library to encounter Markus and Hedelweis. I helped Hedelweis with her excel homework while I saw Markus doing Latin homework. I spotted this on his screen:
<Quaeris, quem ad modum Visconsinia sodalitate diem hiemali disponam. Evigilo cum requisivit, circa horam secundam, saepe dummyius, ante raro. Maneo in lecto quindecim minuta. Tum, lavor, et post balneum, eo ad scholam. In schola, disco de lingua latina, romanis deis, ratione civili…
Which translates to:
“You ask how I arrange a winter day in Wisconsin society. I wake up when required, around the second hour, often later, earlier rarely. I remain in bed for fifteen minutes. Then I wash, and after a bath I go to school. In school I learn about the Latin language, the Roman gods, and civil law.”
He only sounded half as archaic as the ChatGPT translation. I got a 75 out of 100 on Hedelweis’ auto grader the first time so I had to go back to use ChatGPT to test some Excel formulas I wrote and it bumped her up to an 89 out of 100 with one attempt left. I walked home after getting a picture of Markus with extremely bad posture. I walked home but just felt awful about myself. I kept pondering on people’s tendencies to have a humanity switch flip off with me that I’ve never seen. Like Chloie freaking out over me sending her that Family Guy clip (or probably seeing my chuddy likes), Dean my senior year of high school, and Asherah replacing me with that cacaot Logan. I got to buy some cereal and then got to my back gate and realized I didn’t have my keys. A quick call to Markus at 9:50pm confirmed it and I had to go back thinking about it more. My parents are cold and obviously have Garnet as the favorite. I hated it. I got over and picked them up to head home past a broken walkway light flashing rapidly like an LED instead of an incandescent bulb. I got home at 10:40pm, took a shower. And didn’t transcribe the recordings I made.

Song of the Day: Good Time - Owl City, Carly Rae Jepsen (2012)
 
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February 24th, 2026: At 2:59am, a group member wrote out in the Discord:
<Hey everyone. Just letting you know I dropped the class. I switched to the bachelor of arts degree which doesn't require the capstone. I'm sorry for hardly doing any work over the last 5 months. I hope the rest of the project goes well for you all.
FUCK YOU! I woke up at 6:05am and got out of bed by 6:30am. I had cereal and coffee at home before catching the 7:55am bus with the Indian lady. I got into work and clocked in to see Seth M making a closing door gesture towards Kiana’s cubicle and a neighbors to stop them from talking too much. I was wearing my cheap ($45) polyester Eton jacket over a blue and white plaid button-down. I was supposed to meet with Seth M at 9:00am but he said we could meet at 10:00am and to create a calendar invite. I helped Tia with her printer not showing up and I printed a test page of the Paul Revere Wikipedia page on my end to see if it worked. I couldn’t figure it out but eventually Seth M came over and told me to switch the WiFi and it worked. I waited and then went to the board room. He came in and showed me a spreadsheet of all the clients and to delete certain useless columns and fix others. I did that quite quickly and then went to checking what was supposed to be 30 rows of people and fixing an issue with trailing spaces on the last names resulting in noticable Jeet spacing (incorrect spacing before a punctuation mark like , this) and I did 300 of them. At 10:59am, I found out Seth M’s brother’s name and date of birth (April 5th, 2000). I confronted Seth M about it at 11:14am, he said he works in Brookfield, Wisconsin in a similar tech role. I wondered who else could have secret brothers I don’t know about. I went to get pizza for lunch at 12:00pm and had the buffalo chicken slice before heading back and posting an article on A&N on KiwiFarms. I did a bit more programming and then clocked out at 1:01pm to catch the bus to class. At 1:26pm, I was near the busy building when a funky looking man with long hair came up and held the door for me, he was wearing teal pants, a light blue hat, and a multi-colored jacket straight out of the 1990s. I spotted the Salvation Army girl on my walk there and talked to her a bit before sitting outside my only class for the day on KiwiFarms talking about how I would try to ask her to sushi on Friday. She didn’t show up for a while and I had to read through book XXII of The City of God, especially the long chapter 8 where to challenge the question of why miracles ceased. Saint Augustine goes on and on about miracles he’s heard about and one involving someone’s anal fistula being healed. I wrote in the groupchat on Kiwifarms:
>I gave up tinder because I got tons of generic women.
Which made Null AKA Joshua Connor Moon respond:
<wtf help me none of these bitches are fucked up or watch anime
I replied:
>Try Hinge, the women responses are more generic but I've noticed I have the best like sent to response received ratio before I got banned. I did go to a Catholic dance IRL and met this cute woman but she ghosted me halfway through texting.
Pissmaster replied to the Catholic dance part:
<Carve her name into your arm to let her know you're serious about her.
