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my youtuber acquaintences followed me here preemptively instead of tumblr and weren't there for the lore, basically i uncovered sexual trauma in my past and got weird about it & i am now several children in 1 brain and i like older men :)
Nov 21, 2025, 3:12 PM
i became a kinky heel to filter out my fans & make it less fun to expose me
sucks that in order to survive as a transfem online u have to repeatedly humiliate yourself and limit your reach just to assemble an ingroup that won't turn on you, but it works. im really happy with how things are going.
Hey, you’re still here, and that’s what matters. Really glad to hear things are going better!
Yeah fair enough. Anywhere that a more detailed version can be found that hasn’t been nuked? Also Jesus Christ that’s rough but good on you on figuring yourself out more…?
Somehow as somebody who just follows you on YouTube (main + Puppyhelic Triangle) I had a feeling that this was what you meant. Fucking terrible. My heart goes out to you
That's pretty rough. Sorry you had to go through all of this recently. I hope people stop harassing you. :<