まりこたん

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まりこたん
@maricocoa
ねこ&お空&水辺&夜景の写真撮るの大好き。おさんぽ&旅行&アキバ&ゲームも好き。女ホル歴20年の手術&戸籍変更済み♂→♀。30kgダイエット経験済。写真はiPhoneノマカメ&標準写真アプリ。にゃ〜ぴ。ちょこん。ごろんごろん。
東京 品川区linktr.ee/maricocoaBorn August 25Joined August 2009
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
裁判所から戸籍の性別変更が認められました。 5歳から性別違和をもち、初診24歳から21年、私にとっては性別移行そのものが長い人生でした。 男性として生きた長い時間は、決して癒えない傷として死ぬまで心に刻まれるでしょう。 そして残り短い女性としての人生、少しでも幸せになれますように…🦋
The image shows a person, presumably まりこたん (@maricocoa), standing in a well-lit, modern indoor setting, possibly a shopping mall or public space with reflective surfaces and a clean floor. She is wearing a black dress, a white long-sleeve top, a sleeveless vest, white sneakers, and carrying a purple shopping bag and a black shoulder bag. Her expression is neutral as she takes a selfie with a smartphone, reflecting her image on the screen. The post text reveals this is a significant moment of personal triumph, as she has been granted a gender change on her legal documents after a 21-year journey with gender dysphoria, adding emotional depth to the serene, everyday appearance in the photo.
The image shows a person, presumably まりこたん (@maricocoa), standing in a well-lit, modern indoor setting, possibly a shopping mall or public space with reflective surfaces and a clean floor. She is wearing a black dress, a white long-sleeve top, a sleeveless vest, white sneakers, and carrying a purple shopping bag and a black shoulder bag. Her expression is neutral as she takes a selfie with a smartphone, reflecting her image on the screen. The post text reveals this is a significant moment of personal triumph, as she has been granted a gender change on her legal documents after a 21-year journey with gender dysphoria, adding emotional depth to the serene, everyday appearance in the photo.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
ミクダヨーさんがお店から登場する瞬間にダヨーさんがそこにいるとは知らずにお店に入ろうとした一般のお客さん、完全に凍り付いていた…。コラ画像じゃないのにこの存在感は…。
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
ミクナノーさんの腕でちょっと隠れたけど、ミクダヨーさんのキックはここまで脚が上がります。男性な方はご注意を…(ちんちん狩り的な意味で)
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
12年前の2007年から東京総合車両センター一般公開の車両展示まとめてみた。今年の展示は大混乱で撮影できなくなる前になんとか撮れて助かった。機関車とか混乱するから尾久か高崎でやってよ…。TKの車両展示はショボくていいよホント。 #TK公開
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
元山手線(東トウ520編成)の車両はウグイス色から黄色くなって、これからは中央・総武緩行線でがんばります。先頭車はクハE230-520、10号車(女性専用車シール貼付済)、所属八ミツ、編成番号A520、P表記付き。車内詳細は不明。
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
性転換して退院した日、ふと鏡を見たら、新しい女性器に釣り合わない私がいた…。メイクはサボり、ファッションも時代遅れ、気がつけば年齢重ねて乙女を失っていた…。乙女の気持ちは捨てたくない！昨日、初めて #乙女塾 に向かった。塾生のみんな、色んな想いでがんばってた…。私も女磨きがんばる！
The image shows a person standing in a bustling urban shopping arcade, holding a purple tote bag with a logo on it. The setting is a covered street with various shops and people walking by, suggesting a lively and vibrant atmosphere. The person is dressed in a light, feminine outfit, which aligns with the post's context of personal transformation and embracing a new identity. The post text reveals that this is a significant day for the individual, marking their transition and a commitment to self-improvement and embracing femininity, as they have just attended their first session at #乙女塾 (Ojou-sama Juku), a place for learning and enhancing feminine qualities.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
性別移行中の20年前、うつ病になり徐々に太って服が着れなくなった。4年前から努力して30kg痩せた。先月、貯めたお金で性転換をした。今月、勇気を出して、元気な頃に着てた服を着て外に出た。時の流れから取り残され、涙を流す私がいた…。でも嬉しかった、やっと私に戻れた…。
The image shows a person standing on a street in Ginza, Japan, wearing a light-colored dress with a lace hem and a beige cardigan. The person is holding a black bag and wearing white shoes. The background features a typical urban street scene with other pedestrians and various storefronts. The post text reveals that this person, まりこたん, has undergone significant personal changes, including weight loss and gender transition, and is now wearing clothes from a time when they felt more vibrant. This moment signifies a return to a sense of self, marked by courage and emotional release, as indicated by the tears mentioned in the post.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
つまり…あえて悪意のある光源置いたスタッフ的には、ミクダヨーさんをこう撮れと言ってるんだよねきっと。
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