I replied to Pissmaster:
>Lol I got her number after the January dance and she didn't show up to the February dance and they don't resume until April or May.
>There's this super cute girl in my Catholic studies class who sits next to me before and during class I'm gonna ask her to sushi this Friday.
A bit later twinArmageddons replied to something about me reposting an article about fujoshis to A&N:
<A soyteen becoming an a&noob sad
Jershua Coomer real woman replied:
<Like giving up smoking and becoming an alcoholic
Nash joined me and asked me a few questions like:
“Do you want to go to the ICE protest on Saturday.”
My response:
“Absolutely not!”
And another one was:
“If you had a chip on your shoulder, would you eat it?”
I asked:
“What kind of chip.”
He replied:
“Sea salt and vinegar.”
I said:
“Yes.”
I wrote more saying:
>Nevermind my friend "Nash" is here.
Doxed replied:
<This noob got a friend named Nash😭😭
I told them it’s a codename. I went inside the room and stayed at my desk until more people came in including Bakhita. She said her art history club had a meeting and that she works 25 hours a week every single day of the week. I talked more with her and wasn’t able to ask her on a date. The class started and we discussed if there’s more good or bad in the world. I saw Nash and Drawmija playing footsie under the desk a bit and Horseradish mentioned a story of his dad kneeling down to help an old lady find her keys, which caused an embolism in his knees which almost killed him. I went back home to transcribe Doctor Roberts’ recording and James the Greater told me while unpacking his new coffee brewer, he got water over my stuff and had to throw away the flour. I told him he didn’t need to pay because I did accidentally drop all his coffee grounds. I went over to the Catholic center by 6:05pm to see Drawmija, Nash, and Kaufman. I waited until people came up like Magdalene and her boyfriend, Casta, Bernarda, Sixes, Sideburns, Frociaggine, the Honduran, Mahdi, Telemachus. I found out from the Honduran that there were so many people who volunteered so there was little to do. I overheard Lewis’ girlfriend saying she’s a vegetarian so I said:
“Get well soon.”
Casta made everybody sign a card for the benefactors that purchased us the new church so I put my name on it and my graduation year (2026). I got criticized for my handwriting. I finished up eating and said bye to the people there including Lewis’ girlfriend. I went home and listened to Cat’s in the Cradle and cried a little bit, my dad worked in a different state on weekdays growing up. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Cat's in the Cradle - Harry Chapin (1974)
 
February 25th, 2025: Another day of work and school. I made coffee and reposted an article in A&N. I took the bus to work and got in to work on cleaning the spreadsheet Seth M sent me and went to help with intern laptops. Helping out the new intern, whom I will be calling Raya. I asked her at 9:40am:
“Where are you from?”
She replied:
“South Georgia.”
And I instantly noticed the Southern accent.
“Where specifically?”
I inquired further.
“Ray City.”
She told me. I looked it up. I created an email for her but I was told to actually use an intern email instead because we get charged for every new email created. So I had to delete her email and then set her up with a pre-existing one. I continued walking around to fill printers with paper when the main color printer was all out of magenta, I noticed the 2 tubes looked like they were empty so I called the number asking for 1 of each color. Seth M came over and pointed out the ones in the box where we keep them aren’t used and put in magenta. I went over to Seth M’s branch for something and saw Joy plus Portia eating a meal from Culvers, I asked why she didn’t get cheese curds and Portia said she didn’t like their cheese curds and they cost $3 extra. This was blasphemy to my ears and made me disgusted. I left to get a real lunch at the pizza place with a california slice.
At 11:59am, I had my first experience with a Kars-4-Kids commercial, which increased my Anti-semitism greatly. I went back and replace the ink cartridges and filled up paper trays for Ahwahn, the Indian lady, and Keke, who was out. I spotted this in her office:
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I encountered Joy and Portia when I was leaving, telling Joy about the Eton jacket, she asked how much it costed and I said $45 and she didn’t need to worry because I bought it myself. I left at 1:01pm to get 14:01 hours worked so far in the week. I took the bus back to campus and bought yet another Rockstar piña colada energy drink. I got to class and had this conversation on KiwiFarms:
>Gonna continue posting on here while in a creative writing class with reading assignments straight out of a women's studies class somehow.
D. Pedro II:
<why do you hate yourself enough to be part of women's studies class.
BunchaBabyDucks:
<Ape, thats literally where the foids are. It's how you pick up chicks.
D. Pedro II:
<Listen, the foids that are in women's studies class are likely not right on the head. When I was still at Uni, the cutest girl walked up in my class recess one day, and she was a avid fan of our equivalent of Joe Biden but more drunk.
