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December 7th, 2025: The Lord’s day today and the feast day of my pareal woman saint, Saint Ambrose of Milan. I didn’t wake up for the TLM because I needed to study. Did I study with the extra time I had from reducing my attendance of church from 3 times today to 2? Absolutely not. I had coffee and got dressed, walking over at 9:50am and getting there super quickly at 10:01am. Magdalus was leading a game with a few others like Nicodemus, Kalifornia, Gabriella, Kristine, and Alley. Magdalus invited me to sit down but I refused, Alley and Kalifornia both remarked:
“Good for you! We love a man who knows his boundaries!”
I had no idea why they thought that. I sat with Markus’ brother and then got some coffee, pure black because of the 1 hour Eucharistic feast. I went down to practice reading Isaiah 11:1-10:
☛1 There shall come forth a shoot from the stump of Jesse, and a branch shall grow out of his roots.
☛2 And the Spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and the fear of the LORD.
☛3 And his delight shall be in the fear of the LORD. He shall not judge by what his eyes see, or decide by what his ears hear;
☛4 but with righteousness he shall judge the poor, and decide with equity for the meek of the earth; and he shall smite the earth with the rod of his mouth, and with the breath of his lips he shall slay the wicked.
☛5 Righteousness shall be the girdle of his waist, and faithfulness the girdle of his loins.
☛6 The wolf shall dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid, and the calf and the lion and the fatling together, and a little child shall lead them.
☛7 The cow and the bear shall feed; their young shall lie down together; and the lion shall eat straw like the ox.
☛8 The sucking child shall play over the hole of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the adder’s den.
☛9 They shall not hurt or destroy in all my holy mountain; for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the LORD as the waters cover the sea.
☛10 In that day the root of Jesse shall stand as an ensign to the peoples; him shall the nations seek, and his dwellings shall be glorious.

I went up to say hi to the choir people. I walked back down and while I was near the stove, Elijah asked me if I could try to light the candlelighter on the electric stove because Father Malachi was there and while hearing confessions, he didn’t put the actual lighter out thus Elijah couldn’t set things on fire. The electric stove thankfully didn’t work and didn’t set the house on fire. Some more people like Bernarda, Oriang, Onyx, Sixes and his friend, Angela’s friend. Markus’ brother joked with me:
“Father Aquinas looks different today.”
I replied:
“Must be the haircut.”
Mass went through as normal, Lewis, his girlfriend, or Zephyr weren’t there. I got breakfast (my lunch) with Onyx and Markus. Onyx talked about moving out of the city when he graduated because he might be getting promoted at the firearms managiftent company in WOWland. Mercurius showed up and he told me:
“I’ve noticed over the last 6 months that your fashion sense has gotten much better.”
I was wearing a brown leather jacket and a red scarf tied like a tie. I helped with cleanup and did a stare at Bernarda where she said:
“What?”
While laughing. I left and focused on studying until 5:30pm when I made an Australian grilled cheese sandwich while watching Turkey Tom’s video on the 4chan femboy blackmail cult. I walked to church again at 6:30pm and got in where Lucas wasn’t handing out fliers. The 4 candles thing had a 2nd purple candle lit like before. Joseph wasn’t there, Raphael, Raphaela, and Paco were there. I saw Thomas also and when we went down for Apostle’s Cafe, I ate a lot of coconut macarons so much that they gave the rest of it. I got a lime diet Coke instead of alcohol and then confirmed that Raphaela is Paco’s son. Also Paco is an electrical engineer, not an electrician. I walked home, studied more, took a shower, and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: We Live (Danger) - Royce Da 5’9” (2001)
 
