the lgbtq community, full of degenerates and furfags and freaks and pedophiles, hath raped me, taken my innocence, plundered my soul, groomed me since i was thirteen, yet now act apathetic and every fucking conceivable turn and continue to be self righteous, even telling me that i was just born this way, that nothing wrong had happened during my youth, or even tell me that the national socialists are the ones grooming me, or that im simply just going to another extreme or its wrong to "dislike" the community of fucking pedophiles that defend child grooming, groomed me, and then act so uncaring and apathetic it feels sadistic. these sadistic apathetic unfeeling demonic freaks take and groom and rape and pray on the young then have the actual fucking vigor to essentially tell the victims that they're the hateful ones, that they're the evil ones, that they're fascists or evil because they want their innocence back,

They will RAPE you they will GROOM you they will TAKE YOUR FUCKING SOUL from YOU and then when you try to get help for your problems they will be apathetic and tell you to just "live with it" "ermm sorry you cant heckin hate us just because some of our community groomed and essentially raped your innocence while the majority of us will end up defending the actions of the ones victimizing you while we blame yourself and tell you to your face that you have just "you were always this way" i especially hate it when half of the people i talk to, including faggots, seem to try and defend the actions of their comrades "erm actually you weren't groomed you were just always like this but like im not trying to defend groomers or anything" or even telling me that i was not getting groomed and i just was "exploring" my "sexuality" or some variant of that or that i suffer from

"internalized homophobia" "ermm you have freakin internalized homophobia" or the good tried and true "just because we groomed and blackmailed you into being a faggot since the age of thirteen and our entire community acts apathetic and uncaring about what happened to you when you try to discuss such topics does not give you a right to dislike us AT ALL or even a little bit" i genuinely want to fucking kill these annoying pedophilic apathetic degenerate faggots, burn them, rape them, slaughter them, fucking blood eagle them, rape them using burning hot metal spikes through the anus, castrating them and making them suffer, forcing handfuls of salt, pure sea salt, into their mouths for hours at a time and then forcing them to chug lemon juice, they deserve to die, and the more sadistically apathetic they act the more i just don't see them as humans and see them for what they are, satanic power hungry pedophiles that want to rape and groom children. i fucking hate the "lgbtq" community.

the only people that ever helped me where the Christians, the national socialists, and the heathens, (sometimes) and even then i can barely talk about my issues, of being groomed, degenerated, without being dishonored by them for being weak, for being a faggot, for being the groomed, and i understand their shunning, i understand their hatred for me, for having thoughts and desires i myself cant control brought onto me by the demonic degenerates at a young age, only rarely can i talk about my issues to the groups of people i associate with though when i do it is positive, i am stuck between the morally righteous and the apathetic pedophilic degenerates with NO support NO help NO friends NO fucking person, NO hearth, NO clique, i have simply lived by myself and kept to myself and my issue's without support, bottling up my faggy degenerate thoughts to occasionally let them out, i am dishonorable, i am weak and i am also argr, there is no way for me to fix this, i even purposefully gained weight after rejecting ergi, so i could appear less feminine yet now i feel even worse and even suffer from acute gynecomastia, i might just be pushed to committing a mass shooting or something or rather, but one thing is true, i will not be pacified, i deserve to die if that is what happens to me, and if my soul is shredded on the beach of the dead for being dishonorable than i also deserve that too, and will not hold my death or the shredding of my soul to anyone because i will have deserved it for being a degenerate. i have probably disappointed apollo, Woden and all of my ancestors for my actions, my disgusting degenerate actions, on top of the embarrassing things that i had done in my childhood before having been degenerated.

i am also quite sick of being looked down on or being pitied by the degenerates, especially after they have already showed apathy.

my reason of hatred:

