Not to mention the sexual harassment allegations, although im taking those with a grain of salt bc the whole situation is weird and complicate.
My husband used to be a HUGE fan of hers. He literally deleted tumblr for MONTHS after learning about shit bc he was devestated. I genuinely liked a lot of her you tube analyses.
I tried to genuinely explain transandrophobia to her bc a lot of people WERE being assholes without explaining shit, only to be fucking dismissed and have her followers harass me for ages.
Is the fact that she got banned when others who do similar bullshit dont transmisogyny? Yes. But saying she didn't deserve it is simply not true.
Not to mention comparing her social media account being banned to martyrdom when trans people are *literally* being killed everyday is just sickening.
I'm never gonna care about someone's kinks, I care that they have hurt others.
PT literally sent porn to a 13 yr old, though the situation has nuance
she was 17-18 but that doesn't absolve her, her disability doesn't absolve her, PT being groomed around the same time also doesn't excuse victimizing someone else. and someone willing to do that should not have a platform when people document that she has yet to improve or change.
She is racist.
She is transandrophobic.
I'm not gonna stand around and let people claim "social murder" or the people documenting her behavior are "kiwi farms wannabees."
She is someone who should not have a platform at this point in time.
For context: PT had a major falling out with a former friend who identifies as trans masc. The friend had hired her to compose music for a short film but later let her go due to concerning behavior. Since then, it’s been speculated that PT has been directing her hateful views toward trans men even more aggressively. (source)
This post comes off as transphobic because it mocks real conversations about transandrophobia. The joke, calling every bit of “misandry” transandrophobia, makes it seem like the concept itself is ridiculous or made up, even though it describes actual bias that trans masc people face.
Ending with a “No Boys Allowed” meme trivializes trans men’s experiences and turns a real issue, how trans men are often excluded, erased, or mocked, into a joke at their expense.
PDB’s response misrepresents Jules’ statement by portraying the situation as labor exploitation, even though the collaboration was an unpaid creative partnership among friends. Jules explicitly stated that no guaranteed payment would be provided, as In Your Orbit was a student project, and any potential festival winnings would be split among contributors. Patricia was aware of and agreed to this arrangement. Claiming that Jules “took advantage” of Patricia ignores this context and falsely reframes a mutual creative agreement as wage theft, which the evidence Jules provided does not support.
In Summer 2025, PDB also faced controversy for making transphobic remarks about trans men, claiming they inherently have more privilege than trans women.
By saying that “trans men have male privilege,” pocket-deer-belly implies that trans men are treated the same as cis men, when in reality trans men are still scrutinized, marginalized, and discriminated against as trans people. Claiming they have the same privilege erases these experiences and suggests that their oppression disappears once they identify or “pass” as male. Framing trans men as inherently more privileged than trans women creates a false hierarchy within the trans community, turning trans identity into a competition over who faces more discrimination instead of acknowledging that trans men and trans women experience different but equally real forms of oppression.
It’s important to note that PBD likely felt comfortable making these claims because of his close friendship with Patricia, who is also known for being hostile toward trans men.
Saying “I love you zoos” is an endorsement of abuse. Calling zoophilia an “illegal kink” trivializes what is actually non-consensual and criminal behavior toward animals. Pocket-deer-belly claims they were “baited” into saying something negative about transmascs, but this is just a form of deflection. Their response to backlash shifts blame to others rather than taking accountability for what they said. Bringing up to unrelated discourse about trans men only minimizes the seriousness of their own words and actions.
Also, PDB seems rather unconcerned about minors accessing their page.
Their statements ignore the responsibility adults have when minors engage with adult-oriented content. Claiming that minors “follow at your own risk” or are “old enough to make that decision” overlooks that minors cannot legally or developmentally consent to sexualized material. Adults are responsible for setting and enforcing boundaries to protect vulnerable users online, rather than shifting the blame onto minors. Saying minors are “not even following” does not address the larger problem of encouraging or passively allowing access to content that can harm them.
There’s honestly a lot more to say, but I’ll leave it here for now.
i managed to come across this a week late but its just a mind fuck to me. to the best of my memory the anti-sjw crowd was extremely transandrophic? that crowd was one of the groups that the theyfab slur was originally popularized by before it got a resurgence somewhat recently on tumblr by a small group of trans femmes trying to gaslight the entire community about a per-existing slur. i very clearly remember anti-sjw types being obsessive about targeting femme-presenting trans mascs and neutrals and either extremely transandrophobic or exosexist towards said people.
she is referencing a incredibly transandrophobic group of people and saying that people who acknowledge that transandrophobia exist are just like said transandrophobes-words have no meaning in pattys mind.
Yeah, I remember that era too; it was peak anti-SJW culture. It’s extremely disingenuous of her to compare valid criticism of her transphobia to the same group that created a slur targeting transmascs and androgynous people. She’s distorting that history to discredit conversations about transandrophobia and paint transmascs as childish or irrational.
