Hello everyone, this is really not something that I ever wanted to go public but due to unfortunate circumstances it appears as though it has. If you are seeing this Google doc then I am making it fully aware of the drama that has been going on with me and fellow YouTuber Parlo behind the scenes. This isn’t something I’m happy about being public but obviously it was inevitable at some point, what I don’t appreciate is how this entire situation has played out. As most people know I was really good friends with fellow content creator Parlo, in the public eye I was a YouTube accomplice who, while critical of his past actions, had always maintained a stance that since I hadn’t been around for his past that I felt I was unfair to judge him for. The reality of the situation is that me and him were much better than just friends behind the scenes, we were close friends, closer than friends. Despite us being so close I at no point allowed my relationship with him to cloud my judgement, there are examples even in dms of me expressing my frustration with how he acted. The main point is I always had people tell me that he never listened to people and he was kind of a sperge but it was never behavior that I myself had ever seen, and when the pyro thing had happened and people seemed to be at the very least willing to tolerate him again, it wasn’t until after I had cut contact with him that I was aware of some of the other stuff he did like posting nudes on r/femboy and shit like that. I genuinely wasn’t aware of how much of a schizo he is until I flat out saw it in my face, which we will talk about in a bit. But yes me and Parlo had some type of a closer than friends relationship, looking back now it was incredibly stupid of me to entertain this guy as anything more than a schizo and I see that now, I want to apologize to anyone who tried to warn me of who this guy was, I deserve all the shit I get for putting my trust in him. But I have alluded to it and made it clear that me and Parlo are no longer friends, I would like to delve into that further by explaining exactly what happened between me and Parlo that caused us to go from really close, to full on opps.

We had planned out a trip to see each other on October 11th-15th. Me, him, and an anonymous third party would be staying at an airbnb for a few days.

Before we actually get into that, something important I wanna talk about is a gofundme that Parlo made just a WEEK before we had this trip.

I was not even aware that such a gofundme had even existed, so you can imagine my surprise when I find out that it was only a week after he created a gofundme literally begging to help pay for food and bills, that he sent me one grand in order to pay for my plane ticket to London.

This is besides the fact that he also purchased a brand new gaming laptop which was also at least a thousand dollars, if you are in a position where you need to make a gofundme then maybe you shouldn’t be paying for trips like this, the only thing I paid for as I was told the entire trip would be paid for is the airbnb, which becomes relevant later. But yes I arrived in London on the 11th, where I found my way to the airbnb and one of the first things me and Parlo did together was have sex.

Me and Parlo had sex, and while this is definitely probably an overshare, it becomes relevant when you hear what he tried to accuse me of later. Before we even had sex he said he wasn’t sure if he was in the mood to do full penetrative stuff, just mouth stuff, which is what I was fine with. After we did stuff for a while I did pose the question if he wanted to go all the way since we already had a condom, he at first said he was down so I took the condom out, that was when he said that he actually was too tired to do anything like that tonight, I told him that was fine, he put the condom on the shelf, and that’s where it was the entire trip.

The next day after that a group of us tried meeting up with him at Oxford station, while doing that I messaged him about what we did.

The way Parlo has tried to frame this is that I ripped the condom out and told him we should go further, saying he felt peer pressured, but this is and out and about lie as I didn’t do that, I didn’t rip open the condom in an attempt to pressure him into sex and after I asked if he wanted to and he said no, I dropped it entirely so I have zero idea where this narrative is coming from.

The second day we talked briefly about the prospect of doing something sexual, but after he said he wasn’t down for it since he was tired, I once again dropped the topic.

The reason why this is important is because according to the anonymous third party who was at the airbnb, apparently when recounting this story Parlo showed off part of this dm and later said that despite him saying he wasn’t down for sex that I still pursued him sexually after that. Below is what I was told Parlo was sending around to other people when he was recounting this story.

According to the neutral third party I was told that Parlo said even after this dm that I still pursued him sexually in text messages, even though in reality all I actually did was offer to walk him to the train station since it was around midnight and our airbnb was in a sketchy part of London, I was trying to make sure he got to the station safe. This is once again a situation that I have zero idea why he would lie about as it does nothing but make him look bad.