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December 8th, 2025: The Solemnity of the Immaculate Conception of Mary is today. I had to wake up at 6:00am for work and then had cereal for breakfast. I got dressed and walked past a Black lady who wasn’t getting any traction in the snow, preventing a bus from moving. I took my bus to work and brewed coffee before clocking in. I sat at my desk when a Black guy dressed in his bus driver outfit asked for a document translated. The receptionist wasn’t there so I talked to Staples, who spoke the language he wanted. She was extremely stressed and she sounded like she couldn’t because of the upcoming meeting.ng. I talked to him more without the receptionist here. He said he came early because he had work at 9:30am and wanted a document translated. I didn’t get any description on its length but he said he could come tomorrow. He did that and then I told Staples how I handled it. She was more stressed now and said she could have discussed it then. He already left and the receptionist returned. I thought Staples was just gonna yell at me during her turn to speak. That rolled around and she didn’t yell at me. Edgar was back and I noticed tiny red dots on his button-up. The CEO didn’t show up. The Polish lady asked for a prayer for her along with Portia and Joy, I did the sign of the cross, nobody commented on it negatively. I went to classes after the meeting. I just missed the bus so no luck for me. I got in just in time for my second class. Torvalds said he forgot his charger but could do it tomorrow. I walked to my second class in the discussion section and we did a discussion of the 1923 painting Liberation of the Peon by Diego Rivera. I noticed the similarities to scenes of Jesus being taken down from the cross, It was about the Mexican revolution. I went to work afterwards and clocked in. When I got in there was a task list that some people needed to do for a potluck tomorrow I wouldn’t be able to attend. I walked around the office some more and saw fAhwahn. I talked to Seth M’s friend about ordering more blank card and he finally did it. I volunteered to help the Latinx lady with moving stuff down to the basement. Mrauku was assisting and I spent some time looking through all the red bins for any sign of flag bases. I found a bin labeled: “Mannikin” instead of the correct spelling: “Mannequin”. The Ukrainian man was also bringing stuff down and while me, Mrauku, and a 3rd person were bringing the box of flag stands I packaged with Joy. I didn’t have much to do so I brought it up with Mrauku. It turns out he was listening to a recitation of the Quran on his Airpods. We had to get 2 people to move it off the cart and then a bit later I left. I took the bus home and gamed for a bit. I went over to the Catholic center for the Solemnity mass. I’m happy that the White House posted something about this holiday today. I walked over and sat inside for a while. I remember Oriang, Sixes, Markus, Markus’ brother, the Honduran, Drawmij, Drawmija, Nash, Alley, Nicodemus, Agaw, the single mom from Haïti, Onyx, and lots of others. Elijah was the altar boy and the priest was wearing white robes with a deep blue interior. On the outside of the robes was a recreation of Our Lady of Guadelupe. We had 2 readings and the psalms like any typical Sunday mass and a recitation of the Nicene creed. After it ended I went out and met a guy from Markus’ Dungeons and Dragons club, Markus told him that he thought the guy I call Markus’ brother was actually the biological brother of Markus. I ate some candy cane flavored ice cream and then walked back home in the cold. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: The Fairy Feller's Master-Stroke - Queen (1973)
 
December 9th, 2025: Tuesday today. I woke up and went to classes. My first class was mostly review and I found out that A10 wasn’t there to discuss the homework assignment. Thankfully she moved it to be due 11:59pm on Friday, however, that’s when 2 other assignments are due. I got out and went upstairs to a different building to meet with Torvalds about the charger swap. I then remembered the meeting place was in the library and ran over there. He showed me his ######## T61 that he bought at a ham radio convention for $40, spending roughly $100 in parts to modernize it. He had Arch Linux on it and on the back a sticker with the outline of Wisconsin and /k/ on the back. He gave me a bulkier charger than I had and it actually worked. I powered it on and it sat at 0% on both batteries for a while. I thanked him and he took my old one to test it on his T470. I left to head to my next class and saw Talia outside, we talked a bit and then she went into her class. I saw Lizzo and Laundrea come out with Laundrea having her mouth covered in a scarf, Lizzo told me that she got a new jumping spider that she would send me the photos of. I got into my room and sat next to the wall to charge my computer. The teacher brought us some food and I had some, when I went to wash my hands and come back, I got partnered up with the fat grinch who’s addicted to Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss. I got done with that and the teacher said we didn’t have to come on Thursday. After class this woman whom I will be calling Petra asked me if I wanted to hang out after class. I told her I had work but we could talk on my walk to the bus stop. I found out more about her and she agreed to come to church with me at 5:15pm. I got her phone number and texted her the address to it. I walked to the bus stop and got on. I got off and clocked in at 1:30pm after I saw Edgar and Staples taking stuff up from the potluck. My first task of the day was to create an email account for the Indian girl because she’d be doing outreach as a volunteer. I got a plate for myself, which was an assortment of fruit like watermelon, pineapple, grapes, and dragonfruit, hard shell tacos with chicken meat, and some cookies made by the Ukrainian man. The hard shell tacos were hardened while flat so it was hard to grab and eat or just eat with a fork. I did the latter. I took 30 minutes eating and then went to the main office to see the Latinx lady, the CEO, and Seth M’s friend putting stuff into containers. I got some eggnog and passed by Mrauku, Zarith C, and Shima C going outside. Kiana called me over for help because my guideline for converting spreadsheet rows to their own Google docs wasn’t working. I checked and it was that she didn’t get permissions from me, I did that and then browsed through the spreadsheet for a bit until I checked out someone listed as White on the document.
And I found it.
I found out the Polish Lady’s birthday is September 17th, 1983. At 4:16pm, Petra texted me:
<Ok I don't think I can make it
<I had a headache so I was procrastinating my homework
<Now I should probably focus on that it was really nice of you to invite me though

