(cache)#1 schizo shawty of all time ⋮ #nwennypost

ik i bitch and moan about fashion trends a lot but u must understand that throughout my whole life i had to fight the notion that i was too fat and ugly to participate in any fashion, not to mention i didn’t get a say in the clothes i wore. being able to participate in my own self expression is something i hold very close, and i cannot imagine having that much power over your presentation and deciding to spend $500 on the same boring shit everyone else is getting. just to end up looking like a clone of somebody

(if you don’t live in fashion world then i am not talking about you, dw)

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the fact that people have nostalgia for swag era fashion or 2016 hypebeast fashion is honestly kind of appalling to me

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here’s my thing right: both of these things were rife with men who were annoying at best and really shitty at worst. misogyny and obnoxious ideas of status and wealth are two things i don’t see very positively.

besides that, did you know supreme has actually made really gorgeous and meaningful clothing pieces? i doubt you did considering all anyone (men) cared about were the ugly gaudy box logos, which is EXACTLY what people are nostalgic over right now! cmon dawg

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the fact that people have nostalgia for swag era fashion or 2016 hypebeast fashion is honestly kind of appalling to me

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was playing .hack infection when loxley fronted suddenly and very quickly. trying to read text when a 'switch' happens is difficult as hell, so i kept trying to read and then i went "oh my god, hey loxley"

to which they replied "oh am i bothering you?" and i had to quickly be like "no no you're okay i'm just trying to read" but i think it was the first time i've ever heard them sound sad

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i love all of my headmates very very much but having one body and one consciousness is a struggle lmao

nwennypost pluralposting i still don't know the mechanics of monoconciousness fully like i don't know where any of us go when we're not fronting i just know that when multiple people are up here it gets crowded real quick

was playing .hack infection when loxley fronted suddenly and very quickly. trying to read text when a ‘switch’ happens is difficult as hell, so i kept trying to read and then i went “oh my god, hey loxley”

to which they replied “oh am i bothering you?” and i had to quickly be like “no no you’re okay i’m just trying to read” but i think it was the first time i’ve ever heard them sound sad

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god tumblr actually sucks so much like i know i say this all the time at this point but once you actually spend time out of this radiated hellzone and talk to people who aren't hair triggered to kill you, it's so mindblowing how awful this place is. i wish literally everyone would ditch it i'm serious

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i wanted to say we've moved beyond the worst of it, but no. we haven't. tumblr is just as awful as it was before. the loudest, most outspoken users on here constantly engage in harassment and saying the shittiest things possible. it is widespread, supported, and uplifted. i feel like i'm blocking every other account because i genuinely cannot stand it, and i have every extension under the sun and so many blacklisted tags and words. it. is. inescapable. this site sucks

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if i didn’t have so many connections on here that i cared about, or so many things collected on my blog that i like, i would’ve been gone ages ago. if cohost stayed alive, i would’ve never come back even. i look back on tumblr with mixed feelings, mostly negative, and at this point i think the only way anything will be fixed is to just bulldoze it to the ground

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god tumblr actually sucks so much like i know i say this all the time at this point but once you actually spend time out of this radiated hellzone and talk to people who aren't hair triggered to kill you, it's so mindblowing how awful this place is. i wish literally everyone would ditch it i'm serious

nwentanyl

i wanted to say we’ve moved beyond the worst of it, but no. we haven’t. tumblr is just as awful as it was before. the loudest, most outspoken users on here constantly engage in harassment and saying the shittiest things possible. it is widespread, supported, and uplifted. i feel like i’m blocking every other account because i genuinely cannot stand it, and i have every extension under the sun and so many blacklisted tags and words. it. is. inescapable. this site sucks

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god tumblr actually sucks so much like i know i say this all the time at this point but once you actually spend time out of this radiated hellzone and talk to people who aren’t hair triggered to kill you, it’s so mindblowing how awful this place is. i wish literally everyone would ditch it i’m serious

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sometimes i want to run a wafrn instance for me and my friends but:

i don’t have the time or money to do that
i don’t have enough friends who would use it (are on tumblr and aren’t interested in/know anything about fedi, or are on bluesky and aren’t interested in/know anything about fedi + aren’t used to a tumblr style layout)

single user instances exist everywhere with fedi but it’s difficult for me to justify doing that ngl

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i cannot be having two syscovery moments back to back. fuck me man what do you mean the phantom of a doggirl i've been repressing for the past like idk year is another person in my brain. there better not be more of you

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There Absolutely Were More

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thanksgiving is one of those holidays that i never fully understood, at least when it came to its most mainstream form. not once has it ever felt like the event it’s thought to be. it’s supposed to place emphasis on the things you’re grateful for, but all expectations force you to say that you’re thankful for shit that coincides with some of the most major elements of colonialism: nuclear family and imperialism.

the line is always rehearsed. i say i’m thankful for my family and then i walk to my room and enjoy my evening with the people i actually love and care about. i’ve actually liked the idea of friendsgiving, which puts emphasis on community and caring for others while disregarding colonial ideals, but the specter of thanksgiving still looms over my head and it’s difficult for me to move ahead with celebrating it at all

nwennypost of course this is a footnote in the bigger issue with thanksgiving which is that it's a convenient cover up for the severe and horrific harm done to indigenous people it's settler mythology and historical revisionism at best

it’s like really fascinating that i didn’t realize i was getting into something until long after i had gotten into it. i never considered myself a huge plushie fan over the years but i recently started getting some in 2024. now i look back and i have so many of them, and whenever i go out i look for plushies and i get so excited when i find a new one i really like.

i am a lover of plushies now, it seems (thank god)

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this website genuinely sucks and is full of people who cannot keep their shit consistent because it would mean actually being fair and holding themselves to account when they are being cruel and fucked up to someone

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the consistent way that users on here flip on me for not having the opinion they have is insane considering that they’re angry because i actually believe and follow through on the things i say

it’s a controversial thing u know, to stand by shit instead of reblogging and saying it emptily. website that demands infinite nuance from people seem to never apply this to themselves, wonder why that is. rules for thee not for me type shit. i cannot take this place seriously i think my respect for tumblr is at an all time low

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this website genuinely sucks and is full of people who cannot keep their shit consistent because it would mean actually being fair and holding themselves to account when they are being cruel and fucked up to someone

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i was trying to edit my blog but whenever i hit backspace on a text field it kept playing that fucking gmod video

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