昨日、本来の名前が戸籍に反映されました。08年にも改名の申立はしたのですが、失敗して諦めてしまいました…。 一度きりの人生なのに、長すぎた性別移行。20代で終わらせるつもりが、気がつけば40代も半ば…。いつも後悔ばかりしています😢 今が一番若いんだから、後悔しないよう生きないとね！💐
The image shows a person, likely まりこたん (@maricocoa), with long brown hair, wearing a black dress and a lace cardigan, making a peace sign with their hand. They stand in a domestic setting, possibly a laundry room, with a washing machine and household items visible in the background. A necklace with a pendant is noticeable around their neck. The post text reveals this person has recently had their legal name updated to reflect their true identity after a long gender transition process, expressing regret but also a resolve to live without further regrets. The second image contains Japanese text discussing the name change and personal reflections, adding context to the individual\'s journey.
The image shows a person, likely まりこたん (@maricocoa), with long brown hair, wearing a black dress and a lace cardigan, making a peace sign with their hand. They stand in a domestic setting, possibly a laundry room, with a washing machine and household items visible in the background. A necklace with a pendant is noticeable around their neck. The post text reveals this person has recently had their legal name updated to reflect their true identity after a long gender transition process, expressing regret but also a resolve to live without further regrets. The second image contains Japanese text discussing the name change and personal reflections, adding context to the individual\'s journey.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
最後に、今日出演分のミクダヨーさんで一番すごかった決めポーズがこれ。まさに弱肉強食の頂上であり、宇宙の起源でもあるミクダヨーさんにふさわしい1枚…なのかなぁ…？っていうかミクダヨーさん超荒ぶり過ぎですわ…。
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
20年前…。20代のうちに性転換手術を終わらせて結婚することを夢みて、瞳キラキラして前に進んでた私。…しかし望み叶わず、数ヶ月後に鬱に倒れて引きこもり、30kg減量してやっと40代で手術を受けた。手術後のバンコクの夜。鏡に映った姿を見て、何度も泣き叫んで涙流して、失った人生を後悔した。
The image shows a person sitting on a train, holding a bento box with chopsticks, dressed in a floral-patterned dress. The setting appears to be a train journey, with a window and a small table visible. The second image depicts the same person taking a mirror selfie in a room, wearing a light blue top and a floral skirt, with a reflective and emotional expression. The context from the post text reveals that these images are from 20 years ago, capturing a moment in the person's life when they were dreaming of transitioning and getting married in their 20s. However, their dreams were delayed due to depression, and they only underwent surgery in their 40s. The post reflects on the emotional journey and the regret of lost time, highlighting the personal significance of these moments.
The image shows a person sitting on a train, holding a bento box with chopsticks, dressed in a floral-patterned dress. The setting appears to be a train journey, with a window and a small table visible. The second image depicts the same person taking a mirror selfie in a room, wearing a light blue top and a floral skirt, with a reflective and emotional expression. The context from the post text reveals that these images are from 20 years ago, capturing a moment in the person's life when they were dreaming of transitioning and getting married in their 20s. However, their dreams were delayed due to depression, and they only underwent surgery in their 40s. The post reflects on the emotional journey and the regret of lost time, highlighting the personal significance of these moments.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
20年の時と性別を越えたふたりの私。ふたりの純粋な気持ちはずっとおなじ。小さいころ、誰にも言えなかった「大きくなったらお嫁さんになる！」って夢…。もう遅いかもしれないけど女性として結婚する夢を、性転換手術を終えた機会に、もう一度おいかけようか悩んでます…。
The image shows two photos of the same person, まりこたん🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ (@maricocoa), taken 20 years apart, highlighting their transition in gender. In the first photo, the person is sitting on a beige couch in a well-lit room with a tiled floor and a window with stained glass. They are wearing a light-colored blouse with a bow and a dark skirt. In the second photo, the person is standing indoors, making a peace sign with their hand, dressed in a light blouse with lace details and a knitted cardigan. The post text reveals their journey of transitioning and their dream of getting married as a woman, which they are now considering pursuing after completing gender affirmation surgery.
