my body is a machine that turns estrogen into Diamond III
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Please don't get trans women banned from e-sports as well 😭
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"Son why are you taking estrogen?" "Mom! All pro gamers take it to become better at support. I'm not a girl ok!"
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The most sane league of legends player
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This is my "the hitboxes on female characters are smaller" now.
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Please do not damage your body for youtube videos, you should NEVER play league of legends unless it is perscribed by a doctor
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Everything this video does right: showcases how hard it is to access gender affirming care for trans people, showcases the actual biological process by which estradiol is absorbed into the body from external sources, and perfectly genders all trans people mentioned in the video. The sheer courage it takes for this level of shit-posting is absolutely fucking insane and I live for this energy. The misogyny is clearly a joke and it's done in good faith. This is what I call entertainment!
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This guy going out of his way to undergo HRT just for a chance to increase his League of Legends rank is crazy. Truly the love of the game.
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As a trans competitive gamer. Being on hrt actually helped a lot with me developing a better mental game. It's not the hrt, it's improved mental health that helps.
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this might be the greatest recommendation youtube ever gave me
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>Man tries to get Estrogen to see if it makes him better at videogames >Ends up inadvertently showing how hard it is to get treatment and what lengths some trans people have to go to actually obtain medicine for their affirming treatment Great video overall 😂
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Can we talk about how important this video is though for exposing just how difficult it is to transition? Beautiful video, you have my gratitude.
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Hey! Just letting you know, the daily crying is a very common side effect of League of Legends as well as estrogen. Hope this helps!
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Fun fact: E isn't the opposite of steroids, it IS a steroid. Steroid is simply a group of hormones, including both estrogen and Testosterone. It's therefore 100% true when I say that I'm trying to get my therapist to give me steroids rn.
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This is my favorite performance enhancing drug
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The estrogen makes trans women better at video games cause it in general improves mood & mental state which is one of the most important things for improving at competitive games. For a cis guy on average it would actually reduce mental state and in general make them worse at the game. (google biochemical dysphoria for more info. it's like a diesel engine running on gasoline and vice versa) You getting a better winrate is likely just from getting in more practice as you've been playing a ton of games and not related to the estrogen itself. Also in general 3 months is considered the cutoff date for permanent changes and I personally went off E way later into my transition to freeze sperm and was still fertile tho ymmw
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hi bro, quick statistical analysis for your experiment: null hypothesis (the boring outcome): win/loss from control is 49.333 alternative hypothesis (the interesting outcome): win/loss is greater than 49.333 on E probability of 79/150 wins with 49.33% is 23.12%. not sufficient evidence to reject the null hypothesis your final point of "it's not not showing that it makes you better at video games" is a nice summary of the evidence hahaha ps your bard games? 15/20 win rate? that would totally be significant (p=0.018) at a 5% significance level. sufficient evidence to conclude E makes you better at bard lmao
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honestly, huge props for actually following through with it, and documenting how much of a pain in the ass the whole process of starting HRT is
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does this mean trans masc people are like nerfing themselves or what
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Lol this is the single funniest thing I've seen about trans people/transitioning all year. As a trans person who's pretty much unceasingly bombarded with bad news, this was fun. Thanks for making me smile (also dont do HRT if it doesnt feel right).
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Fact check true trans girls can double jump irl so yes
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now commit to the bit and stay on it
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11:10 As a trans woman I'm always joking around with stuff like "I'm doing my duties as a woman, I'm cleaning the kitchen!" or stuff like that to cope with the fact that I was born with a willy 😭🙏
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“some of the best toontown players i know are trans” is the realest thing i’ve heard this month
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Great video! I wanted to point out that getting HRT is just as hard even if you are trans. It took me 5 months to start HRT after I first started actively pursuing it, and I consider myself one of the lucky ones - I already had a therapist I could ask for a letter of recommendation, insurance coverage, and a PCP who could refer me to an endocrinologist. It can take literal years. There are some places & providers that will refuse HRT to you if you haven't already socially transitioned (presented as the opposite gender assigned at birth in public) for at least a year. Unfortunately, while I'm approaching 2 years on estrogen I don't have much to say about my gaming performance. I've pretty much completely lost interest in competitive gaming and first-person shooters in the time since. But I have doubled down on my lifelong obsession with roguelikes and I'm arguably better at them in general than I was a few years ago.
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Bro is asking the true questions
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As a Trans Girl Thank you for the 0 to 4 Weeks where you showed the changes. Iam Impressed that a Cis Guy (assuming) would do this. Respect to you! And special thnx for Highlighting how Different it is to get on HRT (E Pills). Wish you (and your Sperm) the best ! Ps: doing this without Insurance is Crazy
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this is the funniest shit I've seen on this site in YEARS
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Going into this I was dreading overwhelming misinformation and misrepresentation, but I am absolutely amazed by the quality of this video. You managed to give a pretty good overview of how hard it is to get HRT, why DIY HRT exists and very roughly how it works without exposing any critical information. I'm especially impressed by you giving an explanation of how the body absorbs estrogen and some of the different forms it can be taken in. Obviously not everything was covered and there were some slight changes I would've made but for a 14 minute video about League of Legends this is incredibly well done. I wish I could like the video multiple times. Cheers!
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You're not going to be sterile from 1 month of low dose E. You didn't take any blockers so you likely still had high T. I wouldn't worry bout it mate. Funny vid <3
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4:35 not sure why but vanuatu is surprisingly popular for "black market" hrt, it's even referenced in the glass beach song yoshi's island LOL
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The maternal instincts were kicking in, you Must support your ADC, protect them like the mother you are.
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Surprisingly good small lesson about pharmaceuticals.
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trans woman here. the reason so may trans people get extremely good at their hobbies is with the trans psychology. We have generally a slightly different brain to the one our assigned sex has, this leads to a large amount of dissociation and a tendency to preoccupy yourself with anything. Thats why you see so many Trans coders and comp sci specialists. same thing apply to games, we constantly escape into something leading to almost a need to progress to spend more time in the hobby. at least thats my take on the matter.
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bro played 300 games of league and is still in gold
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uhhm,,, uh, yeah, yeah dad they're performance enhancing drugs. They're drugs that make me better at gaming, yes. The girls online call it spiro-no-lag-tone.
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recreational chemotherapy is something i don't think i would've ever expected to hear in my life
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1:24 yo the tracking on the degree is so good for no reason
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no bloodwork, no intramuscular injections, no physical activity (5 league games a day?), ur on a heart failure speedrun
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I feel obligated to point out that if you were only taking oral estradiol (not sublingual) without spiro or another AA, your E levels were almost certainly still very low and your T would have remained high. That's severe underdosing, to the point where it would be almost negligible. That being said though, willingly giving yourself dysphoria for League of all games is insane and hilarious.
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