I've been suffering with homosexual urges for a while,

i got EPI'd with gay furry and femboy porn and hentai (EPI = early porn indoctrination) I got literally groomed into cross-dressing, e dating, having bisexual urges the whole thing basically, mostly via discord and twitter, it started with some furry shit, at about the age twelve onwards is basically where it began, and i was groomed and stumbled into E-dating, joining ERP servers, joining porn servers and femboy dating servers, interacting with degenerates, mostly with adults who didn't care about my age, i got pushed into it and became a femboy and a furry, i was e-dating multiple guys aswell as a couple furry servers where everyone basically all knew my age and kept pushing me into it, where I'd end up growing close to ten to twenty-ish people over the course of a couple years, and was in some pretty fucked up spaces and was groomed into literally basically being gay from all of the porn and degeneracy i was exposed too, being constantly encouraged and when i would start to feel nervous or doubt myself they would encourage me to keep going, even once being threatened with blackmail of pictures of myself i had made while in cross-dress, by the time i was thirteen years old i had started fully cross dressing and had taken on the identity of a "gay" "femboy", though in secret and even making lewds of myself for people all across the communities i was in, including BDSM, furry, femboy, and at this point full on gooner smutt, and opening posting nudes of myself crossdressing, all if not most of the people i was interacting with had full knowledge of my age, i don't really remember anything specific details anymore just from how much i regretted it and tried to burn the memories away so its all just hazy but i still nervous about it, i used to know a couple specific people though on discord who i guess where kind of like my "partners" i even made a twitter where I'd post pictures, and by that time i was fourteen, keeping in mind i was somewhere on the right wing of things, i remember being bullied and harassed by transgenders for it too, sometimes id vent post on reddit about it, being told "i was on the side that hated me"

At around fourteen i got doxed by a NS (Nazi) image board called soyjak.party (AKA the 'party, or sharty for short) due to my twitter, getting doxed made me realize how far i had gone and i became extremely self conscious, after a couple months of continuing to get groomed i dropped it all and tried to abandon it even if i still strongly had the urges, though not before having a mental breakdown, i stopped cross dressing, making lewd content of myself, being gay, i left all the spaces i was previously in, i stopped shaving, i intentionally gained weight to make myself look less feminine, and I've tried to recover since then, since then i realized how disgusting and degenerate i used to be, now realizing how manipulated and alone i was, i was hated by all sides except for a small minority of "homofascist" sodomistic groomers and in general most "femboy" and trans spaces i was okay in, but since i despise those types of people, i condemn my previous choices and i think in general getting doxed was the best thing to happen to me, i'd end up getting into contact with several people that you may consider "far right" on the internet and likewise and starting healing after a year when i was about to turn fifteen that's when i really started to feel better and, and now in the present day i have to deal with the after effects, homosexual urges and feelings as well and still definitely a desire to cross-dress and a want to be feminine still linger in my mind and i sometimes want to regre it but i know this is better, i often find it difficult even now not to fantasize about crossdressing or being "cute" and such such things, i also still have a strong lingering porn addiction making it even harder, that i have been trying to get rid of desperately but i have been failing miserably, all these urges and desires were induced and groomed into me at a young age by sexual degenerates, transgenders and femboys, as well as pedophiles larping as "right wing" i never started out with these feelings and urges and i know its because of the literal years of grooming and normalization to degeneracy that causes this. and i know if i was never groomed and exposed to gay porn, furry porn, and hentai and had never gotten groomed into doing such things mentioned above at a young age i would have never had developed the sort of homosexual/Bisexual urges like i did and do now, now getting groomed and venting about it is all well and good, but the problem comes in when i actually look for useful advice or support But everyone i go to calls me evil and homophobic for expressing the idea that my feelings are a mental illness, that is Expressing that i think my urges are not natural, or that its a mental illness that was groomed into me, even with full knowledge of why i have them in the first place, i just wanna express how frustrating it is, "errm actually you just have le internalized homophobia" "how DARE you talk about yourself like that!! how dare you not want homosexual feelings!11!11 that you only developed from being EPI'd groomed" I'm currently sixteen (now seventeen, this was written a little bit ago, and as of writing this note, october 23 2025 i just turned seventeen a couple days ago) And ill let you know that i do identify as "alt right, as Christians and national socialists are and were the only ones willing to give me advice and actual support that has helped me and benefited me, and lead me away from the path of degeneracy, that is just not on the lines of "you should accept it and your feelings" like a lot of the people on the opposite side tell me to do, it feels like a fucking slap in the face "yea we groomed you and you should accept it or you're le bigoted" fucking self absorbed assholes larping as warriors of equality... maybe this is why i blame you all, and overall i don't feel very accepted or loved by the people that are supposed to be those things and that call themselves those things. in fact i feel rather detested by that faction of people, the side that was suppose to be loving and tolerant that groomed and manipulated me and made me its whore and then yelled at me, tries to gaslite me to this very day and called me evil for looking back at my self and seeing how bad my situation was, they screech at me and get angry at me for even having a singular thought that maybe the thoughts and urges i have now are not natural, or that in any way shape or form what happened to me was wrong, in fact some people i went to told me i was better off having "discovered" myself and telling me i was not groomed because "your just mad you enjoyed it but like you got brainwashed by the evil right wing!111!!!" and that's no exaggeration that really is essentially some of the things i have had people tell me, was and to be honest i was never really conscious of the things i did until i had gotten doxed, and the side, the "evil bigoted nazzziis!11" that they claim hates me, was the only side that willingly and actually helped me to get better in any real sense of the word, if anything getting doxed was the best thing to ever happen to me. i fucking hate you people. no transgender or homosexual has any right at all to call me bigoted or virtue signal about homophobia because of what i have to say about my own fucking (Degenerative and mentally ill) feelings and what i think is the cause of them, especially when it literally only includes myself. i genuinely fucking hate you degenerative ""people"" and it blows my mind you people still think you're always in the right.

