/soy/ - Soyjaks

marge

Damn, I'm sorry that happened to you. I was molested by a kid my age for like 3 years and that fucked me up. So I imagine it must have been even more shit for you.
Interestingly tho, my childhood trauma caused me to rep even tho I wanted to be have been born a girl at 11.

>>15119060 (OP)
WTF DUDE

>>15119060 (OP)
Have you ever confronted him about it?

>>15119203
I haven't and I really don't want to…

>>15119079
oh wow, sorry for that, 3 years sounds very bad. it didn't go on for that long for me. I still love him very much and have a good relationship with him, it's as if it's all buried now. sometimes I even feel like he doesn't even remember, but I doubt that's the case

if this is taken from a reddit post, ack yourself
if its real, i'm sorry that it happened to you

>>15119287
It wasting constant 3 years but like, every semester there would be an… Occurance.
The nigger even tried to pay me to allow him to fondle me.
>sometimes I even feel like he doesn't even remember
I actually came across the dude on Grindr a few years ago. He didn't recognize me, he just messaged me like any Twink. We talked and I brought up the things he did. He really seemed to not remember and to almost be horrified by those things. He still wanted to go come over tho.
I think people who do this shit also repress it.
But like, why do you think that caused your trooning?

>>15119060 (OP)
>be my older brother
>rape your little brother at a young age

Do nusois

Joons are asleep

>>15119302
well I wouldn't say exactly caused the trooning directly but it definitely messed a lot with my sexuality.
also what you say is interesting, he really didn't remember? honestly I think he does in my case cause we live together and all since forever, we're literally siblings. and I don't find it strange that he'd never bring it up. maybe he thinks/hopes I've forgotten?

>>15119060 (OP)
Wait whar the fuck did you rape your bother and get him mad after he trooned out or did I understand everything wrong

>>15119313
Did richard d james do this

rape your father and troon him out too

>>15119324
>definitely messed a lot with my sexuality.
Yeah, I feel that. If ur ok with saying. How do you think it affected it? For me, I had s weird gilt about it. It was my first sexual contact, and i felt drawn to it in a way. But at the same time I hated how humiliated I felt. I think I couldn't really make sense of arousal being involuntary and I hated it , and so associated the feeling of humiliation with a "female" or non dominant party in the dynamic. It's still a bit confusing.
>He really didn't remember?
I don't know, some of my other friends (which he also did similar things with) doubted that he had forgotten. I'm still on the fence.
>maybe he thinks/hopes I've forgotten?
Honestly, likely. When I was 16 I did some kinda sexually inappropriate things with s friend of mine. I was very drunk and basically kissed her boobs a few times. I cringe into a lemon every time I remember. A few years ago I actually brought it up with her said I'm sorry for that. She said she did not remember it at all, which is what I was hoping for the whole time.
Funnily enough, she actually got the boobs removed like 4 months ago. So I guess I was the only guy to ever kiss them. Tho trooning so, that's not much.

>>15119333
>associated the feeling of humiliation with a "female" or non dominant party in the dynamic. It's still a bit confusing.
yeah something like that, that's what I was getting at

Was op the one who raped or the one victim

>>15119343
OP was aped

hello marleyna stanfield

>>15119350
Sorry to hear

>>15119060 (OP)
so you are the troon?

>>15119397
Yes, I am trans.

>>15119402
Is this really op?

>>15119409
Yes, this is OP.

Dox rape kill brother though

>>15119060 (OP)
why is kids being abused so common, especially the faggotry.

its terrible, OP and other 'dult, don't troon out and i hope you recover from the mindraping you got, don't be a faggot and die of AIDS, christ wouldn't want that and neither would 90% of the chuds on this site

>>15119432
How baddly have you trooned out

>>15119503
I have been on HRT for 8 months

>>15119513
Have you done sports

>>15119522
You should concider doing sports before trooning out complitely

>>15119513
Are you sad on hrt?
Like I understand if you are sad about being raped but, is hrt the problem here?

Get your shit together dont escape into trooning, do something that makes you feel proud in a masculine way like sports. Hopefully this is a bait but if not you clearly think hrt is the good route here since youre on this website

>>15119644
*dont

>>15119060 (OP)
Potent bait, OP. Don't do it again. 4chan tier, if not worse.

We all are getting baited by ts

What did you expect him to do? He was soulless enough to rape you to begin with lmao. Were you expecting him to get all happy and excited to rape you again? Everyone goes through traumatic shit in life, some worse than others. At the end of the day it's up to you to work through it and trooning out is not the right way to do that. ""YOU"" are the one who ultimately made the decision to become a troon, not your brother. Going "It's his fault." is just ducking the responsibility of your own actions like a little bitch. Just like how the pedonigger toons/pooners we occasionally 'ox ultimately made the choice to go down the route they went. Enjoy the gifts you were given and make the most out of it instead of trying to be something you're not. I wanted to be a fighter jet pilot but I don't have the eyes for it, but I don't sit there wallowing in self pity for the way I was born or LARP as Maverick from Top Gun every day. Instead, I focus on what I already have and how I can best use and improve those strengths. If you wanna be gay and dress up femininely then cool, more power to you. But don't try to warp your body and mind with chemicals or pretend in your heart to be something you're not at a core biological level. All you'll do is set yourself up for failure.

Up