The third day is the big one as this is the day he tries to claim all types of shit. On the third day we agreed that we would be doing some type of sex thing, we had plans that night to go out clubbing and drinking, we agreed that we would leave at sometime around 6:30 to go into London and go to clubs. Because of this I asked Parlo when he would potentially want to have sex, this was the conversation that followed.

After he said he wanted to just chill for a bit I said I was chill with that, we all sat around the airbnb either on the laptops we brought or our phones, he even wanted me to review his new pyro stuff.

The reason as to why this is relevant is because he tried to say I peer pressured him in this instance since I was constantly walking in and out of the bedroom, he tried to say that this was me trying to like “allure” him or some shit, in reality the reason I was going in and out of the bedroom is that it had the only outlet in the airbnb where I could use my phone. There were 2 outlets in the living room and one in the bedroom, one of the entire outlets in the living room was being taken up by Parlo, and the other outlet had one socket that did not work and another socket being taken up by an extender. Below is a dm of me messaging the host of the bnb about the wall socket that didn’t work.

And for those of you asking why I didn’t just plug my phone charger into the extender, I am American and my phone charger is different from the sockets they have in the UK, on the second day while we were out in Oxford I actually went and had to buy a special plug in so that my phone would work. Below is my phone charger and the plug.

The reason this is important is because if you know anything about power outlets or extenders, you know that plugging an extender into another extender doesn’t make it work, so even if I tried plugging it into the working outlet in the living room it didn’t work, the only outlet I was able to use was the one in the bedroom. THIS was why I was walking in and out of the room, not because I was trying to lure Parlo into sex despite him saying he wasn’t down rn, but because my phone was in there. And while I was dressed up in an “interesting outfit” the reason why was because it was what I was planning on wearing out to clubs anyway. After we all sat around for a bit I went into the bedroom and told him to come in here, here’s his response.

We then did sexual stuff again, in which he complimented my appearance and far more about me. After we were done we decided to lay in bed for a bit, side note but he actually tried talking to me about how him constantly checking his own thread on Kiwifarms and the r/youtuebdrama subreddit is justified, which yes is something I told him CONSTANTLY to just ignore, but in retrospect the fact he tried saying all of that after we literally just had sex is the most lolcow shit I could imagine. But because of how long he was dicking around and working on the pyro document, by the time we were done we only had an hour before we had to leave to go to the clubs. We obviously both needed to shower so I suggested we take a shower together to save time, we did so, when we came out of the shower our third party had already left and texted me saying he had already gone to the train station. Because of how he worded it we both thought he was mad at us, he started breaking down and crying at the thought of our friend being upset at us, when I tried to hug him he told me to fuck off and blamed me for everything that’s wrong, I simply went quiet, walked in the bedroom, and laid in bed because I figured this was not worth my time, instead of trying to figure out what was going on he immediately put all the blame onto me. He then got upset that I wasn’t speaking to him, said I have a great friend group and some other bullshit, before leaving the airbnb. After a while of laying on bed I fell asleep, I woke up hours later to Parlo and our friend walking into the airbnb, while our friend said nothing, the first thing Parlo said wasn’t anything about emotions or anything like that, it was “You know I never said I’d pay you back for the airbnb” then when I pushed him on this his response was “you have to consider my financial situation” which like I said earlier if he’s so poor to the point he has to make a gofundme for food and pills then why spend 1k on a plane ticket and a vacation, maths not mathing. This was also when Parlo said “I felt like you peer pressured me into sex a lot of times” which I have provided my dms, I was being told an entirely different story this whole time, it’s only now after thinking he pissed someone else off does he say all this crazy shit about me. I was then told that we would call tomorrow about this before the 2 of them left, that was October 13th, it is now November 8th, we have still not had that call.

The next day I reached out to some drama YouTubers to get their perspective on this situation and that made there way back to Parlo and our mutual friend, to which as I was later informed, Parlo’s response was to at first say he wanted me to sign an NDA but also to make a google doc on me, not about this situation but on different entirely random shit. Below is the message our mutual friend sent about the NDA.