we are images, dreams, photographs..

we must not stay here!, prisoners!....we shall break illusion! real life awaits us....i believe in afterlife...

o Germanic people are already a global minority, they should be allowed to keep their country their own race, racially homogonous countries also do better than multi-cultural ones socially anyway, just look at all the countries that have allowed mass immigration, such as France or Germany, per capita its mostly immigrants, middle eastern immigrants, committing most of the crimes now per capita, just look up the English Muslim grooming gangs for fucks sake, theres a very strong moral argument to be made that the native white Germanic European's should be allowed to preserve their culture and keep their society and country racially homogonous as they, the natives were the ones who found and built their countries.

one of the biggest examples of multi-culturalism failing is definitely the America; with the freeing of slaves and the allowance for more and more non european's came a massive up tick in crime with something like an insane amount of incarceration's every year America is one of the most low trust societies, as for WHY african's and non european's are worse than that of their Germanic and European rivals i will use Rhodesia and south Africa as examples, under white minority government Rhodesia was a prosperous nation with electricity and running water, it had the highest standard's of living the counter claim being; only for the white minority, despite the fact there was no formal apartaid in rhodesia, many african's simply chose to continue to live in their own villages rather than the suburbanized area's, than when Mugabi seized power after essentially invading rhodesia with his foreign national army rhodesia turned from the gem of Africa into a shithole. the average IQ of an African on the land-mass not accounting for north arfrican's is less then 80, south africa now is the rape capital of the world, only after sweden; and the only reason Sweden has had such an uptick in sexual violence is due to you guessed it; a massive uptick in mass immigration. some of the most high crime places in Europe are as of a result of increased immigration from non European nation's, theres also a moral argument to be made, should multinational corporations be allowed to import cheap inexperienced labor from third world countries just to make a quick buck, even with the knowledge that it would displace the local population out of work and cause inflation due to the incredibly low wages these third worlders often work for in first world countries

countries like France and Germany were only French and Germany for longer than they weren't only just French and German, also i don't necessarily have a problem with other European's such as like Slavs or something living in countries that are not they're own (because they are also European and probably wont go around RAPING FUCKING CHILDREN and also probably don't have an average IQ that would make them considered technically mentally inept) i only have a problem with non European's, also you don't need immigrant work forces for things such as construction and manual labour, see that argument always annoys the shit out of me (no offense to you); big international corporations replace native manual labour with CHEAPER third world exports, and then when the original manual labors and such go do something else you then use the reasoning that "oh well who ELSE is going to be my cheap slave labour force??" you types of people caused this problem in the first place, you could easily survive off of native work forces, just don't import all the cheap third world labor in the first place and create stable jobs, plus if anything you create less jobs by allocating the hard jobs to immigrants only, essentially forcing the native population to go into less intensive and less paying jobs while also funneling wealth out of said country. further more this entire counter argument is mute when you look at countries like Switzerland or the Scandinavian countries who are way more racially homogonous than say England or France or something while being ten times richer, not relying on foreign non European labor forces, (i mean Denmark and places like Switzerland essentially use a diet mixed econ based off of a diet national socialism economic policy. ECONOMIC POLICY)

