hey let me address the elephant in the room.
I updated Jupiter My Favourite, i wanted to update it since a certain individual briefly came back to the community and i wanted to change the original verifier, Leslie. after fully supporting the person and insulted me and yelled at me for simply not being comfortable with them being friends with a pedophile. Despite that they did all of that while they know i was a victim of pedophilia myself. Also just need to mention right now, Amors friends promised me that Amor will make a response, but 4 months later, it still isn't here, so i will just make sure you guys know that i am making this statement before amor make his statement. So yeah this is my statement
CHAPTER 1. Amor Altra
First of all, i do not fw Amor Altra, i think he is a pedophile who drew tens of child porn out of real children at the time, what he did would’ve landed him about 6 months to 6 years in jail and/or fine of 50 million rupiah (3,000$) up to 3 billion rupiahs (182,000$). And the fact that the law has stated that “duplicating, distributing and broadcasting” is on the lower end for this crime, meanwhile “creating, producing” is on the higher end. He drew pornographic depictions of people he knew were minors. Under Indonesian law, that is considered felony creation and distribution of child porn.
And the fact that he didnt get ANY repercussions, i personally don't think this person should be let back into a community full of children. And the fact that he just uploaded a level out of nowhere, i personally think he should not go back here. In fact, this is the list of punishments Amor got from making TENS of child porn drawings of real people.
And personally i just don’t think that's enough punishment for ruining children's lives. The first one is bad, but not to him, i feel bad about his family, and the other 2 repercussions aren’t even really repercussions… And 3 years of therapy is also not enough personally, it's a short enough time to the point where he could go back to his old ways, even with therapy. I myself have a personal story with a pedophile who claimed to be on therapy, its my ex best friend from middle school and he got caught sexting a 12 years old while he is 20, and after he got caught he claimed to have went to therapy but some time later its been shown that he got another victim who is 15 now and he is actively abusing her. And then after getting caught he made a super poor apology as well.
What im trying to say is i am not convinced that Amor immediately changed in these 3 years, and not only that its not a one time thing, its MANY child porn he ACTIVELY drew across actual years, and he sexted with them, real children as well. The fact that you did one of the most damaging things to a child, is proof enough to me that you can do it again even after therapy.
Also if you are curious about the story of my friend earlier, i recommend looking at these (most of the videos and threads have unfortunately been deleted either from community guidelines or the poster got threatened legally and needed to delete their account. So these are the only available traces left. So sadly its not perfect picture but its all i have and can find)
https://x.com/akuna_kun/status/1852983219324703217
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LKMxUxELAk
Also if u wanna know more about Amor Altras situation:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lt8LGhD1kyU&pp=ygUKYW1vciBhbHRyYQ%3D%3D
https://youtube.fandom.com/wiki/AmorAltra#cite_note-10
CHAPTER 2. Leslie
Anyway lets move on to the most important thing and why i want to update it, people said that i updated it for no reason but trust me i did this for a reason.
Leslie, Leslie has been a friend of mine since 2023, where i asked them to verify JMF, we were good friends up until April 2025. Where Amor came back and he uploaded a level. I didn’t know it until leslie publicly defended him, and not only that, became incredibly rude to someone that was there just to ask questions
Nothing more than a simple question of a serious topic and they became rude to the person. They publicly just defended amor and publicly claimed they're friends with amor even commissioning him and giving him money, which as i stated previously, i am seriously not comfortable with. And then being rude like that is not helping. I messaged them after in dms and because Leslie was a good friend of mine, i didnt want to just sack them off and block them immediately, i want to hear both sides, and i want to hear their side so i dmed them if we could possibly talk about this and let me hear their side. They were a bit rude at first and just gave up on me almost immediately, but they were still willing to explain and let me hear their side and hear my side of things and why i'm uncomfortable.