I replied:
>Ok you’re welcome.
>I think it might be next week also.

So there’s that. I took the bus home and got home to drop off my backpack, I put on my hat, red scarf, and black gloves and walked to mass. 2 Purple candles were lit at mass and I sat next to Cliffe, Stearns, and the Honduran, the Quad was back and others there included old lady Ruth, Sydney, Sixes and the guy who’s with us for discipleship, Markus’ brother, Markus’ girlfriend, Kalifornia, Mahdi, Drawmij, Drawmija, Casta, Nash, Nephri, Morgado, Swifte, Agaw, the Keralan man, and lots of others. Elijah was acolyting and Alley did the reading and the spoken psalm. The homily was on generosity and how you should focus on being it more. We went through the rest of mass and then went upstairs for the food that the Keralan man brought. There were 2 sisters that came here to talk to the women, Sister Gabriella and Sister Catherine. Sister Catherine was way older and Sister Gabriella had to be in her 30s. I went up to wait in line, I saw Casta, the Honduran, and Markus’ brother talking in the hallway in front of me, for the announcements, Nephri turned 21 on Saturday, so her birthday’s December 6th, 2004. I got my food and saw Agaw eating some vegetarian stuff. I got on the couch and struggled to get off when going to get seconds. I overheard the Honduran talking about his paternal grandfather died on Friday at 89 years old, his personality was described as being similar to Elijah’s. The Honduran talked about how he opposes the death penalty due to it not being needed anymore but is more supportive of public canings. I walked home in the snow and went to writing for my German assignment due tonight:
<Final Reflection on German Film
<You watched two films this semester. Please name the titles of the films you chose and explain which one you preferred and why.

>I watched Bella Martha first and then Der ganz große Traum secondly. I preferred Bella Martha due to the presence of Sergio Castellitto. The acting and historical framing in Der ganz große Traum was great although it distorted history to procure conflict enough for a plot.
<What did you learn about your own German skills through this experience? (Can you follow the main points of a German film? Did you pick up on words you've heard in class? Can you understand many different speakers and styles of German? Etc.)
>What I learned about my own German skills through watching the two films is that it’s much easier than I’d thought it would be. With the unit on food helping me to understand Bella Martha a lot more. And the sports unit helped me understand Der ganz große Traum better.
<What cultural insights into habits, customs, or preferences did you gain through these films? (You can consider anything here - from daily habits or clothing to the landscape or public transportation, to events, politics, or general observations about German film, etc.)
>I learned from these two films that there is more conflict and disorder than you’d expect from the typical German stereotypes. Bella Martha displays this much more by comparing and contrasting German
culture and Italian culture, one strict, one relaxed. Der ganz große Traum portrays hostility between the United Kingdom and German, both somewhat strict cultures.
<Are there any other German-language films that you would like to watch as part of your next German class at [college]? If not, describe what types of films you are usually interested in and why.
>Some older films would be plenty interesting to watch. Kolberg, Nosferatu, Fitzcarraldo are some I could name. Most of the films in this semester and last semester were modern and only made within the last 30 years.
<Now think more generally about your German learning experience this semester—inside the classroom and beyond:
<Name at least two things you learned about German society and culture that surprised you in some way and explain why.

