Heads up - This document will contain some of the following topics that may be mentioned at any time throughout it with no warning. This is your first and only content warning, so please heed it accordingly with what you’re comfortable with. If anything gets too much, I highly suggest taking a step back and practicing self care or confiding in someone close to you. Please don’t forget to read and support other victims’ stories as well, and to NOT harass anyone mentioned in this document. I’m making this document simply because I’m sick of holding back everything that I wish I could have said during the actual situation, as well as my analysis of Coil’s behaviours considering my background in Victim Services and Psychology. Read at your own risk. Thank you.

Potentially triggering topics include:

• Depictions of sexual assault, including a transcript of a voice note sent to me the night of the alleged “assault”.
• Mentions of strawpage harassment/old messages (unfortunately, being that I was protecting my peace at the time, a lot of the strawpage harassment I mentioned is lost. I have a few examples but none of the extreme ones. Forgive me on that front.)
• Manipulation
• Infidelity
• Description of self harm

And overall just very heavy themes. This document is best viewed on PC.

I would also like to state that my viewpoint is in no way that of a professional, more so a junior Victim Services Volunteer. As someone who is a victim of CSA and is also studying Forensic Psychology and Criminology, I believe I have some ground to speak on what Coil’s mindset was and reflect on his behaviours with hindsight being 20/20.

I will also be giving my opinion on screenshots of my conversations with Coil, in which I am addressed as “Answer”. That is still me, I just don’t go by that name anymore.

Anyone named “Maggie” or Brintha are my old bosses from when I worked at Victim Services Toronto. I do not have the best relationship with them, but I overlooked that to help Coil.

Coil and I had met around late January, with us actually beginning to DM and me following him back on the 12th of February, 2025. Immediately, as soon as I had befriended them, their first approach to me was off putting. They idolized me immediately and then acted like we were long-time friends, with them trying to get people to mass unfollow me and then refollow for no reason. At this point in time, I had just spoken to Coil for approx. 20 minutes and unfortunately, I do not have their side of the dms as they have long since deactivated, but I have my side, where I am visibly confused and a bit uncomfortable. It unfortunately says my name at the top, but I do have proof of the fact that they began tweeting that to begin with.

At this point, it kept going on to the point where late into the night I was ranting on my private twitter (which is 18+, and Coil kept asking for it, to which I kept just saying no) about how annoyed I was that this person I had just become mutuals with kept constantly unfollowing and refollowing even after I had asked multiple times to please stop.

I was cutting Coil some slack because I just figured they didn’t really know social cues (something I myself also didn’t really understand between 16-17 considering the Pandemic had me completely socially isolated, as well as personal upbringing) so I had though I was just being bitter.

Unfortunately, though, Coil and I realized we were from the same city. Lived down the road from one another and even knew people from the same highschool, actually. At this point, Coil says he’s coming over to my house. I was a bit uncomfortable but genuinely thought they were joking and that this was some elaborate bit, which was irresponsible on my part. I don’t have the entire records of what he said as once again he deleted his account and I had no way of predicting I’d need these screenshots later on, but tl;dr he kept making excuses as to why he couldn’t come over to which I kept telling him to please not come over, especially considering 1. I had a sprain at the time and 2. there was a major winter storm. Coil was very very pushy with everything, and it made me severely uncomfortable. He painted it as something “sweet” and “funny” in his document though, which I didn’t appreciate but I stayed silent.

Then, began the subkit harassment. I’m assuming if you’re reading this document you know more or less about the gimmicks, and if not, more info on the inciting incident (as well as information on the other victims) can be found here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1yXvHNS_2OYLr2BExTtCM3jtUsSQT1jtFA4xZshnZ-wc/edit?tab=t.0 (I also use this to cross reference tweets that were lost due to Coil’s deactivation.)

