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Can someone explain to me what I actually did wrong? I'm a little confused why I received so much hate and criticism.
I didn't hurt anyone, I didn't steal anything, I didn't break anything.
Maybe some people thought that I was trying to put myself above others or trying to impress everyone by pretending I'm better than I really am. But I was just stating my thoughts, my opinions, and my feelings.
That doesn't make me better than anyone.
And it certainly doesn't hurt anyone either.
Maybe some people think that artists who make sexual content shouldn't be philosophical or think.
But why tho? Why is it bad for a porn artist to think?
So you might take a step further and say "there's nothing wrong with you thinking, it's just WHAT you think is trash"
What - exactly do I think is trash? Let's go through the list
- PEOPLE (men, women, and everything outside and between) deserve a baseline respect, care, kindness and dignity regardless of who they are, what they do, or where they come from? (As long as they're not being harmful)
- Being a hateful person doesn't solve anything?
- Doing stuff for approval is shallow, selfish, and vain, and will erode at your self worth, so you should focus on something more meaningful like how you can help others?
What about any of that is trash?
So maybe you think "well it's not trash but it's insultingly basic and insulting to my intelligence and moral compass."
But if it's nothing groundbreaking and it's morally sound, why aren't you living by it? Why does it upset you so much?
So you say "You're a hypocrite! Who are you to tell me what to do?"
Firstly, you don't have to do anything, I'm not telling you to do anything or to be anything. I am just writing down what I think and feel.
Secondly, being a porn artist doesn't mean I am worth less and that my thoughts and opinions are less valid. You can take it or leave it, but you forfeit the right to my respect the moment you disrespect me.
Finally you might say "Oh yeah?? if you really believed those things, what's THIS?" and you'll take something out of context and actively try to misunderstand me just to hate on the misunderstanding of me instead of actually trying to get a clear picture of me.
There's also the people saying "You fell off" or "You changed"
How.
What got worse?
Now... If you can actually tell me what I did wrong and how I got worse, then we could finally get into the topic of how my "evil whore of an OF girlfriend" who cucks me and manipulates me has ruined me.
Let's keep the facts in mind though
- she never posted a nude. (No shame on women who have, you're equally deserving of care and kindness)
- she deleted her OF 2 years before having even met me because she chose a different life that fit with her beliefs.
- she supports me in whatever I do, including but not limited to NSFW. So much that she lovingly helps me and draws sketches so I can finish them and post them.
Either way, until you actually prove to me how I got worse, we can't talk about how she "made" me worse.
What did y'all even picture me as before all this?
"He was the funny guy who drew boobies and was horny and silly and whimsical but now?? NOW?? NOW HE THINKS AND ADVOCATES FOR BEING A GOOD PERSON AND PRETENDS HE'S BETTER THAN US!!! GET HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I'm not better than anyone but boy, some of y'all set the bar really low.
This stupidity will die down.
But I will continue drawing what I love, being who I am.
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