I do feel bad that my ex lost his cheerleader. He lost his house wife, the person that did anything they could to travel to where he was to support him, the person that defended him against all accusations, the person that only ate/did what he wanted to do every day, the person that always let him win, the person he could always rely on.
But he also raped me, made me feel like I was worthless, yelled at me every time I cried from fear, gaslit me to insanity.
Actually, I don’t feel bad at all.