In regards to that Google doc, despite me requesting multiple times to see it and actively being told people were annoyed that I discovered it’s existence, I still have never seen the contents of what he tries to claim about me, with that being said I have been TOLD what he tries to claim about me, while I cannot really debunk a google doc I have yet to see if what some of the things I have been told are in there then Parlo I have zero problems debunking everything you are going to try and throw my way, the contents of that Google doc are either entirely hypocritical coming from Parlo, it would be exposing a very personal side of me that’s beyond fucked to show to the world, but it’s also just down right lies that at most take me 10 minutes to debunk. In fact I was told that he only made it as a contingency to if I went public and that he had tears in his eyes while writing it, like I said I have zero issue debunking it, just like I’m sure you have zero issue exposing private shit about my life to the public if what I’ve been told about that Google doc is true.

Now I have actively tried to have a call with Parlo before, the day after it happened I messaged him saying he would call me and another person later.

This was the first time I tried to call him, when a second call was scheduled to happen, Parlo ended up running away from that one as well.

Despite being slandered by this guy and despite people in my close friend group believing his accusations without ever even asking my side, I have been IMMENSELY fucking charitable to this guy and anyone else who’s had a part in this, I’ve had multiple people tell me to just take this public but I held off from doing so because I wanted to try and settle this privately, but after I’ve been told he’s lying about his side of the story, lying about he accusation in general, and being told that this story is STILL being shared around in private even to people who have no reason to know about this, I am at the point where I feel like if I don’t defend myself then this will just spread like wildfire and his narrative will be the popular one. This has affected my friendships, my YouTuber connections, and it’s all over something I didn’t even do. Like I said I REALLY don’t like how much of my life that I currently have to put on the internet, trust me unlike Parlo I would rather intricate details of my sex life NOT be online for the world to see, but unfortunately this is the situation I was put in, and it comes down to my reputation and my ability to keep creating content, or face the public whipping which I not only will absolutely receive for this situation, but honestly deserve. I am someone who has the ability to own up to my errors, someone who has the ability to admit when he does something stupid, and this is that. I have a very lax view when it comes to the internet, I genuinely try to get along with everyone and give everyone a fair shot unless they're completely irredeemable. Through the course of this situation it has become clear to me that my chill and laid back view when it comes to talking to people and trying to befriend other creators. I have been told that I am FAR too friendly with other people and it has been clear to me that at this point it is detrimental to my online career. I would like to apologize to anyone who tried warning me that this guy was a schizo who would stab me in the back at the first chance possible, you guys were looking out for me and I should’ve listened, I’m sorry.

While this situation is not one I’m happy to talk about, while it is immensely embarrassing, I also realize that sometimes you fuck up and you gotta roll with the punches, I am definitely going to take this as a learning experience and am not going to be ANYWHERE near as friendly towards people going forward, it is literally a detriment to my career. I am going to continue to keep making content, I am not planning on going anywhere, I want it to be 100% clear that yes, the allegations Parlo has tried to make against me, or anything else I 100% know he’s going to try and pull is absolutely bullshit, if he tries to push out new lies or new bullshit then I am going to respond accordingly, I refuse to let this chode chomper ruin my career. I understand that people are definitely gonna rip on me for this, that they’re going to look at me in a different light, and honestly I’d be kinda disappointed if they didn’t. If people have questions or if they want to interview me then I am not scared to answer anything, the truth always comes to light and I have zero qualms being as open as possible when it comes to this situation. I understand that this will be a stain on my reputation going forward since I tried to treat this guy like a friend and honestly I deserve nothing less, all of the warning signs were there and I should’ve listened.

As for you Parlo, I am genuinely one of the few people who gave you a fair shot, who actually gave a shit about you, I feel like you only used me because of my platform and for my body and frankly I’m disgusted by who you are. You are the reason why everyone hates you, you are the reason you are considered a lolcow, and I think gambling your career on a situation like this is not a good move like you think it is.

Anyway I don’t think I have anything else, if more shit comes out then I will respond accordingly but as for now I think that’s everything, thank you for reading this.