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Swingsets i would dream of, or wanted to

by Lil Watermark

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sillycel 10/10 beautiful album Favorite track: killeen texas lubys massacre.
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cause i dont wanna be with you anymore than i already do I thought ya said goodbye does that mean anything to you or did it fucking ring any true the streets drive me crazy id like to call you maybe ill get a job when i need to ill talk to you when i want to i just dont want to agh downtown market street they dont hate it as much as me ogh hate this fucking street maybe ill just kill myself one day im running all alone wont you throw me a bone cause ive been running from em
2.
underachiever lazy fuck i dont ever need her guess ill stop stop twirling my hair back i didnt do that all for you fingers crossed while youre saying that i didnt do that all for you why would you look at the time think its time for me to open that door and leave you all for show why i thought it was all fine i thought it was all just us 2 just old me and you so crank your volume up and sing those shitty songs you sang with me and sing with all them too dont wrap your bandage up your still bleedin on your floor and i will never talk to you again its my brains on the wall why do you need them do you like the other guys? fuck do you need to need to love another lie? underachiever lazy fuck underachiever lazy fuck why would you look at the time think its time for me to open that door and leave you just for show why i thought it was you and i i guess i was so wrong for that just cast me down below id sooner jerk off in public than look at your face with all your hoodlum friends in tow you dont get we're not the same so go at your own retarded pace im not a loser just for show im sorry im sorry im sorry i cant be
3.
dont talk to me together i feel more alone forget my name you and i should be left unknown there is no point in trying to introduce me i know my place in a long line in the back i know myself and she would never join the pack shes worth ignoring for the greater good i always said i was different from the rest now i sit quiet because it is for the best im getting addicted to isolating me the freetime in which i did not enjoy myself the moments missed memories left on top my shelf am i sabatoging my entire fucking life so dont mind me its only me see right through me id much rather die than go out so please just leave me alone dont perceive me its only me
4.
im lying in my room i dont know what to do maybe ill talk to you maybe ill cry maybe ill fuck my hand maybe ill drive my shitty car to the gas station for no fucking reason but anyone can write an emo song so nothing makes me special im 18 im on my way out i wont be famous ill get out and no one ever asks me how are you doing cause its just me inside of my room just me and no one else too if i was a musician in the 2000s i could just write songs about george bush and all life would be okay so tired i get the feeling that im so tired (so fucking tired) i just cant wake up its too hard (so tired) its just too hard (of waking up) (yknow?) so tired of waking up so tired just cant make up my mind so tired (so fucking tired) so tired so tired im 18 im on my way out so tired i wont be famous ill get out so tired im 18 im on my way out so tired i wont be famous ill get out
5.
all women of killeen and belton are vipers this is what youve done to me and my family this is what bell county did to me this is payment day my brains a liquid its seeping through my bones and out my cock i dont miss your face and your cigarettes on the first day you abandoned me like a dog like your god youve already forgotten me blowing smoke im blowin snot im killeen texas youre george hennard killing me slow so you show them how you feel how angry you are im your target on the range you abandoned me like a dog like your god youve already forgotten me blowing smoke im blowin snot im killeen texas youre george hennard killing me slow so you show them how you feel how angry you are im your target on the range
6.
its not your fault but it totally is i think youre it so tag me out of this swap me out with him maybe id know im just the guy you like show me god show me how much you hate me by proving me right oh my god i never realized you hated me and enough to love me as much as you do im just the guy that you screw im not a prospect to you its fucking draining us tag me out of this swap me out with him maybe id know im just the guy that you like show me god show me how muhc you hate me by proving me right (prove me right) by proving me right (prove me right) all you do is just prove me right (prove me right) all you do is just prove me wrong (right)
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K.O.M.B. 02:29
how cant you tell i make a lot of music in my bedroom? fuck you cant you tell i make a lot of music in my bedroom fuck you cant you tell i make a lot of music in my bedroom abide by the no-smoking sign i snuff it with bottom of my shoes oh my god youre so attractice ill walk a circle around you can you tell a make a lot of music? im the king of my bedroom no one fucks with me cause its just me in my bedroom cant you tell i make a lot of music im the king of my bedroom no one fucks with me cause its just me in my bedroom cant you tell i make a lot of music in here i am a rockstar i dont feel down i am a rockstar i dont feel down i am a rockstar im feelin down i am a rockstar im feelin down sleepin on the floor again and you can sleep on it every night and feel just as high as me king of my bedroom no one fucks with me cause its just me in my bedroom cant you tell i make a lot of music im the king of my bedroom no one fucks with me cause its just me in my bedroom cant you tell i make a lot of music in here king of my bedroom
8.
dont know where im going i dont think you do too you just dont think about it in the way that i do talk to me too so go crash youre car into a wall and I cant do anything but watch im sitting in the water surfing on the beach whats wrong with me my hands go cold my blood runs slow you dont know cause youre right off in buffalo and i dont know what i want(the teacher said) i dont know what i want (put that away) i dont know what i want (i dont care) i wanna be (cause i just really gotta pee) wanna be wanna be wanna wanna be so go crash youre car into a wall and die I cant do anything im standing in the water surfing on the beach what the hell is wrong with me (so go crash your car into a wall) what is wrong (and i cant do anything) wrong with me (im standing in the water surfing) (on the beach) what is wrong (on the beach) wrong (what the hell is wrong with me)
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Songs that were found on Watermark's computer that were finished and repurposed to be used for one last emo album that he always wanted to make. 95% of this album being executed was his and friend's ideas combined into one. Lyrics, album art, names of songs, the songs themselves, all of it. One last thank you note and goodbye from the community and friends to Watermark for the special place he holds in our hearts.

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released October 21, 2025

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Lil Watermark Big Flats, New York

Lil Watermark was a passionate musical project created by Ian Mockler from his bedroom in Big Flats, NY. (12/6/2004 - 10/22/2024)

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