Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and torturous non-existence is just the only peace and relief for me and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me peace from what I see as the true problem and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never exist again, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

I'd never wish for this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, it's all so dreadful and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so cruel and futile non-existence is just the only peace for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this harmful and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd never wish for this harmful, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence ever again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I just wish to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just want to never suffer again in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from all suffering and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence more than anything, in this existence so torturous I just always saw as a mistake non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from all suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so terrible to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for and as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace from the pain and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I never would had chosen that just caused so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I was never burdened with this existence more than anything.