During my last stream I opened notepad which revealed a link. The list in the link included titles that suggested child sex abuse material further down. I have never consumed this type of content nor do I think it's acceptable.
I decided to keep streaming in an effort to downplay the severity of the situation which was deceptive. This was a mistake that I deeply regret and apologize for.
The link gave access to abusive material for anyone to see, this is serious and harmful. I recognize that trivializing abusive material on stream is not ok and can lead to real harm. It's my responsibility to provide a safe space for my community and peers in which I failed to do.
I am taking real steps to change my ways. I've admitted myself into a Porn Addiction Recovery Program that will last 30 days. During this time I'll be able to workout there while also receiving professional therapy and treatment for my addiction. Browsing hentai and porn websites as an escape has been a serious problem for as long as I can remember.
This treatment will come with an indefinite hiatus to my livestreams to allow myself to focus on recovery, so I can hopefully contribute a net-positive to society.