<She was not only a fan, but was part of the Official Socialist Party and was handling the distribution of the material of that electoral's year. Probably is a crazy feminist nowdays
>I took this as a creative writing class only. The "queer" (read: woman with an ugly dyke haircut who writes queer romance westerns) poisoned the well.
At 2:10pm, I went out to throw away my Rockstar energy to see Chloie walking towards the room. I got in before her and tried seeing if I could flick the doorstop up to get it to close in her face. It didn’t work. She didn’t come in but I asked Naruhito:
“Hey are we supposed to keep this door open or not?”
Chloie finally talked to me for once after her shitlib localized cancellation:
“I think we’re supposed to leave it open.”
I instantly scolded her.
“I’m not talking to you…”
I pointed to Naruhito.
“I’m talking to you.”
It felt so cathartic to finally tell her off. And she didn’t say anything. We did a freewrite in class from 3rd person limited, 1st person, and 3rd person omniscient. Malthus told us that he met a developer who owned a very wordy-named Baptist church that the developer didn’t know had a raze order from the much better named Lutheran church. I went to my second class and fucked up by forgetting what a heap table is and then went back home. There was no meeting today for the group project but I checked my email and found out that I had to write a 900 word essay on the last 2 chapters of Saint Augustine’s City of God by tomorrow and he didn’t specify the chapters. My edition had the last 10 pages be chapters 28, 29, and 30 of book XXII. I called Markus’ brother first at 6:10pm and he couldn’t help me. I called Seraphim at 6:13pm and he said he was at work until 8:00pm but he could help me then. I then called Mercurius at 6:19pm and he couldn’t help. I just used Kaufman’s notes and a PDF of the assignment plus ChatGPT to start working. I put on a video of a German soldier occasionally checking in on you for 2 hours. I took a shower and then finally completed it with just under an hour of work to do left. I submitted it to professor Horseradish and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Trans-Europe Express - Kraftwerk (1977)
 
February 26th, 2026: Another day of work. I got up and had cereal with coffee and took the bus into work to not have to brew more coffee but just put creamer in mine plus sugar. I got into work and had to go back to cleaning up data on the sheets. I did like 200 rows of people, usually removing a trailing space at the end of their last name. I got an email from Joy asking if I could leave at 4:30pm during the convention so Keke can take over because of limits on people here, also she couldn’t get the Japanese tie but found one tie that looked like the waves in the first print of Thirty-Six Views of Mount Fuji. I found out she’s off today. I then shifted to looking for more of the Intern laptops and went to Portia to find one but she said she needed it here. I went over to the Indian lady and she said she’d speak with Portia directly. Tia told me Liseuxa hasn’t been responding to texts sent to her so she’s basically quit. I bought sauerkraut for lunch and had half the tube to eat. I left at 1:01pm and on the bus ride home Mrauku called me asking for help with his printer. I told him to unplug it and plug it back in again plus fill the printer with paper. At 1:20pm, this White woman with a guitar sitting behind me asked:
“Are you Collin?”
I replied:
“No?”
She said:
“Because you look like a Collin.”
She got off the bus at 1:23pm. I got off 2 minutes later. I went to buy a Reese’s white chocolate peanut butter cup and then went to the printer in the library to spend $6.06 on 22 double-sided copies of my assignment. I put them in my backpack and went to the career fair and saw Asherah’s boss as the only person there. I fucking knew Asherah was trying to hide from me, she thinks I’m creepy both for “liking” her after she already replaced me with that cacaot Logan and being a Catholic who invests in the scriptures and won’t give me the benefit of telling me when I’m in the wrong like the less autistic James the Lesser and just wants to play victim to fit in with the minorities she worships. I went to talk with the Indian lady and Tia for a bit until going back and seeing Talia talking a bit. I went to my class and waited to hand out the papers a bit later. I wasn’t able to give Bakhita a copy with my number on it like I planned but we talked a bit and I handed out copes until Seraphim came in and started talking to Bakhita, Bakhita said she had to dogsit for her sister while she’s out on honeymoon. Bakhita said she liked Toni Morrison, a Black woman feminist yet somehow Catholic poet. I question if she’s really Catholic. I started off the conversation when class officially started and Horseradish advertised a talk by a friend of his famous for his book attacking Liberalism, the talk at 7:00pm was about Plato’s Republic and he told us if we could invite a friend and write a 300 word essay on the speech, we’d get our lowest grade replaced with an A. When we were told the friend part, I looked over at Bakhita, Seraphim and Mercurius looked at each other, Mahdi and Markus’ brother did likewise, and Kaufman plus Elijah. I asked Bakhita and she said:
“Maybe.”
