jokes aside, I still to this day get comments everywhere about “going back to your abuser” but honestly I’ve never been more happier and stable.
BPD is a hell of a mental disorder, i’m literally the biggest rage baiter when it gets triggered and nikita has learned how to genuinely give such a stable environment that it never really gets triggered anymore.
he took care of me in my lowest literally having to spoon feed me after surgery. comforting me when it was all too much and literally being a care taker for my entire recovery. he had to literally dress me up cause my mom was too weak/ disabled to do it.
it’s nice to know people aren’t defined by their lowest moments to the people that matter. i was there for his lowest moments in his life, and he was there for mine. therapy has helped him so much when it comes with depression and being more mentally stable in life.
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