虚無【入院中】ロックなう

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虚無【入院中】ロックなう

𝖙𝖆𝖌 𓈒𓏸︎︎︎︎ 好きって呪いなんだよ

¦ OD ¦ リスカ ¦ ピアス ¦ タトゥー ♡or↺でお迎えお友達増やしたい

#病み垢 #病み垢男子 #病み垢さんと繋がりたい #病み垢さんと絡みたい #病み垢さんと仲良くしたい #病み垢男子と繋がりたい #病み垢女子と繋がりたい

First image displays dark red and black background with overlaid Japanese kanji characters in white and red, including terms like 呪い and abstract brush strokes. Second image shows chibi anime girl with black hair, cross bandages on cheeks, red heart accessories, holding a microphone, making peace sign, surrounded by pink and white HAD text and hearts. Third image features anime girl with long black hair in twintails, bandages and barcode on arms, gray eyes, holding white fabric, with Japanese text あずきバレい and blue accents. Fourth image depicts person with short black hair, cat ear headband, chain necklace, holding black stick to mouth, wearing off-shoulder purple hoodie with black stripes, in front of clothing rack.

First image displays dark red and black background with overlaid Japanese kanji characters in white and red, including terms like 呪い and abstract brush strokes. Second image shows chibi anime girl with black hair, cross bandages on cheeks, red heart accessories, holding a microphone, making peace sign, surrounded by pink and white HAD text and hearts. Third image features anime girl with long black hair in twintails, bandages and barcode on arms, gray eyes, holding white fabric, with Japanese text あずきバレい and blue accents. Fourth image depicts person with short black hair, cat ear headband, chain necklace, holding black stick to mouth, wearing off-shoulder purple hoodie with black stripes, in front of clothing rack.

First image displays dark red and black background with overlaid Japanese kanji characters in white and red, including terms like 呪い and abstract brush strokes. Second image shows chibi anime girl with black hair, cross bandages on cheeks, red heart accessories, holding a microphone, making peace sign, surrounded by pink and white HAD text and hearts. Third image features anime girl with long black hair in twintails, bandages and barcode on arms, gray eyes, holding white fabric, with Japanese text あずきバレい and blue accents. Fourth image depicts person with short black hair, cat ear headband, chain necklace, holding black stick to mouth, wearing off-shoulder purple hoodie with black stripes, in front of clothing rack.

First image displays dark red and black background with overlaid Japanese kanji characters in white and red, including terms like 呪い and abstract brush strokes. Second image shows chibi anime girl with black hair, cross bandages on cheeks, red heart accessories, holding a microphone, making peace sign, surrounded by pink and white HAD text and hearts. Third image features anime girl with long black hair in twintails, bandages and barcode on arms, gray eyes, holding white fabric, with Japanese text あずきバレい and blue accents. Fourth image depicts person with short black hair, cat ear headband, chain necklace, holding black stick to mouth, wearing off-shoulder purple hoodie with black stripes, in front of clothing rack.

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虚無【入院中】ロックなう

𝖙𝖆𝖌 𓈒𓏸︎︎︎︎ 骨の髄まで愛して

¦ OD ¦ リスカ ¦ ピアス ¦ ¦ 依存 ♡or↺でお迎えお友達増やしたいな #病み垢 #病み垢男子 #病み垢さんと繋がりたい #病み垢さんと絡みたい #病み垢さんと仲良くしたい #病み垢男子と繋がりたい #病み垢女子と繋がりたい

The post features two anime-style illustrations. The first image shows a boy and girl with dark hair and purple eyes, wearing matching black hoodies with red patches, chokers, and piercings, standing close together against a chain-link fence background, evoking a moody, edgy aesthetic. The second image depicts a girl with long blue hair and purple eyes, surrounded by red and purple flowers, with Japanese text overlay suggesting emotional or melancholic themes. The post text, including hashtags like #病み垢 ("sick account") and terms like "依存" (dependence) and "リスカ" (self-harm), indicates a focus on dark, emotional, and possibly troubled themes, aligning with the visual style of the characters and their attire. No platform watermarks are visible.

The post features two anime-style illustrations. The first image shows a boy and girl with dark hair and purple eyes, wearing matching black hoodies with red patches, chokers, and piercings, standing close together against a chain-link fence background, evoking a moody, edgy aesthetic. The second image depicts a girl with long blue hair and purple eyes, surrounded by red and purple flowers, with Japanese text overlay suggesting emotional or melancholic themes. The post text, including hashtags like #病み垢 ("sick account") and terms like "依存" (dependence) and "リスカ" (self-harm), indicates a focus on dark, emotional, and possibly troubled themes, aligning with the visual style of the characters and their attire. No platform watermarks are visible.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

昨日いきなり告白してきて、少し時間が欲しいって言ったらブロックされたw これだから誰でも良い奴は╮(´･ᴗ･` )╭

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

誕生日と同時にロックされる男です

Colorful abstract background with swirling patterns in blue and purple hues. Two green-haired anime-style female characters with large eyes and accessories in the top corners. Multiple balloons in purple, green, yellow, red, and blue floating around the center. Japanese text scattered throughout reading 誕生日おめでとうロック中 ICU緊急搬送 OD Love and other phrases related to hospitalization and personal themes.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