May 1st is the day we finally have that call and we talk. At first it was civil. But the more i ask questions about Amor, the more they get audibly irritated and rude by the moment.
i asked a lot of shit about amor, for example; apparently he has more victims than what i originally thought, and sadly i also found out that leslie was one of the 5 - 7 victims they mentioned. And sadly they are one of the real people amor made child porn of. But also thankfully leslie isn't one of the worst cases of amors disgusting pedophilic case. Its horrible and i feel for leslie, but theres alot to talk about. like i found out the fact that apparently leslie actually got back in contact with amor around march 2023, and the whole amor altra situation was exposed in december 2021 so that tells me that it only took 1 year and 3 months for leslie to forgive amor for making child porn and using children for the sake of pleasure. even with the flawed justice system in indonesia where they usually don't do shit and the laws are god awful, agrees that what amor did deserved way worse punishment than just 1 year and 3 months of hiatus. leslie also told me that they dont think amor is a pedophile, which personally i think is insane. Someone who sext with children, and all the things i said earlier as not a pedophile. Even said to me that if i made child porn he would be fine talking to me in a year and friends with me
And the main thing i wanna talk about, all of these honestly is pretty bad and i truly do not agree with anything leslie said, but theres a section where i asked leslie more things about amor and i ended up being more critical towards amor than what leslie wanted. And just straight up insulted me and yelled at me. Calling me “a brick wall”, calling me “unreasonable”, calling me names, saying that the call is a waste of time because i would never even budge, saying that if i leave it doesn't matter as much they lost a way closer friend from this. for simply asking questions about amor and not being comfortable with leslie being friends with amor, they yelled at me and kept being aggressive , and when i told them to please stop, and i want to talk to them seriously, they just kept calling me a brick wall and unreasonable. Even after the call ended they realize they weren't being civil and said sorry, but literally right after that they just come back to being aggressive and tried to gaslight me.
The fact that you were one of the victims and you are defending amor with ur whole life and you treat another victim of pedophile like this just feels genuinely hurtful.
Btw leslie made a response in their server before all of this happens, the response has a lot of things i just straight up do not like and some that i’ve found out are lies. like again, coming back and being friends with amor only 1 year and 3 months after amor made child porn is something i personally dont like, in the statement saying its fine if u hate amor and saying in dm that theyre fine i dont like amor, but then insulted me multiple times, called me unreasonable and yell at me for not liking it. And they're not even denying that they called me a brick wall and were being super aggressive, and say they will be more civil and immediately become aggressive again. Theres also someone named joogstar that isnt happy with them being in contact and friends with amor and leslie goes at them in the call with me and say “she can go fuck off from all i care” which shows me that, leslie do care and do not like it if u hate amor. Also i would like to show the response they wrote but i am banned/kicked from their server.
One topic i talked about is crazen also being in therapy. And leslie immediately goes “well crazen can just go fuck himself, fuck who ever defends him” while defending amor in the same breath. What i’m trying to say is, i just think leslie have weird moral standards. They have massive problems with me but also doing the same thing or even worse.
All of this is just to explain my side of the story on why i decided to update JMF, im making this not to cancel leslie, and neither amor, i don’t like either of em, and especially amor should get more of a punishment. But please don't do anything drastic towards leslie or amor, but atleast you understand that i do not want people like leslie to represent the level i worked so hard on. Their name is literally the endscreen, and i don't want that. I don't want someone to disrespect my morals and insult me because im not comfortable with them being friends with someone in the same category as people that did traumatic experiences to me. Leslie knows how damaging it is to me, leslie knows that im still healing, leslie knows. But they choose to insult me and call me names and yell at me and hurt me to the brink of tears. Never once said sorry or anything. Again i dont want you guys to harass anyone here, please dont. u are a scum of the earth if u do, all i want is for u guys to leave me alone and leave them too
And for amor, i hope i'm wrong and amor is actually getting better, but in the end if i’m right, that means theres gonna be another victim, i dont want that do i. I want to be wrong, but also i cant just support and defend him, and if im wrong and let em back in the community, i dont think i would forgive myself, ever. I forgave and let a dangerous person in a community full of children and theres another victim. And i think defending him and shitting on people who don't like amor publicly is also insane personally. In the end, he still is a pedophile, he still abused children for pleasure. He is still dangerous and shouldn't come back to the community. I wish im wrong, leslie and even some of my friends have more faith in amor than i do, which is fair. But insulting me, being rude to people and yelling and calling everyone that doesn't agree with you “unreasonable” is personally insane.
