>>12618
I recognize you from some of your drawing threads on 4chan, the /fur/ threads, and that cat, her name was... femcel, was it? I think I've seen you associate with some strange individuals, like 7oomer who is a porn artist and apparently has been doing so for years.
If I were you, you need to quit while you can, quit 4chan, and stay away from those people. People will call me insane because I actually have the balls to value my morals and principles over anything else. If being pure means being 1 in a million, then so be it.
I don't trust that other website you're aware of either, it's a hypocrisy to run a site where you ban NSFW but you're buddy buddy with NSFW artists off of the site, on Twitter, etc and promoting goon slop and big titty and ass characters, etc. I don't understand what their thought process is. But listen to my advice, and do it for yourself, the less you give into lust, the more power it has over you. Do not masturbate, not even once, you will fall back into a cycle where you do it once, and then do it again, and get addicted again, you need to remove your ability to feed your addiction, instead just let your body do it's thing.
If you don't want to give up on women, that's okay, but I have given up on women and most people, people are not to be trusted, a lot of them can backstab you and turn on you, which is why it's not really that disheartening to see my amount of friends trickle down to small numbers, that process is normal, filtering out the shit from the gems, etc.
I feel heavily about this kind of thing because masturbation and lust just hurts in a way I can't really describe, but we're all aware of. It hurts especially for anthro characters and content, where the priority is placed on sexualized content, and because you tend to see that 99% more than just normal stuff, it becomes boring, tiresome and strange, you start to notice the degeneracy, those people from the other website are not anthro enthusiasts, if anything the only thing they are enthusiasts of is fapping and overglorified depictions of women's bodies.
I always made myself clear, I wanted a space where sexual stuff is out of the picture completely, but they didn't listen, they bent the knee all for more shit and less gems. As for women in general, real women, there is no such thing as love, they need only 3 things from you, money, sex and a bodyguard, that's mostly what it comes down to.
If life is like a videogame, then Women play a very interesting class, they live by manipulation and they use lust as an advantage, they take advantage of men's weaker side to try and make them care about them, and then they'll rinse you of everything you have and give you ultimatums like "Who do you love more, me or your friends?". It is foolish to believe that women are completely cute innocent little creatures who can do no wrong, it is foolish to let women do whatever they want just because they have boobies, nipples, ass and a vagina. The men that do not see the truth do not think clearly.
I'm not an incel though and I don't hate women, I just understand them for what they are, I think women deserve some respect and it's not fair for people to be mysoginistic. Men are not owed sex, they do not deserve it and sex is a deeply selfish act, powered by lust. No man has sex with a woman with the intention of giving a woman children, it's all about the pleasure, it's about masturbating, using a woman's body as a fleshlight. For some this can be deeply intimate, but I just don't really see it that way, sex is moreso just an act of lust amongst 2 people, sometimes it is sold like a drug and sometimes it just means nothing, and there are women who go around having sex with darn near everyone and everything, just because they can. There are people who know no bounds and have ZERO morals, but sooner or later, they'll feel nothing and get bored, and realize that they're good for nothing after all.
A woman who sells her body is a tragedy that is often seen as "empowering", there are women who do not understand dignity, and the mindset of trying to girlboss your way through life as a princess often leads to disasterous consequences. Men do not want princesses, they need someone capable, but it's not about men, it's all about women, who are the prize, who think it's only about what they want.
As men we need to focus on having more confidence in ourselves, stop being lazy pushovers who fawn over women all day, just focus on yourself.