5月に元カノが432で亡くなったんだけど、結局俺は浮気されてたらしくどうでも良くなったわ。本当に女運ない。毎回浮気される。

$A series of chat bubbles on a light blue background. The text in the bubbles includes Japanese characters discussing a breakup and feelings of betrayal, mentioning a former partner\'s death and infidelity. The timestamp "16:36" is visible next to some messages.$

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

ぽれの勝ち

くらってるくらってるwwwww

$A victory gesture emoji ✌️. Text reading "ぽれの勝ち" (Pore no kachi, meaning Pore\'s victory).$

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

えー笑彼氏さん厳しー笑

A person with black hair styled in pigtails, wearing a pink headband with white pom-poms and googly eyes. The headband has a playful, kawaii design with pink and white colors. The person is dressed in a black shirt, with visible posters and colorful decorations in the background.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

みんな最初だけ。「メンヘラいいじゃん」「メンヘラはかわいいじゃん」「メンヘラじゃないとむしろ嫌」「メンヘラは大好き」「メンヘラと付き合いたい」みんなそう言って消えていく。

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

リア友も信じられなくなりそう。月曜日お見舞いに行くねって女の子がいたんだけど、当日連絡無しで結局来なかった。今日になってもまだ連絡無し。面会を強制なんてしてないし、来れないなら連絡1つして欲しいんだけど。苦しくて早く退院したいってノートに書いたらふざけた内容送ってくるし。

Handwritten Japanese text on white paper with blue lines, repeating phrases about heart-related issues being mostly psychogenic and causing suffering. The note is folded slightly at the bottom, placed on a surface with a shadow. Visible elements include the repetition of the same sentence three times in black ink, emphasizing emotional or mental health distress in a hospital context.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

レタスはSSS+だろ

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虚無【入院中】ロックなう

双極性障害境界性パーソナリティ障害強迫性障害身体合併症醜形恐怖症不安障害不眠症薬物依存症アルコール依存症人生ハードモードどころかもう詰みゲーなんだけど？？？？？？

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

今日の夜ご飯

みかんヨーグルトだぁ！

A tray with a hospital meal including a bowl of white rice, a compartmentalized plate with salmon, vegetables, and tofu, a cup of yogurt with mandarin oranges, and a mug with the text "Live Good." Chopsticks, a spoon, and a packet of pills are also on the tray. The setting appears to be a hospital room with a green table and medical equipment visible in the background.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

自分が悪いのに人のアドバイス聞かず、自分を正当化し人のせいにするのは違うんじゃないかな。

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

自分勝手を承知で言います。この垢を作って支えてくれるFFさんが沢山出来たけど、退院後いつか病み散らかしてまた432をしてしまうかもって怖いです。これからも支えてくれると嬉しいです！

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

2006年のワイの写真がマミーから送られてきた

First image shows a young boy with short black hair wearing light gray patterned pajamas sitting at a wooden table in a neutral room leaning forward with a slight frown holding chopsticks near a white plate with a golden-brown square toast slice napkins and small dishes on the table. Second image depicts a person with short black hair wearing black cat ear headband drawn pink blush lines on cheeks and forehead holding a black cylindrical vape to lips dressed in purple off-shoulder hoodie with black stripes silver chain necklace in a room with hanging black clothes.

First image shows a young boy with short black hair wearing light gray patterned pajamas sitting at a wooden table in a neutral room leaning forward with a slight frown holding chopsticks near a white plate with a golden-brown square toast slice napkins and small dishes on the table. Second image depicts a person with short black hair wearing black cat ear headband drawn pink blush lines on cheeks and forehead holding a black cylindrical vape to lips dressed in purple off-shoulder hoodie with black stripes silver chain necklace in a room with hanging black clothes.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

両腕首顔チューブだらけ

The image shows a person lying in a hospital bed, covered with a light blue blanket. Various medical tubes are connected to their wrists and face, indicating they are undergoing medical treatment or monitoring. The post text in Japanese mentions "両腕首顔チューブだらけ" which translates to "Both wrists and face are full of tubes," providing context that the person is heavily connected to medical equipment. The image is slightly blurry and not well-lit, affecting its overall quality.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

レタス1060t 準備出来ました。双極性障害境界性パーソナリティ障害強迫性障害身体合併症醜形恐怖症不安障害不眠症薬物依存症アルコール依存症もう生きるのが苦痛でしかない。生きる意味が見い出せない。今後浮上しなかったらﾀﾋんだと思ってください。みんな今までありがとう。

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明日誕生日だ(白目)

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こんなキモいのが歌い手名乗らないで欲しい俺もブロックしよ〜

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Oct 11

俺と付き合ったら

【メリット】・声がイケボ（朝も夜もエターナルイケボ・ナチュラルLove（無自覚に尊い・守ってあげたい（実は優しい【デメリット】・えっちだーいすk（許して欲しい・浮気する（許して欲しい・ギャンブルハマる（許して欲しい・基本的に(許して欲しい

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

#すっぴん目ひん剥き界隈 #自撮り界隈

A person lying in a hospital bed with an oxygen mask on their face, connected to medical equipment including tubes and a monitor. The person has wide-eyed expression and dark hair. In the second image, a person with short dark hair, wearing a purple hoodie and a chain necklace, holds a pen near their mouth, with drawn cat ears, whiskers, and a tail added as playful edits.

