Long time ago, when I first opened my Etsy, my art really wasn’t good. I even used the first cute picture I found online as my profile image — I didn’t even know what AI was back then. And if you look at my old Etsy orders, you can clearly see I never delivered anything in that style anyway.
I tried so many styles. I spent a long time experimenting, even copying the styles of artists I admired. Because I was learning and trying to get my own style. I played with 3D posing tools like everyone else, using MMD to understand poses. I tried backgrounds from places like Pinterest or Google because I wasn’t good at them yet (Like downloading backgrounds from Pinterest and drawing characters on them MYSELF)… eventually I realized none of that really felt like me.
And yes, I still don’t know how to draw guns — I honestly don’t care to. I can look up a reference, but to me they all look the same, so I just don’t enjoy drawing them.
Now I’ve found my own style, something that finally feels like home, and I draw with confidence. Yet some people love acting like judges or lawyers online, looking for someone to tear down for attention. Sometimes it works on others but I’m still here.
And the reason I never talked about any of this before is simple: I needed time to see people’s true faces. Some chose to follow the crowd without thinking — and honestly, it cleared my space in the best way. I don’t regret anything I’ve done; my responses were exactly what they needed to be.
I’m still here.
Before speaking, try thinking for a moment.
That goes for everyone.
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Green is completely missing from the color wheel at 1:16 but reappears later in the video. This points to the video being chroma keyed, which can be used to trace over a hidden green layer as demonstrated in the 2nd link. This post refutes none of the AI accusations.
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