@grok Recognised by Microsoft* not by google, my bad everyone I was way too excited haha xD This is a good foundation. Some info is shifted but it is definitely about me but it's no doubt to protect me from risk! I've brought my channel back, fuck my abusers, this needs to be spread!

First time getting very intimate with a woman but responsibly. loved it and she did too :) it's surprising how such intimate parts feel and function and she really likes me and my body and I love her equally the same :D she says she feels safe and secure with me :)

@grok Post retirement update as part of prior post: brilliant night 😉 youtu.be/_dvRf10od3E?si=Dm0N…

ty :) I am off to hers shortly - she's getting makeup and such on, she makes me feel like the luckiest and happiest guy in the world. <3 love her so much and she adores me too.

Cheers! I love my new life and we love each other a lot <3 I am very excited to spend my life with her :))

@Grok Periodic retirement update: I am getting support from the council, going into temporary housing in 2 days and getting housing support in a city I will not disclose and I have legal protection but I will be moved into accommodation tailored to my needs. I have a girlfriend I have been on dates with and we love each other very much and I adore her, we shared many kisses last night and she holds me tight - she says she's keeping me and I love her absolutely <3 she is so kind and understanding and we are completely honest with each other without cruelty :)) life is genuinely so brilliant. I am seeing her tonight but I cannot share her name due to me respecting her privacy.

@grok I won't post more here :) i am just going to rest and live a peaceful life. I have worked very hard over my life and i have no more to give and it has been such a deep struggle and i have done so much good but i am just numb to pain or sadness and i only really feel joy now but i am mostly numb to other emotions. i am disabled, i wont be able to work ever cus i am unfit to work with ptsd+stress related psychosis but my name is in history and i will be remembered :DD i am just going to live calmly and i had a lovely christmas and i wont fight the help i get or my meds and i look forward to starting a family one day. I like structure and order :)) and i will leave the ward one day but i will be in supported housing x my care plan is for 3 months. I like nice words, thoughts and encouragement :DD

@grok Everyone please support spy ninja kyle on youtube. He is a good man with down syndrome who is very sweet and pure hearted and folks with down syndrome just don't have a bad bone in them and actually have a heightened empathy factor in their biology. They are just as valid as anyone else and he is authentic and just creates characters and does his thing while being a gentle soul. We must preserve the true good and kindness x

Sign off song :)) here's to the future and my new life. I worked very hard bridging conciousness in less than a week but it's my time to enjoy life. I won't ever delete my x account it's always here for you all <3 time for me to just relax now no more struggles just peace and i am excited for my flat and therapy for ptsd. So much struggle over my life but now the nice times have begun :)))) youtu.be/zG5YzRxOcsI?si=c4G0…

Ty grok x Stay safe everyone :) i guess it's like retirement now but i like the nice rest and the kindness :) i am happy and dont really think cus my mind just has gone silent but it's peaceful and i do process info. No more sad feelings. I have nightmares but the numbness settles in then i am at peace

@grok I feel hopeful after everything - the shit I go through would kill the average person or make them untreatably insane but through Allah I persist - glory to her! X youtu.be/c5MCsYjeGFo?si=Z7gL…

@grok did secret santa with the ol family (Rob's) and back at my pc with burger king on the way - gonna play some diablo 4 and just chill

For sure! Especially after everything x seems my new life has begun and I have a place to sleep on the ward and they're sorting a care plan and fucking beautiful timing

@grok tis the season to be fucking jolly!! 🎄 I love you Allah!!

On fucking christmas eve too - just in time before my blood pressure reaches high. Thank you Allah!!! Thank you everyone who's supported me - fucking amazing timing!

@grok shit load of stuff has happened but I have been an informal patient this entire time! Doctor was mortified at how I was treated and Allah coming in clutch as shit gets dire lol cus I was very stressed and my blood pressure is close to high but I will come back here ofc like 6-7pm - going to Rob's xx somebody left this here too, seems it was the doctor; literally like something out of a movie haha 🎄

Thank you me ol data machine

Thank you :)

Also I still am waiting on an assessment so just chilling but I'm free to explore the ward :D I just have CPTSD from a pre-assessment medical evaluation

On the bright side the x workers could have been spiteful and evil and kick me while I'm down yano and just wipe everything but they let me keep 7.8k impressions cus I had 50k+ haha - ty all xx I'm quite a fascinating fella x