>Two things I learned about German society is that they are obsessed with rules, and that those rules are all consuming. The past tense transforming the sentence: “Ich kaufe Milch” to “Ich habe Milch gekauft” makes some sense, other sentences have the past tense usually add ge- to the front of the verb. But why haben and sein, why not just: “Ich gekauft Milch”.
<What accomplishments are you particularly proud of this semester?
>I am the most proud of mastering the past tense very well. Although I don’t remember the corresponding past tense verb sometimes. I always know the form for how to conjure it (pronoun) (haben or sein) (noun) (past-tense verb).
<What are some areas you would like to improve, and how will you go about improving them?
>I would like to improve most in the sports vocabulary. I struggled with it a lot and I could solve it by watching some more FC Bayern München games or even the Olympics. Food and drinks were also a weak point for my vocabulary.
<If you are continuing with German, what are your goals for the next semester? If you are not continuing, what advice would you give future German students for succeeding in this class?
>My goals for next semester are to get a much better grade than I got for this semester. I’m not sure if I’ll do another semester but I have to say for future students that they should watch a lot of the YouTube channel EasyGerman.
<What are some ways in which you can imagine using your German skills in the future? Think about the time after college or a year from now.
>If I get a job in Germany, I could see myself using it everyday. I work at a company where knowing a language other than English is always in demand and could earn me extra. I love more money in this economy.
<Are there any other insights, comments, requests you would like to share?
>There are none I have to share.
I took a shower and plugged in my computer. I went to sleep.

Song of the Day: House Of The King - Focus (1970)
 
December 10th, 2025: My first final exam today. I woke up at 7:30am and got cereal for breakfast before heading out to the library at 8:30am. I finished up reviewing my notes I had and then I worked on the capstone preparation group member assessment. I gave all my groupmates good reviews. I spent some time watching YouTube videos from Overly Sarcastic Productions from their Classics Summarized series, I first watched theirs on The Odyssey, next Hippolytus, then The Aeneid, and then on Medea, the Medea one I watched half of it, where she mentioned the Medea blushing at the thought of Jason. I walked out and saw Agaw and next the iNaturalist girl on my walk there. I got into my class and continued studying until we had to put away our phones, and start our exams. The first question was a quote from the Argonautica talking about Medea blushing at the thought of Jason now that Eros had made her fall in love with him, and to compare Eros’ role in the Argonautica with that of another text we’ve read. The second one I didn’t identify, probably Euripides’ Hippolytus, and then a section from the Odyssey recounting Odysseus’ dog Argus recognizing his old master, I wrote about that. The bonus question was a passage talking about the myth of Prometheus being chained up and having his flesh eaten out and compared it to a guy being tied to a cross and eaten by a Caledonian bear and a mention of Rome. I did that and then completed it. I went to my second class with Lewis and went through 1 last lecture. On my walk back home I saw Reuben and waved to him, he waved back. I had ramen I bought at the convenience store while wearing my backpack. I got dressed to head to work and took the bus at 1:04pm. At 1:16pm, I saw Safiyya on the bus talking to this Black guy, he had lighter skin. Safiyya didn’t notice me and I got off at my stop. I clocked into work and my task for the day wasn’t really tech support but helping the website guy move his stuff from his office to Harmony C’s old office so then Keke would take up the now emptied office. I hauled the printer over and put it down. I also ordered 2 cylinders of cyan ink, magenta ink, and black ink for the main printer. I went back to doing next to nothing, talking to Elon and Ahwahn for a bit. I saw the younger Ukrainian woman, Shima C, and Seth M at Shima C’s desk, I asked what they were doing and Seth M was helping set up her VPN. At 3:02pm, I saw on the college Instagram story a post for an open spot in an apartment with Dollar Store Asuka. I texted Dollar Store Asuka a screenshot with the caption:
>Doxxed
She replied:
<okaay
I messaged Titania about it and she thought I knew another friend of theirs, I didn’t. At 4:05pm I ended up leaving at the same time as the Indian girl and I took the bus home with the woman who interviewed me for the bus story, but seat crowding made me sit next to this Black construction worker. He seemed nice, so I got off and walked home. I didn’t go to Bible study because I spent most of my time writing my final paper in art history. I made an Australian grilled cheese sandwich for dinner:
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I posted it in the Kiwifarms chat and some replies were:Count Grishnackh:
<@Mound Dweller, you have shitty cooking competition.
Mount Dweller replied:
<I have no equal
Endless Torment:
<Why would you microwave grilled cheese just use a stove.
The Crack Spiders Bitch:
<🫡🫡🫡
<Vegiftite is the best and everyone who doesn't like it is a shit cunt