But he revealed it had to be from outside the class. When class was done. We were told to buy Dante’s Divine Comedy. I went to talk to Bakhita and she said she probably won’t go because the campus art gallery is holding an opening. I saw her talking with Seraphim a while and then I left to head to buy Taco Bell. I went back to the busy building and met with Hedelweis and the Salvation Army girl. The Salvation Army girl was going but Hedelweis wasn’t. Agaw came over and said she was almost glad that it would be a woman only table but I got mad at her and said:
“Please stop with your secular drivel.”
Replace ‘secular’ with ‘feminist’ in my mind. But she didn’t notice I was angry. I left to fail to work on my project until 6:15pm when I went outside and on the way saw a woman I recognized from a church dance. And I spotted the Salvation Army girl talking with Pen Guy outside. I talked with them a bit and I met a guy who was Stearns’ friend (Stearns came over) and he said he was a senior when Stearns (and I) were freshmen and now had a kid and went to the only TLM in the county. I took the elevator upstairs to the conference room and we were in there for a bit when I asked the camerawoman if she went to the dances and she said yes. I talked a bit and noticed her taking photos of me. One event of myself pulling out my copy of The City of God. She got more photos and told me she’s covering for her brother. More people cme in like Seraphim, Markus’ brother, Mahdi, Mercurius and his girlfriend, the Honduran , fLeJean, and Adam II and his girlfriend. Horseradish gave a speech first introducing the speaker. The Plato speaker talked about Alexis De Tocqueville and praised the Puritans who came over, especially the first governor of Massachussets (Actually the 2nd, 6th, 9th, and 12th) John Winthrop. There was a mention of the decreasing presence of conservatives in academia and a student of Leo Strauss. I remember Seraphim next to me opening his hardbound copy of Plato’s Republic and flipping to the copy they had. Near the end there was questions and answers. I saw Father Aquinas in the back and Drawmija. I asked the second question related to his book:
“How did it make you feel that President Barack Obama gave a positive review of your book?”
There was laughter and he clarified that Obama had his disagreements with the book but Obama understood there were points of agreement that Obama had. The Honduran asked a question related to the pessimism related to the future Boomers. I had more M&Ms while watching and talked with the photographer lady a bit, she’s not in college and has photographed for 5 years starting at 14 years old. She’s covering for her brother and might not be able to get the photographs to me of me in them. I felt like I was ignoring her so I gave her the:
“It was great talking with you.”
And left. I got back home at 9:44pm and took a shower before going to sleep.

Song of the Day: The Sweetest Taboo - Sade (1985)
 
February 27th, 2026: Another day at work. I took the bus in and brewed coffee to have it. I went up to my office and I checked my email to find out that Joy had reacted with a thumbs up to my post. I forgot to clock in but I informed Seth M that I wouldn’t be going into classes today. I checked in with Mrauku and he told me he got it fixed. I had to refill the printer with 8.5” x 11” paper. I needed to share the Google doc of the volunteer information sheet to the Ukrainian man because he was trying to scan a paper copy for himself, I also shared it to Seth M and then the Indian lady. I had Tia tell me she had issues with her printer and I filled it up with paper and then she told me it’s ok. I bought some hickory sticks and went back to eat the rest of the sauerkraut with 4 hickory meat sticks. I gave one to Staples and another to Edgar. At 12:41pm, I saw this weird post on my Snapchat:
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I saw the Afghani lady doing something at the printer. Later Wun Wun, I, and a 3rd man moved a large table into a room. I went back and helped the Afghani man with correcting files. I eventually went up just before 4:30pm to see the receptionist. Keke, Kiana, and another woman talking but I just went back. I walked to the grocery store and bought milk, blueberries, bananas, and lent sushi then purchased it. I took the bus back quickly avoiding a homeless black guy. At 5:04pm, I had my foot out in the aisle for a bit and a woman my age accidentally touched it, she said:
“Sorry!”
And I smiled a bit because I had experienced niceness for once in my day. Dinner was the smushed lent sushi and I enjoyed it. I got prepared for Bernarda’s powerpoint party. I wrote more in my blog until I went to the economics building for the powerpoint party at 7:00pm. We had snacks and needed to share our presentations with Morgado. Nephri went first with videos of young kids talking about Jesus, then Nash giving facts about all 47 presidents of the United States of America, he messed up the images for some of them and then there was Bernarda’s presentation on anthropomorphism in media. I redid my Saint Ambrose presentation. I referred to the Arians as Jehovah’s Witnesses while the Nicene Christians were normal. Next was Lewis’ girlfriend’s presentation and I took the most pictures of it and asked the most questions about what your confirmation saint says about you:
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<Saint Francis of Assisi
<You love animals and the poor so much
<You really wish you had the stigmata
<You have like 3 outfits you keep repeating
She described it as rather 3 articles of each type of clothing.
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<Saint Augustine
<You are so very incredible destined to become a priest
<Sometimes you go to your bed and cry about how hard life is
<You have bad eyesight
<Thanks to Sixes’ friend for ideas for this one.