I'm addicted to attention, i like arguing with the groomers, its why i make myself purposefully vulnerable like this, there's nothing to be gained from talking with the god-complexed hordes of degenerates, especially when they're the reason I'm like this in the first place. 
though its my fault as the people i try opening up to are usually also sexual degenerates, though those were supposed to be the "accepting type". and when i go to those that may be considered "bigoted" they usually just tell me to go outside more or quit porn, never worked......
again its hypocritical because i constantly complain about the "problem" i have yet i make queerbait vent accounts like this and essentially victimize myself but i don't really make strides to get rid of said problem, and if anything its slowly winning.

no troon or homosexual has any right at all to call me bigoted or virtue signal about homophobia because of what i have to say about my own fucking (Degenerative and mentally ill) feelings and what i think is the cause of them, especially when it literally only includes myself.

fake Christians that normalize mental illness as being okay and then demonize conversion therapy as being "cruel" even though we were on the cusp of figuring it out before the mainstream scientific view of sexuality pushed by Dr.john Money (yes thats his last name) was normalized


i spout that "its" a mental illness but up until this point i haven't really made an effort to try to get rid of it, I don't really even know where I'd start, the advice I've heard is just "go outside more" or "quit porn" so maybe it comes from that, i don't know where to start


it makes me physically angry seeing all the troons and openly proud sodomites constantly crying about being oppressed and discriminated against


i realize its self deprecating to have a vent account like this when it will only ever attract troons who will try to groom me or blood-thirsty chuds who hate me

I know it sounds fucking stupid but its alot easier to seperate degenerate feelings and intrusive thoughts if i dump it somewhere, like here on twitter, as if smothering a fire for a while, as bottling it up for long periods of time usually does not end well. Maybe its unhealthy.

they spread homosexuality and groom kid's at a young age, particularly white kid's, while also pushing immigration to not only kill off the white race but create a hypersexualized weimarian society in which the population, so obsessed with consumerism and sex, does not resist.

The feminist movement also plays in this, groom women into the work space, then when all the jobs white women could have filled get replaced with cheap immigrants, push said women into prostitution, separate the sex's and make them porn addicted to allow for death of compassion

I constantly say i hate my condition and that i think homosexuality degeneracy and blah blah blah how i wanna get rid of it but i never actually try to change myself and constantly induldge in the thing i consider degenerate. My mental and physical health is also Declining, gaining weight, feeling depressed, ontop of the fact that due to my feminine and homosexual ambitions remaining the same i just feel like fucking shit due to the weight gain, i originally was hoping it would make me less feminine and thus make me feel less Homosexual but that initiative has failed. Not only do i still have urges to be feminine but now i feel worse, im tempted to shave and start losing that weight again but i really dont want to look like a faggget again in case my mental illness goes away. Why do i have to be like this? The only reprieve is my job, for three hours i dont have to think about any of this but whenever i come home it hits me. and i think about how cute i used to look as a femboy. Just another self induced problem.

I need a furry mommy dommy. 

i just turned seventeen and i fucking hate it

sometimes i just wish i could look something like this but i know its gross disgusting, wrong degenerate and ergi, i don't want these degenerate feelings, thoughts and urges

current fursona :

REMEMBER TO ZOOM OUT !!!!!

SPOGJKSFGJ09AEIFI9O0-EQFIJ9!12@@@@@@@@
SERIOUSLY YOU NEED TO ZOOM OUT THERES A SHITTON OF TEXT

Its funny how i can barely stop myself from committing the acts of sodomistic degeneracy that i condemn others for, atleast i understand its a disgusting and degenerate mentally ill state of mind, i hope ill get better and i can leave these sexually degenerate feelings behind. but even then i will have still shown myself to be argr to the gods and that will make me dishonorable, i am unfit, unhealthy, suffering from degenerate thoughts, i have  done dishonorable, degenerate things in my past, and then continued on that path, gaining white to try to curb the femininity of my past actions yet to only end up uglier, even now suffering from gynecomastia,, when i die i will land on the beach of the dead and have my soul shredded, though in saying that just having turned seventeen the mortality of my youth has entered my mind, i think maybe the best course of action would be to die young so i may enter the afterlife still youthful and at least somewhat virile, of course only after having improved myself, by losing weight for example, i would then seek out a death during a struggle or fight, maybe getting revenge on the trannies that did this to me in the first place and left me like this to rot and decay, dying in a fight, especially if i really went out of my way to improve myself would perhaps make me less dishonorable, especially if i prove that i can be a man and hold my own against an enemy by fighting and killing them, especially the ones that i am against. i deeply regret gaining weight to try and look less feminine, it was a drastic action over a long period of time.

