couple Helluva Boss fanarts to practice different poses
OCD symptom i struggle with but don't see talked about a lot: inability to trust your own memory and/or perception.
as an example: i put my headphones in my bag. i say im sure they're in my bag, but what if i imagined putting them in my bag? i have to check, so i stick my hand inside and grab them. but then i have to check *again* because what if i just so happened to have another object shaped and sized exactly like my headphones that i just forgot about? so i have to pull them out of my bag and look directly at them to fully confirm they were in my bag
this is a fairly benign example but this also happens with other worse scenarios for me and it's. not fun
ocd 🤝 adhd 🤝 dissociative disorders
^ can't trust your own memory for shit
I need to have an it/its weekend
What the hell are you talking about? Where is the it/its ice cream
you rockin with the it's/it pronouns ice cream?
Of course you blue box ice cream and pronouns
Concept: Kunikida being a lot like Ranpo in the sense he struggles to keep jobs. Due to him always following his ideals above all else and breaking rules that go against them.
And that’s why Kunikida fits so well in the Agency because his ideals embody what the Agency strives towards.
Atsushi and Kunikida are the workaholics of the Agency. Kunikida leaves and breathes his ideals which probably include having a good work ethic.
And Atsushi was raised in a harsh environment where you did your work, and you did it well or you were punished.
When these too get sick they will still head into the office.
If it’s just a cold the others will leave them to it. They will try and pick more the slack and keep a close on them. Giving them less physically demanding tasks if they can.
Yosano will ask Kunikida to help her update her inventory. Junichiro will offer to take that case with Kenji and Naomi will ask if Atsushi wouldn’t mind helping her with the phones.
Dazai will be his usual self and bug Kunikida but if you play close attention you’ll notice he’s not actually distrusting his schedule but helping to speed it along.
Without Kunikida realising it.
If Atsushi or Kunikida are in and they are really ill, then the big guns are bought out. They can wave off concerns from their friends but neither can challenge Fukuzawa if he sends them home.
He’s quite literally taken Kunikida’s schedule from his hands, like none of that now you need to rest. The others will handle their cases. If Ranpo feels particularly generous (and knows leaving this all will only stress out Kunikida) he’ll do them.
The paperwork can wait till you’re feeling better.
Fukuzawa and everyone else will check on them periodically to make sure they’re okay. Kunikida is used to all of this and begrudgingly (at least he pretends to be) accepts iy.
Atsushi isn’t. He’s genuinely surprised by it and comforted in knowing he’s just as loved as everyone else. He’s never had a “sick day” because the orphanage didn’t believe in such a thing.
But he’s learning, slowly but surely.
leniisreallycoolRebloggedpunpkinpiFollowRecently saw an insta vid where a musician was singing lyrics that described their intrusive thoughts as a person with OCD, and in the comments every so often there would be people writing like "bro what is this 🤨🤨" and "keep this between you and your therapist dont post it on the internet" and it just further fueled my belief that OCD symptoms and intrusive thoughts need to be talked about more because a majority of the struggle with the disorder is the shame surrounding its symptoms. OCD is not able to be easily romanticized or 'quirky'fied like other disorders or neurodivergencies have been*, and as a result its symptoms are more quickly met with disgust or repulsion.Other people in the comments were thanking OP because it captured the struggle of real intrusive thoughts instead of impulsive ones. Impulsive thoughts are more of the 'I'm gonna dye my hair randomly on a thursday night' thoughts vs the intrusive 'what if I drove my car into that family and suddenly killed us both' thoughts, the latter of which make OCD as a disorder truly debilitating. And the people that immediately assign bad morals to intrusive thoughts? They only further condemn people with OCD to never wanting to talk about the symptoms they've already been struggling with shame about. I feel it needs to be made more blatantly explained to the public that OCD intrusive thoughts aren't desire based. They're fear and disgust based. You fear hurting anyone so badly your mind can't stop thinking about what if you hurt someone. You fear molesting anyone so you never want to even touch anyone. Your mind fixates on the 'what ifs' and distorts them into the idea that, because you think this way, you must want to act this way--when the reality is the exact opposite. If a person with OCD ever confides to you one of their intrusive thoughts and you feel a knee-jerk reaction of disgust towards them, it needs to be reiterated that: 1. the person does not want to be thinking about this, their brain is legit hardwired to make those thoughts pop up2. the person themselves also feels this disgust, often intensely, and they very likely resent themselves for ever thinking it and3. they have no desire to enact the intrusive thought, because its intrusive nature hinges on the person's fears and dislikes.*And to clarify what I mean by romanticization and 'quirk'-ifying, I do not mean to imply that romanticizing any disorder or condition is inherently a good thing. It's only to state that conditions like anxiety and ADHD have been made such common/'trendy' topics recently that they're less taboo to speak about--leading to more people talking about their struggles with it, and helping others realize they might have it too and aren't alone. Because certain OCD traits aren't as marketable (obviously) a lot of those with it are left rather isolated.#ocd#intrusive thoughts#obsessive compulsive disorder474,5687,876
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