It’s really frustrating because she clearly has the capacity to understand, but she refuses to.
Haven't been in your blog too long, but honestly had to share it. What does Patty even mean with "as a fairly young person" - as a 25 yo - and mentioning SJW movement on YT wasn't something she lived all that much. Like??? We lived it?? A lot?? As a 21 yo, also neurodivergent, you couldn't do anything without being assaulted by people criticizing it and accusing everything. It was the 'woke culture' of our time. It's just a ridiculous point I couldn't let go.
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Exactly. Her point comes across as an attempt to talk down to trans men and avoid taking responsibility for her own transphobic behavior.
It’s frustrating because she positions herself as the voice of reason while comparing trans men’s justified pushback to anti-SJW rhetoric, framing their anger as petty internet drama instead of a valid response to real harm.
WARNING: This blog is 18+ due the severity of the topics listed below. If you’re a minor an interact with this page, you will be blocked.
TERFs, transphobes, and anyone speaking any sort of bigotry will also be blocked.
Hello, the goal of this blog is to have a straight forward archive of Patricia Taxxon’s legitimately problematic behaviors that people can hopefully refer to, as I’ve noticed that evidence here on Tumblr has been somewhat scattered.
Who is Patricia Taxxon?
Patricia Taxxon is an independent electronic musician known for her extensive catalog of experimental, and synth-driven albums. She also runs a Youtube channel with around 100k subscribers covering commentary, her music, video essays, and the occasional random video.
Controversies and allegations:
PT has been involved in a numerous amount of controversies, including accusations of pedophilia, zoophilia, racism, transandrophobia, along with sexually harassing a minor with furry porn and masturbating in her old discord server’s VC with minors present, all while hiding behind her gender identity, autism, pocd, and csa as shield against criticism.
As the blog updates, I’ll be updating this pinned post for ease of access.
She says critics misunderstood her, claiming she wasn’t avoiding responsibility but pointing out her white privilege, while also saying trans men ignore her experiences of transmisogyny. However, her argument doesn’t make sense because she both downplays her power to oppress and insists she was showing her privilege, and she avoids valid criticism by acting like the victim instead of addressing concerns about her bigotry.
By comparing the rape of enslaved people to child abuse and bestiality, she dehumanizes them by placing them in the same category as animals. She made a harmful comparison that disrespects both enslaved people and abuse survivors.
“you’re the useful idiot doing damage control for the SS because an officer wrote you a tip saying they were just following orders and you’re still clapping back.”
This exchange shows a clear pattern of Patricia’s manipulative and abusive behavior. It begins with Britt pointing out that Patricia herself had described her own childhood “tantruming” and later compared being restrained during a violent meltdown on a crowded bus to sexual assault. Rather than engaging in good faith, Patricia immediately responds with “Kill yourself,” escalating the situation and framing any criticism as ableist or violent toward autistic people.
Throughout the threads, Patricia twists Britt’s words, accusing her of supporting the abuse or even the murder of autistic children, claims that were never made. This is a deliberate misrepresentation meant to vilify her critics and shut down discussion. When Britt clarifies that they were only questioning her framing of the event as sexual assault, Patricia doubles down, using exaggerated comparisons to state violence and fascism to paint herself as a victim of systemic cruelty.
Instead of engaging honestly, she turns legitimate disagreement into moral outrage, accusing others of horrific beliefs they never expressed. This pattern mirrors her broader behavior online, where she misuses “social justice” language to manipulate narratives and attack anyone who challenges her actions.
ALT
“whether the SS comparison was apt or not, the important part is that they found a way to forget everything they said & move onto the next thing. i stand by it, though.”
This post shows Patricia using self-victimization and projection to avoid accountability. She frames criticism of her past bullying and abusive behavior as an attack that denies her the ability to feel pain, turning responsibility into persecution. She also uses her disability and gender as shields, calling critique “transmisogyny” and exploiting real oppression to deflect blame. Claiming her abusive behavior was a “symptom of (her) disorders” muddles the line between explanation and excuse, refusing to acknowledge harm done.
Her reference to Nazis to describe online disagreement trivializes genocide and inflates her sense of victimhood. It’s especially tone-deaf considering that one of her critics, TheTepes, is Roma and a descendant of Holocaust survivors. This is manipulative rhetoric aimed at reframing criticism as abuse and avoiding responsibility for predatory or harmful actions.
For context: PT had a major falling out with a former friend who identifies as trans masc. The friend had hired her to compose music for a short film but later let her go due to concerning behavior. Since then, it’s been speculated that PT has been directing her hateful views toward trans men even more aggressively. (source)
My apologies. I usually censor the usernames of innocent parties to help prevent potential harassment. I’ll make sure to be more mindful about that in the future.
For context: PT had a major falling out with a former friend who identifies as trans masc. The friend had hired her to compose music for a short film but later let her go due to concerning behavior. Since then, it’s been speculated that PT has been directing her hateful views toward trans men even more aggressively. (source)