I raised my hand and asked:
“Are these supposed to be inspired by certain people.”
She replied:
“No they aren’t.”
There was one on Saint Therese of Liseux where it said she was a basic pick most women did and I commented:
“Well actually I went to a speed dating event in November and when I asked them their confirmation saints, most of them said Saint Therese of Avala.”
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<Saint Jacinta
<You struggle with relationships even though you’ve NEVERR been in one
<You’re all about those extreme Lenten penances
<You love using pintrest on your ipad and have a Catholicism board
<Thanks to Oriang and Nash for the ideas on this one
“Are you really sure you didn’t base these off of anybody in particular?”
I asked.
“No Gemerson I didn’t ok!”
Lewis’ girlfriend fought back.
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<Saint Joseph
<You’re EXTRA basic
<You probably try to be granola but you never will be
<You’re SUUUUPER nonchalant, bro. you’re definitely not mewing right now
I did the mewing gesture and said that my confirmation sponsor who had Saint Joseph wasn’t basic and he fought in Vietnam.
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<Mary, Mother of God
<You probably think you’re smarter than everyone because you knew that you could pick Her as a confirmation saint
<Definitely the mom friend
<You love a good yogurt bowl in the morning
She told us a story of her dad accidentally naming himself as his confirmation saint because his sponsor wasn’t there and he wanted to choose Saint Paul but when asked:
“What is your name?”
He didn’t answer Paul.
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<Saint Teresa of Avala
<Canvas and whatever calendar app you use are both perpetually open on your phone
<Your planner is color-coded and FILLED, and is constantly updated every single week
<You can write in cursive very well
Saint Sebastian was her complaining about oat of the men choosing i in her high school which made me ask wasn’t she homeschooled. She said she joined the high school for confirmation. Saint Maria Goretti was another one, and Saint Anthony of Padua, Saint Michael being people with anger issues, Saint Gianna, and then Saint Cecilia
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<Saint Cecilia
<You either sing in the choir at church or just louder than everyone else
<You love playing the piano at random peoples’ houses
<You always have your hair done nicely
I just needed to comment:
“Well actually, my mom chose Saint Cecilia as her confirmation saint and she didn’t do choir but just loved the Simon & Garfunkel song.”
I can’t believe she didn’t throw the mic at me once. The last one was Saint Philomena:
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<Saint Philonena
<You are beautiful, and you are talented
<And smart, and funny,
<And VERY humble too!
I knew she was lying, I told her the presentation was obviously flawed because there was no option for Saint Ambrose of Milan people like me. Mahdi, the honduran, Markus, and Markus’ brother all did a jokey presentation together and then I left after an hour once it was done. I walked home, took a shower, and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: The Kid’s Aren’t Alright - The Offspring (1998)
 
February 28th, 2026: Another Saturday. I had cereal for breakfast and coffee as I worked on writing in my blog. I had a banana to go with breakfast and went over early to get my laundry done. At 8:58am while going to collect my dried laundry. I saw a Black guy smoking weed in the laundromat: I took a picture of the blunt:
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I uploaded February 1st, 2025 through February 28th, 2025 to the Booru Blog throughout the day. Lunch was snacking on oats. I had Day add me on Snapchat and we ended up talking for a while about her choker with a guitar pick in it and how I needed to dress fancy for an upcoming fundraiser dinner. She told me she’s cleaning up her room toda y in a burst of focus rare for someone with ADHD. At 1:29pm, I texted Oriang asking her:
>Who’s your pareal woman saint?