After all of that, I was constantly checking in on Coil, to which they sent me this. I’m including the video link to what I was sent, as well as the screenshots after, and a transcript of the video (done by Shua, my proof-reader who helped me do this through tears.)

https://files.catbox.moe/qbg3cg.MP4 (Viewers discretion is advised as triggering themes are discussed, I’m including this as evidence that it was sent to me.)

(transcript as follows)

• This voice recording was sent at 19:08, and is 4:13 minutes long in its entirety. For clarity's sake, I won’t be transcripting this verbatim as there was a lot of pausing and “um”s.  - Shua
• [So, well, basically what happened is he, it was like [at] 5:30, I was about to retreat from my house and maybe go to a friends [house,] and I was walking out of my apartment.
• No one was in there, be mindful that my brothers– they are at work, so I left, right? I’m in the hallway and I bumped into my ex– he [brought] me back to my own apartment.
• He locked all the doors, and he lays me on the couch, and I’m in complete fear because he pulls out a knife; he threatens to slit my throat, he threatens to kill me, and he threatens to do anything but keep me safe, [and] I’m crying at that point.
• I don’t know what to do, I don’t wanna die, not by this maniac– and he put one of his hands on my thigh and he started touching me inappropriately. I’m screaming for help, and he brought the knife closer to my neck.
• I was shaking at that point, and he undressed me, and he completely had me nude and naked infront of him– and I didn’t do anything because I was too scared of being stabbed to death.
• And I kept pleading for him to stop, saying “oh, please, stop, I don’t want this, please, no,” and he kept on going and he undid his pants and he kinda just– he… he took away my virginity.
• That’s all I can say. He literally raped me. He assaulted me while threatening me with a knife, and I sobbed through all of it, and he kept saying “oh, you’re moaning, you like this, you like this, you like this–” No I did not! I didn’t like it at all.
• I hated it. And the worst part of it is that before I even bumped into him, I called the police [and] they said they would come. They never came. I called the police after all this happened, after he left me, after he fucked me two times.
• I called the police, [and] they didn’t come at all!
• They did nothing about it, and I don’t know what to do because I don’t know this person's name, I don’t know my exes full name in order to file a restraining order [and] he changed his phone number.
• He changed everything, he deleted all his social media, and I have no idea what to do and I’m scared and he doxxed me– and what if more weirdos come to my house?
• Like, I did nothing. I don’t think I deserve all of this. If I’m being correct, I don’t think I did anything, and I legit hate this so much and I don’t know what to do because it’s my first time even having sex and it was me getting sexually assaulted, and I’m a minor.]
• - Transcribed by @L9VESCOPE (Shua)

At this point in time, I was freaking out and even told my mother about the situation. She heard the voice note and is always very skeptical of anything, so I didn’t take her naysaying seriously. I know now though on how and why the voice note must have been fake, due to the fact that Coil’s breakdown didn’t really sound genuine (as confirmed by others who heard it). At the time though, I didn’t want to not believe Coil as I too wasn’t believed when I disclosed, and also because there is no such thing as a perfect victim therefore I didn’t even think that someone could’ve lied about this. At least not at the time.

Looking back, from my experience, nobody describes assault as “fucking me” nor refers to it as their “first time. Once again being that there is no such thing as a perfect victim and also the fact that some people’s ability to speak might be impaired by panic, I didn’t say anything at the time. I didn’t want to believe that someone would lie to this caliber, especially not about breaking and entering, forceful imprisonment and assault. Once again, I was giving him the benefit of the doubt and I also do not want to make it seem as though that someone who DOES act like this is faking, I’m just saying with the lack of evidence of everything else and also knowing what we do now, it’s hindsight 20/20 that he was faking. Moving on.

You can see my confusion about the police “hanging up” and “not showing up” to his apartment, especially considering that one of the times I had been harassed and almost physically assaulted in the elevator of my apartment (for reference: we live in the same area of our city), the cops had come within an hour of me calling and hadn’t hung up on me nor dismissed me, so I was confused and near damn ready to use my connections with the old police headquarters downtown to get Coil some help. His apprehensiveness and the police “finally showing up” did set off some red flags, but I tried to push aside those thoughts and stay supporting my friend, because I was trained to always make sure the victim is believed and cared for no matter how odd the circumstances seemed.

