I’m going to refer to grubbin as Logan as that’s his name and was publicly known in my discord

October of 2024

Fell in love with one of my POMF viewers (Logan) who joined my discord server (I know probably not the smartest ideas but I was going through I really hard time and just left a 6 year  abusive relationship )

he worked nights and I was an insomniac so we would spend every night  talking for hours on end and we got really close we started dating in January and he comes to visit me and we have an amazing time

Logan starts coming to visit me about once a month and helps take care of me ( I am disabled and need caretakers )  he makes me feel so happy i finally feel loved for one of the first times in my life.

Eventually Logan  was supposed to move to my state permanently he comes to stay with me until he can get his own place he ends up not finding one as it’s extremely expensive here we live together in my apartment with me 100% reliant on him.

This is were shit starts Togo wrong

Eventually one night we’re talking about secrets we keep and that’s when he drops a fucking tactical nuke on me

He comfesses that he had been looking at csem and in his words “jerking off” to it before we got together to when he moved in with me (remember how a while ago I lost it and almost quite being a lolituber because someone close to me was looking at that stuff yeah that was this

I was fucking heartbroken and I should have left him there and then but he told me that the reason he stopped was he loved me and I felt that if I left he might go back to doing it and I was to scared. I had reached out to a friend about what to do (TURNS OUT THEY WERE GROOMING KIDS)

They told me that I could *fix* him and I just needed to keep loving him so I did.

Eventually things just don’t work out logistically and he has to move back in with his mom

Que a couple week ago he comes back to visit me for magfest we only go to two days.

The day before he goes home he gets me high and rapes me I really don’t know how to say this other then the person who was supposed to keep me safe hurt me so badly

In case you don’t believe me he literally posted a confession in my discord server I’ll add the screenshot here

Sorry if this written poorly I’m crying a lot

So yeah tldr was raped by my boyfriend/manager

The police are involved

Thank u for supporting me gaymers