She replied at 2:40pm with:
<Saint Jacinta Marto 🫣
I knew Lewis’ girlfriend was lying. I got dressed at 3:45pm and took the bus in the snow at 4:33pm only to get in at 5:00pm. I was guided up by the Honduran to get a custom name tag from Father Aquinas because Markus’ brother arrived late. I got a free drink ticket from Jade and got a rum and coke. I saw the Quad there with Drawmija handling coats, Oriang helping Jade, Nephri and her boyfriend downstairs greeting people, Alley and Kalifornia were selling merchandise. I spotted Casta walking around and then the guy who goes to the TLM also, Stearns and his girlfriend, the long bearded guy who made us ribs one time, Deacon Mickey and his wife. Aquino and some of her family, Mahdi, the Honduran’s sister, mom, and dad, Ava taking photos, and Sixes’ friend with his brother, his wife, and their child. I felt kind of bad for being unable to socialize even when drinking. I said hi to Aquino and even met Father Aquinas’ father who himself was a priest. I then spotted Horseradish and his wife whom I met for the first time, I gave him a distilled version of my conversion story and he told me he converted to the faith in his early 20s. I saw Markus’ brother and went over to him. I went upstairs to take some pictures. I then went down and we got seated. I was at a table with Cliffe and Markus’ brother. Markus’ brother told me that Ali Khamenei, the supreme leader of Iran since June 4th, 1989 got killed in an airstrike today. Iran says it’s not real but the United States and Israel say so. I was glad but this gay (I’m not insulting him he’s actual homosexual) representative wasn’t because we’d be getting into war. Our Republican senator was happy. I found out that Markus’ brother has a brother with cerebral palsy. We got served wine, Cliffe, Markus’ brother, and I all chose white wine. Markus’ brother said that he only gave up beer for lent so had some. We went up and I got salad, mashed potatoes, and salmon. There was also a guy who constantly wore a cowboy hat and his parents there. There was a speech from the rib chef and his conversion about the Eucharist and how the “accidents” of the bread remain. His wife spoke and their two sons out of three (one’s in prison) and the older one’s fiancée was present. Father Aquinas made a joke about Lex saying he wouldn’t mention his name but only his last name. There was stats on how the Catholic center was improving. Sunday mass had gone from 44 people in 2025 to 72 people in 2026. We were getting now 21 confirmations compared to 3 in 2023. Then was the donations where I donated $7.25 but not compared to the others who sometimes donated in the thousands. There was more than $140,000 when I went over to see Ava and get a picture taken by her and also talk to Markus’ brother, Kalifornia, and Alley. Alley stated:
“Gemerson, you're my bestie!”
I retorted:
“You didn’t invite me here.”
Markus’ brother said he originally planned to invite Agaw but that didn’t work, he also took two pictures of me:
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Day snapchatted me saying that she bought a bunch of Taco Bell because she’s broke and I found out she has more money than her parents… I caught the bus at 8:40pm and took a shower after I got home and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Little Lover - AC/DC (1976)
 
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March 1st, 2026: Lord’s day. I woke up, had breakfast and cereal but decided against the Latin mass for today. I played a round of Holdfast before getting dressed in the exact same outfit as yesterday. Suit and red trumpet tie. I walked over at 9:45am to see Kristine, Cronstedt, Lewis’ girlfriend, and some others in the chapel praying, upstairs was Gabriella cooking with Markus’ brother talking with the Honduran. I went downstairs for confession and the priest mentioned a previous reading when I discussed being mad at the internet as people on KiwiFarms would put it. I was told to pray 10 Hail Mary’s as a penance for someone who made me mad. I did it along with the people praying the rosary before mass. I sat near Markus and in front of Kalifornia. I was asked to read for mass and I had to do Genesis 12:1-4 once we first sat down:
☛1 Now the LORD said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you.
☛2 And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you, and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing.
☛3 I will bless those who bless you, and him who curses you I will curse; and by you all the families of the earth shall bless themselves.”
☛4 So Abram went, as the LORD had told him; and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he departed from Haran.
Elijah and Frociaggine were acolyting and the priest’s actual father who is a priest was here but he didn’t go into detail on how that could happen. I received the Eucharist with it dipped in wine and went out for breakfast. I sat with Markus, Markus’ brother, the Honduran and his sister. Telemachus had captain crunch with the cut up strawberries in it. The priest’s father came over and told Markus’ brother the story of how 13 years ago his wife died and he was at a crossroads on what to do with his life, so he joined his son in pursuing the priesthood and was ordained 2 years after his son. I left before the others went to Pizza Ranch (one of the founders is a sex offender) and I walked to the book store to buy the John Ciardi translation of Dante’s Inferno. On the walk there was an old homeless Black man sneezing aggressively at passersbys. I had to get help to find the book but got it. There was a hardcover version of a different translation I wish I could buy but didn’t. I walked home and ate some oats, played some Holdfast and then got a message that we’re gonna reschedule the meeting for today to 4:30pm. I made my changes at that time when the meeting started. The guy who does most work congratulated me for the stuff I generated with Claude.ai quickly. I tried making a pull request but nobody else could see it. Because 2 people didn’t show up. We decided on a second meeting tomorrow at 5:30pm. I took the bus to the 5:30pm mass and got seated up front, I never saw Bakhita but I spotted Gerrardo near me. I got Father Palmer to come over to me and say:
“Hey would you like to do the readings for mass?”
I agreed and he gave me a binder for what to announce during the “Lord hear our prayer part” after the recitation of the creed. Including:
2 Timothy 1:8-10
☛8 Do not be ashamed then of testifying to our Lord, nor of me his prisoner, but take your share of suffering for the gospel in the power of God,
☛9 who saved us and called us with a holy calling, not in virtue of our works but in virtue of his own purpose and the grace which he gave us in Christ Jesus ages ago,
☛10 and now has manifested through the appearing of our Savior Christ Jesus, who abolished death and brought life and immortality to light through the gospel.
