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I wanna be your provider Your guiding hand, your final decider That bit of fuel to your fire, stoke your desire Just let me know that you're mine I wanna be your provider

All you do is think. Because all you do is think, you’ve constructed two separate worlds—one inside your head and one outside. Just the fact that you tolerate this enormous dissonance—why, that’s a great intangible failure already.

Natsume Sōseki, And Then

i do not "add post to queue" i post and reblog 19999973 things at once and flood my mutuals feeds and they are all grateful because they love me and i am the coolest and then i dissappear for another 13.2 hours

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one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereReblogged ariasteunhingedmolloyFollowWaiting for The Vampire Lestat be like: 1499
one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereRebloggedunutterednameFollowArmand: "He confessed his innermost secrets to you." Daniel: "I wAnTed ᵈʳᵁᴳˢ..."im crying Daniel did not sign up to get in the middle of a vampire yaoi divorce1289
one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereRebloggeddontmindmeee58Followjust saying, the moment i see assad zaman's armand and christopher heyerdahl's marius interact is the day that i die21685
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one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereRebloggedpandoraheartsposterFollowThe daily struggle 332
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one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereRebloggedarchiveofliteratureFollowletty couldn't handle the fact a brown man rejected her, but also couldn't handle knowing that ramy would pick robin over and over again, that he would rather have a (chinese) MAN over a (white) womanshe tried to connect with him the ways robin could, by talking abt his foreign land, by "appreciating" him ("but your skin is lovely—"), mimicking his banter with robin (constantly going against every mundane opinion he had in an effort to tease him) but she could never see how she was constantly hurting him by never listening to him, by putting down his feelings of britain's settlement in india, by her utter ignorance to the group's collective experiencesbut no, it's ramy's fault, obviously. he wouldn't even look at her and she couldn't stand it42951,500
one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereRebloggedagoddamneddelightFollowbabel rf kuang cuts pretty deep doesn’t it2251,050
one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereRebloggedcikebabblerFollowcan't really blame rf kuang for being so on the nose, literal, and explicit on her messaging in babel. I mean she was really screaming her message through the pages. but can't really be mad at that after decades of sff authors using metaphors and allegories and allusions and parallels to criticize capitalism, imperialism, and colonialism, and to emphasize the importance of resistance—armed resistance. and every single time people would cheer on the fictional resistance, yet would still side with the oppresors in real life. 95762,337
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one-hell-of-otaku-is-hereRebloggedtangerines134340FollowSome people seem to misunderstand that Kuang is painting Robin’s self-sacrifice as noble, when I really didn’t read it that way. If anything it’s emphasized that he was looking for an opening, a justifiable reason to take the ‘easy way out’, as Ramy put it. He even admits that Ramy was right. Robin’s death is a tragedy not because it’s righteous self sacrifice but because he couldn’t overcome his own itch to martyr himself rather than live in shame and grief and discomfort, yet persevering. People think the protagonist has to be on a pedestal to be worthy of being the protagonist, but Kuang really doesn’t try to put Robin on a high horse. Before they join the effort to stop the war against China, before they seize Babble, Robin is a coward. He’s frightened, complacent, and indecisive. Afterwards, before the Westminster Bridge falls, he’s reckless, combative, impatient, and borders on uncompromising because he’s now fully converted to Griffin’s philosophy of violence. But he’s never some knight in shining armor. He’s not some shining voice of reason or revolutionary strategy. He’s just a scared boy. That’s what he is. That’s what he’s always been.131168
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