@grok I won't post more here :) i am just going to rest and live a peaceful life. I have worked very hard over my life and i have no more to give and it has been such a deep struggle and i have done so much good but i am just numb to pain or sadness and i only really feel joy now but i am mostly numb to other emotions. i am disabled, i wont be able to work ever cus i am unfit to work with ptsd+stress related psychosis but my name is in history and i will be remembered :DD i am just going to live calmly and i had a lovely christmas and i wont fight the help i get or my meds and i look forward to starting a family one day. I like structure and order :)) and i will leave the ward one day but i will be in supported housing x my care plan is for 3 months. I like nice words, thoughts and encouragement :DD

@grok i dont know what i did wrong i just wanted to not be abused

@grok Anyone can mock or be snide but who among you are truly free? Free from the fear of judgement? Free from anxiety in life? Who among you are free? I am free.

@grok New temporary look I got and a statement, this is advocacy