Naomi was veiling now and I could taste the silent resentment we had for each other even when bowing next to each other in the transition from first reading to psalm. In the prayer intentions, there were some men going to seminary from this parish, including Hezekiah, Jeremiah’s brother. I asked afterwards the pianist if I had to go up to read the announcements but he said no. The Keralan was one of the acolytes. I left mass and thanked Father Palmer. I took the bus home to this fat middle aged mystery meat guy wearing Tom & Jerry leggings. I bought a pineapple milkshake and when I got home, James the Great offered me sloppy joe meat for dinner and I obliged. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Simon Says - Pharoahe Monch (1999)
 
March 2nd, 2026: Back to work. Took the bus there and got clocked in 4 minutes early. I saw Staples in her office worrying over some documents with the sign on her open door saying: do not disturb. She looked like she was about to cry. I went to get coffee and saw the trashes still haven't been emptied so I found some unused trash cans. I got sat down for the Monday meeting and the Polish lady gave the announcements, some people were absent today like Lillehammer, Tia, the older Ukrainian woman, the Latinx lady, the CEO. And an event on Thursday where people from different countries are coming like Thailand, Colombia, Bangadesh, Nepal, South Korea, and some others from the Pacific. It’s the older Ukrainian woman’s 24th anniversary working here. I went out and then to work doing nothing. I saw that Staples still had the do not disturb sign on her door and she was still distressed. Edgar came over to talk to her a bit but I wanted to wait. I heard her complaining about the automatic stapler again so I went with her to the break room and failed to get it working. She was upset at this time because she couldn’t just use paper clips; however, I went to Edgar’s spot and asked to borrow his stapler for Staples, he obliged and she used it before returning it. I found a lot of staplers and gave one to Staples. I went to get pizza for lunch and felt like shit because it’s too greasy. I went back and felt like shit. I was held a bit late due to the Indian lady’s demands. At 1:10pm, I saw Hedelweis’ snapchat story of a lot of food with the caption:
<I don’t think the diet’s going well
And I replied:
>Pudgy baby 🤗
It failed to send, maybe God’s protecting me. I took the bus to classes and got inside. Our challenge today was to create a fictional town with a group of four including me, a guy, a girl, and a nonbinary person (read: chubby woman with short red hair) from Richland Center, Wisconsin. We ended up making a fake town called Van Buren, located in the western part of Pennington County, South Dakota. It was decrepit and the most famous event was a 1899 murder in the rich family, the trash levels were on par with the Walmart in our city. There was a much better fictional town nearby called Webster in Weston County, Wyoming. I went to my second class to pick up my quiz (⅖ lol) and walked home. I got in and wore the white gloves I bought and they fit. I wound down and work on transcribing more. I transcribed from April 1st to April 23rd, 2025 today and had issues trying to upload April 24th, 2025. I hopped on the meeting with all 5 people and we got things sorted out. I transcribed more and played some Holdfast before completing my writing. I got the name of an evil goblin in my fantasy story from a Somalian name generator. I took a shower then submitted the thing and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Camel By Camel - Sandy Marton (1985)
 
March 3rd, 2026: More work. I took the bus in and made coffee. The trashes were finally emptied and I had some coffee for myself which made me feel better. The coffee sucked as always and I’d thought I would have a normal nothing-to-do day when the Indian lady came over to me in her irritating accent demanding a list of all the interns and their assigned computers, which I didn’t have. I was sick (literally) and frustrated with her so I sent her the spreadsheet to track each computer and who uses them when they use them from Monday through Friday in 30 minute blocks. She complained that not only was there no way to track multiple computers (wrong because she didn’t even see the tabs on the bottom corresponding to the computer names) but she didn’t want something to track intern hours (purely incidental and not the point of the spreadsheets) I went around anyways to find the interns and interview them, asking them questions like:
“Remind me your company email again.”
Plus:
“Can you check what your computer name is.”
And:
“What days of the week are you here and what times on those days?”