I hope you understand my side and why i wanted to remove them. Anyway lets also talk about Jupiter My Favourite
CHAPTER 3. Jupiter My Favourite
While leslie is the number 1 reason why i want to update it. Outside of that, theres also just a lot of problems i’ve heard about JMF, where a lot of people said that the 34% cube is one of the most chokepointy things\ ever and most victors do not like it and complaining that the part is one of the or THE hardest part. And the ship at 50% as one of the easiest parts. So I asked some of the victors that are my friends to playtest it and ask my friend Brian Cheese to verify the update and will finally update it, i made the 34% cube easier, and made the 50% ship hard cuz i thought thats the common consensus. Atleast, thats what i heard from my close friends who beat the level. Apparently a lot of people actually think the 34% cube aint that hard and think the 50% ship as one of the hardest parts. So theres actually 2 sides of the coin and i didnt know that, i only found out about this after brian reverified it. I nerf one and buff the other because i thought that would be a good compromise, i wasnt even meaning to make a “Buffdate” i was meaning to make it a balance update. I nerfed one of the hardest part and people have been complaining about since ever. And buff the parts i thought everyone agrees is the easiest part.
And another problem i came across is that, if the level gets pushed up back to the list, all the victors would lose their records. which is another thing i did not know. I did not know if the level got pushed back to the list all the records would be gone.
So im in a predicament. Either i update the level and everyone will lose their completion. Or i just suck it up and act like nothing happened and get reminded of a person that hurts me to the brink of tears everytime i wanna see my own hard work again.
I'll just say this, i have picked my decision. But i made some compromises. In the end, the level is in legacy, so no list points will be lost. And having a level removed from the pointercrate account i feel wouldnt be too much of a big deal. So i will do something else instead, i will put everyone in the preupdate on the endscreen, yes its long overdue. at first i only want to put the first, like, 18 people in the endscreen and thats it, but now i will put every preupdate victor there. And secondly i will make some adjustments aswell, i will nerf some buffs in the ship. But i still want it to be the hardest part undoubtedly, cuz right now its almost 50/50 whether u think the ship is hard or not, cuz 50% find it SUPER easy and the other 50% find it the hardest part. So i think aiming for 100% thinking its the hardest part wouldnt be super bad, and i will also remove some problems elsewhere because the 34% cube and 50% ship isn't the only problem. So dont u worry about that.
Cuz ultimately i never really wanted it to be back on the list before, but also if u search up the level in pointercrate, Leslie videos comes out instead of Brians. which again, i dont want leslie to have ANYTHING to do with anything i’ve made, i want to distance myself from them and i dont wanna associate with them. I dont want them to be in the endscreen, i dont want them to be listed as the verifier, i dont want their video to represent my levels .i dont want to look at my hard work and going to the brink of tears every time.
I hope i explained everything and i hope you understand my side
Extra Info:
Apparently brian didnt even buff it that much??? I thought brian super buffed it on stream and i didnt know and thats why everyone’s overreacting, apparently not??? And people are just overreacting what the fuck?? I also nerfed 3 parts from before i gave it to brian including 34% cube. And brian buff some stuff that doesnt even matter, like theres 5 buffer clicks but he made it not buffer to make it more consistent, so??? Whats the fuss from people? It still will be on the list. Idk it honestly doesn’t matter, again, hopefully yall understand why i want to update it
Also im gonna make the update a bit later because i need to make the rest of the cube first so wait on that lol. And since ur already in the end of the thing, im sorry my grammar is god awful lol, english is my 3rd language i learnt. . . . so im sorry lol. Also no tldr cuz im too lazy… sorery