You know what? Fuck em.
You guys made me smile today and I didn't think that was even possible. I will be okay, you showed me that. I will delete everything in the next few minutes so screenshot it if you want, hold me accountable for whatever comes. I really don't want to hurt people that have nothing to do with this and I realise now that is impossible to have it both ways. I don't know what people have been told and if they want to believe that, then so be it. I hope that one day when it all come to an end, everyone can tell their story.
There are no winners in this. I am deeply hurt but I do not want to make anyone else feel this way. I am sorry. I have said my piece that came from a place of genuine heartbreak. I miss you all more than anything, and that is all I want right now, so let's work and focus our energy on that instead and whatever this scary, uncertain future holds. Support who you want, it matters not to me any more.