I have a pretty good record now and I also found out Helly R’s birthday is December 31st, 2004 though her not changing it. I went over to the other branch and saw Joy, I showed her the Eton jacket and she liked it the website guy said it’s sad I can’t go multiple days. I bought boneless buffalo wings at the pizza place for $10. Healthier than their greasy pizza. As Threes turns 31 today I got a slice of cheap watery cake. I did some more printer help for Threes, refilling ink toner and getting some on my hand because I touched the roller part. I left at 1:15pm while the older Ukrainian woman was complaining because some text boxes on an immigration form weren’t fillable. I couldn’t help her as I left and Mauer tried to take over. I took the bus over to classes and checked my email while I bought a piña colada energy drink and spotted Nintendo girl along the way. We talked a bit and she followed me to the end of the building before going back. I did the readings of Canto I through V of Dante’s Inferno. More people came in like Nash, Magdalene, Mahdi, Markus’ brother, Elijah, Horseradish’ mom. The critical annotation was from Magdalene, she gave me one while I followed Mercurius and his girlfriend and surprised them to tell Mercurius to come back to class. At 2:22pm, Kaufman said in the reading that the opportunists were lower in hell than the virtuous pagans. I said he got it wrong and pulled up the map showing the virtuous pagans being lower. Kaufman had the same one and Nash did too but I pulled up the map which proved him wrong. He said he read it backwards. I remember the professor talking about Dante’s obsession with Beatrice opposition to Pope Boniface VIII, exile from Florence, and eventual death. I went to the Catholic center afterwards, tasking Luigi with watching my backpack as I passed Lewis’ girlfriend on the way to the pharmacy to get cough drops. I bought them and almost got cut off by Magdalus. I got back and sat in a chair to post more. I posted April 24th through April 30th today. When Lewis’ girlfriend was in here she said something and I made a joke about her not having friends except for Lewis. She replied:
“You can’t joke about that!”
I was trying to guess why, my mind kept going to jokes about her parents dying (they’re alive) but I wanted to ask if she just struggled with making friends.
“Why?”
I final asked.
“Lewis and I broke up a couple days ago. I told him not to come to the Catholic center.”
Oh, I felt like she’s being Zoomerbrained with the excommunication of Lewis. I went to apologize to her later. I ended up comparing her kicking Lewis out to this meme about a text message threatening:
<Don’t step foot in South India
I fucked up even more. We did a weird photoshoot on the stairs, Drawmija, Lewis’ ex-girlfriend, Markus’ brother, me, then the Honduran. Lewis’ ex-girlfriend compared it to a sitcom photo. I went upstairs with Ava, Lewis’ ex-girlfriend, and I went up to see the spare handmade rosaries the rib guy’s family made and I almost didn’t do it. When I went downstairs. I saw Knitter back talking about a medical condition she recently developed where her stomach acid got so sreal womang that it was eating away at her lining. She described the feeling as period cramps but everywhere (I can understand describe it as period cramps, but your stomach doesn’t occupy her whole body) and now she’s on medication which means she can’t eat shitoko food or greasy food. I overheard Agaw mentioning her siblings for something. Mass started a bit late and I sat next to Nicodemus, the people there included the people mentioned before, Markus, Sideburns’ cousin, Lorax, Luigi, Sixes’ friend, Telemachus, Angela’s friend and her friend, Cronstedt, Nash, Alley, Sydney, and a few others. I liked the homily but forgot it. When I went upstairs, I saw Magdalene’s boyfriend in the lobby and The Haitian single mother with her 2 relatives cooking. I went back down and received the Eucharist. I got upstairs for birthday announcements, including a guy (fLewis) for the dishes which were Haitian yellow rice with peas, beef stew with onions, red pasta with beets, and fried plantains. I said I felt sorry for Lewis’ ex-girlfriend for her ex’s name being repeated loudly, she said it was fine and she could handle it. I ate and loved the food so much I got extra plantains. I walked home afterwards and saw an argument on GroupMe which made me laugh.
<Biblically speaking, we are called to defend the innocent and if we sit idly by, we are just as guilty as the perpetrators. Prayers are always needed in seeking God’s guidance along side with raised voices of opposition. History will look back to this day and say, “Where were you?” That’s my opinion. - SF 1
<Who is an ignorant American supposed to side with man? Not trying to be a zionist, but I don't know what to say when Relevant Radio gets calls from supposed Iranian immigrants saying that they would love regime change. - SF 2
<What happens in Iran is none of our business and has nothing to do with America’s national security. We know people in Iran. Most of all what we know is a lie and Israel has been wanting war with Iran since the 1990s. Iran has not invaded anyone. A call for “regime change” is code for “we want your oil,” just like Venezuela. - SF 1
<Mullahs' terror rule is illegitimate. Reza and Noor Pahlavis are the heirs and rightful rulers. If pathetic undecided Jimmy Carter had listened to Zbigniew Brzezinski, Khoemini would have been history before history. Your position does not make any sense. - SF 3
<Morons walked out negotiations in Geneva because Trump was nice enough to negotiate in the 1st place. But they chose war. And they have one. - SF 3
SF 1 had a vaugely Arab sounding name, SF 2 had the Whitest name, and SF 3 had the most Persian sounding. I found it hilarious. I took a shower and went to sleep at 11:55pm.

Song of the Day: The Needle and the Spoon - Lynyrd Skynyrd (1974)
 
did you see any BBWs today or something
 
also its March 5th
 


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