Basically

>got groomed into being femboy and gay and blackmailed by troons larping as chuds and porn addicts

>get 'oxed for posting soyjaks on xitter

>stuck with homosexual urges that i dident have before getting groomed, now i have a family of tulpas trying to get me to give in

>aswell as basically everyone center left i meet telling me to give in aswell

chuds and troons both hate me alot. And to be honest i really wanna give in...but i know its wrong, nobody ever wants to help me, tried getting rid of my tulpa's but i never could.
I feel dejected by both sides and angry because everyone on either side just shits all over me no matter what i do, and honestly just giving in, doing gay shit, listening to my tulpa's, ect ect just seems really apealing...
I officially converted to be heathenism a little while ago and then all my tulpa's dispeared (atleast most of them except one who appeared) (probably wotan getting rid of them as reward), and my intrusive thoughts have become less common and i dont feel like looking at porn as much but now i feel kinda empty 
I still feel  fagggy but its slightly reduced, because i think as reward by the gods, but now i really dont have an excuse to be a degenerate now but its still so appealing even after having my soul healed slightly and not having cross dressed or done anything really ergi thouigh i still have homosexual urges and still look at porn due to porn addiction, and it feels more bad when i do "degenerate" things now.
also i have a mommy dom fetish now due to my tulpas i thinl

faggotry and transgenderism is evil and demonic and the lgbtq is for pedophilic freaks that deserve to die for their sodomistic child grooming unnatural degeneracy. they aren't loving or accepting what they are, are apathetic power hungry grtifters that want to fuck kids and need to all be slaughtered for their degenerate mental illness.
the only people who ever helped me where national socialists, christians and wignats.
trannies are all apathetic sadistic child grooming pedophiles spawned from the aether of evil set on destroying white Europe and raping kids to spread degeneracy and also whoreship niggers

i don't want to grow old, i want to die young and i want to die in battle so i may prove myself to be honorable to the gods, i want to prove that i am not ergi, i want to get rid of my degenerate ergi thoughts and i want to redeem myself in the eyes of the gods for the degeneracy that i did in the past, i think the best way to do this would be to die in battle, in heathenry it teaches us not to fear death but to seek it out so we can die honorable, if i die honorably i hope the gods would then forgive me for the ergi i had done in the past and maybe even heal my soul of all degeneracy in hel, i know valhol is not for me, even if i was just in hel that's better than having my soul shredded, i want to stop being dishonorable and argr, the best way to do that, to fix myself and to prove myself is to die,  fighting and killing the people that hurt me, i want to die before 27, i want to die in battle. even if i didn't die in battle i still want to die in general so i can keep my youth, i also dislike the modern world and would rather be in the afterlife anyway, if not dying by combat maybe sacrificing myself to the gods, maybe by hanging to invoke Wodan and see his favor, though i feel to sacrifice myself to Wodan would be to sacrifice myself via combat, dying while fighting my enemies like a hero.
whatever the case i just dont want to grow old, i want to stay young and virile forever, and i want to fix myself but its impossible, i fear.

alot of my tulpas ended up merging and now i have two tulpas, a large fluffy purple cat who cuddles me sometimes and yes still tries to get me to accept my feelings as "not a mental illness" and she comforts me i guess 
i've gotten really good at hiding and repressing my homosexuality and other degenerate feelings, but its caused a split in personality i think, my true self and then my national socialist self
i found that suppressing my desires too much causes them to bubble up and the intrusive thoughts get worse and stronger, so i have to indulge in them occasionally so i make alt accounts to act faggggy and do gay shit, its better this way
right now i barely get any intrusive or homosexual thoughts out of the blue and i can live slightly normally when im not horny or anything, but thats the problem i am indulging in them, and i need to stop and i need to get rid of the feelings entirely
so im at a crossing point where i know its degenerate and wrong, but the only way to get the intrusive and degenerate thoughts to go away when I'm just trying to be normal is to indulge in them in private but im trying to get the feelings to go away
the more i indulge the less the intrusive thoughts become but the more i indulge the more degenerate my mental state is and the more degenerate my mental state is the more i stray away from my original path of trying to get rid of the degenerate and over-sexual desires