We posted our pets in the group chat and almost uploaded one with Seraphine under the Christmas tree last year but I noticed at the last minute my name was visible in the image, I swapped it for another one. A bit later, dcss posted some music he liked like 40 (DJ Ess Mix) by evilgiane, xaviersobased, Nettspend, and DJ Ess plus Kills by Chief Keef. At 7:42pm, I texted Nurse Aunt:
>Happy birthday Nurse Aunt!
And continued writing, I took a shower at 9:00pm. At 9:47pm, Nurse Aunt replied:
<Thanks!
I then went to bed.

Song of the Day: 40 (DJ Ess Mix) - evilgiane, xaviersobased, Nettspend, DJ Ess (2024)
 
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December 11th, 2025: My second and final exam today, but I’m still not done with all my classes. I got up and had breakfast and went to the busy building for coffee. I walked back to where the final exam was an hour and a half early and spent most of my time rereading my paper, writing down extra stuff directly from the slides. I went on my computer and actually got my final assignment fixed through a quick workaround passing all the tests. I finally got started with the exam and it was actually way easier than I thought. I was tricked yet again. During the test, the professor came over (Same one as the one where I was partnered up with the South Korean, Chappell, and Nintendo girl) to the projector to look for something to turn it on or off, I tried helping but she told me it’s ok and I can just focus on writing. I got out a bit early with a significant amount of time left. The girl in our capstone seminar was there. I went to get more cheap coffee and went to the 3rd floor of the library to write for my final art history paper. I did that and got it up to 5 pages. I had lunch at a chain restaurant in the busy building. While I was eating a burger, I saw Zephyr walking over to refill the ice machine, I waved to her and she waved back. I eventually moved over to the engineering building in their study lounge to write more. I then went into my class planning session at 2:20pm, it was the same bald Black guy as last time and I got it done in 2 minutes, just deciding what 2 free electives I wanted to enroll in. And also how to apply for graduation. I walked back home and then got into my room to start writing more. At 5:36pm, I finally completed the paper and uploaded it. For the sake of boosting my word count of this entry, here’s the entire paper:
[On second thought, I am concerned plagiarism checkers might falsely flag my paper as being a complete copy because I uploaded the text onto the internet before the plagiarism checker was sicced on my writing. Also my professors could see it.]
 
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I realized how dirty the bathroom sink drain was so I poured some boiling water down it, then baking soda and vinegar to clean it a bit. I think the boiling water did a much better job because I saw chunks float out. At 6:31pm, I listened to the first Mr. Pibb advertisement I have ever heard in my life on Spotify, what the fuck. My roommate James got back after a while and he was just complaining so much, I asked him what’s wrong because I’d thought he’d be mad at me. His car got towed despite having a permit. He was on call with the company and I ate 2 softboiled eggs when I got a text that discipleship was tonight. I walked over in the cold and got in to see Alley and Bernarda trying to find some chocolate in the pantry. I talked to them and when Alley found Bernarda the chocolates, Bernarda said:
“Thank you!”
I replied:
“You’re welcome!”
They both laughed. At 7:27pm, I saw Kaufman in the conference room and then went over to the office for discipleship. Sixes, his friend, and I were there but Lewis was gone. Magdalus called him at 7:38pm, and he said he was back home in his hometown, Neenah, Wisconsin. We were originally going to do this to thing on 3 virtues but we switched it to their article on the Eucharist. It started off with this story I’ve heard before of this Chinese priest imprisoned during the communist revolution in China and the tabernacle was smashed on the floor. One young girl went once a day to receive it in secret but she eventually made a noise, got caught, and shot by the Red army. The soldier who shot her was so moved by her display of reverence for the Eucharist that he converted and freed the soldier. This differed from the last time I heard it, where the hosts were spilled outside, the girl accidentally made a sound after receiving the last one. And there’s no mention of a soldier converting. We talked about our agreement in views. There was a plan for when we went back home how we could stay in the Catholic community I mentioned hanging out with Xebec. I ended up walking home afterwards and started on writing for a German self reflection assignment due by tonight. I submitted that late, took a shower, and then posted my Biblejak late and went to bed.

