EVMpnw
u/Last-Tale-9130
living in a world I want to change
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I'm a waitress/server and I get about 500-800 dollars taken out of every paycheck for taxes. Which feels like a whole lot, and I don't have healthcare, but I understand the importance of maintaining the roads, society, etc. I ppl that make 400k... or more... what is it you are buying? Why can't we all live comfortably and take care of each other? we have only one life.
I hate it. It's so busy, and why is it on dark mode? Did Toast even bother to ask a single server if this update even makes sense?
I am 40 (f) and one of my immediate family members checked themselves into a hospital for what they thought was numbness of the legs, but it turned out to be extreme stress. They have always been very private towards me, and is much closer to their friends when it comes to opening up. I am just wondering how I can show them I want to help and support whatever it is they are going through? I want to send flowers saying I'm here if you need anything? But is that overstepping? they were in the hospital since Sunday and were released today.
As a server who has been doing it for too long than I'd like to admit, guests take a lot from us. Day in and day out. I was literally talking to a coworker today about how much anxiety we have due to how guests will react to us (or after on an online review) when all we are trying to do is talk to the guests about the food/drinks on the menu, and make sure they are enjoying the food/drinks. I can't entertain all the guests I interact with, but if I click with someone cool. But otherwise my main goal is to make sure your order is correct, keep your drinks filled, and keep your table tidy.
I have the same sentiment for a beauty store I go to, whom always asks for my phone number after I purchase products. I declined giving it, and she said it's just in case I want to return things. We'll, I will keep the receipt, why must I give you my phone number? so you (the business) can sell it to third parties? 🤔 I didn't say this, but I just said I will not be giving my # today thanks.
and they were impressed I could hold them. I said welcome to 20 years of hot plate training.
Clearly it's disgusting, but also we live in a society where people don't have access to bathrooms because we just don't allow that. Unless you are being a consumer in a business then maybe, even then I've been told no at gas stations where I am pumping gas that they "don't have a bathroom". It's gross imo for us humans to be like this to each other. I do blame the capitalistic model we are forced to be under.
Statistics show most homeless people are women fleeing domestic violence, military vets with ptsd, people with medical debt, and children. I don't believe for one second these people choose this. Our country has the least social services then most wealthy nations and makes the access to that get that help so God damn complicated.
I want to run away, and hide. I imagine the people who in the 60's and 70's who would up and leave their lives, and sometimes I wish I could do that. Just move and disappear from the life you once had. But that doesn't feel realistic, or plausible in anyway.
do you know how I feel. do you know how I feel about you
who is going through an incredibly difficult time (she discovered her partner dead when she didn't hear back from them after a date, like she is the one who found the body) is very judgmental of me and personal decisions I am making regarding relationships. I don't want to go to her, because I know she is struggling but I also am going through things, and the brief times she asks me what's going on, I feel like I have to be as vague as possible. She seems disappointed in me with the little I tell her and it has nothing to do with her. I feel sad, and defeated. I hope time will mend us both.
I totally don't disagree, especially if the restaurant made an error, of course do all you can for the guest. But also I think we encourage and reward bad behavior, and this dude probably bitches about anything he can possibly think about at all the spots he goes too, and why reward that? He could have simply asked me at the table hey I didn't know this would be a charge, then I would have said, I'm so sorry I will take that immediately off the bill. Done. Not rip the host apart yelling at her about it.
I had a table last night order one of our larger cuts of steak that are pricey and range from 140-160 bucks, the chef makes special steak butters for us to offer. I offered the 3 that we had, and told the guest this is additional, it does not come with the steak. They chose two butters (truffle and garlic confit). After they have paid and are walking out the door, the older man at the table yelled at our host at the cost of the butters, that he was a restaurantuer in NJ, and they would "never" charge for butter. The owner was nearby and gave him a $50 gift certificate to return. (the 2 butters cost 10 bucks total, they are made in house). I do not understand why they get rewarded for being stupid assholes. I told them it was extra.
He lied to me about his mom dying, turns out she never was. He told me he would have to be with her and take off on the weekend, and make me believe he was staying with her. I have no idea if he did or didn't go visit. I feel like a fool, and feel like this is something I cannot reconcile with. He claimed he was suicidal, and I do believe that he was very unhappy and miserable due to depression and other health issues, but I feel so betrayed and used. it hurts so much
havinga a broken heart hurts, which is what I feel now. it feels ridiculous sometimes because I am aware of the atrocities of the world, but whatever. I also exist and feel broken.
like they are very "nice" sometimes too nice...then stop me to ask questions as I'm dropping the check. Like is the patio outside cold? (when it's 46 degrees outside) and I say yes it's cold, or how often do people order Cafe corretos? .... Like what is this? How can you actually be curious about this?