"insensitive strawpage"
have you maybe considered not being an apathetic faggot to someone hurt by YOUR community and have you considered that maybe your sexuality and identity doesn't fucking matter to me? you being offended doesn't fucking matter to me and my problems justifiably give me reasons to hate you, especially when you CONTINUE to be apathetic and act just as insensitive as you proclaim me to be, i genuinely just hate you more, apparently in your eyes me being (rightfully) homophobic is somehow less acceptable then your community of sadistic child grooming pedophiles... grooming and blackmailing me, literally forcing a mental illness onto me that i cant get rid of, you defend actual pedophilia at every conceivable fucking turn yet I'm the bad guy for not liking you're community
"ermm you where always like this!111!!1"
"ierrm its not a mental illness!11!1 you just have heckin internalized homophobia and ermm that doesn't give you any right to not like us!11!! when have we ever done literally anything wrong ever!!!!"

i want to commit a mass shooting 

faggots laugh at my problems or even act like they aren't real problems, yet at the same time will cry and seethe over "homophobia" and people being slightly mean to them, hypocrisy. 

faggots with perfect lives that try to turn every little thing into a problem and constantly cry to others about every little thing wrong in their pathetic degenerate life of sodomy, even crying over singular words because its "triggering" to them, they dont have anything to cry about so they make shit up, yet still act apathetic, because the only thing they care about is having their identity validated.
you think you have problems because someone was slightly fucking mean to you? pathetic FAGGOT!!!!!!
i have gone through way worse then some of these trannies ever will and yet i don't act like an overemotional compulsive freak that constantly cries over everything.
if i was in the pain-Olympics i would win gold or silver every time 

"shaved" / shetland version i guess

apathy and selfishness from the side that supposedly is about "love and acceptance" that groom children and spit them out, and condemnation and spittle from my side, the national socialists, or right wingers in general, i cant reveal my issue's to them because they too wont see what i have as a mental illness nor will they care about why im like this but will instead see me as a weak easily manipulated faggot that deserves to die, but the right wingers are kind of right in that i was easily manipulated, and faggotry in it of itself is a crime that is dishonorable and deserving of death, but know this is true, one thing is true, if i were to die i'd do so honorably, fighting for the side that (rightfully) hates faggotry, fighting evil demonic trannies in hopes of being redeemed, even if not redeemed and still hated or even seen as a bootlicker i would not care because i also hate faggotry and in turn hate myself because i love myself so much that i want to improve and not do degeneracy anymore, i love myself, i love myself and i cant stand to see myself like this, in so much pain, therefore i hate myself for letting myself get like this and get manipulated, i deserve to die for letting myself get so degraded, so i must punish myself and force myself to fix myself because i love myself and im going to punish myself for getting this mentally ill, not only will i punish myself but i wish to punish the group of people responsible by any means, i fucking hate the "lgbtq" community. and i want to die honorably so my misdeeds may be foregiven.

They're mostly a race of disgusting, subhuman brown mixed-race mutts who have no identity --- no blood and soil, no morals or proper world-frame, just disgusting low-iq morals and constructs, a low-iq system, and they literally do as told like the good little goymutt golems they are.

They're the country fucks up everything, get's involved in business it shouldn't be in, and it destroyed Europe for ever --- causing it to be doomed to infinity mass migration, cultural replacement and destruction, and all the degeneracy we see, today.

And let's not forget their "liberation of Europe from EVIL TYRANT NAZIS" while literally giving half of the continent, including Poland, to be subjected to a far-worse actual oppressive government that genocides people. And then they say "WE'RE ANTI-COMMIE" afterwards, but yet they only "fought" the USSR in shit hole third world proxy conflicts.

They caused decolonization, and the destruction of the great European powers' empires, France and Britain --- which projected white hegemony on the world stage.

They're the biggest benefactor of Israel, destroying entire perfect, sovereign countries and then dumping their entire inhabitants into Europe.

Israel would've been DESTROYED forever, and for good, in '73 but the US had to barge in.

