Welcome lurkers and chatters!

I'm a 36+ year old trans masc streamer living in PDX. I have BPD, CPTSD, I smoke a lot, I'm just a person like anyone else.

(All times shown are in Eastern Standard Time)

I'm going to ATTEMPT to stream...

M-F 12 PM - 4 PM PST

Chat rules:

1. No bullying, sexism, racism, homophobia or other hate-based chat.

2. No spoilers to a game, TV show or film.

3. No posting people's private information in chat.

4. No links or advertisements.

5. Avoid religious / political discussions.

6. Nothing which violates Twitch's TOS.

7. Don't be overly sexual in general. I get that it's some people's shtick and it's funny to most people but it's not my thing and it makes me super uncomfortable.

*I know I worked in Hentai but that isn't automatic consent to harassment.

8. Don't be weird. That's all. If you're being a butthole, I'm banning you. If you say something rude to me or someone in the chat, you're being banned.

9. I am down to talk, but I'm not down to debate.

10. I reserve the right to go non-verbal, not answer a question that makes me uncomfortable, go off camera whenever I need to and to not take things personally. This isn't for you all, it's for me - I have PTSD from abuse and I need to let myself feel like I can do those sorts of things without feeling bad. If you don't like streamers who do those things, my stream probably isn't for you.

Everyone needs a chance to decompress for a few minutes!

Most important rule - if my partner bans you, you're banned. If I ban you, you're banned. I'm not here to appease the masses. I'm here so other trans folx feel like they can make it to their 30's and be okay, even if they endured abusive homes and also have personality disorders.

Essentially, if you don't like how I act, don't hang out in my channel. If you think I'm being offensive, you're free to DM me about it and I'd love to chat, but I don't want to argue or be put on the spot in the chat for any reason and I don't like people telling me what to do or how to play a game.

I play to have fun and unwind. Not for other people's amusement. I like to socialize, not placate people who want to treat me like a performing monkey.

AKA I'll just ban you if I get a bad vibe and there's nuttin' you can do about it.

This is a DONATION / TIP - this isn't refundable! You don't have to donate me money for ANY REASON - but if you choose to do so, I greatly appreciate you!