Fuck biology. Fuck gender roles. Fuck my life. Fuck humans.

I fucking hate biology with all my sould, why does it have to exist? Why!? Why can't we all be creatures that don't need a fucking sex and have an asexual reproduction or at least be able to choose which sex you want to be?! Why the fucking sperm of my father didn't give an X chromosome?! Why do I have to have this body?! I fucking hate everything, I want to kill myself but I'm too coward to even do it! Because I'm a fucking loser! I got into biology class to only suffer! I also really hate gender norms: "A man should work out, be strong and not be fat, he has to be strong for his woman and dominant blah blah" bullshit. What if I don't want to be "strong"? I'm less of a man or what? Same goes for women's stereotypes. I fucking hate how biology works, how fucking hormones work, how when we were fucking monkeys it all worked. I want to die! Apart from the fucking dysphoria I also have fucking obsessive thoughts that ruin my whole day and fucking depression symptoms! Fuck everything! I wish I was an irrational animal unable to be able to feel fucking dysphoria! At this point I wish I was never born. Sorry for writing for too long, I needed some venting.