Germany was once a proud Nation, and then it was destroyed for no reason, on no provocation --- and Europe, along with it, was subjected to non-european Jewish occupying powers. It's entire youth, afterwards, thought to hate it's race and it's culture, and to never embrace right-wing politics, and to allow Jews and shitskins to run rampant everywhere.

Japan was a proud Nation, and it's been belittled to being an American colony, initially, then eventually a protectorate --- in which --- america gets its electronics. And now Japan is belittled to being a weak country, ashamed, and with one of the highest suicide rates in the world.

Italy was a proud Nation, and then it was destroyed, and subjected to left-wing terrorists and general instability for 20+ years, along with an iligetimate, government that no one favored --- the house of sovoy, which fought alongside the allies, was abandoned and forced to flee. And it lost all its empire. And, now, we have Somali migrants in Naples and Rome.

They're the greatest liars, they made up the Holocaust, wmds in Iraq, chemical attacks in Syria, ghaddafi being a "tyrant", white-colonizing being bad, so on and so on I can go..

Americans just practice, live, and spread their degeneracy everywhere as "democracy"..

Abortion, gay rights, trannies, BLM, leftism, vaccines, Israel/Zionism, open borders, nwo, un etc etc... all the ills that modernity brings along with it

They destroyed Europe, and are the reason as to why it is subjected to such a cancer today. And they go elsewhere to destroy things, even PAST WW2

Americans are shills, who vote for Jew puppets, and promote degeneracy and spread their cancer everywhere. They're mixed, they have no identity, and they're all mutt golem/pawn shills for Jews. Literally no integrity

Hey, but at least we're not speaking German. Right?

Anyways, death to America and it's stupid faggot people.

when sorrow turns to hate:
the reason i type so bitterly is because i used to kind of think that maybe not all fags where apathetic dysgenic child groomers, i used to think "well its only really a mental illness since it was groomed into me and most fags probably would agree with me and have empathy" when trying to explain myself, but cold reality set in and i realized at best they would call me evil or wrong for thinking what i had was a mental illness and instead try by any means they could to convince me this is just the way i am, to at the worst hurling insults at me and essentially saying I was the problem and I am the one wrong here, because how dare i not want feelings that were groomed into me by pedophiles
but over and over again they would just call me homophobic because "how dare i think i know more about myself  over others" "just because you were groomed doesn't mean you should be homophobic...even though your only homophobic to yourself because you inherently only apply its a mental illness for yourself only but im a retarded faggot with no critical thinking skills" or even just calling me delusional or straight up at the worst of times telling me i was not groomed and that i simply had internalized homophobia or that i was "brainwashed" by national socialists into hating myself, the more and more i try to "be myself" like these faggots constantly spout about and the more i try to talk about myself the more these know-it-all apathetic trannies try to act like they would magically know more about MY OWN FUCKING PSCYCHOLOGY than me and constantly hurl insults, i've gotten really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, fucking. sick. of. being. treated. like me venting about my problems is somehow wrong or that its wrong to think i was never homosexual or acting like its somehow wrong to want to be innocent again "how dare you not want desires that were essentially groomed into you" i genuinly am starting to see most homosexuals and trannies as less than humans, hateful apathetic child grooming demon pedophiles that will happily project their own CONTEMPT for humanity onto you, because they hate humanity, its why they spread and groom people into being sodomites, so white people stop having children because they want us extinct.

to summarize it: you people act apathetic to me and my problems and my struggles, uncaring, even laughing at my problems or telling me they dont exist or that it was somehow a discovery, yet when i say "i think my homosexual urges are a mental illness caused by being fucking GROOMED, blackmailed and made to do LITERAL GAY FEMBOY CHILD PORN of myself" its for some reason a massive fucking crime,
YOU act apathetic to me and my feelings and my problems, you are also part of the community that explicitly protects the types of faggots that victimized me, yet I'm supposed to care about your feelings and your emotions, but you don't have to care about mine? and apparently its homophobic for me to say my sexuality is a mental illness induced by my grooming? yea right, totally....
you get to act like a big piece of shit and be an apathetic faggot and that's fine but me being even slightly rude or mean (rightfully) and its a big fucking crime all of a sudden.

its almost like acting apathetic to a victim while your community protects the people that victimized said victim and then essentially tell the victim they're evil for not liking said community it kind of makes the victim a bit angry and resentful or something