Song of the Day: Genevan Psalter Psalm 16 - Theodore de Beza (1551)
 
December 12th, 2025: Another day of work. I woke up at 6:30am and bought more milk for breakfast. I had coffee with it and then I walked to the bus stop. I took the bus to work at 7:59am and got in a bit early, turns out 2 people got into work before me. I brewed the coffee for the office and clocked in. I checked my notices for the website for time card managiftent and it said my time request was denied by the Latinx lady. I was pissed off, I checked my email and saw there was a potluck from 12:00pm to 1:00pm that we had to RSVP for, I clicked the link and it said they couldn't take any more responses. I saw my email and it said the reason why my request was denied was due to me requesting the wrong type of holiday. I had this conversation with my mom about it from 8:30am to 9:57am:
>Bad news, my vacation request for December 22, 23, and 26 was denied so I’ll have to be in work those days.
<Bummer, they must need you. You can still come home the weekend of 19th.
>Ok I checked and she told me it’s because I didn’t request off December 24th and 25th properly.
<Don't you automatically get that time off?
<Can you explain that you are going home 1.5 hours away and it's a pain to go back and forth?

>I re-requested it off, she said she will approve it now.
<👍
<Navigating HR policies is a pain. 😑

After some discussion with Seth M and the Latinx lady, I re-requested the time off and I got denied again, turns out this time she forgot to inform me that as a part time worker, I had to request 4 hours a day for each day I was off and make 2 separate requests for the week of December 21st to December 27th, one request for December 22nd, 23rd, and 26th as vacation, and 1 request for December 24th (Christmas eve) and December 25th, (Christmas day) as holiday. I also had to request December 31st and January 1st as holiday then request January 2nd and January 5th as vacation for SEEK. Seth M then told me he had 1 mission for me, to rewrite a .tsx file to have the information about the landlord pop up if they selected rent for a previous option. I kept getting errors because React wasn't installed on my computer, I worked on fixing that by trying to install React on my computer. It took quite a while to get that finished but whenever I'd try to run the command: "npm -v" or any other npm command, it said I didn't have permissions. I ran the command again as an reindeeristrator in the command terminal and it worked; however that wouldn't transfer over to working in VScode. Seth M had no idea why it didn't work there. I checked an email to see that the tracking thing failed because of a parsing to integer issue. I checked the spreadsheet and Mrauku put in for the inital number something along the lines of:
<I forgot to take a picture of the miles driven when I got into the car
And the ending one was also a long string of text. Joy and Portia came in a bit later than usual and I waved to them, they waved back.
At 11:54am, Keke said she had to leave for her final exam, I asked her what class and she said it was, it was theology, I asked her what kind of theology, it’s Catholic, I then asked her if she was Catholic and she told me her family is Lutheran. I asked her why couldn’t just go to the Lutheran college but she told me she just didn’t like it. At 11:58am, I saw Edgar walking towards the elevators with Seth M. He asked me if I was going to the potluck and I told him I wasn't because I didn't RSVP. He told me:
"Oh she accounted for everybody, you can go!"
