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i'm hoping i can stop obsessing over this gay shit soon since it's so stupid
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it's so weird too
i know it shouldn't matter because i've stopped all forms of porn and gooning, but my brain keeps pestering me over how i was addicted to it in the first place and it makes me feel like a retard
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Tsmt except that i actually watched messed up over time even though it's not illegal or can tell that i never have been an unironic faggot (I was almost groomed into it when I was 13 seeing troons normalising that garbage before getting disgusted by it not much later), pedophile or zoophile.
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Most people would still probably murder me for the stuff i did or saw online
▶ №65668[Quote]>>65670>>65671
>is it just my OCD?
Yes. Please relise this! To keep pondering on it is useless, and ONLY a result of your mental illness. Whenever you start pondering on it like this again, just remember: " this is my illness speaking, so I will ignore it, until it goes away". I know it's easier said then done, but remember that anxiety physically cannot last forever! It HAS to go away eventually. Also, posting these threads on here may be another form of compulsion form your OCD, so please quit making these threads for your own mental healths sake. You know what to do, so don't feed into the OCD!
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>>65668TSMT i also wanted to say this
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>>65668thank you a lot for the reply
you're right, i do need to stop feeding into it
i'm gonna try my best to stop this
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>>65671thinking of it, it does really make so much sense now and it explains why i have made so many of these threads geg
i'm glad you gave me a reality check on that