A person lying in a hospital bed with an oxygen mask on their face, connected to medical equipment including tubes and a monitor. The person has wide-eyed expression and dark hair. In the second image, a person with short dark hair, wearing a purple hoodie and a chain necklace, holds a pen near their mouth, with drawn cat ears, whiskers, and a tail added as playful edits.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

16から派手髪して、いろんな色にしてしたけど、個人的には青がしっくりくるンゴね

First image shows a person with short blue hair making a pouty expression with hands near cheeks wearing a black hoodie with pink skull prints against a light blue background with pink graffiti K letters and bubbles. Second image depicts the same person with tousled short blue hair and earrings in a black lace top viewed from the front in a neutral indoor setting with beige walls. Third image features the person with blue hair wearing brown dog ears and nose filter with white freckles on face in a light blue shirt against a beige door in an indoor room. Fourth image displays the person with sparkling green-blue hair brown dog ears and nose filter wearing a black t-shirt with purple cherry blossom and character design in a blue background setting.

First image shows a person with short blue hair making a pouty expression with hands near cheeks wearing a black hoodie with pink skull prints against a light blue background with pink graffiti K letters and bubbles. Second image depicts the same person with tousled short blue hair and earrings in a black lace top viewed from the front in a neutral indoor setting with beige walls. Third image features the person with blue hair wearing brown dog ears and nose filter with white freckles on face in a light blue shirt against a beige door in an indoor room. Fourth image displays the person with sparkling green-blue hair brown dog ears and nose filter wearing a black t-shirt with purple cherry blossom and character design in a blue background setting.

First image shows a person with short blue hair making a pouty expression with hands near cheeks wearing a black hoodie with pink skull prints against a light blue background with pink graffiti K letters and bubbles. Second image depicts the same person with tousled short blue hair and earrings in a black lace top viewed from the front in a neutral indoor setting with beige walls. Third image features the person with blue hair wearing brown dog ears and nose filter with white freckles on face in a light blue shirt against a beige door in an indoor room. Fourth image displays the person with sparkling green-blue hair brown dog ears and nose filter wearing a black t-shirt with purple cherry blossom and character design in a blue background setting.

First image shows a person with short blue hair making a pouty expression with hands near cheeks wearing a black hoodie with pink skull prints against a light blue background with pink graffiti K letters and bubbles. Second image depicts the same person with tousled short blue hair and earrings in a black lace top viewed from the front in a neutral indoor setting with beige walls. Third image features the person with blue hair wearing brown dog ears and nose filter with white freckles on face in a light blue shirt against a beige door in an indoor room. Fourth image displays the person with sparkling green-blue hair brown dog ears and nose filter wearing a black t-shirt with purple cherry blossom and character design in a blue background setting.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

鍵逃げすんな♡ざーこ♡ざーこ♡

Screenshot of a LINE chat interface on a mobile device showing a conversation between user 虚無【入院中】ロック中 and るあ. The chat includes messages about personal struggles with self-harm, suicide attempts, relationships, and emotional distress from dates in 2023 and 2024. Visible elements include timestamps, user avatars with blurred faces, Japanese text discussing topics like cutting scars, overdoses, and interpersonal conflicts. The screen displays the LINE app with blue header, message bubbles in white and gray, and navigation icons at the bottom.

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

今日はレタス1000t飲んでこの世界にさよならする

虚無【入院中】ロックなう

切実に彼女欲しい。遠距離は寂しくて4ぬから、関西住みがいい

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𝖙𝖆𝖌 𓈒𓏸︎︎︎︎ 骨の髄まで愛してね

¦ OD ¦ リスカ ¦ ピアス ¦ 依存 ¦ 大阪 #病み垢さんと繋がりたい #病み垢女子 #病み垢女子さんと繋がりたい #病み垢男子さんと繋がりたい #メンヘラさんと繋がりたい #ODしてる人と繋がりたい #拡散希望︎ #いいねした人全員フォロー

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今日の夜から来週の月曜日まで東京行きます！！！！wwww

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ﾀﾋにたい。レタス2瓶飲んだら確実にﾀﾋねるでしょ？

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適当に処方箋眠剤OD

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死にたい。生きててごめんなさい。

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これからICUに移動だって月1で入院とかバグだろ

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お久しぶりです。 432未遂になって、隔離病棟に6/7から今日まで入ってました。今日から普通病棟になって10~16時の間はスマホ触れます。待っててくれたFFさんありがとう、、、早く退院出来るように頑張ります

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誰か今度カラオケ行こ〜ストレス発散したい

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だってほら傷の数はずっと増えてんだよ今日も明日も刻むだけね身体も心もズタズタのわたしでも生きてるの　だから誰でもいい　嘘でもいいから認めて？最後の逃げ場だからさ夢でも構わないから手繋いでいようよ