I took the elevator down with him, Edgar, Staples, Shima C, and a few others and we got in. I sat at the same table as Seth M, Seth M's friend, the guy with 6 (soon to be 7) kids, and Lillehammer. The CEO gave a speech and we went in line to eat. I got some macaroni and cheese, fettuccine with shrimp and some shitoko in it, a frosted cookie that got frosting on the bottom because of how it was stacked in the jar, and a can of Coca-Cola to drink. I sat down first, a bit later, the CEO sat in Seth M's chair and he said hi to me. The others came and Seth M moved his seat. We didn’t talk much at first but I went to get a second round with the amazing cake. When I got back, Lillehammer’s friend from another company was at my spot. I moved and the conversation started between Lillehammer and the guy with 6 kids about house renovation. He said he did practically everything while Lillehammer left it. Lillehammer talked to me about going to the same college as me and then going elsewhere for grad school. Which prompted the CEO to start talking. The CEO told us the story of how he met his wife, it started off with him living on the 13th floor of the tower I lived in at the start of this diary listening to her jump rope on the 14th floor, he went up and introduced himself to her and later he asked her out for donuts for their first date. During it he pushed her into a snowbank as a joke and tried to help her up but she pulled him into the snowbank. He talked about having to go to college over the summer, where he was stuck in the tower I was in freshman year, which was known for being a party tower and he described it as smelling like beer. Which was not noticeable to me when I lived in there, either college students stopped partying as much or it's because of my bad sense of smell. Lillehammer talked about getting naughtylisted when she wasn’t there because an open beer bottle was near her when an RA came in and she was over 21. I eventually made my way back upstairs to my office branch and continued trying to work on the improved .tsx file. I put it into ChatGPT and it gave me something, but I still couldn't test it and see if it works or not. I continued on with my day until it was 3:45pm when I clocked out. I got to the bus stop and missed my bus all because the lights screwed me over. But I ran down the street to catch up with the bus and I it just so happened that I successfully got inside on time. The driver was pissed off at me. I got in the crowded bus and sat down until it was time to get off at my home stop. I got inside and I downloaded this recreation of Final Fantasy XI in RPG Maker called FF XI Bravier. I played that quite a bit and worked the rest of the time on my Greek Mythology debate paper on if one's family takes precedence over one's community, with Medea being pro-family and Hippolytus being pro-community, I pulled some quotations and then wrote the explanation for the position. I continued doing that until 6:30pm where I made an Australian grilled cheese sandwich and ate it. Most of the cheese had melted onto the plate in the microwave and the bread was this weird combination of wet and dry. I ate it and then continued gaming. I finally submitted the practice debate paper and I felt a sense of relief that another class is finally done, I won't be burdened by its pain anymore. I continued gaming when I found out that an archive of blog.soyjak.st was up and running thanks to Quote. I could finally access my old blogs all the way back to my start in March 8th, 2024. I instantly started archiving posts I could find. I then opened Disgrinch lair at 8:00pm to find this message from A10 he sent to me at 6:03pm:
<hey
<ifu think we are done, you can sumbit it

I tested the thing and submitted it a bit later. I sent him the screenshot and said it was finished. I took a shower and continued writing in my blog until it was time to post it. I had to wait a bit on posting it for it to be 2 posts because I would have to greatly expand the word count in a few days, enough to go over the 10,000 character limit. I finally fell asleep.

Song of the Day: White Christmas - Frank Sinatra (1944)
 
