yea i was weirdoslam yea i was nerdbeep yea i did call myself a "anti-contact" "minor attracted person" b4 cuz of massive harassment against me, for merely flirting w/ a few people 2-3 years younger then me when i was 18-19, driving my pre-existing OCD to insane levels. whatever.
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no i dont think of myself as that at all anymore
no i dont think those flirtations were "pedophilic" in any way
yes i carry some regret about some of them
no my regret has nothing to do w/ their totally normal age gaps at all
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no i still dont think i deserved any of the hatred n shitcanning n doxxing i got from what was ultimately teenage relationship drama blown out of context
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yes i have gotten mental health treatment
yes i have been diagnosed with OCD
yes they know about what happened with all of this drama; i told them myself
yes my therapists r absolutely on my side about this n think the harassment only made things worse on every front
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no my therapists dont think im a pedophile not even in a literal clinical scientific sense
no they dont think im a threat to any children at all
yes they absolutely believe that people believing so has been influenced by ableism n transphobia above all else
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yes i was the fat bearded mfer with the water bottle in the glass beach m/v
yes i did know classic j for yrs b4 then, even b4 glass beach, when she was doing casio dad
yes she n the band did throw me under the bus just to pls a few angry tenderqueers in their discord server
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no i dont look like that anymore, ive actually have been able to get out of theymab purgatory by fleeing my abusive parents n long beach n actually transitioning
yes classic j n glass beach can still go fuck themselves forever
n yes fraxiom n her clique too
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yes i was effectively kicked out of the lgbtq center in long beach CA, the only place i made irl friends for my entire high school years, cuz of this drama
yes staff told me str8 up they didnt believe i was actually a threat they just didnt want any bad press for themselves
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yes this along w/ the covid lockdown caused me to delay escaping my parents n delaying transition for several years after graduating high school n becoming a legal adult
no this was not the only reason i ended up leaving cali entirely for chicago but
yes it was a big one for sure
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yes i knew a friend named kota once
yes they tried to flirt with me despite being a younger minor at the time
no i did not reciprocate n became increasingly uncomfy about him pushing it
no i do not like him at all anymore he is a genuinely bad person
one final thing to say about the current harassment against me, & that is it. this is the only part that i think deserves further context and the only part im actually truly offended on a personal level that people are hating me for.
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yes i have a incest fetish, esp around siblings n twins
no i grew up an only child
no i did not actually have a real little sister i serially molested when i was younger
no i do not know how that got believed by anyone other then pure transphobic blood libel
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yes i have also talked about age regression n ageplay before
yes i have enjoyed some lolicon n shotacon before
no im not ashamed to admit this now
no this is not a gateway drug to CSA or whatever
yes i think ur a fucking stupid ur-fascist idiot if u believe so
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yes i do credit accidentally seeing then secretly enjoying boku no pico as a preteen w/ then-unrestricted internet access w/ helping accept myself n pansexual n later genderfluid at a young age despite my socially regressive environment irl
no i do not regret this one bit
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yes i literally can trace everything about my pansexuality, genderfluidity, plurality, n incestuous tendencies back to creating a female persona for myself in elementary school as an "imaginary friend" who was both my twin sister n my gf
yes i guess i was born to be a pervert
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yes i am just admiting this all right now
yes u r totally free, in fact encouraged to block me asap if u r too offended to handle knowing all of this about me
yes if u cannot handle all of this at this point u cannot be my friend i dont even wanna kno u at all
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yes i am technically homeless rn
yes my old roommates know about this drama
no that is not why i had to leave
yes i got pushed out of my previous job thru harassment by coworker n management alike
yes some of it absolutely was because of me being a trans woman, explictly
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yes i couldnt rlly pay my rent anymore without that job
yes i was only living then on SSDI/SSI, SNAP, n payments from my mom, who i hated asking for help every single time
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yes me n the roommates didnt totally understand me cuz of me being the only transfem in the apt n me being much more traumatized n mentally ill then them
no they still have some empathy for me n let me use their place as a mailing address n storage for some belongings of mine atm
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no my old roommates dont even have xitter accounts n dont want to get them
no u will never kno who they r
yes u will leave them alone whether u want to or not
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yes ive been living w/ a transfem friend in her studio apt illegally for the past 2 months
yes she's been the best person ive ever shared a home with
yes she knows about this all too
no she doesnt fucking care either n is on my side for this
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yes i have to find a new place to live within the next month
yes the roomie is out of a job n can no longer pay for our place
yes i have a new full-time job now where i am actually respected as a trans girl
no i probably dont make enough to be approved for my own studio
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no the roomie probably wont get a new place with me n will most likely end up moving back with her parents in the suburbs
yes i have to find a new place now, probably renting a room somewhere
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yes i kno being this honest about all the most challenging parts of myself decreases my chances of getting a place, esp in this city w/ our dense highbie-controlled trans community
yes i kno what im doing
no id rather be street homeless then living w/ tenderqueers ever again
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yes if u actually do want to live with me despite or maybe cuz of all this u r welcomed to dm me about it i appreciate it
if anyone in chicago is willing to have an autistic trans girl as a roommate pls hit me up asap. im working full time & can pay up to $850/month for the time being. i need to be out of my current place by the end of the month. pls pls pls n thank u
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yes if u hate me for any of this i want u to say it out loud
yes i want u to admit to everyone that u think homeless trans girls deserve to die if they r too "unclean" u to be around
yes ur doing every other unperfect unhighbie trannee a favor by letting them kno to avoid u
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yes as a 🫘🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ facing homeless in a city full of trigger-happy ICE agents n uptight kapos i might be dead by the end of the yr
no im not offin myself
yes id rather die homeless n broke then bend the knee to thought policing, hot allostatic load n self-hatred ever again
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