The image shows two photos of the same person, まりこたん🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ (@maricocoa), taken 20 years apart, highlighting their transition in gender. In the first photo, the person is sitting on a beige couch in a well-lit room with a tiled floor and a window with stained glass. They are wearing a light-colored blouse with a bow and a dark skirt. In the second photo, the person is standing indoors, making a peace sign with their hand, dressed in a light blouse with lace details and a knitted cardigan. The post text reveals their journey of transitioning and their dream of getting married as a woman, which they are now considering pursuing after completing gender affirmation surgery.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
2007～2017年の東京総合車両センター一般公開(TK公開)の展示車両たち。毎年通ってたら11年経ってしまったわけで…。10年前の展示も華やかでしっかり撮っておけば良かったと後悔。
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@maricocoa
今日は大学病院で眼の手術のための初診！受付で「旦那様は？お連れ様は？」って返しも、もう最後かな…って考えると、長い性別移行の旅路もひと段落かなって。20年前はすごく嬉しかったな…。大学卒業して、一人暮らしして、女性ホルモン始めて、パスできるようになってめっちゃ喜んでた…💐
The image shows a person standing on a busy street in Japan, holding a bottle of a beverage. The person is dressed casually in a light cardigan, blouse, and patterned pants, with long hair. The background features a bustling urban environment with pedestrians and greenery lining the street. The post text reveals that this person, まりこたん (Maricotan), is at a university hospital for an initial consultation for eye surgery, marking a significant moment in their gender transition journey. This context adds depth to the image, highlighting a personal milestone in a public setting.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
昨日ね、戸籍男性って書いたけど、性別変更の裁判が終わらないの💦 改名と一緒に申立したのに同時審判にならずに、先に改名だけ審判されて性別の方はほったらかし😓 改名の審判後に書き変えた戸籍謄本を出して、その名前で性別変更の審判をするから、もうすぐ申立から2ヶ月。あと少しがんばるよ😥
The image shows a person, likely まりこたん (@maricocoa), sitting in a modern shopping mall with a sleek black marble wall and a "Yves Saint Laurent" sign in the background. She has long straight hair, wears a white lace cardigan over a black dress, and white sneakers, holding an iPhone taking a selfie. The setting is clean and well-lit, with a beige carpet and a wooden bench. The post text reveals she is discussing her ongoing legal process for gender transition, mentioning delays in her sex change court ruling despite a name change, adding personal context to her composed appearance.
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@maricocoa
まりこたん45歳おめ！🥳🎉 誕生日の今日は朝に羽田空港へ行って、タイのガモン病院から帰ってくるお友達を迎えに行きます。深夜便で疲れてるはずなので、帰っておうちにお泊まりさせて、一緒にダイレーションします！💦 夜は3人で近所のカオマンガイ屋さんで、 性別適合手術のお祝いかな？楽しみ！💐
Mariko Tanigawa with long brown hair and bangs, wearing a black top and light cardigan, holding a package of cookies with colorful labels and sticks. She is inside a vehicle, visible through the window.
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@maricocoa
昨日はパートナーと会って、復縁できそうな兆しが少しずつ見えてきました…。メンタル悪化の原因が解消できれば、きっと元気になれるはず！ 過去を悔やんだり悪い事ばかり探さないで、ふたりの価値観の違いを尊重し合って、甘えてばかりいないで自立できるよう頑張らないと！ 写真は20年前のふたり💐
The post includes two images of a woman, presumably まりこたん (@maricocoa), shown at different times. The first image depicts two women, likely まりこたん and her partner, sitting closely together indoors near a wooden railing with blurred lights in the background, wearing casual yet stylish outfits—a floral top with a cardigan and a dark top with a necklace. The second image shows まりこたん alone, standing indoors near a washing machine, wearing a light top and cardigan, with long straight hair and a necklace. The post text reveals they met recently, hinting at a potential reconciliation, and reflects on their 20-year relationship history, emphasizing personal growth and mutual respect. No platform watermarks are visible.