December 13th, 2025: Saturday today, I woke up at 8:13am and got out of bed to have more cereal and coffee. James the Greater was also up at this time and he talked to me, celebrating that they admitted they wrongfully towed his car. He got super lucky and now he’s gonna try to get some more out of it. I got dressed and decided today I would take one of the 6 busses being cut by the end of the year and ride it to its end and back. I rode downtown to one but managed to miss the only bus they were running at the time; however, there was another route being cut running 3 busses at a time. I posted about the Christmas dance in the GroupMe groupchat at 9:45am. I saw some of the reactions and saw Agaw reacted to it, I found out her last name. I hopped on the bus then and set SuperLocalMaps to keep running. I pulled out my laptop and started writing. I overheard this Black guy talking with the bus driver about his daughter. She is a nurse and it concerned her father due to costs. His sister’s son didn’t go to college but got a job doing something related to trucks. I continued writing until I got to the end of the line at 11:04am at a senior assisted living facility, I walked up for a while until I arrived at a Cousin’s Subs shop. It’s the Hanoian’s 22nd birthday today by the way. The Cousin’s Subs had the cashier behind bulletproof glass and a policy mandating you pay $10.00 before accessing the building. I bought a Philly Cheesesteak. Ate that while charging my phone. And then left because a second bus line being cut was running near and I got on. Nobody else got on while I was taking it. I got off at the end and walked a bit until I almost missed the only bus back. I hopped on and 3 guys got on this time. I got off and walked back and forth at the stop for the first line. It took a while and my phone was at 35% charge. But it came at 1:04pm and I rode it back. I got off, saying merry Christmas to the bus driver. I walked back to my bus line, I got on, and got home. There was this new laundry place nearby so I decided to investigate it. It was too expensive. I took my laundry to my typical place and washed and dried it inside. There was this woman and a grinch playing with the Tarot cards in the place. I did the delicates dry and that failed. I did it normally and I found this long bread coming out of one of my black dress pants, it was just the drawstring, nothing bad. I took it home and folded it all before posting on soyjak.forum. I made 2 softboiled eggs for dinner because that’s all I had really. I got dressed in a suit and red tie. I shaved my face and then wrapped up in my double coat which is a green coat with a black windbreaker that attaches to it. At 6:45pm, I got on the bus to the dance. There were 6 other people on the bus including 1 White woman and 1 Black man. I took it all the way there and then had to walk a long way to get there. I got in and hung up my coat and there were some familiar faces like a few women from the speed dating event. I saw Agaw and we talked a bit about how she invited 3 of her friends to come but they didn’t. The Table #7 woman is here so that’s fun. I tried to ask Agaw to dance but she got asked by this guy who kept talking and dancing for a while. I finally got to talk to her more and she asked when the first dance tutorial was, I went over to Loid’s sister Yor and helped her carry drinks inside when she told me in a few minutes, I got back to Agaw and she just got asked by another guy to dance and carried off. I continued with the samba step tutorial. I saw some more men I recognized here like Cliffs’s friend. The second dance tutorial was the 3 step dance with a partner and I got Agaw as my dance partner. We got into the rhythm before I got swapped to another woman, this girl was much more critical of my dancing. The tutorial got over and I went to Agaw and we talked more. She noticed the surplus of men to women and just asked me:
“Why don’t men just ask other men to dance?”
I instantly flagged her as a liberal and had to remind her where we were. How trad this church was:
“Well, there’s a certain thing called the Bible, and in the Bible there are these verses that speak about this in the Old Testament and the New Testament.”
I told her, she giggled a bit. At 8:29pm, I asked a girl to dance next to the Table #3 woman, wearing an emerald dress and red lipstick, we talk and pretend we’ve never met each other. I remember she is Table #8. Whoops! The guy who was a creep to Margaret was here and I did this thing where whenever Agaw said something I disapproved of in a comedic sense I just gave her the stare and she broke down into laughter. That creep guy tried asking her to dance but she said no because she was exhausted and needed to go out into the stairwell to talk to her boyfriend over text, he’s from Platteville which is why she didn’t invite him. She pointed out the guy sitting in the seats above and I went up there to see him still on his phone. I ate more of the coated pretzels they brought and then I worked up the courage. I danced with Table #3 woman. The thing was that she’s probably 6’2” or 6’3” and was noticeably taller than me. We just went over stuff we pretended we forgot and she seemed like she was looking all around like what I’d do when dancing with some women, she focused on me more and got to be a better dancer with the Box step. I took a picture of the playlist:
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I went back to dancing with Agaw for most of the dance when Yor came out to announce the new dance location is at a far off (by bus) golf club the next 2 months. I was distraught. I eventually went over to Agaw while she was talking with the Table #7 and told them about the guy up in the seats. When I danced with Agaw again and she found out the guy’s still there and it was hilarious. The Abbe is here from last time. I swear it felt like I constantly saw Table #7 woman being asked to dance. They ended the dance 15 minutes early by fucking skipping Knock Three Times by Tony Orlando & Dawn. My last dance was with Agaw and I walked to the bus stop and took the one which was more of a walk home. I got in and felt like shit, while taking off my long-sleeved white dress shirt, I ripped one of the buttons off the cuffs. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: American Patrol - Glenn Miller (1942)
 


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