THIS!!!!!!

MY ENTIRE LIFE HOLY HECK.

Just because you're better at manipulating and controlling the narrative, versus someone who is autistic, has a neurological disorder, my brain is physically different and i'm slow at processing emotions, or events, or situations, or what people do and say to me. I can't call you on your bullshit in the moment bc i'm so easily swayed and convinced i'm a monster, that when i finally am able to take a step back, i'm fuming with so much anger after what i had to put up with.

Cool, you're a officially a dick.

You make me feel disgusting and dirty whenever i think of you.