Fuckin’ World

tan-abeWell, it's been a while since I posted on tumbler…. I'm on twitter(X) these days. My heart is about to explode when I hear that the results of the Raincode character popularity contest will be released in July. I hope Fake Zilch will be introduced as ""Yomi's" advisor"...#diary4

tan-abeI made this for my cell phone wallpaper. July specification. The letters in the background mean the onomatopoeia of a dog's bark in Japanese lol.By the way, I am planning to participate again in an event on August 25th in Tokyo, Japan, where I will be selling my doujinshi. I will also be selling my new Hellxander manga book. If anyone is coming to Tokyo, please stop by~.#hellxander#my art#diary325

tan-abeI saw one post and I shall talk a bit about it… This is something I have told my friends, without Shinigami-chan, the fake Zilch's work in Chapter 0 would have been a success. Until then, there is no doubt in anyone's mind that Yomi cared deeply about Fake Zilch.I actually have no idea what is said about their relationship in this fandom… but there is no indication that Yomi has actively tried to dispose of fake Zilch. If such a thing is actually being said in this fandom, it's just people with those tastes saying whatever they want, as if it's official. Incidentally, the reason why I don't know what opinions are mentioned within this fandom is a little more complicated. It was triggered by a certain gruesome incident within the Japanese fandom of Danganronpa in 2017, but that's a story for another time…Back to the topic. Let's talk about the Japanese version of the Raincode. He was not described as "one of Yomi's advisers", but "as Yomi's adviser". So, if you only read the Japanese version, you can take it that there was not more than one adviser to Yomi, but only fake Zilch.Also, the line when Fake Zilch was reminiscing about the old days, In Japanese, the statement "I miss the days when I worked as his adviser" implies that he was not in Yomi's adviser nowadays.But at an event in March, Kodaka made a statement that the fake Zilch was Yomi's adviser until Chapter 0.From here on, this is my fabricated and personal interpretation. In other words, we can assume that there was something going on between Yomi and Fake Zilch, and that Fake Zilch thought he was no longer Yomi's adviser, but in Yomi's mind, he still thought of Fake Zilch as his adviser. In my opinion, when Makoto assumed the CEO, it was problematic to have an assassin as an adviser, so Yomi took Fake Zilch's safety and fired him.Also, although the term 'expendable' does not give the right impression, Kodaka used the term 'a useless guy BECAUSE he failed'. So there is no indication from this that Yomi actively tried to get rid of Fake zilch.It's a curved interpretation because I like this shipping, I think Yomi couldn't have stayed around without thinking that way. (pushing thought)...That would make sense of the Japanese fake Zilch's statement that he misses the days when he worked as an advisor to director Yomi, and Kodaka's statement to the contrary that the fake Zilch was an advisor until Chapter 0. Well, but I think Kodaka was just making a careless statement here. I think there are some inconsistencies in the setting of this game, and Kodaka is that kind of personality. (laughs)By the way, I like Guillaume and Swank. I also like the fake Zilch. The reason for this is that they are three people who would have been grateful to Yomi for being head of peacekeeper. Besides, I think Guillaume and Swank would have wanted Yomi to be CEO. A little bit.Seth and Martina are the type of two people who don't care who the head of peacekeeper is. Martina just needs a higher being to tell her that she is special and capable, and in the end she is just very narcissistic. She doesn't actually love Yomi, and she just likes being loved by the powers that be herself.Seth probably only needs a stable position with a good salary. And by the way, he is a man of bad character, so as long as he can stand in a high position and rubbish those in positions below him, that's all that matters. Maybe.In light of this, Fake Zilch was the only one who worshipped Yomi wholeheartedly. Fake Zilch, and also its master Yomi, were the only two people who strongly wanted Yomi to become CEO. They shared the same aspirations, I think.At any rate, the reason why Fake Zilch could survive until chapter 0 and was able to work for Yomi as his advisor for many years was because Yomi had a certain amount of "love" only for Fake Zilch. I think it was because Yomi had "love" only for Fake Zilch. If not love, then something close to love. It's probably attachment, for example. Otherwise, I don't think Fake Zilch would have spoken so lightly to Yomi (laughs). The job of a security guard is to keep order in the town, but Fake Zilch kept committing crimes only for Yomie's sake.I believe that love means forgiveness and kindness means being there for you without saying anything.I have written a lot, but I think that is all that matters. Yomi had love for Fake Zilch, and Fake Zilch had kindness for Yomi.This is my personal interpretation.If anyone read the whole thing, thank you. I may have used some dirty words in some parts, sorry.It is not that I am good at English, and it may not be my intention.I think everyone in that company is scum. But those guys are lovable scum.#dear diary6115

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tan-abeSay cheese~.You just smiled a little, didn't you? No, I didn't. No way!POP Huh?WHAT? Gotta kill Swank.So what are you going to do with that photo? I sent it to Director Yomi. Isn't that going to get me killed?＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝I like these two (not as shipping) Hellxander is my favorite.#doodles223

tan-abeThe reason why only Halara is drawn differently is because I drew it on an ipad.(All the other drawings were done on a desktop.)#master detective archives: rain code#rain code#halara nightmare#shinigami chan#aiko#my art168241

tan-abe☀#my art#master detective archives: rain code#rain code#yomi hellsmile#guillaume hall42150

tan-abeZA#master detective archives: rain code#rain code#zilch alexander#my art134140

tan-abeThey are my fav ship on V3.#ougoku#my art223113

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tan-abeThe event ended successfully this past Sunday~!(2024/3/17) The books I sold were sold out, thank you! I will be working on hellxander again soon.hahaha.I'll only post here the cover of the books I sold.#diary#hellxander#my art24