The post includes two images of a woman, presumably まりこたん (@maricocoa), shown at different times. The first image depicts two women, likely まりこたん and her partner, sitting closely together indoors near a wooden railing with blurred lights in the background, wearing casual yet stylish outfits—a floral top with a cardigan and a dark top with a necklace. The second image shows まりこたん alone, standing indoors near a washing machine, wearing a light top and cardigan, with long straight hair and a necklace. The post text reveals they met recently, hinting at a potential reconciliation, and reflects on their 20-year relationship history, emphasizing personal growth and mutual respect. No platform watermarks are visible.
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@maricocoa
#乙女塾 さつきさんのボイスレッスンへ行ってきました！ SNSに投稿した、私の目標の声を再生して、この声でいつも話せるように…ってお願いしたんです。 今まで諦めてたけど、レッスン終わりの頃には、ものにできるかもって確信しました！これから何回か通う予定です〜！魔法って本当にあるのね〜😱
The image shows a person, likely まりこたん (@maricocoa), sitting indoors on a bench or low platform, taking a selfie with a smartphone. She wears a light-colored, flowing dress with a pastel green cardigan, white sneakers, and has long straight hair with bangs. The setting appears to be a modern, well-lit building with large glass windows and a carpeted floor. The post text reveals she attended a voice lesson with Satsuki-san at 乙女塾, aiming to achieve a specific voice goal, feeling confident about progress after the session. No platform watermarks are visible.
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@maricocoa
わたし、ひとりだったら、 今ここにいないかもしれない…。 20年前、職場のデスマーチの中、女性ホルモンと、相方との同棲を始めて数ヶ月、パニック障害とうつ病に襲われました。 日々の暮らしも性別移行も困難な中、支えを受けながら、今年4月に生きているうちに、手術を受けることができました…。
The image shows a person, likely まりこたん (@maricocoa), standing in a well-lit, modern shopping mall or boutique, wearing a long black dress, a light cardigan, white sneakers, and holding a phone and a bag. The background features a store display with mannequins in fashionable outfits and a sleek, minimalist interior with wooden and neutral-toned decor. The post text reveals this person’s personal journey, including overcoming panic disorder, depression, and undergoing gender-affirming surgery, suggesting the outfit and setting symbolize their recovery and self-expression. No platform watermarks are visible.
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@maricocoa
性別変更まだな40代半ばの戸籍男性です！ 整形や美容医療やりたいけど悩み中です…💦 シミ,歯列,豊胸,声オペとかとか…😓 昨日は改名への、たくさんのお祝いの お返事やイイネありがとうございました！💐 改名で色々手続きしないといけないので、 ちょっとお返事遅れちゃいます…ごめんね🙇‍♀️
The image shows a person with long, straight brown hair and bangs, wearing a white top and a light green cardigan, standing at what appears to be a train station platform. They have a necklace with a blue pendant and are holding a bag, looking slightly to the side with a neutral expression. The post text reveals this is まりこたん (@maricocoa), a 40-something individual identifying as a transgender woman in the process of changing gender on their legal documents, expressing concerns about cosmetic procedures like skin treatments, teeth alignment, breast augmentation, and voice surgery. The setting includes a blurred background of a train, people, and station signs, suggesting a public, urban environment.
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まりこたん
@maricocoa
昨日は性別変更への、たくさんのお祝いの お返事やイイネありがとうございました！💐 私のお友達が、ガモン病院に行って性別適合手術を受けるので、今日は空港へお見送りしてきます。本当は看病してあげたくて、タイまで同伴したかったの！ なので、ちょっとお返事遅れちゃいます…ごめんね🙇‍♀️
The image shows a person, likely まりこたん (@maricocoa), sitting on a bench in a stylish Zara store, taking a selfie with an iPhone. She is wearing a white lace top, a long black skirt, and white sneakers, reflecting a fashionable yet casual look. Behind her, a mannequin displays a dress with a red bag, part of the store\'s display. The post text reveals she is heading to the airport to see off a friend undergoing gender reassignment surgery in Thailand, adding emotional context to her visit. The setting is well-lit, modern, and clean, with wooden and neutral-toned decor, emphasizing the shopping and travel context. No platform watermarks are visible.
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@maricocoa
来年のタイフェスティバルは、ガモン病院でつけてた尿カテーテル用サコッシュとガモン水と円座を忘れずに持ってきて、SRS性適合手術するMtFガモンシスターズのコスプレをしながらタイの屋台料理食べて懐かしい気分に浸りたい！結局ガモン病院の日傘と入院着は入手して持って帰れませんでした…。
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