Howdy. Well this is not my usual topic on the channel itself. But if you all would rather listen or bear to this message, I highly appreciate you all abiding to all these ordained terms.
This afternoon, I wasn't mostly online because yesterday I was on a trip with my parents to Rotorua, until I got a hundred pings on my server which DID grab my attention overall. I checked out the server and there were 6 newly joined members (sum it up for 5 so there were a total of 11 members) I wasn't actually sure who they are, but it really did escalate into one of the most horrible situations that I've ever got involved. They were constantly saying some bad stuff like the N WORD YES THE N WORD and some really disgusting stuff which I'm not gonna dive into cos yt might get rid of this post and even spamming pics and vids that are absolutely pure nonsensical including the time that they were harassing and handing out false allegations particularly calling me a so called "TROLL" against me and my members without a sign of stopping which left me absolutely confused and dumbfounded like DONT SAY THAT YOUR CLAIMS ARE ALL RIGHT ALL ALONG SHOULDNT YOU STOP DOING WHAT "BENEFITS" YOU LIKE HARASSING ME AND MY BESTIES? DOES THAT SOMEHOW BENEFIT YOU WELL?? And denying the fact that I wouldn't "escape" their shenanigans shorthanded. I absolutely lose it and banning them all without hesitation bc it appears as much they were causing so much trouble in the server and getting out of hand.
I don't fully understand what caused this to happen AND I SHALL NOT CONDONE SPREADING HATE TOWARDS THIS CHANNEL, and I told my parents about this and they were absolutely furious about it, but deep down for me, this *KINDA* hurts me a bit, and honestly.... I actually don't know what to do next, I was literally just in the verge of having a breakdown so much so I literally wouldn't have handled it from the start. I literally got my mental health treated since the beginning, and this came out unexpected and did end up hit and NONE OF IT epitomises me
I just wish I wanna know the exact reason why they were being this way and resolve this peacefully, no drama, no arguments, just peace overall. It kind of reminds me when my dad alone walks with me in the park, my 6 yo sister learning how to ride a bike, and me and my parents hanging out having a good time on the beach. And I'm just a teen who's trying to learn such things that would make me learn more about the peaceful side of the internet, including the world. Hope you guys understand, stay vigilant
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