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a kiwifarmer made a video about me and misgendered me the whole time but still basically conceded that i am autistic enough to be immune to shame tactics and let basically everything fetishy slide cus the effort isn't worth it. would like some more of this energy from the tumblr stalkers
Nov 28, 2025, 2:43 AM
my internal world is vast, but also hedonistic and infantile. i don't feel normalcy in my tummy, for better or for worse. this guy saw the writing on the wall and did his transphobic business instead of repeating my fetishes to me like it's supposed to make me feel bad.
im not so naive to think using my wit to articulate the complexities of grey ace autistic stunted development trauma sexuality isn't noteworthy, like it's weird and im willingly opening myself up cus im an artist and creating empathy supplements is my job description
the guy is mostly just observing me like a zoo animal the whole time and gives negative faith to my ideas but that's to be expected. it's still noteworthy that i managed to communicate my own pathology so intuitively that garbage reaction streamer guy understood where I was coming from.
kiwifarms has always irked me so much, its so based in so many problematic ideas ( esp ableism ) and i hate it :(
also i like your music a lot hi
Was it deadwing? It always disturbed me how openly he was able to just, be a fascist cunt and nobody in the youtube community really cared