After this, Coil made multiple public suicide and self harm threats, and no matter how many times I’d beg him to go offline he refused to, to the point I got too tired to hound him anymore. One key time I remember this happened was when he got invalidated, and I had to make sure he was okay. I remember him on the phone with me for a few seconds with what sounded like people yelling on a TV and his voice being shaky, before he proceed to cut the line.

After this, he would make YET ANOTHER return to the internet despite claiming to be “on hiatus”.

I’m too drained and still recovering from the whole situation (to the point I’ve been considering admitting myself to the psychiatric ward because I’m genuinely so wary and paranoid of others I’m forcing myself to not socially isolate no matter how desperately I want to) that I won’t get into details of our dms completely, but after this it was constant push and pull and he kept almost, pressuring me into drawing him free art, because I had drawn him subbox one time because I felt so bad for him.

Moving on, here’s some more screenshots of things he’s saying not adding up + him so clearly idolizing Soda, to the point he takes what I say as me telling him to “block her”. When I saw this, I immediately dmed my friends being like “is this not crazy to say??”, which is when I first started to doubt coil.

(I was told Soda was 21 based off hearsay, if I’m incorrect I’m sorry.)

After this, more and more documents calling them out came out and that was when I began to get more and more exhausted. I kept being asked if I “trusted” them, before their wifi could conveniently “cut out” and they’d ignore me pressing if the allegations are true. They kept using me as their own personal shield, and would then almost guilt trip me when I’d bring it up. By that point though I was seeing through their actions and was still sticking around to see how much longer they’d draw this out. The rest is pictured (I don’t have any real commentary to make on this as looking at all of these screenshots triggers some really bad memories. I'm sorry, but I hope it all makes sense.

After this, I had asked Coil for updates on how things were going. I was given very little answers and was given a supposed “court date” for March 25th. Being that the court database I have access to is only updated daily, I have no idea if this is true or not. But with everything else, and also the fact that arrests and court cases do not come that easy (from my experience), I think it’s safe to say this was fake.

My final words on this is that I hope that nobody else ever falls prey to Coil again. Based on Coil’s behaviour, they most likely were not loved enough growing up and/or just simply wanted the attention and to be fawned over, and maybe even protected. Or maybe they wanted to finally paint subkit harassment as an actual issue.

Whatever their reasoning was for faking something so serious, it wouldn’t ever cut it nor would it make up for the genuine suffering caused. I hope he grows and learns from this and genuinely checks himself into the psychiatric ward, because not only did he fool so many, he also profited off of this. According to users on twitter, he made approx. 20k robux off of his commissions during this whole situation, and also kept reminding me that his commissions were open. I kept begging him to take a break as it wouldn’t be good while he was recovering, but any mention of me saying that was met with either silence or a topic change. He also wouldn’t stop bragging about how Aidn had commissioned him and how he kept making money, but I digress. That isn’t really something to talk about beyond just thinking that he might have done this for money as well.

There’s more personal matters between me and him (such as, not taking no for an answer and trying to pressure me into things I didn’t want to do so therefore I would ghost him or tell him to back off/change the conversation topic), but I don’t feel comfortable sharing those at this time. Maybe in the future I will, but for now, I just need Coil to know that I don’t think I’ll ever forgive him for how uncomfortable he made me feel. And if you’re reading this Coil, if you ever so much as step foot near my house I will be calling the cops on you. Fuck off.

Thank you for reading. Justice for the victims.

• With peace in my heart, Azure.

Also, heads up, Coil is still very much active, as far as the edit date on their re-entry (https://rentry.co/liminalcoil)  states, as well as their discord profile being slightly edited. (Last edited March 7th, 2025). I don’t know their new social media or if they have any, but it’s jarring to see it being edited so casually and yet they seemingly “disappeared”.  They are also still active on Roblox.